Quotes of life

Just so close to how I feel atm

If I have to pick one thing that I really hate. I'd pick dishonesty. It can manifest in a lot of different ways. Just the straight lies in your face. They are the easiest to handle, since you're there. Then there are the lies about you behind your back. Hard to handle, simply because you can't really react to them in time. And then there is the moment when somebody doesn't realize they're not even honest to themselves. When this happens, you can't do anything at all. Because if you do something, even if it's just to help, you will be blamed for doing something wrong.

There are moments when you get back some of your old, bad memories. They keep coming back because they are linked to someone else's good memories. There's also the painful moment when someone else tells a similar story and they get offered help immediately. While nobody seems to react or care for your problem. Is this jealousy bad? Is it wrong?

Friendship is a wonderful thing. Friends can help you when you can't do it alone. Friends can help you when you can't see the light. But friendship isn't free. But there isn't a currency in existence able to pay for it. That is because it can only be payed with your own friendship. One of the best things that can happen to you is finding friends that are able to change you. This is only possible when both of you offer a huge amount of friendship, but neither one asks anything in return for it. For that I thank my true friends.

Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe All I'm doing is wrong. All I keep thinking is just about negative things. Am I that bad of a person? Or is everyone just too good? Thinking this way is bad. I know that. But how can you stop it? Not wanting to think like that isn't enough to actually stop it. All of these thoughts are painful. But I don't know how to stop them myself.

Ever had the feeling of admiration towards an anime character? I sure do. There are lots of hidden stories behind anime characters. The one I want to be is Kirigaya Kazuto, A.K.A. Kirito. He is a person on whom you can build. He'll do everything to help his friends without even wanting anything in return except frienship. Wouldn't it be nice to be like him?

Sadness... Sadness is being lonely. Sadness is feeling lonely. Sadness is getting used to all the things that brought you down. Sadness is getting used to feeling down. But there is one thing you can learn from sadness... ...You can learn how to make others happy.

Angel with a shotgun - The cab

How do you stay positive when you're feeling down and you hate yourself? How do you stay positive when all you do is having the opposite effect of what you're trying to accomplish? How do you stay positive when you can't even think of a single positive thing about yourself? So please tell me: How do you stay positive?

No matter where I am. No matter what I'm doing. If you really need me ... I'll do whatever I can to make sure you're safe and happy. Even if it breaks me ... I'll be there.