SHE CRIED WHEN SHE SAID SHE WAS PROMISED TO ANOTHER MAN. ( Knight! Remmick x Reader )
AUTHOR NOTE! full and all credit goes to @thlaylisden ( the og creator / mastermind of Knight! Remmick ). <3
pairing: Knight! Remmick x Lady-in-waiting! Reader
prompt : You were promised to another man.
word count: 1,000+ words
âŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻ THE FIRST MOON OF THE YEAR 1400.
He had been in the middle of eating dinner when he had first heard the news. A small whisper. A hushed snicker. He didnât want to believe it, not ever really. It had to be one of those stupid rumors that spun around the castleâŻlike how the Queen sew bags of rice into her gowns to make her breasts seem bigger, or how the chief would use royal coin to pay for his own private wine collection. But when the grins on their faces turned serious as soon as they glanced at him, it made him realize that it wasnât. You were betrothed..to another manâŻan Earl, to be exact. It wasnât fair. It wasn't fucking fair.
It should be him that places a ring on your finger. It should be him that calls you his ladywife. It should be his heir that grows in your womb. It should be him. It needed to be him. He didnât know what heâd to make it happen just yet, his mind was still spiraling and he swore that his vision was spinning from how fast his heart was pounding in his chest. But he knew that he needed to see you. He needed your gentle smile and reassurance. He needed the sweet smell of rosemary in your hair and lavender on his shirts. He needed your hand petting his hair and steady heartbeat underneath his fingers.
"This was some misunderstanding, Remmick." You would tell him, "They were teasing you. No need to fret over such still things."
Pounding down the door to your bedchambers, it rattles violently against the frame, the hinges creaking and groaning from the force. He needed to see you, to hear that this was just a cruel jest from the other kingsguards because he was a lowborn Irishman. Raising his hand to pound on the door again, he pauses as you open up the door, his face falling at the sight of your puffy red eyes. No. No. No. Clenching his jaw tightly, he searches your red eyes for some other answer, the pit in his stomach growing at the silent answer back. It was true.
âRemmick.â You sniffle, âYou must not return here anymore.â
âNo.â He swallows the thickening lump in his throat, fighting back tears of his own.
âI am to be wed in a fortnight.â You force yourself to sound confident and steady, âTo the Earl of Sutherland, a wonderful match my Mother says. You should..You should not be here, one may begin to make assumptions of your intentions with me.â
âAll the more reason for me to see you before I know that I have truly lost you forever.â He argues, shaking his head.Â
âPlease do not say such things.â You beg, a few stray tears rolling down your cheeks. "Not anymore."
Feeling a pain in his chest at the sight of your tears, he reaches out to wipe them away, but you turn your head. Fuck. Slowly lowering his hand down to his side, he clenches his jaw tightly, grinding his teeth together. He didnât want to lose you. He couldn't lose you, not like this. You were the one good thing that he had, now GodâŻor fateâŻor whatever had just taken that from him. Swallowing the thickening lump in his throat, he shifts his gaze down onto the ground, pressing his tongue to the roof of his mouth. He could feel tears burn his eyes, the urge to cry bubbling inside of him. He'd preferred to die than live and endure this, to watch you be the wife of some other man.
âNo, no, I will challenge him. I will demand your hand in front of the Court and he will have no choice but to answer it.â He argues, desperately grasping at half-formed ideas that were popping up into his head.
âHe is an Earl, Remmick. The Earl of Sutherland.â You shake your head softly, âHeâll have you dismissed before you even get a chance to challenge him.â
âIâll find a way, I will.â He shakes his head, refusing to give up without fighting.Â
âI know that you could..that you would.â You harshly wipe your cheeks clean of tears with the back of your hand, âBut, there is truly nothing that can be done, Remmick. Itâs best to not linger here, to torture yourself with fantasies that are long dead. Move on, Remmick.â
âŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻâŻ THREE DAYS UNTIL YOUR WEDDING.
As was tradition of a woman of your soon to be high status, you were paraded around Court for a week, and it was hellish. Not just for Remmick, but for yourself too. Your hair once loose and free, now braided up lavishly with expensive ribbons and sheer silk veils. Your usual linen dresses were exchanged for a corseted gold and black oneâŻthe banners of your future husband. Your face smeared with crushed rose powder to brighten your pale cheeks. You were reduced to a glorified breeding mare, it no longer mattered what you wanted or liked anymore. You were to dress the way that they wanted. You were to speak the way that they wanted. You were to do what they wanted.Â
The forced compliance left you with enough time to think of other thingsâŻbasic court gossip, what your new duties were to be, the words of encouragement from your eldest sisterâs, and Remmick. At night time when there was nothing else to do and your bed chambers were silent, youâd always think of Remmick. His smile. His cheeky teasing. The sweet sound of his laughter. The way that heâd always be there, not just trailing behind you but there emotionally. You could rant and rave about anything and everything with him, and heâd just listen. Heâd never complain. Heâd never correct your opinions. Heâd listen to you and smile, mumble a light-hearted comment here and there. But, you werenât going to be able to do that anymore.Â
You were going to have to go to Scotland, to Dunrobin Castle with your new husband, pump out babies until he finally choked. And RemmickâŻyour Remmick, was going to have to stay here. It wasnât fair. Youâd rather be a poor knightâs wife, than the breeding mare of a withering old Earl of Sutherland. Feeling a calloused hand trail down the side of your neck possessively, you stiffen at the touch, your nails softly curling into the skin of your palm. It brings you back to reality, harshly and cruelly. Refusing to look in his direction, you watch the row of knights, horses shifting as the knights pick their challengers. Locking eyes with a familiar blood soaked helm, you let out a shaky breath, longing to jump out of the royal box and into his arms.
âMy lady, I ask for your favor.â Remmick holds his lance out for you to tie the handkerchief against around the spiked tip, âIt would be an honor.âÂ
âRemmick..â You whisper, your face falling as it clicks in your head what he was doing.
âSer Remmick..â The Earl corrects, a sneer tugging at his face.Â
âMy lady, will you grant me it?â Remmick repeats, emphasizing heavily on âmyâ.
Yes. Yes. Yes. Youâd say âyesâ to him a thousand times. Hells, it was just on the tip of your tongue, just begging to come out. Feeling the hand on your collarbone stiffen as the silence stretches out, you hesitate for a moment, fearing just what would happen if you do give it to him. Would your future husband strike you for responding? Would he demand Remmickâs head to save his honor in front of the court? Would he allow it? Find humor in a little knight thinking he had a chance with the future Countess of Sutherland? Opening your mouth softly to respond back, you slowly rise up from the seat, body moving before your mind could protest it. Grabbing your forearm painfully tight, he yanks you backwards firmly, refusing to let you go to Remmick.
âYou will not insult me in the eyes of the court by giving your favor to some..some lowly Irish blooded knight.â The Earl sneers, a dark glimmer in his eyes.Â
âBut, I must respondâŻâ You try to protest, a weak attempt to see Remmick one last time.
âSit and do not speak, girl.â He orders, roughly shoving you into your seat.Â
Flinching as the wood armrest smacks your hip hard, you shift your gaze down to your lap, shoulders hunching forward to appear smaller. The lump in your throat thickening, your bottom lip trembling. You could already hear the scolding from your Mother, telling you that a proper wife would have dismissed Remmick like he was filth. That a proper wife would have reminded Remmick of his statusâŻbeneath you. That a proper wife would have told her husband to get rid of him for daring to think he was worthy of her favor. Harshly wiping away tears with the back of your hand, you sniffle softly, turning in your seat to avoid being near him.
âI would be careful, sir.â Remmick pipes in, an eerie calmness in his tone. âA lady, especially one as delicate as the Lady ( Y/n ), should be treated with such respect.âÂ
âDo not speak to me of how my ladywife should be treated, boy.â The Earl sneers, face flushing red in mounting anger. âYou know nothing.â
âShe is not your ladywife, not yet.â Remmick corrects, âI would be careful, good ser.â
âOr what?â
âOne may demand justice and retribution on her behalf.â Remmick warns, eyes drilling holes into his face. âA husband should not strike his ladywife, or any lady for that matter.â
Slamming the palm of his hand down on the armrest of his chair violently, you flinch at the sound, the rattling of wood feeling like a warning of what was to come. Daringly taking a glance up from your lap, you lock eyes with Remmick, the trembling in your bottom lip growing at the sight of determination in his eyes. You longed to hug him again. You longed to hear his whispered words of comfort. Glancing back down to your lap before the Earl notices, Remmick clicks his tongue softly, pulling at the reins to motion for his horse to join the other knights. A tiny pathetic part inside of you wanted him to win the tourney, to further humiliate your future husband. He deserved it.
Taking a sharp breath in through his nose, the chair beside you creaks as the Earl leans towards you, his wine stenched breath fanning the side of your face. You refuse to look at him, to acknowledge the way he was trying to intimidate you further. You were sure that he would have slapped you by now if the two of you were not in front of the entire Court. Clicking his tongue in growing anger at your refusal to cower, he turns his attention to the line of knights, his eyes locking with his men. Narrowing his eyes hard at them, he lifts a hand up softly, finger pointing towards Remmick. A silent order to exterminate the problem before it got too out of hand.Â
âWhen this tourney is over.â He sneers, âI will give you his head, and place it on the pike near our marital chambers so that you may see it every time I bed you.â
âOr maybe heâll give me yours instead.â You turn your head to look at him, not wavering from the threat.
Covering your mouth with your hand, it takes all of your restraint to not throw up, the sight of Remmickâs lance piercing the horsesâ throat. Blood gushes out like a waterfall, the choked pain filled noises from the horse pierces through the air. Toppling over onto its side as its strength fails, the crunching of armor fills the air, then the blood curdling screams of the knight now trapped underneath the dead horse. You could only imagine what it looked like closer. Bones sticking out of skin. Armor dented and pressed into skin. It was sickening. But, Remmick was making a point. No matter what was thrown his way, he would fight it for you. It was sweet, just as it was bloody.Â
Slowly limping towards the trapped knight, he lifts his sword above his head, the sickening wet âthwackâ sound filling the air as it connects with the knightâs head. Finally, silencing the wails of pain. Unable to hold back any longer, you hunch over the left side of your seat, hurling up your lunch. Gagging at the vile taste of stomach acid and the regurgitated bread, you let out a low moan, unable to tell if you were gonna be able to keep sitting here. This was getting far too much for you. Spitting out some drool in your mouth, the crown on your head falls off, landing in the pile of puke. Wincing at the sight, you pull off the veil on your head, not bothering wearing it anymore.
âVile. Truly vile.â The Earl scowls, his face pale from the gory sight.
âSo is sending three of your knights after him.â You argue back, âMust this continue? Must more be harmed until your thirst is sated? Until your ego is no longer bruised?â
âYes, I will send a thousand of my men until he can no longer wield his sword.â He dismisses, holding back his own gag.
âYou would sacrifice that many men for your ego?â Â
He doesnât respond, and it only makes you feel worse. Spitting out some bile in your mouth one last time, you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand, feeling worse than when you first got here. Sinking back into your seat, you watch Remmick collect the sword from the fallen knight, limping towards the royal box. Taking a sharp breath in through your nose at the sight, he stops with a ragged breath, throwing it onto the pile in front of the royal box. Swallowing the lump in your throat, he lifts up the helm, just enough to show off his crooked nose and hint of fangs.
âAnother.â Remmick pants, âSend another.â
âRemmickâŻâ You try to protest, but he cuts you off.
âSend another, and another, and another, and another.â He licks his split lip, âSend all of your men, it will not stop me. Not when I fight for her.âÂ
âFight for her?â The Earl cackles, his brow raising as he flicks his eyes between the two of you. âIs it, boy? You think that slaying my men will change anything? That it stops her from being my ladywife before the week is through?â
âOr perhaps, I just have a taste for blood.â
âDo you? Since you have such a taste for blood, I shall have the sheets from our wedding night brought to you.â He mocks, âSo you may taste the virgin blood she spills on my cock.â
Flushing a bright pink in embarrassment at his degrading words, Remmick doesnât blink, or even look remotely provoked by it. Turning his head in your direction, he stares at you for a long beat, swallowing a lump in his throat. The shadows hide most of his face, but you could still see the faint glow of his eyes. A dark scarlet full of so much determination and stubbornness to see this through, that it made you want to cry. Letting out a shaky breath, he pulls down the helm to cover his face, shifting his weight off his injured leg. Standing up a little straighter and confident, he lifts up his sword, pointing it directly at the Earl like he was straight from the fables your parents used to tell you of.Â
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á´/É´: y'all this ask was from AUGUST OF 2025, i hope anon is still around because i truly want them to see their delicious ask come to fruition. i was made aware that there's been a pathetic!remmick drought and i simply couldn't allow that to last any longer. so, of course, i made my most disgustingly shameful, self-indulgent work of him yet. do not ask me where my mind went as i wrote this, i blacked out and woke up with my keyboard mysteriously on fire and sabrina playing in the background. on a technical level, this is def some of my least "professional" writing yet (i'm rusty yall PLS), so take that as you will. sorry in advance ^^!
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You woke to the scent of breakfast.
Bacon firstâcrisp, smoky edges mingling with the sweet tang of maple syrup and something buttery, like pancakes warming on a griddle. It drifted through the bedroom like an invitation, warm and familiar, cutting through the soft haze of sleep.
Sunlight filtered in thin shafts through heavy curtains, painting gold stripes across the rumpled silk sheets. Your body felt heavy, content, the gentle swell of your belly a constant, reassuring weight under the loose nightgown.
Remmick must have slipped from bed hours ago.
Or, more likely, he had lain there the whole night.
Sea-blue eyes fixed on you in that silent vigil he loved so muchâwatching the rise and fall of your chest, the flutter of your lashes, committing every breath to memory. He was always like that now, especially since the pregnancy had started showing. Four months in, and his obsession had bloomed into something tender, all-consuming.
You shifted, propping yourself up on one elbow. The movement stirred a faint queasiness in your stomachâmorning sickness lingering like an unwelcome guestâbut it was milder today, just a low hum rather than the violent waves of yesterday.
The door burst open before you could fully sit.
Remmick barreled through, barefoot and aproned over his usual white shirt and slacks, suspenders loose on his shoulders. His hair was slightly tousled, as if he'd run a hand through it in haste, and those eyesâglowing faint red at the edgesâlocked on you with immediate, unneeded alarm.
He crossed the room in three strides, dropping to his knees beside the bed with a grace that belied the urgency.
âDarlinâ,â he breathed, voice thick with a lingering morning roughness, hands hovering like he ached to touch but waited for permission. âYa alright? Hurtinâ anywhere? Morning sickness hittinâ worse again?â His gaze darted to your belly, then back to your face, concern etching deep lines around his mouth. âNeed help sittinâ up? Lemmeââ
You laughed, soft and genuine, the sound easing the tension in his shoulders just a fraction. âIâm fine, Remmick. Really. Just a little nauseous, but nothing like yesterday. I can manage.â
He exhaled, long and shaky, but didnât rise. Instead, he reached for your hand, pressing kisses to your knucklesâreverent, lingering. âStill. Let me help ya up. Canât have my girls overdoinâ it.â His free hand settled warm on your belly, palm splaying wide over the curve, fingers trembling faint with awe. He rubbed slow circles there, thumb tracing the nightgownâs thin fabric, eyes softening to something pathetic, adoring.
You smiled, letting him pull you upright. His arms wrapped around you immediatelyâstrong but careful, lifting you like you were glass. He buried his face in your neck, inhaling deep, lips brushing your skin in feather kisses. âGod, ya smell like heaven,â he murmured, voice muffled.
One hand slid to the small of your back, the other daring lower, slipping under the hem of your nightgown to caress the swell of your hip.
You swatted his hand lightly, though your tone held no real heat. âToo early for that, you beast! Breakfast first.â
He pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, expression crestfallen but pleading, like a puppy denied a treat. âSorry, darlinâ. Canât help it. Seeinâ ya get all round and beautiful like this⌠drives me wild.â His hand lingered at your thigh, fingers tracing lazy patterns, testing. When you didnât swat again, he pressed a kiss to your jaw, then your throat, breath hot and uneven.
âRemmick,â you warned, half-laughing, but you let him guide you from the bed. He kept one arm banded around your waist, the other hand never straying far from your bellyâor dipping lower when he thought you werenât paying attention.
His touch was everywhere: stroking your arm, cupping your elbow as you walked, lips grazing your shoulder. The manorâs hallway passed in a blur of polished wood and morning light, but he moved slow, prioritizing you.
âNeed the bathroom?â he asked, already steering you toward it. âIâll help. Everythinâ ya need.â
You nodded, pushing open the door to the bathroomâtile gleaming, steam from last nightâs shower still faint in the air. âWhat about breakfast? Wonât it burn?â
He waved a hand, ushering you inside, eyes never leaving your form. âCookinâ it on low. Got all the time in the world, sugar. Nothinâ more important than this.â He knelt again as you reached for the sink, hands on your hips to steady you, kissing the side of your belly through the gown. âSit if ya need. Or lemme draw ya a bath.â
âIâm brushing my teeth, not running a marathon.â You squeezed toothpaste onto the brush, but he was already thereârinsing a washcloth under warm water, dabbing gently at your chin, your neck. His gaze tracked every movement: the way your nightgown clung to your curves, the subtle shift of your belly as you leaned over the sink.
When you bent to spit, his hand slipped over your gownâhigher this time, fingers grazing the underside of your breast.
âRemmick!â You straightened, swatting firmer, though heat bloomed low in your belly at his whine.
âPlease,â he begged soft, kneeling closer, face nuzzling your thigh. âJust a touch. Youâre so perfect. Carryinâ our baby⌠I canât stop thinkinâ âbout it.â His eyes pleaded up at you, red glow intensifying, hands kneading your hips with desperate reverence. He kissed the fabric over your belly, then higher, testing boundaries with every press of lips.
You sighed, affectionate, running fingers through his hair. âPatience. Help me with my hair instead.â
He obeyed instantlyârising to stand behind you, hands gentle as he gathered your hair, patiently wetting then detangling it with a comb from the counter. His chest pressed warm to your back, chin resting on your shoulder, breath ghosting your ear. âLike this?â he murmured, strokes slow, massaging your scalp. But his hands wanderedâsliding down your sides, cupping your belly, thumbs circling.
When you didnât protest, one dipped lower again, palm flat against your lower abdomen.
âBoundaries,â you teased, but leaned into him.
He whispered another halfhearted apology, kissing your neck, voice thick with need. âYa glow. Every inch of ya. Makes me wanna worship ya all day.â
He helped you slip into fresh clothes nextâa loose sundress that draped soft over your bumpâfingers lingering on every button, every loop, caressing bare skin whenever he could. His touches built slow, insistent: a graze along your inner thigh as he knelt to adjust your slippers, lips brushing your knee; a nuzzle against your belly as he stood, inhaling deep like your scent was his air.
By the time you finished, the air hummed with itâsoft love laced with hunger. He scooped you up without asking, carrying you back toward the kitchen despite your protests. âGotta keep ya safe,â he insisted, eyes shining. âMy girls. Both of ya.â
You let him, heart full and skipping sweet under his touch. Breakfast waited, but so did everything else.
He carried you into the kitchen like a treasure, steps measured and careful, as if the floor might give way beneath you both. The space smelled even richer up closeâbacon grease popping faint in the pan, pancakes steaming golden on a warmer plate, the sharp brightness of fresh berries cut in a bowl.
Sunlight poured through tall windows overlooking the estate gardens, casting a warm glow over the long oak table set for two. Remmickâs shirt was crooked now, flour dusting his sleeves, but his focus stayed locked on you.
He eased you down into your chair at the head of the tableâa high-backed antique with cushions heâd added just for you, extra padding for your back and a footrest pulled close.
âThere ya go, love,â he murmured, kneeling again to adjust the cushion behind you, fluffing it just so. His hands lingered on your shoulders, massaging light circles down your arms before settling a napkin in your lap.
âComfortable? Need a pillow for your feet? Water? Juice?â
You shook your head, smiling at his fussing. âPerfect. Sit before it gets cold.â
He straightened, but not before pressing a kiss to your forehead, then your nose, hovering like he might add more. âWouldnât dream of lettinâ ya wait.â
He moved to the counter with that silent, fluid grace, stacking your plate high. Pancakes first, fluffy towers drowning in butter that pooled golden and syrup trickling slow and sticky down the sides. Then bacon, crisp strips fanned out neat. A generous scoop of fresh berriesâstrawberries ruby-red, blueberries bursting blueâtumbled over the top, juice staining the edges pink.
Before you could even murmur thanks, he was back, sliding the plate in front of you. His knife flashed quick, cutting the pancake stack into precise fourths, fork already in hand as he murmured, âDonât need to waste yer energy on this, sugar. I got it.â
You watched his movements, fork poised, and felt a flicker of amusement mixed with exasperation. He was seconds from spearing a bite to feed you himselfâeyes already soft, pleading in that pathetic way.
But he caught himself, fork clattering soft to the table.
Wisely so.
You would have absolutely smacked his hand away, pregnancy hormones or not.
âGood boy,â you teased under your breath.
He flushedâactual color tinting his pale cheeksâand leaned in for a lingering kiss. Lips soft, syrup-sweet from tasting, tongue brushing yours just once before he pulled back with a shaky exhale. âEnjoy, darlinâ. Made it all for ya.â He straightened, plating his own foodâsimpler, just bacon and berries, no need for the human pretense of a full breakfastâand dragged his chair close.
Too close.
He used to sit across the table, giving you space to eat in peace. Now, he pulled it flush beside yours, knees knocking yours under the wood, thigh pressing warm against yours.
The contact grounded him, you knewâhis way of staying tethered. He settled in, fork in hand, but his eyes fixed on you, watching every bite like it was the most fascinating sight in his centuries.
You speared a pancake quarter, syrup dripping, and brought it to your mouth. The flavors burstâfluffy sweet, butter melting rich. âThis is incredible,â you said around the mouthful, swallowing with a hum.
His smile bloomed wide, fangs peeking, but his fork stayed untouched. âGlad ya like it. Anything for my girls.â His hand found your knee under the table, thumb stroking slow arcs, inching higher on your thigh with casual insistence. You didnât swat it away this timeâlet it rest there, heat seeping through your dress.
You ate steadily, the queasiness fading under the foodâs warmth. Berries popped tart on your tongue, bacon crunching salty. Remmick picked at his plateâmore show than substanceâbut his attention wandered. Heâd pause mid-bite, hand drifting to caress your arm, fingers tracing the curve of your elbow.
âYouâre eatinâ good today,â he murmured after a minute, voice low, reverent. âThatâs my girl. Keepinâ our baby strong.â
His gaze dropped to your belly, hand abandoning his fork to splay there insteadâpalm warm, fingers spreading wide over the swell. He rubbed gentle, obsessive circles, eyes glazing faint red as he felt for kicks. Minutes ticked by like that; you chewed slow, letting him lose himself in it. His knee pressed firmer against yours, body leaning closer, breath syncing with yours.
âRemmick,â you said finally, popping a berry. âYour foodâs getting cold.â
He blinked, as if surfacing from a dream, but didnât move his hand.
âDonât care. Rather watch ya.â
Another caressâthis time slipping under the tableâs edge to your thigh again, fingers squeezing light, testing. His eyes pleaded silently, fork lying forgotten. He shifted in his seat, thigh rubbing faintly against yours like he couldnât help the subtle grind.
You speared more pancake, letting syrup drip deliberate, watching his pupils blow. The air hummed soft between youâloving, insistent. He leaned in after another long stare, kissing your shoulder through the dress fabric. âYouâre glowinâ brighter every day,â he whispered, hand venturing higher, breath hitching. âCanât keep my hands off.â
The breakfast stretched lazy, his touches building that familiar heatâknee to knee, hand on thigh, eyes devouring.
Your plate was near-empty by now, but you knew Remmickâs hunger was for anything but food.
Before Remmick could all but pounceâhis hand inching scandalously higher, breath ragged against your neckâyou stood abruptly, plate in hand. The chair scraped back, and you sauntered to the sink, hips swaying deliberate under the loose dress. Water rushed hot as you rinsed syrup from the dish, berries staining pink swirls down the drain.
He followed.
Dronelike.
Silent steps trailing you like a shadow addicted to light.
The second you braced your hands on the counter, he enveloped you from behindâchest flush to your back, arms caging you gentle but insistent. His belly pressed warm against your swell, hands splaying possessive over it.
âBreakfastâs over, sweetheart,â he pleaded, voice wrecked already, lips brushing your ear. âLemme take care of ya now. Please. Been dreaminâ of it all morninâ. Taste ya. Make ya feel good.â
You arched a brow over your shoulder, still rinsing. âYou havenât finished your plate, Remmick.â
He whined low, nuzzling your neck in a halfhearted attempt at sympathy. But before you could turn, a whoosh of air cut the kitchen.
Heâd crossed it in a blur.
Plates clattered as he scarfed his foodâbacon crunched savage, berries gulped whole, fork scraping like an animal at the trough. Gone in seconds.
You couldnât help it. A giggle bubbled up, bright and teasing. âGood boy.â
He was back.
Plate clunking beside yours in the sink, water still running. His greasy lips planted on your neckâwet, salty kisses trailing down to your shoulder, fangs grazing faint. âAll done,â he mumbled against skin, hips grinding forward. His cock strained shameless through slacks, thick and hard, rubbing insistent against your thighs. Heat seeped through fabric, throbbing with every rut. âNow lemmeââ
You spun in his arms, hands on his chest shoving light. âBreakfast hardly earns you favors, you greedy mutt. Look at youâhumping like a dog in heat.â
He whimpered.
High, broken, knees buckling faint. Eyes welled red, pleading. âPlease, darlinâ. Starvinâ for ya. That sweet pussyâneed to taste it. Bury my face in it. Lick ya clean.â His hands gripped your hips, lifting slowâeffortlessâperching you on the counter edge. Your dress hiked up your thighs, exposing lace panties that were already soaked.
He dropped to his knees between your legs, nose inches from your core, inhaling deep like a junkie. âSo wet for me. Lemme eat. Please.â
You smirked, legs dangling. âYou just ate, Remmick. But, if youâre good, you can have my leftovers.â
His whine pitched desperate. Before he could lunge, you planted a foot on his chestâthe light kick sending him stumbling back into the outward-facing chair. He landed hard, thighs splayed, cock tenting obscene.
âWatch,â you commanded, spreading your legs wide on the counter. You hooked your panties aside, dipping slow into the slick folds. You moaned loudâshamefully exaggeratedâhead lolling back. âMmm, fuck. So full already.â
Remmick gripped the chair arms white-knuckled, knowing better than to move. But the begs poured nonstop. A litany.
âSweetheartâplease, lemme finish ya. Taste it. Iâll be so good. Lick every drop. Fuck, ya sound so pretty. Moaninâ like thatâg-gonna kill me.â
Tears brimmed his lashes, spilling hot tracks down cheeks.
Drool had gathered thick at his fangs, spilling from parted lips in glossy strands, dripping to his shirt.
His cock strained the zipper to popping point, a dark wet spot blooming huge. Precum leaked like a faucetâendless strings stretching from tip to fabric, snapping wet to pool on the floor in shiny puddles. He rutted the air, helpless, hips jerking, sobs choking into begs. âNeed it. Need it so bad, sugar. Pleaseâlet me lap it up. Swallow ya whole.â
You plunged deeperâtwo fingers now, curling vicious, thumb grinding your clit, moans amplified filthily.
âOh god, yesâright there. So much better than your greedy mouth.â
Your hips rolled exaggerated, slick squelching loud, splashing faint on counter. The dress bunched at your waist, belly swelling proud as your free hand cradled it to tease.
Remmickâs eyes devoured youâtears streaming, drool soaking, precum dangling endless as it coated the chair beneath him.
âFuckâdarlinâ, Iâm begginâ. Ruininâ me. C-Cockâs hurtinââleakinâ everywhere for ya.â He pawed at his slacks, not unzipping, but grinding, palm desperate. The puddle was really starting to become obscene.
A vulgar idea bloomed in your mind as you crested higher, drawing a gasp from you.
âCome here, pet. Kneel under me. Catch it all in your mouth. Donât even think about touching me with those lips.â
He obeyed.
In a frantic blur of motion, he knelt between your legs at the counter, tilting his head back with his mouth gaping wide. His fangs gleamed under the kitchen lights, and drool cascaded from his lips like a waterfall, pooling thick on his outstretched tongue.
His eyes locked onto yoursâcompletely wrecked and worshipful, tears carving glistening paths through his drool-smeared face. His zipper strained even further as he continued soaking through his slacks from thigh to floor in sticky, endless webs.
The sight undid you completely.
You came hardâshattering, gushing in hot pulses. Your slick squirted straight into his waiting mouth. He swallowed it greedilyânearly every dropâhis tongue flicking at the air to catch any stray droplets.
Remmickâs spit mixed thick with your fluids, forming glossy ropes that trailed down his chin and pattered onto the floor. His gulps were audible and desperate, Adamâs apple bobbing frantically with each one. A few pearly strands escaped, splattering the hardwood between his knees.
He stared at them, transfixed.
He bit his lip hard enough to draw blood, his eyes pleading up at you in silent desperationâa wordless beg to lick the floor clean.
âLeave it,â you snapped, your voice laced with an exaggerated disgust, though a faint genuine revulsion twisted in your stomach. âFilthy mutt. Look at the mess you made. Stand up.â
He whimpered pitifully, standing before you with his chin still dripping and eyes glassy.
You couldnât help but smirk.
The sight of himâutterly wreckedâsent a thrill through you. His chin glistened obscene, coated in a glossy mix of drool and your slick, strands still clinging to his fangs like filthy jewels. The top half of his shirt clung sodden too, dark patches blooming from collar to navel where heâd drooled rivers down himself. His pants were ruined tooâthat was putting it nicely. The zipper bulged grotesque, fabric soaked black with precum, endless strings of it gleaming under the sunlight.
âShirt off,â you commanded, voice low, teasing.
He scrambled.
Fingers fumbling buttons frantic, peeling wet cotton from pale skin. It slapped the cabinets wet as he tossed it aside, baring his torsoâtoned and vascular, muscles etched sharp from years of predatory grace. A moderate scruff dusted his pecs, trailing down to his navel and lower. The happy trail was one of the many benefits that came from him not giving much thought to shaving after your pregnancy announcement. His gold chain looped at his throat, catching light and dangling hypnotic between collarbones.
You drank him in.
Slowly.
Appreciating every ridge, every vein pulsing faint under skin, the way his chest rose and fell as he tried to instinctively match your breathing pattern.
Then you held your arms out.
Remmick surged upâimmediate, desperateâscooping you from the counter like you weighed nothing. Strong arms banded secure around your back and thighs, belly cradled safe against him. You looped arms around his neck, pulling him into a deep kiss.
Your tongues tangled messyâgifted slick still thick on him, salty-sweet, drool swapping hot. He groaned into your mouth, hips twitching instinctive.
A slight shiftâyour thigh brushing his cock light through slacksâand it undid him.
He came.
Instant.
A guttural groan ripped from his throat, feral and broken. He yanked you closer, face burrowing deep into your neckâfangs grazing skin as he shuddered violent. Standing strong, but barelyâa miracle he didnât double over.
Come spurted thick, excessive, always warm like fresh bloodâpulsing ropes soaking his slacks through, flooding zipper to drip heavy on floor. Splattered your thighs too, sticky trails seeping under dress hem, marking you both.
He rode it out clingingâhips jerking shallow, sobs muffled against your pulse. âF-Fuckâsugarâoh god,â he gasped, body trembling, chain cool against your skin.
Finally, it ebbed.
You burst into laughterâbright, uncontrollableâhead thrown back in his arms.
âWe really need to get cleaned up,â you managed between giggles, swiping a finger through the mess on your thigh, smearing it teasing on his chest.
He whined soft, still hard despite it all, pupils dazed in worship. âYes maâam.â
You laughed again, lighter this time, as he cradled you close and carried you from the kitchen.
His steps remained steady despite the mess soaking his slacks, his bare chest warm against your cheek, and the gold chain cool where it brushed your skin. The hallway passed once again in a blur of polished oak wainscoting and faded floral wallpaperâhallmarks of the old Delta manor, with its high ceilings and the lingering scent of beeswax polish. He shouldered open the bathroom door, where faint steam from earlier still hung in the air.
You were back already.
You giggled as he stepped inside. âHas it even been an hour since the last time? Youâre so impatient, Remmick.â
He nuzzled your temple, a sheepish hum rumbling in his chest. âCanât help it, darlinâ. Always wantinâ ya close.â
He set you down gently on the broad marble vanityâits edge cool under your thighsâand braced you with one hand while the other cupped your face for a soft kiss. His lips lingered sweetly, devotion replacing the heat of the morning. Then he turned to the clawfoot tub that dominated one wallâa massive porcelain basin on gilded feet, larger than any you had seen in the other old estates scattered across the Delta. He twisted the brass faucets, and water rushed hot and steady into the deep basin.
He said nothing.
Just focused.
You loved watching him work like this.
Remmick sank into his own quiet world, with every twist of the handles and every test of the stream using his dipped fingers done entirely for you. It was a silent dedication.
It never took him long; he knew your perfect temperature by heartâwarm like a summer evening on the bayou, soothing without scalding, easing the faint aches of your changing body. Steam rose lazily, filling the room with humid comfort and mingling with the faint lavender from the soap dish.
Once satisfied, he straightened and turned back to you.
Undressing you came next, reverent and slow. His fingers worked the dress buttons one by one, peeling the fabric from your shoulders and over the swell of your belly. His touch ghosted your skinâworshipful palms skimming your arms, hips, and thighsâwhile his eyes traced every curve like sacred text.
Your panties followed, with lace tugged away gently and the ruined spots from his spill noted with a murmured apology. He bundled the clothes softly into the wicker hamper by the door.
He stripped himself quickly afterwardâslacks peeled away with a wet schlick and kicked aside. His pale skin was marked faintly with old, long-healed scars, the gold chain swinging as he moved.
You slipped into the tub first.
The water embraced you like silkâreaching the perfect depth that lapped at your waist as you settled back against the curve.
âIs the temperature alright?â he asked immediately, kneeling at the tubâs edge with his hand hovering in the water. âToo hot? Is the level good? Do ya need more bubbles, sugar?â
You smiled and sank deeper. âItâs perfect, Remmick. As always.â
He nodded but checked twice moreâdunking his elbow and adjusting the faucet faintlyâbefore climbing in himself.
Water sloshed generously as he settled behind you, his legs framing yours and his arms drawing you back against his chest. The spacious tub swallowed you both easily; there was room enough for him to cradle you fully without crowding, your belly floating safe in the warmth.
You remembered the day he had replaced the old oneâa cast-iron relic from the manorâs original days, grand but narrow. He had grumbled that it wasnât right, that he couldnât hold you both comfortably. This new porcelain monster matched the clawfoot style but was oversized on purposeâalmost wasteful for one person.
Lonely, even.
He swore it came from some supplier in Memphis, nothing special.
But you werenât fooled.
It was custom, through and through. Built for this: you nested in him, always.
His hands found the ivory soap barâmilled and rose-scented from the black-owned New Orleans shopsâand lathered it slowly. The bathing began thoroughly and lovingly: his palms glided over your shoulders, massaging away knots from sleep. Suds trailed down your arms, and his fingers interlaced with yours briefly, squeezing gently.
âLean forward a touch,â he murmured, his voice low and velvety. You did, and he worked your backâthumbs circling your spine and easing tension with practiced care.
Kisses were stolen softly.
One to your temple as he rinsed. Another to your shoulder blade, with lips sweet and chaste. The caresses were laced with tendernessâhis hand cupping your belly under the water, cradling the swell like fragile glass and stroking lazy circles where faint kicks fluttered.
There was no grind of hips, no desperate rut. Just softness, with his breath warm on your neck.
âAre ya feelinâ good?â he whispered, now soaping your thighs with a touch that was feather-light over sensitive skin.
âMmm. Bliss.â You tilted your head back against his shoulder, eyes half-lidded. The water lapped rhythmically, and steam curled lazily around the brass fixtures and marble walls.
He hummed contentedly and moved to your hairâfingers working shampoo in with gentle scrubs, nails grazing your scalp just enough to tingle. The rinse came carefully, with cupped hands pouring water slowly to avoid your eyes. More kisses followed: to the crown of your head, to your earlobe. His chest rose steadily behind you, the chain dipping into your cleavage when he leaned in.
Every motion screamed care.
Centuries distilled into this quiet service. Sunlight filtered gold through the frosted glass, painting ripples on the waterâs surface.
His free hand never left your belly for long, tracing the faint veins under your stretched skin and always whispering something. âGrowinâ strong in there. Just like yer mama.â
You sighed happily, your hand covering his.
He pressed another lingering kiss to your neck as the bath stretched on.
Neither of you rushed to shatter the comfortable silence that had settled in like a soft blanket. Remmick's hands continued their fond caresses, tracing lazy patterns along your arms and over the curve of your belly, where the water lapped gently with every subtle shift.
His touch grew bolder by degreesâpalms cupping the undersides of your breasts a touch too lingering, thumbs brushing the sensitive peaks before sliding innocently away.
He feigned nonchalance, humming a low, tuneless melody under his breath as if he weren't aware of what he was doing, but you felt the faint hitch in his breathing, the way his fingers flexed obsessively before retreating.
You savored it all, letting the intimacy wrap around you both. Finally, you reached back, wrapping his arms tighter around your middle and pulling him closer against your back.
âRemmick?â
âYes, sugar?â
âWhat do you think our girl is gonna look like?â
Even without facing him, you felt the big grin spread across his faceâthe shift in his posture, the sudden warmth blooming in his chest against your spine, the way his hold tightened joyfully.
âOh, darlinâ,â he started, voice lighting up with uncontainable excitement, âI reckon sheâll be your spittinâ image. Just as beautiful as her mama, with that fire in her eyes and a smile that could stop a manâs heart. Smart as a whip, confident enough to rule the world. And that dark skin of yours, glowinâ like amber. Those beautiful curls, too, bouncinâ without a care in the world when she runs. Canât ya just see it?â
The palpable thrill in his voice wrapped around your heart like vines.
You loved itâhis unfiltered joy, the way generations of longing cracked open in that moment. âMmm, I think sheâll be the perfect blend of us both,â you replied, leaning into him. âNo matter what, I know sheâll have your eyes. Those sea blue things are too strong a trait to not win out over everything else.â
He chuckled deep, nuzzling your wet hair. âMy eyes on her? Lord, sheâd be unstoppable.â
You grinned playful, twisting just enough to tease. âHowâre you gonna handle a fanged, hungry vampire infant, then? Little thing gnawinâ on your fingers from day one.â
Silence.
No response.
No rumble of laughter, no clever retort.
You turned in the water, sloshing it gentle, to find his face vacantâeyes distant, jaw slack, heartbreak etched deep into his expression. The joy had vanished, replaced by a hollow ache that stole your breath.
âRemmick?â You pivoted fully, water cascading off your shoulders as you cupped his face in both hands, thumbs stroking his cheeks. âIâm sorry, honey. Are you okay? Whatâs wrong?â
He blinked back to you slow, like surfacing from deep water. His lips found your palms immediatelyâkissing fervent, then your wrists, your forearmsâpressing into damp skin as if anchoring himself. âMâsorry,â he murmured, voice cracking raw at the edges. âJust... zoned out. Didnât mean to.â A pause, throat working swallow hard. âI just wanna see her. Hold our girl in my arms. Feel her cryinâ, movinâ, breathinâ. Alive. Real.â
The words hung heavy, steam thickening around them.
Fragments of his past flickered in your mindâstories he had sparingly shared on hushed nights, slowly pieced together over months.
Ireland.
When he was still human, eking out life on fields turned to dust.
The famine gnawing relentless, his wife wasting away despite his desperate hunts, his makeshift soups from foraged roots.
Sheâd gone in childbirth, body too frail, the baby slipping still and silent with her. Leaving him utterly aloneâtwenty-four and completely shattered, wandering aimlessly until the vampire curse found him.
Tears welled in his eyes now.
He couldnât hold them back.
They spilled down his cheeks, mixing with bathwater as his shoulders shook. A sob tore freeâdeep and hoarse. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, arms banding tight around you both, careful of the belly between.
âShh, Remmick,â you whispered, cradling his head to your chest, fingers threading wet hair. âIâve got you. Sheâs coming, Remmick. Our girlâs strongâkicking up a storm already. Youâll hold her soon. See her eyes, hear her cry. Sheâs ours.â
He clung harder, sobs muffled against your skin. âLost âem both,â he choked out, voice thick. âCouldnât save her. Couldnât feed her enough. Tiny thing, never even drew breath. Been dreaminâ of this... mâterrified itâll slip away again.â
âIt wonât.â
You rocked him gentle in the water, one hand stroking his back in slow circles, the other cupping his nape.
âWeâre in this togetherâme, you, her. Sheâll thrive. And youâll be the best daddy she could dream of. I know it. I promise you that.â
His cries eased gradual, breaths hitching less violent. He lifted his head at last, eyes swollen but clearing, gratitude shining through tears. âLove ya,â he rasped, kissing your collarbone soft. âMoreân anything. You and her... my whole world.â
You smiled tender, wiping his cheeks with wet thumbs. âWe love you too. Now hold us close. Sheâs kickingâfeel that?â
His palm pressed your belly instantly, a grin flickering back faint as a flutter answered from withinâstrong, insistent, like she knew her daddy needed the reassurance.
You smiled up at him, tracing the line of his jaw with a damp fingertip. âReady to get out, Remmick? Any longer in here, and all thatâll be left of us is a couple of prunes floating in the bathwater.â
Remmickâs laugh bubbled up rich and genuine, chasing away the last shadows of grief. Water sloshed as he nodded, eyes crinkling at the corners. âFair enough, darlinâ. Canât have yâall turninâ to dried fruit on my watch.â
He moved with care, rising first to step out onto the marble floorâwater sheeting off his lean frame in rivulets that caught the sunlight filtering through the frosted window.
The oversized towel from the brass rack enveloped you next; he lifted you effortlessly from the tub, one arm under your knees and the other supporting your back, settling you on the vanity before wrapping the plush cotton around your shoulders.
Drying came thorough and tenderâhis hands working slow circles over your arms, your back, patting gently at the swell of your belly where droplets clung. He knelt to towel your legs, calves, even between your toes, murmuring soft nonsense about how soft your skin felt, how lucky he was.
Only then did he tend himselfâquick swipes over chest and limbs, chain glinting as he dried his hair with a final tousle.
You took his hand and led him from the bathroom. The bedroom waited down the hallâa sunlit haven with heavy oak four-poster, crisp linens in soft cream, and gauzy curtains billowing faint from the open casement windows. The breeze carried magnolia scent through the manorâs old walls. âNot even noon,â you teased over your shoulder, âand youâve already tired me out.â
He followed close, fingers laced warm in yours, that boyish smile curving his lips. âThat was my plan all along, sugar.â
You sank onto the mattress, and he climbed atop you graceful, bracketing your body with forearms, careful not to press too heavy on your belly.
His eyes held yours, blue depths shimmering with affection. The kiss started sweet on your lipsâslow, lingering, tasting of rose soap and salt tears dried. Then it trailed: feather-light to your jaw, nuzzling the sensitive spot beneath your ear. Lower still, to the curve of your neck, where his breath ghosted warm, fangs retracted fully now, just the velvet press of mouth.
Heat stirred lazy in your coreâa sensual promise in every downward movementâbut sleep tugged stronger.
You sat up with a grin, hands on his shoulders to still him. âNap first, Remmick. I want rest, not another orgasm.â
He froze mid-descent, lips hovering at your collarbone. Color flooded his cheeksâa deep flush gathering on his pale skin, ears tinting pink.
âOh,â he said, sheepish and endearing, drawing back with wide eyes.
âRight. Nap. Sorry, darlinâ.â
You laughed soft, pulling him down beside you. âCâmere, you.â
He settled quick, mattress dipping as you both stretched out. You lay on your side, facing away, and he spooned in perfectâchest to your back, arm draping secure over your hip to palm your belly protective. His legs tangled with yours, thigh nudged gentle between for warmth. You could feel his breath evening steady at your nape.
âLove ya,â he whispered, lips brushing hair. âSleep well, my girls.â
âLove you more.â
âLove ya most.â
This didnât feel like a dream.
A glorious ache pulsed between your thighsâwet, insistent, ravenous. Something moved there, thick and unyielding, stroking with obsessive care. A tongue? Yesâbut broader, probing deeper, curling just right against that spot that made stars burst behind your eyelids. Each lap responded to your every twitch, every soft gasp you hadnât realized you were making. Sopping sounds filled the dark bedroomâobscene, intimate, right there.
You debated it in the haze of sleep.
Dream.
Had to be.
Pregnancy dreams ran wild at six months nowâbelly heavy and round, skin stretched taut over the life kicking restless inside. Dreams of him, always him, devouring you whole. But this felt too real. The heat too vivid, pressure building heavy in your core. The soundâa wet, rhythmic schlickâechoed too close. Inches away. No way.
No way.
Fangsâ
Scraped your inner walls.
Lightning pleasure bolted through youâsharp, searing, exquisite. Your back arched off the mattress, a loud moan ripping raw from your throat.
You shot up.
Moonlight slanted silver through gauzy curtains, painting the king bed in ghostly glows. Remmick knelt between your legsâknees denting the feather ticking, shoulders broad and bare, gold chain dangling low. His face stared up at you, dumbfounded. Mouth parted slight, lips glistening, eyes wide as saucersâblue swallowed by black pupil, shock mirroring yours.
As if he werenât the culprit.
Slick coated his jaw.
Droplets beaded clear, reflecting the glow like diamonds as they trailed slow down his neck, vanishing into the hollow of his throat.
You gaped.
Shock tangled hot with fury, arousal, confusionâemotions crashing too fast to name. Belly shifted heavy as you scrambled back on elbows, thighs clamping instinctive despite the ache begging more. âRemmickâwhat the fuckââ
âIâm sorry!â
He surged up on knees, hands hovering placating, palms open like surrender. Words tumbled frantic, thick drawl cracking under panic.
âD-Darlinâ, pleaseâdidnât mean to wake ya. Ya looked so goddamn beautiful, layinâ there all peaceful, belly round and glowinâ in the moonlight. Couldnât stop myself. Had to... had to taste ya. Just a little. Swear I was carefulâdidnât wanna disturb ya or the baby. Yâall were sleepinâ so sweet, breathinâ even, her little kicks settlinâ down. Thought I could... slip in quiet, make ya feel good without rousinâ ya. Iâm sorry, sugar, trulyââ
His eyes pleadedâred glow faint under blue, hunger warring with guilt. Jaw still shone slick with you, a stray droplet catching his chin, dripping onto the sheet. Fangs peeked subtle, not bared but evident, saliva gleaming on lower lip. He looked wreckedâhair tousled wild, chest heaving, briefs tented obvious at his hips. But the shock lingered genuine, brows knit like heâd been caught mid-trance.
You blinked, heart hammering.
Your thighs trembled.
Empty nowâbut echoes lingered, walls clenching on nothing, slick gushing fresh down. Six months had changed everything: breasts fuller, heavier, nipples dark and peaked constant; hips wider, stretch marks silvering faint across belly; cravings sharp, body hypersensitive, every nerve lit eternal.
Remmick had been reverent through itâhands gentle on the swell, feeding you midnight cravings before you could even name them, rubbing almond oil into your skin. But this...
This was beyond words.
âRemmick,â you breathed, voice unsteadyâanger fracturing into something molten. Your hand drifted low unbidden, fingers brushing folds swollen and slick. His smell was everywhereâscent thick in the air, copper-sweet like blood and lust. âYou... you were inside me. While I slept.â
He winced, crawling closer, cautious. His knees dragged the sheets, not touching you just yet.
âI know. God, I know. Yer scent, darlinâ, itâs stronger now. Sweeter. Woke me up achinâ. Saw ya shift in sleep, legs partinâ just so, and... lost my mind a touch. Wanted to worship ya. Make ya come quiet, lap it all up so yaâd wake refreshed. I-I didnât thinkâshouldâve woken ya proper.â
Confusion swirled thicker.
He looked so sorryâeyes downcast now, hands fidgeting with the sheet's edge, broad shoulders slumped vulnerable.
You exhaled shakily.
Part of you wanted to shove him away.
Part of you wanted to pull him back in.
âCouldâve hurt the baby,â you managed, though doubt crept in as soon as the words left your mouth. Heâd been feather-gentle always, attuned to every flutter.
âNever,â he vowed fierce, inching forward. âFelt her the whole timeâstrong heartbeat, content. Stopped at every kick and adjusted. Youâre safe. Both of ya. Ya know that.â
You nodded immediately, guilt piercing your heart as you saw the devastated flash in his eyes at the very notion of putting his little girl in harmâs way.
You bit your lip hard, tasting blood as you mulled over how to proceed. Sharp shadows were carved across his faceâwide eyes pleading, jaw slack with remorse, that slick sheen still drying sticky on his skin. Your arousal thrummed insistent, but confusion knotted tight with it, demanding words first.
Finally, you drew a deep breath, steadying your voice.
âRemmick, listen. For nowâno more of that while Iâm asleep. Wake me up next time, properly. Or just watch, silent like you usually do when the hunger hits. Hell, touch yourself if you need to, I donât care. But not... not that. Not without me knowing.â
He nodded fervent, knees shifting restless on the sheet, hands twisting fabric like a lifeline. âYes, darlinâ. Anythinâ. I swear.â
Your hand pressed instinctive to the swell of your belly, feeling a light flutter. âItâs not that Iâm disgusted. Far from it. I could see myself liking it, even wanting it someday. But tonight? You caught me off guard. I woke up to fangs inside me. My bodyâs changing fast. My hormones are wild and everythingâs heightened. I need to feel safe, especially now. I need to have my say in everything. Can you give me that?â
Remmick deflated further, shoulders slumping as if kicked, eyes glistening wet in the silver light. His voice cracked just a hair. âGod, yes. Your wordâs law, sugar. Shouldâve known betterâcenturies old and still actinâ like a fool. Iâm so sorry. Wonât happen again without you sayinâ yes first. Clear as day. Please believe me.â
He looked so... small. His broad frame curled inward, fangs tucked fully now, cheeks flushed deeper than blood could explain. You could almost see the tail between his legs.
âI do,â you said softer, tension easing faint. âJust... talk to me. Always.â
âAlways,â he echoed, desperate. Head ducked low, chain swinging. âCan I... can I hold ya? Kiss ya? Make it right?â
You nodded.
He all but collapsed to your sideâbody folding careful around your pregnant form, arms banding gentle but needy across your back. He buried his face in your neck, lips peppering fervent kisses: forehead, cheeks, nose, jaw. Soft, worshipful presses, breath hitching with each.
âSorry,â he whispered into your skin, hot puffs against your collarbone. âSo damn sorry, darlinâ. Love ya too muchâgets me stupid. Wonât fail ya again.â
Kisses trailed lowerâshoulder, swell of breast above nightgown. Apologies murmured endless, voice thick with shame and devotion.
Mixed emotions churned in youâforgiveness warm, but darkening quick.
Another idea bloomed.
What a terrible time to be so clever.
âLay on your back for me, Remmick,â you asked, voice light and innocent, fingers still tangled in his hair.
He obeyed without questionâshifting quick onto the mattress, broad back sinking into the comforter, head propped on pillows. His expression held mild confusion, brows knitting slight as he glanced up at you.
âLike this, darlinâ?â
âPerfect,â you murmured, swinging a leg over to straddle him slow.
Your pregnant belly swayed heavy with the motion, nightgown whispering against thighs as you settled onto his not-fully-soft hardness. He throbbed immediate under youâthick length trapped between folds, heat radiating through thin fabric.
Remmickâs breath hitched sharp. Babbling erupted wild, words spilling frantic and filthy from his lips.
âOh, sugarâfuck, yes, ride me like that. Gonna fill that pretty pregnant pussy so full, breed ya deeper till ya canât walk. Lemme in ya, pump every drop till itâs leakinâ down yer thighs for days. Yer mine to ruin, darlinâ, gonnaââ
You ground down deliberate, slick coating his bulge, clit dragging perfect friction along the shaft.
A giggle bubbled free when his tip nudged insistent against your foldsâfabric barrier doing nothing to stop the copious pre leaking through, soaking hot and sticky.
He bucked up instinctive, eyes rolling back.
Before excitement overtook him fully, you shifted abruptâforward crawl on hands and knees, hiking nightgown high over hips. Silk bunched at waist, exposing everything: swollen folds glistening, ass cheeks parting slight, belly hanging round and full below. You settled onto his face deliberateâthighs framing his head, core hovering teasing inch above mouth.
Then you sank.
And Remmick went feral.
His mouth latched voracious, lips sealing suction-tight around clit before tongue plunged deep. He devoured like a starving man at feast, broad laps slurping every drop of arousal with obscene schlurps echoing in the quiet room.
Fangs grazed your outer lips carefulâpinpricks of thrill without pierceâwhile his nose ground firm against mound, inhaling your scent like a drug.
âFuckâyes,â he growled muffled into core, voice vibrating straight through you. His hands clamped your thighs with a bruising grip, pulling you down harder, drowning himself willingly. His tongue fucked relentlessâcurling thick inside, twisting to hit spot after spot, then retreating to circle clit swollen and throbbing. Saliva flooded excessive, mixing with your slick to drip messy down his chin, pooling in the hollows of his neck and collarbone.
You moaned loud, fingers fisting his hair to ride face mercilessly. Your belly pressed lightly against his forehead with each rock. Pleasure coiled vicious, thighs quaking as he sucked clit between lips, teeth nipping a faint spark of edge.
Remmick pulled off gasping onceâbarelyâeyes a wild red-glow, jaw drenched to ears. âDrown me, darlinâ. Fuck my face till I choke on it. Gonna drink ya dry, then fill ya back up.â
His tongue speared again immediate, deeper, fasterâlapping clenching walls, probing your cervix with a gentle nudge that sent lightning up your spine.
Hips bucked unbidden.
His fingers dug deep into your thighs, spreading you wide for better accessâtongue delving obscene, rimming entrance before thrusting back in. Growls rumbled constant, vibrating core to bones. Precum soaked his underwear darker now, cock straining untouched, twitching desperate against his abdomen.
You chased the high ruthlesslyâgrinding circles, chasing friction on his nose, clit pulsing under the relentless assault. Saliva bubbled at corners of his mouth, frothy white from fervor, smearing your thighs shiny. Fangs scraped your inner walls againâdeliberate drags now, pleasure-pain booming.
âRemmickâfuckââ
He hummed approval, doubling suction, his lips pursing tight around bundle, tongue flicking rapid-fire. One hand abandoned your thigh to palm at your belly, reverent.
Your orgasm crashed suddenly.
You shatteredâwalls spasming violent, gush flooding his mouth in hot wave. He drank greedy, swallowing audible gulps, tongue milking every quiver. Your thighs clamped his ears tight, vision whiting as cries tore free raw.
He didnât stop.
Remmick lapped through aftershocks gentle, coaxing a second build immediate. His fingers joinedâtwo thick digits curling inside, scissoring stretch while the thumb circled your clit, still endlessly slick.
Sweat beaded both of your foreheads.
Moonlight gleamed off fluids everywhere.
His face a mask of devotion, your thighs rivers of combined mess.
You rode harder.
He begged muffledââMore, darlinâ. Gimme everything.â
High number two built savagely, coiling tighter and bursting white-hot. Another gush, cries peaking as your body convulsed, belly contracting sympathetic ripples.
Remmick groaned in ecstasy, finally relenting as you slumped forward, panting and boneless. He licked you clean like you were the last source of water on Earth, slow laps savoring remnants, kisses peppering your mound and inner thighs.
âPerfect,â he rasped, voice wrecked. âMy perfect girls.â
Remmick sensed your utter spentness immediatelyâbody limp and quivering in the afterglow, breaths coming in shallow pants.
He shifted gentle beneath you, strong arms encircling your waist with effortless care, lowering you to the mattress as if handling fragile porcelain. The bedding sighed soft under your back as he laid you out proper, knees bracketing hips for stability until you settled full.
âThere ya go, darlinâ,â he murmured, voice velvet-thick with tenderness. He reached for the pillows piled at the headboard, fluffing them one by one with precise pats, stacking them high behind shoulders and neck. âLift up just a touch... perfect. Comfy now?â
You nodded hazy, sinking into the nest heâd made, nightgown still rucked high around your waist. Six monthsâ weight distributed easier on your back, belly rising prominent like a moonlit hill.
Satisfied, he twisted to the bedside table. A silver basin gleamed faint in moonlight, soft cloth draped ready over the edge.
Remmick had insisted on it weeks ago, filling it nightly with warm rosewater despite your initial eye-roll at the fuss. Now, gratitude flooded warm. You couldnât imagine the sticky aftermath without it. He wrung the cloth gentle, steam rising faint, then returnedâkneeling between your parted thighs, eyes all soft worship.
Cleaning began indulgent and reverent. Warm fabric glided first over your inner thighs, wiping away trails of slick with slow, circular strokes, chasing every bead and smear. He leaned in constant, lips brushing cleaned skin: a kiss to your knee hollow, another to the hip bone. âSo beautiful,â he whispered against flesh. âEvery inch of ya glows, sugar. Thank whatever stars or saints or old gods brought you here to me, to us. And our girl... Lord, every day I wake grateful.â
The cloth moved higherâdabbing folds swollen and sensitive, parting labia minor gentle to cleanse deeper. You sighed content, arching faint as he avoided overstimulus, kisses peppering mound and lower belly. âStrongest woman I know,â he continued, voice cracking earnest. âCarryinâ our miracle, lettinâ me love on ya like this. Could spend eternities kneelinâ at yer feet.â
He dotted a final kiss to your cleaned thigh before setting the cloth in the basin, returning to smooth the nightgown back down properâtucking the hem under your belly swell. Basin water splashed soft as he set it aside.
Next came a candleâa beeswax taper from the drawer, lit with a match struck by the flick of his thumbnail. The flame danced gold, casting a warm glow across the room and pushing back the moonlit shadows. He disappeared briefly to the kitchen downstairs, bare feet silent on the oak steps, and returned with a steaming mug: chamomile and mint, honey swirled in with a faint, soothing sweetness.
âHere, darlinâ,â he said softly. âSip it slow.â
You propped yourself up on your elbows, taking the mug in both hands. The warmth seeped into your palms, and the first sip soothed your throat, still raw from your cries. He watched you closely, his thumb idly stroking your ankle.
When the mug was half-drained, you set it aside.
Then he slid between your legs, moving with careful ease, his body curling into place. His head came to rest against the curve of your stomach, cheek pillowed against your skin. One arm draped loosely over your thigh, his fingers tracing lazy circles around your navel.
Remmickâs gaze lifted to yours, soft and adoring in the candlelightâblue eyes gentle now, the red beneath them dimmed to quiet embers.
You couldnât help it. Your hand moved on instinct, cupping his jaw, your thumb brushing over the roughness of his stubble.
âThank you,â you whispered. âFor everything. The care⌠the love. You make all of this feel right.â
He nuzzled into your palm, pressing a soft kiss to your fingertips.
âAinât nothinâ compared to what you give me,â he murmured.
Silence lingered, soft and unbroken, the kind that didnât press or crowd but settled warm over everything. Beneath his ear, your daughterâs kicks fluttered faint and steady, little pulses of life that drew a quiet hum from him without thought. It slipped out low in his chest, contented, almost absent, like breathing.
âSpeakinâ of our girlâŚâ he murmured after a while, his voice easy, the words folding naturally into the quiet. âBeen thinkinâ more on the nursery.â
Your fingers kept moving through his hair, slow and absent, smoothing back the strands that always refused to stay tamed. âHave you now?â
âMm.â His cheek shifted slightly against your stomach, just enough to follow another faint kick. His mouth curved, not quite a smile, something softer. âGot the crib near done. Hand-carved oak. Took my time with itâmade sure every rockerâs smooth as silk. Ainât gonna have her catchinâ a splinter on my watch.â
You smiled, picturing it without trying.
âSpells are set into the rails,â he continued, tone still gentle, but threaded with quiet pride. âDruidic. Nothinâ thatâll hum or flicker. For safety, subtle as breath. She wonât even know itâs there.â
âShe doesnât have to,â you said. âThatâs the point, isnât it?â
âExactly. I... hadnât done âem in a while.â Remmickâs hand drifted wistful across your stomach, thumb brushing slow circles as if he could already soothe her through skin and bone. âChanginâ tableâs next. Want drawers deep enough for every little thing she might need. Cloths, blankets, whatever nonsense she decides she canât sleep without.â
You huffed a quiet laugh. âYouâre already assuming sheâll be difficult.â
âSheâs ours,â he said simply.
You couldnât argue that.
âBut the look of itâŚâ he went on, his tone shifting just slightly, thoughtful now. âWalls are still bare. Canât seem to settle on somethinâ that feels right. Been runninâ it over in my head. Sketchinâ ideas that donât quite land.â
Your fingers paused for a moment before resuming their slow path through his hair.
âWhat about a forest?â you offered.
He went still.
âNot something dark,â you added, more certain now. âA grove. Soft, open. Moss underfoot, light coming through the trees, vines curling along the edges. And maybe⌠fireflies. Just a few. Enough to glow when the roomâs quiet.â
His head lifted almost immediately.
The shift was instantâlike striking flint.
âA forest?â he repeated, and the word carried something brighter now, something alive. His eyes lit, wide and intent, that grin breaking across his face without restraint. âDarlinâ, thatâsââ He shook his head once, breath catching on the edge of a laugh. âThatâs perfect.â
You felt it ripple through him, the idea taking hold, rooting deep.
âOur little grove,â he said, the words softer now, almost reverent. âI can see it.â
Remmick pushed himself up just enough to look at you fully, but his hand never left your stomach, still tracing slow, thoughtful paths like he was already mapping it out beneath his palm.
âWallsâll start deep,â he said, his voice picking up momentum but never losing its rhythm. âEmerald at the base, real rich ân grounded. Then it fades as it climbsâsoftens into the lighter greens, like the lightâs filterinâ through leaves overhead.â
You nodded.
âTree trunks are gonna come up from the baseboards,â he continued, one hand lifting now, gesturing as if the shapes already stood around you. âTwisted a little. Oak, maybe. Willow where it curves. Bark textured just enough that she can feel it when sheâs old enough to reach.â
âThat sounds beautiful,â you said quietly.
âIt will be,â he answered, not boastful, just certain.
His gaze flicked briefly to your stomach again.
âLeaves layered over that,â he went on, slower now, more deliberate. âSpring green, summer deep, a touch of gold for autumn. Let âem shift just a little in the light if we paint it right.â
You smiled, your thumb brushing along his jaw now.
âAnd the vines?â you asked.
His grin softened, turning thoughtful again. âTheyâll frame it all. Wind along the edges, curlinâ near the crib. Keep it open in the center so she ainât feelinâ closed in.â
âGood,â you murmured. âI donât want her to feel trapped.â
âAinât never gonna let that happen,â he said, almost absently.
You believed him without a second thought.
âFlowers,â he added after a beat. âNot too many. Just enough to break it up. Magnolia, maybe. A little fern. Soft things. Nothinâ thatâll overwhelm.â
âAnd the fireflies?â you prompted.
His eyes lit again, just a little.
âGlass,â he said. âTiny jars, hung from the ceiling. Theyâll glow softâyellow, maybe a touch of blue. Gentle. And theyâll move, just enough. Like theyâre breathinâ. If she wakes, theyâll be there.â
You exhaled slowly.
âThat sounds perfect.â
âIt will be,â he repeated, quieter this time.
He settled back down, his cheek returning to your stomach, his hand smoothing over the curve like he could already feel her nestled there in that imagined space.
âThe floorâŚâ he continued after a moment. âCanât leave it plain. Needs to feel like somethinâ. Thick rug, maybe. Woven soft, but dense. Mossy, like you said. So when she starts walkinâ, sheâs got somethinâ gentle under her feet.â
âAnd when she falls,â you added.
He huffed a faint, amused breath. âSheâll fall. Iâll make sure it donât hurt too bad.â
Your hand slipped down to the back of his neck, thumb tracing slow circles there now.
âWhat about above the crib?â you asked. âYou always forget that part.â
âI ainât forgettinâ nothinâ,â he muttered, though the corner of his mouth twitched.
âWell?â
âA mobile,â he said after a beat. âHand-carved. Nothinâ store-bought. Owls, maybe. A deer or two. Rabbits. Somethinâ that moves slow. Canât ever be loud. Just enough to catch her eye.â
âAnd the ceiling?â you pressed gently.
He went quiet for a moment.
Thenâ
âSky,â he said simply. âAlmost full open. Big glimpses. Like youâre lookinâ up through branches.â
You felt your chest tighten, just a little.
âSheâll trace them,â you said softly.
âShe will,â he agreed.
âAnd youâll sit there and name them all.â
His lips curved faintly against your skin. âCourse I will.â
You smiled, fingers drifting again, slower now.
âAnything else?â you asked.
He thought about it.
âShelves,â he said eventually. âLow. Within reach when sheâs ready. And weâll line âem with things that matter. Things she can touch and hold and learn from.â
âPressed leaves,â you suggested.
âYeah,â he said. âPressed leaves. Stones, too. Smooth ones. From the river.â
You nodded.
âKeep it real,â he added. âEven if the rest ainât.â
Silence settled again, but this time it felt fullâfilled with something growing, something taking shape between the two of you.
His hand slowed.
His breathing evened.
âYou like it?â he asked after a while, quieter than before.
âI love it,â you said, without hesitation.
He didnât answer right away.
Just pressed his cheek a little closer, his hand resting more firmly against your stomach now.
âGood,â he murmured.
And the way he said it made it feel like it was already done.
The months peaked warm and golden on the Delta, the sun hanging lazy in an endless stretch of blue that seemed too wide, too full for anything but long days and slower breaths. The manor gardens had become your sanctuary in these final daysâlush and sprawling, a cultivated wildness that wrapped itself around the estateâs rear where old brick walls met the untamed edge of woods.
At thirty-nine weeks, your body had become something else entirely.
There was no easing around it, no softening the truth of it. Your belly dominated everything. An immense, undeniable curve that strained the seams of every loose sundress you owned. The fabric stretched thin across skin pulled taut, every movement of your daughter visible beneath it if you watched closely enough. You felt immense in every sense of the word. Heavy. Full. Slowed down to careful steps and measured shifts of weight.
Even walking had become a negotiation.
Still, stubbornness kept you moving.
It always had.
Remmick hovered more now than ever, his concern no longer subtle or hidden behind easy charm. He watched you with a constant, quiet intensity, offering his arms, his strength, his everythingâready to carry, to steady, to intervene at the smallest sign of strain.
You had pushed back against it this morning.
âI need air, honey,â you had told him, brushing his hand aside with a soft smile. âA fresh breeze. No fuss.â
He had painstakingly agreed, but not without that shadow lingering behind his eyes.
Even now, you felt him.
Not seen or heard, but present all the same.
That familiar prickle at the nape of your neck, like the weight of his gaze following the slow sway of your hips as you moved along the crushed-shell paths. You let it be. Let him linger at the edges where he thought you wouldnât notice.
You let him play at being sneaky.
The path curved through the garden in soft arcs, shells crunching faint beneath your feet. Your espadrilles were comfortable enough, but even so, your soles ached with every step. You moved carefully, one hand braced beneath your belly for support, the other trailing occasionally along whatever you passed.
Everywhere you looked, his touch was evident.
Rose trellises climbed iron arches overhead, blooms heavy and full in shades of crimson and soft peach, petals curling outward like they couldnât contain themselves. Herb beds spilled over with lavender and rosemary, their scents thick in the air, blending with the sweetness of honeysuckle that clung to the gardenâs edges.
The back walls were draped in wisteriaâlavender cascades that should not have been blooming so late in the season, yet did so anyway under his careful, unnatural coaxing. The flowers swayed gently in the breeze, shedding soft dustings of pollen that caught the sunlight like drifting gold.
Butterfly bushes thrummed with quiet life.
Monarchs and swallowtails moved lazily from bloom to bloom, their wings catching the light in flashes of orange and blue. The central fountain murmured steadily, water bubbling over smooth stone, koi gliding beneath the surface in flashes of bright orange and white.
From a breeder in Louisiana, you remember him telling you.
Pausing came so easily out here.
Not because you wanted to stop, but because your body demanded it.
Each lull gave you a moment to breathe, to settle your weight, to feel her.
Your daughter shifted beneath your hand, a firm press of elbow or knee that pushed outward against your palm with unmistakable insistence. She was strong. Active. Restless in a way that felt almost eager.
You smiled, tracing slow circles over the place she pressed.
âI know,â you murmured. âI know, sweetheart.â
A peach tree stood nearby, branches bowed under the weight of fruit that ripened far too late for any natural season. Remmickâs doing. Of course it was. The fruit hung heavy, skins blushed gold and rose, the scent faintly sweet in the warm air.
You breathed it in.
Let it settle.
Let yourself feel, for a moment, something close to peace.
By the time you reached the wrought-iron bench at the gardenâs center, your body had begun to protest in earnest. The curved seat sat tucked beneath a rose arbor, shaded and inviting, the metal warmed just enough by the sun to be comfortable.
Lowering yourself took effort.
Hands braced on your thighs, you eased down carefullyâone hip first, then the other, shifting your weight slowly until you were fully seated. Your dress rode up slightly, the fabric clinging to your damp skin, but you didnât bother adjusting it.
A soft sigh slipped from your lips as the weight lifted from your feet.
Relief.
Immediate and deep.
âRemmick,â you called, your voice carrying easily through the garden, threaded with quiet amusement. âI donât appreciate the stalking.â
There was no pause.
The hydrangea bushes rustled almost immediately, large blooms parting as he stepped through them with far less grace than he probably intended. Leaves clung to his hair, dirt smudged the knee of his slacks, and for once, he looked⌠caught.
The faint flush along his pale cheeks made your smile widen.
âDarlinââŚâ he started, brushing his hands together as though that might erase the evidence.
You patted the space beside you.
âCome sit.â
He didnât hesitate.
He crossed the distance quickly, settling beside you with a familiarity that felt like home. His thigh pressed warm against yours, his arm draping over your shoulders as though it had always belonged there.
The apologies came soft and quick, lips finding your temple, then your cheek, then the line of your jaw.
âSorry, sugar,â he murmured between them. âCouldnât help it. Yer so close now⌠carryinâ all that weight. One wrong step, one stumbleââ He shook his head faintly. âMy heartâd stop.â
His nose brushed yours, then your forehead, his touch lingering, affectionate and just a little desperate.
âForgive me?â he asked, quieter now. âSneakinâ instead of just cominâ to ya proper.â
You leaned into him, a soft laugh escaping.
âYouâre always forgiven,â you said. âBut next time, just join me.â
âDeal.â
The word came easy, accompanied by a grin that softened his features again. He nuzzled into the curve of your neck, breathing in deeply, like grounding himself in your presence.
Above you, the wisteria stirred.
Petals drifted down slowly, catching in your hair, settling on your lap.
His hand found your stomach again, palm spreading wide, thumb brushing absent circles over your navel through the thin fabric.
The conversation slipped forward as naturally as the breeze.
âThe nurseryâs cominâ together,â he said after a moment, his voice quieter, steadier. âFurnitureâs finished. Crib rails are smooth, rockinâ chairâs set just right. Youâll have a place to rest while she feeds, even in the middle of the night.â
You nodded, resting your hand over his.
âAnd the walls?â you asked.
âPaint is up, just dryinâ now,â he said. âGreens are settlinâ the way we wanted. Light shifts through âem real soft.â
You smiled.
âI canât wait to see her in it.â
âNeither can I.â
His voice softened, something deeper settling into it.
âEvery day I watch you,â he continued, his gaze lowering briefly to your stomach, âand I think about how thatâs real. How sheâs real. I spent a long time thinkinâ that kind of thing wasnât meant for me.â
You glanced at him, your thumb brushing lightly over his hand.
âAnd now?â you asked.
He huffed a quiet breath.
âNow I donât know how I ever thought that,â he admitted. âFeels like sheâs always been on her way.â
You leaned your head against his shoulder.
The garden hummed around you, alive in small, quiet waysâthe splash of koi, the distant rustle of leaves, the soft drift of petals overhead.
âWhat do you think sheâll be like?â you asked after a while.
Remmick went still for a moment.
Then his hand shifted slightly, thumb tracing a slow line where she pressed outward beneath your skin.
âStrong,â he said. âStubborn.â
You laughed softly.
âThatâs your fault.â
âOurs.â
His gaze softened again.
âBut gentle, too,â he added. âIn her own way. Curious. I think sheâll want to see everything. Touch everything.â
You nodded, the conviction in his voice making you smile without realizing it.
Remmickâs kisses resumed without warning, his mouth finding the sensitive spot just beneath your ear. They were softer at firstâa gentle press, a flick of tongue that lingered longer than before, tasting the faint salt of garden-warmed skin. But they deepened quickly, lips parting wet and insistent, drawing a quiet hum from low in his throat as his breath ghosted hot against you.
You felt his hand move again, deliberate and unhurried.
Fingers trailed down from your bellyâs immense curve, slipping beneath the hem of your sundress once more. They moved agonizingly slow, tracing the plush inner curve of your thigh with feather-light strokes that raised gooseflesh despite the sunâs warmth.
Inch by inch, they climbed higher, brushing the damp edge of your panties with maddening patience. He tugged the thin fabric aside casual, callused fingertips gliding between your awaiting folds.
The touch was exquisite torture at first, parting your outer lips with deliberate slowness, circling your entrance in lazy loops without mercy. Fresh slick welled immediate, coating his fingertips shiny, the faint wet glide audible in the gardenâs hush amid distant koi splashes and leaf rustles.
âWeâre outside,â you reminded him, voice already breathy, edged with half-hearted protest as heat rebuilt low and insistent. âSunâs still high, beaming right down. Someone could walk by.â
He kissed along your jawline sweet and unhurried, brushing the concern off between lingering presses of lips that left trails of saliva glistening in sunlight. âNobodyâs on the grounds, darlinâ. Yâknow that better than anyone. And if some fool peeks through the hedges?â His mouth drifted lower, nudging the sundress neckline aside with his nose to expose the heavy swell of your breast.
His lips latched onto your nippleâdark, peaked, already beading under attentionâsuckling slow and deep. Tongue swirled broad and flat around the areola, fangs grazing the tender edge in a faint, thrilling scrape.
A warm bead of milk welled up.
He groaned deep from his chest, lapping it up greedy with open mouth. âNectar,â he murmured reverent against your skin, voice muffled thick with drawl and hunger. âTastes like heavenâs own honey, sugar. So damn sweetâgimme more, please. Love nursinâ from ya like this.â
Suction tightened rhythmicâpulling insistent, drawing another leak that spilled warm. He chased it all, drool mixing messy, lips smacking soft as his free hand kneaded your other breast, gentle but firm, coaxing twin flow through thin fabric. Milk darkened the linen spotty, your faintly sweet scent blooming in the air.
Pleasure sparked viciousânipples wired straight to core, walls fluttering empty and aching, clit throbbing neglected.
His fingers pressed inside then.
Two thick digits sliding home easy on abundant slick, stretching you full. He fucked them agonizingly slow at first, curling immediate to stroke that spongy g-spot deep inside with perfect precision.
Every thrust hit you flawlessly.
Grazing your walls on withdrawals, pressing firm against the bundle with every plunge, thumb finally joining to circle your clit.
âPlease,â Remmick begged between hungry suckles, switching breasts to lavish the other nipple with the same worshipâfangs nipping faint, tongue laving leaks voracious. âLemme fuck ya proper, darlinâ. Cockâs throbbinâ so hard it hurtsâneed that pussy squeezinâ me. Gonna fill ya slow, deepâbreed ya even fuller, pump every drop till yer leakinâ my come. Hit every place ya love, make ya scream in this garden. Please, sugarâsay yes.â
Your moans spilled free and unrestrained, a lewd litany of breathy âah-ah-ahâ gasps syncing with his building rhythm, punctuated by the wet schlick of fingers plunging deeper.
âYou can,â you managed between noises, hips bucking instinctive into his hand, chasing friction. Your sundress was fully hiked now, belly heaving. âJust... fuckânot out here. Take me inside first.â
He growled, surging up to claim your mouth fanged and messyâtongue plunging deep to tangle, sharing your nectarâs sweet tang mingled with his thick saliva. His fingers never faltered, pistoning faster now with another obscene squelch.
âCâmon, sugar. Right here on this benchâstrong enough to hold us both while I rail ya. Sunâs kissinâ yer skin perfect. Nobody sees us but the butterflies and koi. Let me have ya.â
Remmick tried shifting you then, strong arms banding your waist, careful around your bellyâs weight. He lifted slight as if to swing his leg over, cock grinding insistent through slacks against thigh.
âNo,â you gasped firm, pressing your hand against his chest hard despite the pleasure fog. Your shameless symphony crescendoed: moans pitching a desperate soprano, slick gushing fresh rivulets down his knuckles to pool on wrought-iron below, petals sticking thighs damp. âMake me come first. Then insideâoh godââ
Command ignited him.
He obeyed perfectly. His fingers hooked ruthless now, pressing your walls mercilessly with unmatched precision while his thumb assaulted clit with rapid-fire flicks, edging you brutal.
His mouth returned, alternating between your breastsâsuckling hard enough for his fangs to scrape your areola, the deliberate sting amplifying every feeling. âYesâfuck yes, darlinâ. Drench my hand, soak this whole damn bench. Gonna lap it clean after, taste ya on the metal. Come hard for meâshow the garden how good I make ya feel.â
You could feel your walls clamping vice-tight around his fingers, clit pulsing electric under every press. The breeze cooled your slick-soaked thighs in its own tease, a butterfly circling a rose mere feet away, oblivious. Koi splashed emphatically in the fountain, almost mocking your building cries.
Your orgasm ripped through you, a shattering white-hot supernova. A raw cry tore through your throat into the garden air, echoing off the estate's brick walls. You came endlessly around his hand, flooding thighs and bench in a hot flood that dripped audibly to the shells below.
Remmick milked every last pulse relentlessly, fingers grinding deep and unyielding. His mouth soothed your nipples with tender laps now, drawing further waves until tears began to prickle from the overstimulation.
He finally eased his fingers free with a slow drag, slick rivers trailing obscene in the sunlight. He brought it to his mouth without a second thought, licking knuckles clean in deliberate swirls. His eyes stayed locked on yours, the feral red glow only diminishing slightly.
âInside now?â He rasped hopeful, cock straining against his slacks obscenely, his soaked crotch all but completely unnoticed.
You nodded, breath still ragged.
Remmick moved immediately, scooping you up effortlessly yet impossibly careful, one arm banding under your knees, the other cradling the immense weight as if handling glass.
His strength made it feel weightless.
Centuries of vampire power rendering your thirty-nine-week fullness feather-light in his hold. He paused deliberate, eyes scanning your face with doting concern. âComfy, darlinâ? No pinch anywhere?â
âPerfect,â you murmured, arms looping neck, head tucking shoulder.
Only then did he start walking at an instantly fast pace. His strides were long but smooth across crushed shells, excitement betraying a hurried rhythm despite care. âThatâs my girl,â he praised low, lips brushing temple. âSo strong, takinâ me so good out there. Beautiful. Full of our miracle, glowinâ like summer sun. Gonna worship ya proper now, make ya feel every bit cherished.â
Praises flowed nonstop, murmured husky against hair as he mounted the steps two at a time. âLook at ya, sugarâcarryinâ her so proud, body made for this. Love seeinâ ya like this, all ripe and ready. My perfect wife, my everything.â
You weren't even sure if his feet were touching the ground anymore as the hallway blurred past, his excitement thrumming audibly through his ribcage.
Remmick kicked the bedroom door open with his foot.
Laid you down gentle on the vast four-poster bed, your soft mattress sighing a welcome under your weight. The cool Egyptian cotton sheets felt impeccable against your skin.
He blurred then, clothes vanishing in a whirlwind. Shirt unbuttoned and flung, slacks kicked aside, suspenders dangling forgotten. He was naked in literal seconds, chest heaving in anticipation.
He turned to you deliberate, taking his time undressing, fingers reverent against the linen of your sundress. Slid it down your shoulders slowly, peeling fabric from sweat-damp skin, exposing breasts heavy and leaking faint, stomach looking even fuller somehow.
âGoddamn beautiful,â he breathed, a worshipping gaze raking every curve. âLook at ya laid out like thisâtits full, belly round perfection, pussy still glisteninâ from me. Most gorgeous thing I ever seen, darlinâ. Made for carryinâ my young, for takinâ my cock deep.â
He slipped your espadrilles free gently, kissing up from feet to thighs.
He grabbed the wedge pillows from beside: one under your lower back, another under your knees, and a third to prop up your head. He adjusted you with a quiet fuss, hands smoothing the fabric for no good reason.
Finally, Remmick took off his underwear, shoving them down his legs, cock springing free with a heavy bounce. He was oozing precum nonstop, fat beads welling through his slit, dribbling ropey down his veined shaft. Even under his stretched-taut extra skin, his vascularity remained savagely defined.
Like clockwork, he fell into another obsessive ramble. Kneeling at the edge of the bed, stroking himself lazily while eyes devoured.
âFuck, sugarâya look like a goddess, all swollen and needy for me. Wanna fuck ya so bad, bury this cock in that molten heat, make ya feel goodâbetter than ever. Stretch ya wide, hit that spot till ya squirt again. Gonna fill ya full, breed ya even deeper now. Swear, darlinâ, gonna make sure we see our little girl todayâpush her so close with how good I fuck ya.â
Remmick shoved himself inside youâbottoming out with just one thrust, girth splitting your walls with an obscene stretch. He swallowed your moans with a filthy kiss. Fanged and drooling and open-tongued, his tongue attempting to fuck your mouth in a mimic of what was happening below.
âFuckâ,â he groaned through the kiss, hips snapping with a punishing rhythm. âPussy squeezinâ me just like this, all wet and hot and perfect. Feel that, sweetheart? Cock kissinâ yer cervix, grindinâ that spotâgonna make ya come so hard.â He pulled back for a moment, letting a saliva string follow him down to your throat as he began to bruise.
âWalls alreadyâmilkinâ me greedy. Best feeling in the world, darlinâ. Gonna ruin ya for anyone elseâfuckâtakinâ every inch like I knew you would.â
He pounded into you relentlessly, hips a pistoning blur, slap-slap-slap reverberating against every surface of the bedroom, precum-slick churning froth at base.
His hands bracing your belly, the other pinching your nipple, coaxing nectar heâd lap up mid-thrust greedily. His fangs constantly grazed your collarbone, kissing sloppy trails down your sternum.
âTell me how good mâdoing,â Remmick begged between praises. âPussy feels like paradiseâgrippinâ so tight, suckinâ me deeper. Gonna flood ya baby, paint yer walls whiteâgive our girl a siblinâ.â
He shifted his angle wickedly then, drawing a guttural cry out of you.
Your moans blended with his bestial growls, the smell of sex filling every inch of the room, sheets tangling between your thighs.
He railed you endless, promises spilling between every lunge.
âWould knot ya if I could, sugar.â
âWanna lock my cum inside ya forever.â
âGonna keep yâlike this for so long ya forget what not being pregnant is like.â
You knew he meant every single one.
âIâfuckâIâm close,â you stammered, the words fracturing on the tail end of a particularly devastating thrust. Your walls clenched involuntarily around his invading thickness, as the coil low in your belly wound tighter, heat licking up your spine in merciless waves.
Remmickâs rhythm never faltered for a heartbeatâabsolutely wrecking, relentless and unforgiving, hips snapping forward in that piston-like drive that split your soaked folds open again and again, his cock dragging every pronounced ridge and pulsing vein along your hypersensitive inner walls with filthy devastation.
The vulgar orchestration of slaps and smacks and squelches filled the sunlit bedroom alongside your shared, ragged gasps and the creak of the four-poster bedframe straining under the onslaught.
Yet even through the raw savagery of his pace, his voice dipped into something earnestly gentle, breath hitching soft and vulnerable against the shell of your ear as he leaned in impossibly close.
âOkay, okay, darlinââfuck, yeah, I feel it,â he rambled fervent, words tumbling out in a breathless cascade, his unyielding thrusts continuing to press you into the mattress without mercy. âYer squeezinâ me so goddamn tightâlike ya canât get enough. Iâm right there with ya, sugar. Can weâshit, pleaseâcome together? Flood that pretty pussy same time ya drench me? Wanna feel ya milk every dropâplease?â
His touch remained impossibly tender amidst the chaosâone broad hand cushioning the underside of your stomach, fingers splayed wide to support and soothe the taut skin where your daughter kicked frantic flurries in response to the rhythm. The other hand stroked sweat-damp tendrils of hair from your forehead with aching gentleness, callused thumb tracing your temple in slow, grounding circles.
His lips peppered your cheek with soft, lingering kisses, fangs grazing harmlessly over your earlobe in a scrape that sent shivers racing down your neck, his breath a warm, honeyed plea.
âY-yes,â you gasped out, the affirmation dissolving into a broken whine as another deep plunge kissed your cervix with bruising bliss, your walls clamping down in a spasm that had him groaning low. âTogetherâoh god, Remmickââ
Tears spilled sudden and unchecked down his pale cheeksâsilvery tracks glistening in the afternoon light filtering through gauzy curtains, his blown crimson eyes now shimmering with raw, vulnerable emotion as centuries of isolation cracked wide open. His pace became even harder in responseâthrusts turning fractionally erratic, deeper, cock swelling impossibly thicker mid-plunge, the fat head battering your deepest barriers while veins throbbed hot against every inch.
âGoddamn, darlinâ,â he sobbed openly, forehead pressing against yours, tears dripping onto your chest.
âWaited so fuckinâ long for thisânights bleedinâ into nothinâ, achinâ for a real heartbeat against mine. Here I am now, buried to the hilt in the only other woman whoâs ever made me feel alive, makinâ our girl with ya, buildinâ somethinâ eternal. Exactly where I wanna beâneed to be. Gonna keep ya forever, sugarâyou, her, and every baby we make after. Fill this manor wall-to-wall with our blood, laughter echoinâ halls, little feet patterinâ everywhere. Mine. Ours. Fuck, love yaâloveââ
Somehow, each thrust became more methodical. Shallow teases at the outset, withdrawing just enough for the head to pop free with a wet schlick and grind insistently against your clit. Then a single devastating plunge slamming home balls-deep with a resonant thud, holding there to rotate his hips in filthy, cervix-kissing circles. The pattern repeated with a hypnotic, creative cruelty.
Precum flooded constant nowâhot, voluminous spurts jetting from his slit to paint your cervix in sticky prelude, slickening your passage into a frictionless glide. Your nipples throbbed with neglected ache, breasts leaking lazy rivulets of sweet nectar that trailed sticky paths down your ribs. He chased one errant drop mid-thrust with a tongue-lash, fangs scraping faint as he hummed in delight.
âFeel that, sugar? Hittinâ ya perfectâgonna make it last. Waited lifetimes, ainât rushinâ heaven.â Remmickâs babble hiccuped through fresh sobs, tears flowing freer now, one splashing your parted lips for you to taste salt mingled with his spit from earlier kisses.
You had no control over your body anymore, pussy clenching frantically around him, squirts coating his thighs and the sheets beneath.
Pleasure fractured into endless waves and swells, your clit throbbing under his thumb, g-spot swollen to rutted ecstasy that bordered pain. Your breaths synced raggedâhis cock twitching violent warning flares deep inside, your thighs quaking vise-grip around his hips.
The precipice held no longer as Remmickâs thumb delivered one last rolling pinch to your clit, twisting with diabolical precision that sent lightning jagged through every nerve. Deep inside, his cock throbbed with violent urgency, nudging your cervix in teasing half-grinds.
His tear-streaked face hovered mere inches from yours, eyes locked in a desperate, soul-baring intensity, babbles fracturing into a sob-choked mantra. âNow, darlinââcâmon, gimme everythinââpleaseââ
âItâsâtime!â you shouted, the cry shredding raw from your throat like shattered glass as the dam finally burst.
Your orgasm hit without mercy, erupting from your core and radiating outward in shockwaves that made you see stars, walls clamping down around his girth, convulsing in rhythmic, milking pulses that dragged a guttural sound from the depths of his chest.
Squirts erupted violent and immediateâhot, forceful floods soaking your joined seam with ferocity, absolutely soaking him, matting the coarse hair at his base, drenching your trembling thighs and the supportive pillows beneath in a pooling torrent that spread dark across the sheets. Your body arched off the mattress like a drawn bowstring, belly rippling with uncontrollable contractions, thighs quaking in uncontrollable tremors that locked him.
Remmick shattered in sync, his own release flooding you thick and seemingly endless, the first spurt a volcanic surge painting your cunt in a blistering heat, bloating your walls instant with viscous fullness. âFuckâyes, take itâall of it!â he hollered, voice cracking, rutting through the deluge.
His cock pulsed with immense jet after jet that he chased with savage snaps forward, churning the creamy overflow that bubbled with every plunge. He just couldnât stopâwouldnât stop, pace turning even more wrecking in a frenzied abandon, heavy balls contracting visibly as they drew up tight to pump more in relentless barrages. âTakinâ it so goodâmilkinâ me fuckinâ dryâyer so perfect, sugar, squeezinâ like ya never wanna let go!â
The warm, voluminous pulses bloated you fuller by the second, excess cum squirting back out with each withdrawal, mixing with your own floods into a slippery puddle that spread bed-wide, soaking the Egyptian cotton to translucence and dripping off the edge onto the hardwood floor.
âOurs nowâour familyâfuck, I love ya, love thisââ He rutted like a beast unchained, fangs fully bared in a snarling mask of ecstasy, thick drool spilling from parted lips to land hot on your leaking breasts.
Your release blissfully mirrored his, squirts hosing continuously in forceful jets that arced high to splatter his abdomen and the headboard. Moans devolved to pure animalâshrieks pitching into desperate cracks, nails raking bloody marks down his back that healed near instantly, heels bruising his ass as you bucked wild to meet every slam.
He chased every last quiver and aftershock with brutal, overstimulated grinds that wrung fresh whimpers from your spent body. The froth whipped to airy peaks now, sheets sodden beneath you, the air thickened to choking with a salty-sweet primal mix.
Remmick finally collapsed forward with a shattered groanâburying his face in the crook of your neck, cock still twitching spent and softening deep inside, one final lazy dribble pulsing into your flooded channel. His breaths heaved wrecked against your skinâ âBeautiful... my perfect girls... forever...â
But the liquid kept coming.
A rush. An unending, steady, insistent flow pooling fresh beneath you, soaking thighs and pillows anew in a flood that didnât taper.
You shook him frantically, hand fisting sweat-matted dark hair to yank his head up. âRemmickâmy water just broke!â
He jerked upright instantaneously, eyes flaring wide with manic, triumphant joy, hands thrown skyward in victorious exaltation as all that spent energy surged back electric, vigor reigniting in a full, blazing inferno.
âYes! Promised ya weâd see our girl today, didnât I?â
Pairing: Spike x Female Reader            Â
Warnings: Explicit Content, Minors DNI, 18+ Â
A/N: This piece is part of the Sexy September Scribbles challenge, hosted by myself and @soelstress Sep 30th: Â Donât you dare close those legs
The stone slab was rough under your palms, candles throwing mad shadows across the crypt as Spike buried his face between your thighs. His tongue was ruthless on your clit, sucking, lapping, groaning like you were his last meal. Slick dripped down the backs of your thighs, the sounds obscene in the silence.
âSpike- fuck- â you gasped, hips jerking. The pleasure was too much, too raw. You tried to snap your thighs closed, to shield yourself from how wrecked you already were, but he caught you instantly.
A sharp slap landed on your inner thigh, making your palm smack down on the stone with a sharp crack. He pulled back just enough for you to see his grin, his mouth glistening, teeth flashing. âNone of that,â he rasped, accent filthy in your ear. His hands shoved your knees wider, pinning you open. âDonât you dare close those legs. Youâre gonna let me eat you proper, even if the whole soddinâ world hears.â
âGod- please- â You squirmed, back arching as he dove back in, tongue thrusting deep before circling up to lash your clit. He growled into you, the vibration tearing another curse from your throat.
âYeah, thatâs it.â His voice was muffled against your cunt, then sharp again when he surfaced for air, lips shiny. âLove you drippinâ down my chin, pet. Can taste how bloody close you are.â
You fisted his hair, dragging him harder against you, swearing brokenly as the heat coiled, unbearable. Your thighs trembled but his grip was iron, keeping you spread wide as his tongue flicked mercilessly.
Your orgasm hit like a shockwave, tearing a scream from your chest. You slammed your palm against the stone again, body shaking, while Spike licked you through it, chuckling darkly into your cunt like he owned every sound you made.
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Just came home from a dinner party with the friendgroup at which several people kept saying "Ask Pedro" or "Pedro will know" and I was terrified that they were referring to an AI like Claude but no, thank fuck, they were referring to a cardboard cutout of Pedro Pascal that someone left upstairs and who has been designated a kind of patron saint status in the household.
⤡ You've found comfort in your solitary life. No one comes to visit the humble herbalist living on the town's edge who talks to her own plants. That all changed in the early morning hours of today, when your kindness betrayed you to help a suffering man on your doorstep. You let the wrong one in.
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august night by @bluudsucka
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⤡ it's the middle of the night in august and your husband isn't home, most likely spending his night with one of his many mistresses. but that didn't bother you as tonight was one of the many nights your lover, remmick, comes and spend some 'quality time' with you.
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⤡ after your night spent with remmick; the relationship with your husband shriveled up and died like a wilting flower in the summer heat. having no where else to turn to and your prayers being left unanswered, you decided to let remmick turn you, becoming a vampire yourself. many years with remmick passed and each year he becomes more bloodthirsty - more passionate about community. With vampires hunters chasing you down, you have no choice but to be on the run. But being on the road with your lover could create a rift between the two of you...
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⤡ after your found vampire 'family' was attacked by hunters, you and your lover remmick were separated. both lost and thrusted into the rapidly developing yet harsh world that was the twentieth century. finding yourself alone; you had to make do. doing anything you can to survive. after being apart for two decades - your once severed connection was reignited. remmick found you walking amongst the living within the bustling city of new york, miles away from mississippi. dropping everything he went to find you; to bring you back home to him...but things changed, you changed, and the once close relationship you both shared changed. yet it didn't hurt to pay you a visit...right?
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remmick (sinners) NSFW headcannons by @sweetheartedbylust
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Ask me first by @flixpii
⤡ after letting him in once, remmick thinks he can come in and take you whenever he likesâuntil you make him stop and ask for it.
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Monster by @madkingcrowley
⤡ Monster fucking with Remmick
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Across the Threshold by @spikedfearn
⤡ you've never let him in. Not once. And still, every night without fail, he comes crawling back to your doorstep. Thirteen centuries old and rotting with want, Remmick worships you from the porch, drooling thick onto the floorboards, begging for permission to taste. And you? You watch. You love the power. Love the ache in him. Love the way he weeps when you deny him again and again.
But the night you finally say come inâhe breaks.
Now that heâs inside, heâs never leaving. Not quietly. Not gently. And not until he crawls all the way inside you and makes a cathedral of your skin.
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remmick desperately begging you to let him suck your blood by @audreyownsdiamonds
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The Bite by @americanunaverage
⤡ Youâre at a SmokeStack twinsâ party when a new group arrives⌠and one of them takes a particular interest in you.
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âLights CameraâŚAction!â by @connellnoir
⤡ Remmick is the biggest actor in the worldâYouâre just the watcher. One night at a premiere you catch his eye and he just has to have you
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Beautiful stories, that didn't have given names, I loved so much, and would definitely read again and again
PATRICK SUMNER ⥠TISâ THE SEASON FOR BABY FEVER
⤡ husband!patrick, breeding, slight tit sucking, riding, overstimulation, cream pie, talk of babies, p in v, praise - you canât help but want a baby after seeing all your friends tend to their sweet babies -
The crisp winter air carried the scent of woodsmoke and decaying leaves, a fitting backdrop for the warmth that had taken root in your heart. Youâd spent the afternoon with the Hendersons, cooing over their newborn son, his tiny fists waving in the air. It was a familiar, wonderful ache, one that you knew well. You and Patrick already had your own sweet joy, your daughter, a little girl of three with your eyes and Patrickâs tinge of red hair. Watching her sleep in her bed just last night had filled you with a love so profound it hurt.
You thought of your daughter, an only child, and imagined her as a big sister, her small hands carefully holding a baby, her voice whispering secrets to a new sibling. The thought completed a picture in your heart you hadn't realized was unfinished.
Now, you sat by the fire in the parlor, the house quiet save for the crackle of the flames and the scratch of Patrickâs pen. He was hunched over his desk, a good, steady man, the best father you could have imagined for your little girl. You watched the firelight catch the dark strands of his hair, and the longing intensified. A brother or sister for your daughter. Another piece of him and you.
Rising from your chair, you went to him, your hands resting on his broad shoulders. He stopped writing, leaning into your touch with a soft sigh.
"What is it, my love?" he asked, his voice a low rumble.
You leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of his head, your fingers tracing the line of his tense shoulders. "Just thinking," you murmured, your lips brushing against his hair. He tilted his head back to look up at you, his dark eyes warm in the firelight, a small, knowing smile playing on his lips.
"About what?" he asked, his voice a low vibration you felt through your hands. "About our little girl? Or about the Hendersons' new lad?"
"Both," you admitted, moving to stand beside his chair, your hand sliding down his arm to lace your fingers with his. "Seeing them todayâŚholding their baby. It made me think."
His thumb stroked over the back of your hand. "Think what?"
You took a breath, the words feeling both terrifying and thrilling on your tongue. "I was thinking about our daughter. About how she'd be as a big sister. And I was thinking⌠I want another one, Patrick."
His smile softened, his gaze turning impossibly tender. He let go of your hand, his large palms coming to rest on your waist, pulling you closer until you stood between his strong thighs. "Another one?" he repeated, his voice dropping to that intimate rumble that made your stomach flutter. "Are you sure, my love?"
You nodded, your heart thudding against your ribs. "I've never been more sure of anything. I feel a little silly- the ravenous need I have for you is unlike any other, and I want to have your child again, I want to be filled.â
Patrick let out a slow breath, his eyes searching yours. Then, a different kind of understanding dawned in his gaze, a look that was both doctor and husband. "My love," he said softly, his voice a low, intimate caress. "Are you aware of what day it is?"
Your brow furrowed in confusion. "Tuesday?"
A slow, handsome smile spread across his face. "It's the fourteenth," he clarified, his hands tightening on your waist. "The fourteenth day of your cycle." He watched as the realization washed over you, the scientific precision of his words colliding with the deep, emotional yearning in your heart. He knew your body as well as he knew his own. "You're at your peak. You're most fertile."
The air crackled with a new, potent energy. It wasn't just a wish anymore, it was a possibility, a tangible, scientific fact. "Oh," you breathed, the single word full of awe.
"Oh, indeed," he rumbled, his eyes darkening with a primal heat. "So you see, my love, we have a very small window of opportunity." He surged upward, his arms wrapping around you as he buried his face in the soft fabric of your dress at your stomach. You tangled your hands in his hair, holding him close, the desperate ache in your chest finally easing, replaced by a wave of pure, unadulterated want.
He pulled back just enough to look up at you, his hands sliding down to cup your backside, squeezing gently. âIt's your body telling you- itâs nature.â Â
He rose from the chair in a fluid motion, his strength effortless as he swept you into his arms. You wrapped your legs around his waist, your arms around his neck, and his mouth found yours in a searing kiss. It wasn't gentle or questioning; it was a kiss of agreement, of a shared purpose, deep and full of all the love you had for one another. He carried you from the parlor.
In your bedroom, he lay you down on the soft quilts as if you were something precious, his body following yours, covering you with his familiar weight. His hands were everywhere, pushing up your skirts, his calloused fingertips tracing the sensitive skin of your thighs. "You're so perfect," he murmured against your lips, his voice a reverent praise. "So ready for me. Your body knows what it wants, doesn't it? It knows it's time to be bred."
You arched into his touch, a soft gasp escaping you as his thumb found the slick clit between your legs, circling slowly. "Patrick," you whimpered, need coiling tight in your belly.
"Shh, I know, my love," he soothed, his mouth trailing down your neck. "I'll give you what you need. I'll give you everything." He freed himself from his trousers, and you felt the thick, hard press of him against your entrance. He looked down at you, his dark eyes burning with an intensity that stole your breath. "Right now," he said, his voice a low growl, âBig stretch like always, sweet girl, breathe in-â
With one slow, deep thrust, he was inside you, stretching you, completing you. You cried out, your nails digging into his shoulders. Â
"Your cervix is soft, open, ready. I'm going to push my seed as deep as it can go, right where it needs to be." Each soft, steady stroke was a declaration, a promise. "That's it," he grunted, his forehead pressed against yours. "Take it. Take all of me. You feel that? Mâright in there, sweet girl. That's me giving you our future."
The pleasure built, a blinding, all-consuming wave. His words were a litany of praise and desire. "So good for me. Always so good. My beautiful wife. The mother of my children.â
"Tell me, love. Tell me what you want."
"You," you gasped, your head thrown back against the pillows. "You, Patrick. A baby. Our baby."
"God, yes," he groaned, his pace quickening just enough to make your toes curl. "Say it again."
"Give me a baby," you whimpered, the words tumbling out, broken by his powerful strokes. "Please, Patrick. Fill me up."
"That's my girl," he praised, his voice thick with satisfaction. "I'm going to. I'm going to flood this sweet little womb until it can't hold anymore. I'm going to make sure you're carrying our child by morning." He lifted his head, his dark eyes locking onto yours, and the raw, possessive love you saw there was your undoing. "Look at me when I give it to you. I want to see your eyes when I put our baby in you."
You blinked your eyes open, your vision blurred with pleasure, and held his gaze. The connection was electric, a circuit of pure, unadulterated need. "So so big- ngh!" You choked out, âfeel so full,"
"And you're going to stay that way," he promised, his voice a low, commanding growl that sent you spiraling. "I'm not going to let a single drop go to waste. I'll keep you plugged up all night if I have to. You'll go to sleep with my seed inside you, hmm?" His hand slid down your body, his palm pressing flat against your lower belly, right above where he was buried so deep inside you, and he gave you a sweet, wet kiss to your cheek. "Right here. Ngh! Sâwhere my come belongs-â
The thought, combined with the relentless, perfect pressure of his cock, sent you over the edge. Your orgasm crashed through you, a violent, beautiful wave that ripped a scream from your throat. Your inner walls clenched around him, a greedy, desperate pulse, milking him.
"Fuck, yes," he snarled, his control finally shattering. He drove into you one last time, impossibly deep, and his whole body went rigid. âLook at me, honey, look at your husband- let me see those beautiful eyes,â
You felt the hot, thick flood of his release, a powerful, endless surge that seemed to fill every part of you. He pulsed inside you again and again, his groans a sound you would cherish forever.
For a long moment, the only sounds in the room were your ragged breaths and the frantic pounding of your own heart in your ears. He was a heavy, welcome weight on top of you, but he didn't move. He didn't pull out.
"Patrick," you breathed, your voice hoarse. "I can't, I can't feel my legs."
A low, rumbling chuckle vibrated against your skin. "Good," he mumbled into your shoulder. "Means you won't be going anywhere." His dark eyes soft and hazy with satisfaction. "We're not done, my love."
Before you could ask what he meant, he was shifting. With a strength that never failed to astonish you, he wrapped an arm around your waist and rolled, taking you with him until you were straddling his lap, his cock still buried deep inside you. You gasped at the new angle, the way it filled you to the hilt.
"There now," he murmured, his hands coming up to cup your breasts, his thumbs brushing over your pebbled nipples. âShhhh...â He watched you, brushing back the little baby hair stuck to your sweaty forehead.
"You're going to take another load, aren't you? You're going to take everything I have until I'm sure it's taken."
He began to move you up and down, with a slow, subtle rocking of his hips that sent jolts of pleasure through your oversensitive body. You whimpered, your hands bracing on his chest. "Patrick, I can't, it's too much."
"No, it's not," he soothed, his voice a hypnotic caress. "It's exactly enough. It's what your body was made for. To take me. To carry my child." He leaned up, capturing a nipple in his mouth and sucking gently, his tongue swirling around the peak. The dual sensations of his mouth and his hips rocking into you were overwhelming, stoking a fire you thought had been extinguished. "Just one more, sweet girl. One more to make sure. Give me one more, and I'll give you everything."
His words were like a drug, the pleasure began to build again. You began to move with him, matching his rhythm, your body knowing exactly what to do.
"That's it," he praised, releasing your nipple with a soft pop. "Ride me, love. Take what you need. Show me how much you want that baby." His hands gripped your hips, guiding you, his own hips rising to meet yours, each thrust a deliberate statement. Your husband takes your chin in his handa nd guides you to look down at the bulge in your tummy at each thrust. "Look down. Look at us. You feel me there, angel?"
Seeing him disappear into you again and again. It was the most erotic thing you had ever seen.
âY-yes!â
"Fuck, you're beautiful," he groaned, his eyes fixed on the same sight. "My beautiful, fertile wife. Taking my cock so well." He picked up the pace, his thrusts becoming harder, more demanding. "I'm going to fill you again. I'm going to make a mess of this pretty little pussy, and you're going to thank me for it, aren't you?"
"Yes," you sobbed, the pleasure cresting, a sharp, blinding peak that stole the air from your lungs. "Yes, Patrick, thank you..."
Your second orgasm tore through you, and this time, he followed you right over the edge. With a guttural roar, he slammed you down onto him, his hips jerking upwards as he spilled himself into you for a second time. You felt the heat of it, another thick, copious flood that mingled with the first, filling you to overflowing until you could feel it beginning to leak out, trailing down your thighs.
âThere- there-â he cooed between pants,
He held you there, his arms wrapped around you like a vise, his face pressed against your chest as he fought for breath. You were boneless, spent, a complete and utter mess, and you had never felt more loved.
After a long moment, he kissed you, a slow, deep kiss full of lingering passion. Patrick lifts you gently and grabs a pillow to place under your hips, guiding you to lie down.
"Stay just like that, angel," he whispered against your mouth, his hand coming to rest possessively over your lower belly. "We'll give it a little while. Let gravity do its work. We want to be absolutely sure."
"Mmm. Keep cryin' darlin', makes you tighter." He grits out through his teeth. "You- hah, you like it, yeah?" He shakes his head at himself loosing his own composure. "Told you I'd fuck the god out of you. We ain't done yet."
Remmick huffs above you, claws digging into your throat, hips pistoning into yours. The half-smirk he wears has been dipping all night, sweat dampening his brow. He's been switching between babbling incoherently and mouthing off the whole night.
He watched you like he was starved. And maybe he was- but not for food. Not for blood. For the one thing your daddy always said was sacred. Private.
Daddy told you men like him were the devil. All they wanted- the sweet little preachers daughter. Remmick's fingers hook around the lace on your church dress. Cock pumping deliciously inside you. Your daddy was right. The devil was awfully pretty.
The devil was also awfully persistent. He'd want to consume you- not just your soul, but something deeper. From the root inside you. Not just your womanhood. Your love.
"Shit," He murmurs, pleased, struggling between breaths. "This what you wear to your...ah-...Sunday service? Thought good little girls covered up. You wore this for m-me, yeah?" He toys with the straps, before diving down to your neck. Licking. Sucking. Before biting gently.
When you squeal, he chuckles breathlessly, before groaning when you clench around him. He makes a noise that's borderline animalistic- and you briefly wonder if your daddy ever taught you if even the devil could lose his composure.
Effectively, he can. Because even as he presses you against the wall, caged, trapped like a flightless bird- all you have to do is reach up and tug on his hair. And he hisses in raw pleasure, body tensing up, fangs protruding so far he has to bare them so it doesn't hurt him.
"Fu-fuck-, lo-love you-" He stutters out, claws clenching tighter around the base of your throat.
But daddy never told you the devil would whisper those three little words. Daddy never told you he'd kiss you so gently you'd cry. Daddy never told you the devil would knock on your window every night, beggin' to be let in, just to recite Irish poems and prayers while you sleep in his arms.
"Say it- please darlin', say it back," He tries to demand, but it sounds more desperate than anything. He's close. He's so close, holding on tight. He's pleading with you. You feel the heat building up inside you. The way his fangs struggle against your pulse point, drool slipping down, holding back. Forcing his mouth to pucker into kisses instead of biting.
"I love you." You whisper. If this is how the devil loves, you think you'd rather burn forever then ever let him go.
And when you cum, itâs violent. Blinding. You scream his name- not Godâs. And Remmick whispers yours all the same, pawing at you, eyebrows scrunched together as he finishes deep inside. He doesn't let go. He never let's go.
His voice his hoarse when he just barely pulls away to look you in the eye. His chest rises and falls with each heavy breath.
"Let me- let me stay like this- inside you, lovinâ you, beinâ yours- please. Just a little longer. Just a little longer, okay?â He strings together, giving you those eyes. His clawed finger lifting to your lip, tracing the contours, gaze flitting down to watch your mouth part as you speak.
When you give him the go ahead, nodding, body exasperated, he inhales with a shaky smile. He presses a light, chaste kiss to your temple, breathing you in.
You close your eyes, feel him throb sweetly inside you, and think maybe Heaven isnât up above. Maybe itâs bloody, needy, and whispering your name in the dark.
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summary: Youâve been married to Lion Kaminski for eight years, co-own a laundromat, and have two daughtersâbut watching him be a good dad still makes your thighs clench. When he catches you staring, it turns into a filthy afternoon reminder of exactly why you said âI do.â
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a/n: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY FAVE HUMANS ON THIS SITE @novar3ads, who really wanted girl!dad Lion, I hope you enjoy pookie!! photos/refs courtesy of @sinfulteeth
warnings: daddy kink, breeding kink talk, creampie, hair pulling, soft degradation, praise kink, oral sex (f!receiving), rough sex, wedding ring kink, crying during sex (overstimulation), possessive behavior, domestic smut, married sex, implied pregnancy, humor, soft aftercare, girl dad Lion Kaminski
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The door to the laundromat clicks shut behind the last customer of the day, and you hear the lock turn before the familiar weight of Lionâs steps crosses the tile. Itâs hotâsticky, end-of-summer Reno hotâthe kind of heat that makes the air heavy, that clings to your skin like damp cotton. Out front, the sky hangs low and bright behind sun-faded awnings and warped pavement. The kind of heat that bakes the parking lot until it smells like rubber and old oil.
Inside, though, it smells like home. Fabric softener and dryer sheets. Soap and lemon. The faint trace of clean sweat. Youâre sitting on the counter near the register, sipping a lukewarm iced coffee and watching him move.
Your husband is folding fitted sheets with a precision that makes your stomach flutter. And not just folding, eitherâheâs mastering them. His fingers work the elastic corners like a puzzle heâs solved a hundred times over, smoothing and flipping with calm, deliberate care. Thereâs a streak of pink crayon on his shirtâHannahâs doingâand a glitter sticker stuck to his left knee that Harper mustâve pressed there when he bent to tie her shoes that morning.
You might actually combust.
Eight years of marriage. Two daughters. A mortgage. A shared business with rent paid up and a schedule pinned crooked on the bulletin board in the back office. And still, somehow, he looks like that.
He scratches the side of his jaw and mutters to himself about the folding, unaware of your gaze, his brows knitted. That stupid little furrow in his brow still gets you after all this time. Heâs dressed down for the heat todayâworn white tee clinging to his back where itâs damp, work jeans low on his hips, belt unbuckled just enough to breathe.
The muscles in his arms flex every time he shifts a stack of towels.
You cross your ankles to keep from shifting in your seat. You don't succeed.
âDaddy!â Harperâs voice rings out from the corner of the laundromat youâve carved into a play area with puzzles and a tiny pink tent. âHannah spit up on my bear again!â
A thump. A squeal. A tiny, guilty little voice: âUh-oh.â
Lion sighs. Itâs not annoyed, not reallyâjust full of that long-suffering dad patience you love him for. He scrubs a hand down his face and throws you a look like, You seeinâ this shit?
You grin into your coffee.
But heâs already moving. Already crouching down to scoop Hannah up in his arms with a grunt.
âWhat did we say about spit, trouble?â he murmurs as she wriggles, giggling.
She flings her arms around his neck and mashes her cheek into his shoulder.
âSorry,â she mutters, muffled.
He rubs her back gently. âThat ainât Harper, baby. You gotta tell her.â
Hannah squirms down to her feet and toddles back toward her big sister, whoâs holding the damp stuffed bear like a wet dishrag. Lion turns to Harper and crouches again, opening his hands.
âBring it here, sweetheart. Weâll clean him up.â
You swear to god, you ovulate on the spot.
He takes the bear with both hands like itâs a sacred relic, carries it to the utility sink near the back, and gently starts to scrub at the spit-up with soap and a washcloth while Harper hovers beside him. Hannah, now bare-footed and dragging a blanket behind her, clutches the hem of Lionâs shirt like sheâs tethered to him.
He doesnât flinch when she steps on his boots. Doesnât even look down. Just keeps washing the bear, murmuring something low and rhythmic about bubbles and bravery while Harper leans her chin on his shoulder.
Your chest hurts watching it.
Your thighs have done that clench thing three times in the last ten minutes.
You could write a damn dissertation on the veiny forearms of your husband, the strong curve of his nose, the quiet patience in his voice. No one would believe the same man who growled at a guy in traffic last week for cutting him off is the one explaining the delicate art of blot-drying plush toys to your six-year-old.
He catches you looking.
Doesnât say anythingâjust cocks his head, one corner of his mouth lifting slow.
You glance away like thatâll help. It doesnât.
He rinses the bear one last time, squeezes it gently, and sets it on top of the dryer to dry. Wipes his hands off on a towel. Walks straight toward you.
When he passes by to toss the towel in the bin, he leans closeâlow, voice rumbling just for you.
âYouâve been lookinâ at me like you wanna climb me like a tree since I bent over to fix that lint trap."
Your skin prickles. Heat rising to your neck.
You say nothing. Sip your coffee like it might protect you.
He stops in front of you. Hands on the counter on either side of your hips. Leans in.
âDonât think I didnât notice,â he says, voice thick. âYouâve been staring for a while now, Mrs. Kaminski.â
That name still does something to you.
You can smell the fabric softener on him. The faint scent of apple soap. Underneath it, the smell of Lion himselfâsalt and sun-warmed skin and laundry heat.
âI was just watching,â you say, too fast.
He smiles. Slow. Knowing.
âYou were drooling.â
âWas not.â
âYou were starinâ like you wanted to suck the dad right outta me.â
You nearly choke.
He chuckles under his breath.
âJesus,â he murmurs, eyes flicking toward the play area. Cartoons are playing. The girls are settled. Safe. âYouâre lucky theyâre busy. You keep lookinâ at me like that, Iâm gonna take you home and remind you why you married me.â
You swallow.
âMaybe I need reminding.â
The noise he makes is low, deep, feral. He grabs your chin between his fingers, tilts your head up, leans in close.
âYou say that again when we get in the house,â he mutters, âand Iâm putting you on your knees first thing.â
You blink up at him, breath caught. Your thighs pressed tight. Your whole body buzzing.
He lets go with a grunt, turns on his heel.
âGirls! Grab your shoesâweâre headed home!â
You hop off the counter on shaky legs.
Lion leans in as he passes by, mouth brushing your ear.
âGonna put the girls down for a nap,â he whispers, voice wrecked and low, âthen Iâm puttinâ you down for a stretch, Mrs. Kaminski.â
You nearly trip over the mop bucket on your way out.
The ride home is quiet. Golden. Late afternoon Reno sun bleeds through the windows of the truck, casting warm streaks across the dashboard and catching in the curls of Hannahâs hair as she dozes in her car seat. Harper hums along to the radio, swinging her little legs in time with the music, still clutching her freshly laundered bear like itâs brand new again.
You glance sideways.
Lionâs got one hand on the wheel, the other resting on your thigh.
Thumb rubbing slow circles.
You donât think he even notices heâs doing it. But you do.
Every pass over your skinâlazy, slow, familiarâsinks just a little deeper than the last.
You pull into the driveway of your small, sun-bleached house on the edge of town. The stucco's warm and cracked in places, the shutters could use repainting, and the porch light still flickers when it stormsâbut itâs home. Thereâs sidewalk chalk art trailing up the walk and a pair of muddy pink sandals left forgotten on the front step.
You unbuckle Hannah while Lion grabs the tote bag of snacks and half-folded coloring pages from the back. She whines in her sleep, curling against your chest as you carry her inside. Harper darts past you both, bare feet slapping against the tile, her voice already announcing that sheâs gonna pick the movie today, Daddy!
Lion follows behind, closing the door with his foot. His eyes catch yours over the top of Hannahâs head.
You feel it like a jolt.
That look again.
You manage to get both girls down for a nap after a shared bowl of popcorn and ten minutes of some animated fairy movie. Harper falls asleep face-first into the throw pillows on the couch. Hannah goes under with a thumb in her mouth and one chubby hand tangled in your shirt. Lion lifts her gently, tucks her into her toddler bed with the kind of care that makes your breath catch all over again.
He lingers for a moment after, brushing her hair back from her forehead.
You wait in the hallway, heart thudding a little too hard.
The house settles into stillness. The TVâs on mute now. The fan hums from the kitchen. A warm breeze presses through the open windows, thick with sagebrush and desert dust.
Lion steps into the hallway and closes Hannahâs door behind him with a soft click.
You barely have time to straighten up before heâs in front of you.
That same heavy, loaded silence stretching between your bodies.
He doesnât touch you yet. Doesnât speak.
Just looks at you like youâre the first clean breath after a long-held one.
And then he saysâlow and wrecked and reverent:
âBedroom. Now.â
He doesnât raise his voice.
Doesnât have to.
The second he says itââBedroom. Now.ââyouâre moving.
Thereâs no rush. No mad scramble. Just this simmering urgency under your skin. Like something slow-boiling finally tipping over. Your bare feet hit the hallway carpet. You hear the quiet creak of the door behind you as he follows.
By the time you reach the bedroom, heâs on you.
His hand slaps the door shut behind youâclickâand his mouth is already finding yours, rough and greedy, all teeth and heat and years of knowing exactly how to kiss you. His fingers grip your jaw, tilt your head back, and he takes his time sucking on your bottom lip before biting down, just hard enough to make you gasp.
âYou know what you do to me?â he growls, crowding you back toward the bed. âWalking around all day watching me be a good fuckinâ dadâlookinâ at me like I invented the damn sun.â
âI didnât say anything,â you breathe.
He chuckles dark.
âYou didnât have to. Your pussy was talkinâ loud enough.â
He kisses you againâhot, open-mouthed, hands on your hips. He walks you back step by step until the backs of your knees hit the bed, and you drop with a breathless little bounce.
He doesnât follow you down. Not yet.
Instead, he stands over you for a second, breathing heavy. Shirt rumpled, belt hanging loose, eyes dark and locked on yours.
Thenâ
âYou gonna thank me?â he asks, voice low. Dangerous.
You blink up at him, dazed. âFor what?â
âFor beinâ the best fuckinâ husband and father alive,â he says, grabbing your ankle and dragging you to the edge of the bed, âand for not bending you over that dryer earlier when you were eye-fucking me in front of our daughters.â
You moanâhalf embarrassment, half fuck yes.
âThank you, Daddy.â
He grunts. Hard.
âSay it again.â
âThank you, Daddy,â you whisper.
His pupils blow. His jaw clenches. And then heâs down on his knees.
Spreads your thighs without ceremony, yanks your panties aside like they offended him, and groans when he sees the mess between your legs.
âYouâre soaked,â he growls, breath hot on your skin. âAll that just from watchinâ me fold fuckinâ laundry?â
You nod, breath hitching. âYouâre hot when youâre domestic.â
He laughsâa real one, hoarse and disbelievingâand then buries his face between your legs like he missed you. Like heâs been starving.
His tongue is slow at first. Wide, lazy strokes that make your hips twitch. He pins them down, forearms hooked under your thighs, mouth working you over with obscene, practiced confidence. Like he knows every nerve ending by name. He groans into you, like he needs itâlike he missed tasting you.
You tangle your fingers in his hair and tug.
He moans so loud it vibrates into your spine.
âFuck, Lionââ
âSay it right.â
You whimper. âDaddyâfuckâDaddy, pleaseââ
He pulls back for a second, lips wet, panting. âGonna let me have it? Huh? Gonna let Daddy fuck that tight little wife pussy âtil youâre cryinâ?â
Your answer is already written all over your face.
He gets up and strips fastâbelt undone, jeans shoved down, briefs next. His cock is already hard, already leaking, and fuck, it still makes you clench just looking at him.
âCâmere,â he mutters, dragging you further up the bed, flipping you over onto your stomach. âFace down, ass upâjust like that. My good girl.â
You arch for him instinctively. He runs a rough hand down your spine, then grabs your hips in both hands and drags you back onto him.
You gaspâno warning, no teasing, he just slides in deep, slow but unrelenting, and holds you there. Your fingers clutch the sheets, legs shaking, jaw slack.
âJesus fucking Christ,â he hisses behind you. âStill tight after all these years. Fuck, you were made for me.â
âOnly for you,â you whimper, voice muffled.
âDamn right,â he growls, pulling almost all the way out before slamming back in. âYou hear me, Mrs. Kaminski? Only I get this pussy.â
You cry outâhigh, broken.
His wedding ring presses into your hip when he grips you harder.
He sets a rhythmâslow, deep, meanâand you take it, moaning into the mattress, eyes wet, body boneless. Every thrust hits that spot that unravels you. His hand comes up to your hair, fisting it, dragging you up so your back arches deeper and you have to take it.
âPretty little fuckinâ wife,â he rasps. âSo goddamn perfect for me. Gonna knock you up again if youâre not careful. Fill you up so deep youâll be waddling around the laundromat.â
You whine.
He leans in, breath hot on your neck. âYou want that?â
You nodâfrantic.
âUse your words.â
âYes, Daddy. Want it. Want all of it.â
âYeah?â he pants, thrust-thrust-thrust, rougher now. âWanna be Mommy again just âcause I did the dishes and tied some shoes?â
You moan like itâs killing you. Your orgasm's building fast. Your bodyâs starting to shake.
He notices.
âOh, fuckâare you gonna cry for me, baby?â he coos mock-soft, still fucking into you hard. âGonna let Daddy fuck you so good you cry like a sweet little wife?â
You do. Your body tips over the edge and your orgasm rips through you. You sobâtruly sob, overwhelmed and wet and wreckedâand he curses behind you, hips stuttering, and then heâs grinding into you, teeth bared, as he empties himself deep inside you with a growl.
âFuckâfuck, take itâtake all my cum, babyâfuckinâ wringing me outââ
You whimper, legs giving out beneath you.
He collapses over your back, chest heaving, one hand still tangled in your hair, the other gripping your hip like a lifeline. His cock still twitching deep inside you. His wedding ring glinting where itâs pressed tight to your skin.
For a long moment, the room is just heat and breath and aftershocks.
Then, quietâsoftlyâhe kisses the back of your neck.
âYou okay?"
You nod, still trembling. âBetter than okay.â
He chuckles into your hair.
âMy girl.â
Youâre still shaking when he rolls off you.
Not because he was too roughânot really. But because Lion Kaminski fucks like he loves: with everything heâs got. Every stroke, every sound, every filthy praise-laced word meant something. And now youâre wrung out from it.
Youâre stretched, sweat-slicked, and fullâboth literally and emotionally.
Lion groans as he flops onto his back beside you, one arm flung up, the other lazily reaching for your waist to reel you in.
âCâmere, baby,â he mumbles, voice ruined.
You curl into his chest without hesitation, cheek pressed against the damp plane of muscle beneath his tattooed collarbone. You can feel his heartbeat, erratic but settling. He kisses the top of your head.
His chest rises and falls. His skinâs still sticky. The sheets are a disaster. But you donât care. This is your favorite part. The quiet that comes after.
His hand strokes up and down your spine, fingers trailing along your ribs, your side, the dip of your hip. You shift slightly, wince.
âWas I too rough?â he asks instantly, voice thick with concern.
âNo,â you breathe, dazed. âYou were perfect.â
He exhales, presses another kiss to your hair. âStillâgimme a second. Iâll get a warm towel.â
You hum. âIf you move, I might cry again.â
He chuckles, low and warm. âDonât tempt me, Mrs. Kaminski.â
You lie there a moment longer, tangled up in each other, your limbs heavy and loose. You trace the edge of one of his tattoos with your fingertip. He catches your hand and kisses your knuckles, wedding band and all.
You whisper, âYou really like it when I call you Daddy, huh?â
He huffs a laugh. âYou say it like that and Iâm gonna start all over again.â
âI donât think I can survive round two.â
He smirks, clearly pleased. âDid I wear you out, baby?â
You nod against his chest. âYouâre gonna have to carry me tomorrow.â
He stretches, lazy and content. âGood. Iâll do the school run in the morning. You sleep in.â
âYouâre really gonna do drop-off solo? You and Harper always end up getting slushies and showing up to first bell sticky and late.â
âSheâs got a reputation to uphold,â he says, mock serious. âKaminski girls donât roll in clean. We roll in loved.â
You snort.
He grins.
Itâs quiet again for a moment. The sound of the fan ticking. A dog barking two houses down. The rustle of a sheet being pulled half-heartedly over your sticky bodies.
You let your eyes slip closed.
Lionâs voice floats up, rough but soft:
âYou think we did alright?â
You blink. âWhat do you mean?â
He shrugs, arm tight around your back. âWith them. The girls. I dunno. I think about it sometimes. What theyâll remember. What theyâll keep.â
You look up at him. His lashes are damp with sweat. His hairâs a mess. His expressionâs that rare blend of thoughtful and unsureâsomething he doesnât show often.
âTheyâll remember being loved,â you say simply. âSafe. Heard. Held.â
He swallows hard.
Doesnât say anything for a second.
Then murmurs, âI fuckinâ love you, baby.â
You press a kiss to his shoulder. âI love you too, Daddy.â
He groansâlong and loud.
âI just got my heart rate back downâdonât start.â
You giggle into his chest.
He tightens his arm around you like he wants to sink into the mattress and never come back up.
And thenâ
Knock knock knock.
The bedroom door creaks.
âDaddy?â Harperâs voice.
You freeze.
Lion lifts his head, eyes wide. âYeah, baby?â
âUmâŚHannah flushed Barbieâs head down the toilet and now itâs making a glugging noise.â
You press your face into his chest to muffle your laughter.
He sighsâdeep, dramatic, resigned.
âTen minutes,â he calls. âTell her Daddyâs on his way.â
ââŚCan we have fruit snacks?â
ââŚTen minutes, Harper.â
You lift your head and look at him. His face is twisted somewhere between affection and pure defeated exhaustion.
You grin.
âWhat?â he asks, mock suspicious.
âJustâŚyou really are the hottest fuckinâ dad alive.â
He groans and flops backward again. âWoman. I will fold you in half if you donât shut up.â
You laugh and kiss him, one last time, slow and soft.
Then sigh, already reaching for your robe.
âCome on, Daddy. Weâve got a Barbie to rescue.â
synopsis : reader told him no. so he fucked her thighs insteadâdesperate, messy, and still completely hers.
a/n : happy juneteenth !! 𼚠i want to tag this blessed soul @remmicks-salvation for bringing the remmick degradation into the spotlight for me đđžââď¸ this is in lowercase ⌠i donât feel like typing on my laptop after six p.m ⌠also, working on the salem witch trials au & a remmick & stack x reader one-shot
warnings !! (MDNI 18+) : oral (f receiving), denial of orgasm, degradation, pathetic remmick, dom!reader, reader is lowkey mean (he deserves it), unprotected rutting (no intercourse), drool/spit, period blood, remmickâs a slut for praise
thigh-fucking.
it was the only thing youâd allow him to do while you were bleeding.
he looked heartbroken when you said it. not because he didnât want itâno, he wanted anything youâd give him. but he craved more. craved the slick, pulsing heat of your cunt wrapped around him like a vice.
âplease,â heâd whispered, voice rasped and aching. âjust let me have it⌠let me feel you.â
but you said no.
now, his hands tremble as they knead into the softness of your thighs, spreading them wider over the edge of the bed. his knuckles press into the backs of your knees as he lowers himself between them, mouth wateringâliterallyâas thick strings of spit dangle from his parted lips and drip onto your inner thighs.
âfuck,â he groans, forehead pressing to your knee for a moment as his cock jumps in his fist. he looks up at you like heâs starvingâlike youâre the only thing that could ever satisfy him.
he jerks himself slow at first, hand slick with spit and pre-cum, sliding over the flushed, leaking head. you can see how swollen he isâhow red and angry the tip looks from neglect.
âbaby, please,â he whimpers, voice cracking as his thumb rolls over the slit. âi just wanâ to be inside of you.â
you stare down at him, lips parted slightly, breath shallow. but stillâyou shake your head.
âno, remmick,â you murmur, voice barely a breath. âyou know the rules.â
he lets out a strangled sound, somewhere between a growl and a cry, and buries his face against your thigh.
âthen let me fuck them,â he breathes against your skin, hot and wet, kissing the curve of your flesh. âlet me fuck your thighs like theyâre your cunt.â
you hum, teasing, letting your knees fall open just a bit more.
âis that what you want?â
he nods frantically, stumbling to his feet with his cock still in his hand. one hand finds your thigh again as he steps closer, dragging you just a little more to the edge of the bed until your ass barely clings to the sheets.
his tip grazes your skin, smearing precum over the softness as he lines himself up between your thighs, jaw clenched tight.
âpleaseâplease,â he babbles, voice unsteady, almost breaking. his hands grip the tops of your thighs, squeezing tight as he pushes forward, slotting his cock between the blood-warmed press of your skin.
you tense around him slightly, thighs pressing together just enough to mimic the feeling of your cunt. he lets out a low, guttural moan, hips twitching.
you look up at him, eyes heavy-lidded, lips parted.
âthen fuck them, baby,â you whisper, voice like honey. âfuck them like you wish it was me.â
he lets out a ragged groan as he pulls back, then drives forward again, his cock sliding hot and heavy between your thighs. your skin slicks with sweat and blood, and the friction only makes him moan louder.
his hips slap against you with more force now, the sound obsceneâwet and sharp, over and over. drool slips from the corner of his mouth, falling messily onto your abdomen, mixing with the sheen of sweat already there.
âfuck⌠you feel so good,â he slurs, voice choked with need, the words barely coherent through his panting.
his pace quickensâsloppier now, more frantic.
you tighten your thighs around him, pressing in, and he cries out like a wounded animal.
âshitâfuckâdo that again,â he whines, already fucking into the vice of your thighs like he canât hold himself back anymore.
his fingers dig into the plush flesh of your thighs, hard enough to bruise. his knuckles turn white from the pressure.
âsmell so fuckinâ sweet,â he growls, inhaling the coppery scent of your blood like itâs perfume. he salivates.
âwant to fuck you properly,â he pants. âwant to split you open and stuff you full, feel this bloody little cunt pulse around me while i fuck you rawââ
you feel his cock throb between your thighs as he ruts harder, desperate, hips jerking like heâs already close.
his brows knit together, muscles straining as his thrusts grow faster, harder.
he moans, loud and wrecked, chest heaving as his body curls forward just slightlyâlike the pleasureâs too much to bear. his eyes squeeze shut and his rhythm starts to falter, every snap of his hips more desperate than the last.
you feel itâhow close he is. how his thighs start to tremble.
and then you speak.
âstop.â
his eyes fly open, wide and glassy, a pained whine ripping through his throat as he slows to a trembling halt.
ân-no,â he stutters, voice breaking. âfuckâplease.â
your name falls from his lips, guttural and raw, as his cock twitches between your slicked-up thighs.
thenâyour legs spread, slow and deliberate.
the bloody mess between them glistens, spilling onto your inner thighs and smeared across the crease of your cunt.
he stares like heâs hypnotized. drool spills from his mouth again, thick and slow as it drips down his chin.
âcome on,â you whisper, breathless.
he lunges forward instantly, grabbing your thighs and yanking them up around his waist. his cock slides up against your folds, already seeking your heat.
but just before he can breach youâ
âyou canât fuck me.â
he lets out a deep, broken groan, his body shaking with the need to come, to bury himself deep.
he snarls softly under his breath, grinding his cock against your cunt instead, letting the flushed head slide along the wet, bloody mess.
his tip nudges your clit with every pass and you jolt each time, breath catching as your moans start to echo his.
he fists the sheets behind you for leverage and ruts hard, faster, his cock coated in the sticky sheen of blood and slick.
he pants, watching the way his cock glides against your folds, dragging your swollen clit every time.
you clench around nothing, your walls fluttering from the pressure and the build.
his moans get louder, almost pained, as your blood paints his cock in messy streaks.
you watch him unravel.
his breath hitches every time your clit catches under the swollen head of his cock, slick and red smearing across both of you. his muscles shake as he ruts into you, chasing the high youâre dangling just out of reach.
you lean back slightly, propping yourself on your elbows, eyes heavy as you look down at the scene between your thighs.
âlook at you,â you murmur, voice slow and syrupy. âso fuckinâ desperate. cock all messy and throbbing, and youâre not even inside me.â
his head drops forward, forehead brushing your shoulder, a strangled groan leaving his chest.
âplease,â he gasps. âbaby, please let meââ
âno,â you cut him off, rolling your hips slightly to meet his next thrust, just enough to tease him, to keep him shaking. âyou come like this. not inside me. not tonight.â
he whimpers, actually fucking whimpers, grinding harder like he can force his way in if he tries.
âgod, youâre mean,â he moans, voice thick with frustration. âso fuckinâ mean to me.â
you smile lazily, trailing one hand up his chest, nails dragging through the light sweat gathered there.
âthen stop,â you offer softly. âpull back. get off me.â
he jerks his hips again in answer, a growl rumbling in his chest.
âcanât,â he chokes out. âyou smell like blood and sex and youâre fuckinâ soakedâfuckâi canât.â
you hum low, pleased, and shift your hips so that your folds part just a little more, letting his cock nestle perfectly between them. your clit throbs from the stimulation, but you bite down on the whine building in your throat.
âyou keep going like this,â you whisper, voice dipped in threat and promise, âand you donât get to come at all.â
his whole body stutters, cock twitching hard between your folds.
ân-no, donât do that,â he gasps, fingers bruising your thighs now as he clings to them like a lifeline. âplease, babyâiâll be good. iâll be good, i swear, just let meâfuckâjust let me use your cunt.â
you tilt your head, pretending to think, enjoying the way he begsâhow wild he looks with his face flushed, his jaw tight, his mouth wet, cock pulsing and soaked in blood.
âi said no,â you whisper against his ear. âyouâre gonna come. outside.â
he lets out a sound that barely qualifies as human, hips snapping wildly, frenzied now.
and youâ
you donât stop him.
you just watch him fall apart.
you can feel it in the way his thrusts lose rhythm, in how his cock twitches violently between your folds, tip catching on your clit with every sloppy drag.
his hips stutter. he gasps your name like a prayer, like a curse.
âfuckâfuck, baby, iâm gonnaââ
his hands grip your waist, desperate to hold himself steady, to not come before you give him the word.
but you see itâthe way his jaw locks, the way his thighs shake, the way his moans grow ragged and high.
heâs right there.
and just as his body starts to curl forward, just as his cock pulses hot against your blood-slicked cuntâ
âstop.â
one word. soft, but firm.
and it cuts through him like a blade.
he sobs. actually sobs, a sound torn from the back of his throat, thick with denial and disbelief.
his body convulses as he forces himself to still. his cock jumps against your clit, leaking, throbbing, aching.
his chest heaves, mouth open, spit stringing between his lips and your collarbone where heâd leaned in too close.
âpleaseâplease, i canât,â he gasps, voice hoarse and broken. âbaby, donâtâdonât do this to me.â
you lean forward, one hand stroking down his trembling stomach, stopping just before you touch his cock.
âyou almost came without permission,â you murmur, lips brushing his cheek. âthatâs not very good of you, remmick.â
he shudders, his cock twitching again like itâs trying to come anyway, leaking thick pre against your folds.
âbut iâI tried,â he stammers, eyes glassy, tears threatening. âi stopped, i stopped, please, iâll do anythingâjust let me finish, please.â
you hum softly, pressing your fingers into his jaw, forcing him to look at you.
âthen prove it,â you whisper. âprove you deserve to come. get on your knees.â
he blinks, confused for half a secondâthen his legs fold beneath him like heâs been shot, collapsing to the floor at the edge of the bed.
his cock stands flushed and furious, twitching with every mimicked beat of his heart, streaked with blood and thick strings of slick.
he presses his cheek against your thigh, panting, shaking, whimpering softly into your skin.
you tilt your head.
âno touching,â you warn, one hand sliding gently through his hair. ânot yet.â
his hands clench uselessly at his sides.
you smile.
heâs so close you can feel it vibrating off him.
he stays still.
kneeling between your legs, chest rising and falling like heâs run miles, face pressed to your thigh.
you feel the heat of his breathâfast, uneven, desperateâas it ghosts over the mess between your legs.
he whimpers again, soft and pathetic, like a dog trying not to whine, and it makes you smile.
âgood boy,â you murmur, dragging your fingers through his damp curls, slow and teasing.
he makes a noise at that, a quiet broken little thing, like just the praise alone might undo him.
your thighs part a little more. the blood has started to dry in some places, but the warmth still lingers, slick and coppery and thick.
âclean me up,â you say.
his head jerks up immediately, eyes wide and blown black, like he didnât believe youâd actually let him close.
but you nod, just once.
âwith your mouth.â
he doesnât hesitate.
his lips press to your inner thigh first, reverent, like heâs praying.
thenâhis tongue.
slow at first. testing. trembling.
he licks a stripe through the blood smeared across your skin, groaning at the taste.
and then itâs like something snaps.
his mouth drags lower, hotter, messier.
he moans into you, lapping at the blood pooled between your folds, drinking it like heâs parched.
âfuck,â he pants against you, tongue flicking your clit by accidentâand you jerk, biting your lip.
he freezes, like heâs afraid that was too much.
âdonât stop,â you whisper, fingers in his hair again. âbut slow. tease it. just like that.â
his breath shudders against your cunt as he licks again, slower this time, taking his time now, dragging his tongue through the mess heâd made earlierâyour blood, his spit, your slick.
every now and then, he bumps your clit just right, and you twitch, thighs tensing around his head.
he moans again, like your reactions are the only thing keeping him alive.
his hands grip your thighsânot to guide you, not to pull you closer, but just to hold on.
his cock hangs between his legs, flushed and twitching, untouched and angry.
you look down at him, his face painted with blood and lust, mouth slick and red, eyes pleading even as he obeys.
âsuch a good mouth,â you murmur. âyou want to come, donât you?â
he nods into you, desperate, tongue slowing just to answer.
âthen make me come first,â you say softly, âwith that pretty, bloody mouth.â
he moans into your folds again, the sound vibrating against your clit just enough to make your legs twitch.
your fingers tighten in his hair.
you donât guide himâheâs learned by now.
and fuck, does he want it bad.
his tongue laves through your mess, slow at first, then faster, more focused, circling your clit before flattening against it, dragging long, wet strokes over the sensitive bundle.
you gasp softly, hips rocking forward.
âjust like that,â you whisper, breath breaking, âkeep going.â
he hums in response, and the sound rumbles through you like lightning.
his mouth moves with more purpose now, more pressure. messy, but goodâso good, so fucking good.
your thighs clamp around his head.
you start to pant, sharp, fast, your hand fisting in his hair as your body begins to tense, the pleasure burning up your spine like fire.
he sucks gently, then flicks his tongue in quick, tight strokesâagain, again, again.
you cry out.
your whole body jerks as it hitsâhard.
your orgasm rips through you like a storm, blood rushing in your ears, your thighs clenching, your back arching just slightly as you grind into his mouth.
and he doesnât stop.
he moans like heâs the one coming, like tasting you unravel against his tongue is better than anything heâs ever known.
you breathe heavy through it, letting it take you, letting him have it.
and when you finally come down, you tug gently at his hair, easing him back.
his face is soakedâslick, blood, drool, all of itâand his cock is still flushed and twitching, drooling precum onto the floor beneath him.
heâs shaking.
âplease,â he rasps. âplease, can iâcan i come now?â
you drag your fingers down his throat, watching him swallow hard beneath your touch.
âstand up.â
he stumbles to his feet, cock bobbing, angry and glistening red.
you look at it, slow and deliberate.
then up at him.
âyou come,â you murmur, voice low, âbut you donât touch yourself.â
his jaw falls open.
âw-what?â
âgrind against me. like before.â
he groansâloud, painedâas he steps forward, dragging the tip of his cock along your still-throbbing folds.
âfuckâfuck, babyââ
he ruts into you, wild and broken, his cock slipping against your blood-slick cunt, head catching on your clit again and again.
you moan softly, overstimulated, but you let him use you.
âgonna come,â he gasps, hips stuttering. âgonna come all over your pussy, please, let meâfuck, let meââ
âdo it,â you whisper. âmake a mess of me.â
thatâs all it takes.
he lets out a strangled, half-sobbed cry as his cock jerks against you, hot ropes of cum spilling across your folds, painting you with thick, pulsing streaks of white.
his legs nearly give out as he collapses forward, forehead pressed to your shoulder, body trembling.
âthank you,â he pants, voice cracking. âfuckâthank youââ
your fingers stroke through his hair again, slow and soft.
âgood boy,â you whisper. âsuch a good fucking boy.â
a/n : first, i'd like to thank my wonderful boo thang @iceemochaa for this idea. everyone go give her a kiss. i'd also want to thank some fellow people from the server for very horny-fest ideas: @crxw1ey @itsaaudraw @remmicks-salvation @madkingcrowley
ALSO this is in lowercase because i typed it on my phone (default lowercase squad) and i was already so far in that i didn't feel like going back to capitalize everything
synopsis : he catches you one nightâdrinking from you as you try to get away. but suddenly, something shifts in him; he starts to feel strange, aroused to the point that you can feel him pressing against your backside. a couple of nights pass before he shows up againâonly this time, heâs not after blood. heâs hoping youâll help him release all the pent-up sexual frustration heâs been carrying.
warnings !! (mdniI 18+) : unprotected sex (p in v), drool/spit, overstimulation, handjob, oral (f!receiving), fingering, very soft dom remmick, virginity taking (both?), dream sex
blearing, white-hot pain shoots through the side of your neck, and a gasp tears through your throat. it is so suddenâso sudden, and you barely have time to understand how you ended up how you did.Â
he had grabbed you, holding you so close to himâhis arms wrapped around your waist, holding you upright while his tongue licked lazily up your neck.Â
âshhâŚdonât cry. itâll be alright.â
he had murmured against your ear, breath hot and dripping with thirst.Â
it was a cruel thing.
cruel in the way it stole breath before you could even scream, in the way it mocked the simplicity of your nightâhow only minutes earlier, your hands had been warm, reaching for the last pair of drawers on the line, the wind tugging gently at your nightgown like a teasing friend. you had only stepped off the porch. just a few steps. just to gather what was yours.
and then he was there.
the roughness of his grip was so sudden, so wrong, it split the air like a crack of thunder. your body flinched on instinct, mind fumbling to catch up to the momentâwas this real? did you know this man? were you dreaming? but the pain blooming beneath his fingers on your arm told you otherwise. told you this wasnât the kind of nightmare you could wake from.
you had opened your mouth to say somethingâanything, but no words could escape before his teethânoâfangs punctured your neck.Â
his rough tongue darts quickly, his mouth slurping as your bloodâwarm and tangyâleaks down your neck from where his mouth hadnât been quick enough to catch. the splatter of it spills onto your cotton nightgown.
a movementâsudden, but clear, spills from him. more so, from the space where he is pressed up against you. a stuttering breath passes through your lips at the contact.
heâs flushed up against you, and aside from the blearing pain flying through your body, you feel him pressing into your bottom.
he ruts against you, chasing the friction provided. he lets out a soundâa whine, you assume through the mind fog.Â
a heat flushes through youâsudden, unprovoked, and sickening. it crawls beneath your skin like a fever you didnât ask for, one that sets your nerves on fire in all the wrong ways. shame follows fast behind it, swallowing you whole. it pulses in your fingertips, clenches in your gut, coats your teeth like bitterness.
you hate that you feel it.
hate that your body reacts at all.
because the painâsharp, raw, burningâshouldâve been enough. but somehow, itâs the shame that lingers heavier. shame that makes you feel small. shame that makes your skin feel too tight. shame that makes you wish you could disappear, not because of whatâs happening, but because some awful part of you believes youâre supposed to bear it.
the suction of his mouth grows sharper for just a secondâyou swear heâs going to drain you. just before he can, you feel his head snap back, the crimson fluid he just stole from you dripping down his chin, coating his cheeks.
âohâŚ.oh.â
your head slowly turns, and you spot his eyebrows furrowing as he glances down to the spaceâor the lack ofâbetween you.
he seems confused as his eyes scan the way he fits against youâfirm and hard, like instinct. like muscle remembering what the mind had long tried to forget. Like something inside of him is remembering something he had buried and traded for the concept of survival.Â
his mouth opens with a smack, before it slowly forms into an âoâ.
youâre sure heâs about to say something when suddenly, he presses forward, flushing his chest to your back, ripping a gasp from your throat.
âiâŚi donât think this is âposed to happenââ
his breath ghosts over your ruined neck, and the confusion falls from his lips.
a groan, low and abrupt, passes through his blood-stained lips. itâs a sound that doesnât belong to hunger or pleasureâitâs uncertainty. reluctance. it rumbles like a warning he doesnât understand himself, and it sends a jolt through your body, sharp as a spark beneath the skin. your breath catches. youâre not sure if itâs fear or revulsion or some terrible, trembling mix of both.
your eyes flit back to the porchâto the basket where your clothes lay, spilled and crumpled in the dirt. a shirt hangs over the edge like itâs reaching for you. the sight guts you.
you had dropped it when he grabbed you.
your arms had been full of ordinary things.
of clean linen, still warm from the sun.
and all you want nowâachingly, desperatelyâis to return to it.
âplease,â your voice comes out with a breathâchoking up in your throat, ââŚlet me go.â
he pauses.Â
the arm around your waist tightens and it causes a soft gasp to sound from your throat.Â
âwhy you wanâ me to let you go?â
his nose pokes into the bite mark on your neck, eliciting a wince from you. the question comes out a bit uncertainâlike heâs confused as to why you want to leave him like this.
âyou donât feel this,â he punctuates his word with a rut against you. âyou canât leave me like this.â
the tone in his voice is desperateâneedy even, causes you to freeze.
confusion laced with desire falls from his mouth. his rough, hot tongue darts out to lick at your neck once more.Â
a sound of disgust slips through your mouthâsharp and guttural, rising before you can stop it. itâs instinct, raw and trembling, the only thing you have left to give.
he pauses.
just for a breath. just long enough for the air between you to shift.
then he pulls backâconfused, maybe stunnedâand that retreat is all you need. you donât think. thereâs no space for thought. only a surge of heat.
you ram your head back, hard into his chin. bone meets bone. the crack echoes inside your skull like a church bell rung wrong.
a grunt tears through his lips, and his hold falters.
you move. not gracefully, not cleanlyâ
just fast. just desperate.
you push forward, wrenching yourself out of his arms. your feet slam against the cold grass, slick with dew, and the ground tilts underneath you. your vision veers sideways, spinning from blood-loss, from panic, from the weight of everything all at once.
âs-stop! you canât leave me like this.â
his voice rings out behind youâdesperate, yearning, maybe even startledâbut it feels distant, like itâs echoing from underwater. you donât dare look back. the only thing you see is the porch rising in front of you like salvation.
your legs nearly give out as you reach the steps, but you launch yourself upward, stumbling and scrambling until your body crashes against the door with a dull, aching thud. pain flares along your shoulder, but you donât stop. you brace for the worstâfor the hard slap of wood refusing you, for the cruel slam of a locked world.
but youâd left it cracked.
you donât even remember doing it, but thank god you had.
your body falls forward, toppling past the frame in a blur of heat and breath and blind panic. the wooden floor meets you with a thud, and for a heartbeat, you just lie thereâhalf-sprawled, half-curled, heart pounding against the floorboards like itâs trying to get free of your chest.
past the threshold.
inside.
safe.
the door was still splayed open, and you could hear the heavy boots of him pacing on the worn wood of your porch, but you didnât care. didnât care how or why he couldnât just walk in and take you right back out.
no. you didnât think that far, and as the weight of the blood-loss settles over your body like a wet blanket, your eyes roll to the back of your head.Â
ââââââ
it had been a week.Â
a week since you had stepped outside your house at night.Â
that morningâwhen the light finally broke across your floorboards like a quiet apologyâyou woke with your head pounding and your mouth dry as cotton. every part of your body felt sore, like youâd been wrung out and left in the sun too long.
he was nowhere to be seen.
no shadow. no sound. no sign heâd ever been there at all.
but you knew better.
you didnât step outside. not even once.
you stayed inside your home, locked behind the door like it was the only thing keeping the world from splitting open again. a strip of cloth was pressed against your neck, stained from the wound that throbbed beneath it. the ache pulsed steady with your heartbeatâa quiet, cruel reminder.
your fingers stayed curled around the handle of a kitchen knife, white-knuckled and still trembling, long after the sun had crept across the room. even when your hand went numb, you didnât let go.
he didnât return that day. or the next.
you didnât want to worry, but a part of you still clung to the idea that he was out there, waiting. waiting for you to slip up so that he could grab you once more.
by the third day, you decided to continue on with your life. stepping outside onto the porch with your breath held in your throat.
he wasnât there.Â
the sun beat down heavily across your home, and the clothes line danced with the wingârustling gently.
that night, you dreamt.Â
your body jolted with each thrust, already caught in the storm, and his voiceâragged and wildâonly pulled you deeper under.
âsay it⌠s-say my name!â
it came out in a near-snarl, not cruel, but desperate. like the sound of a man barely holding himself together, trying to find something to anchor to as he pounded into you with reckless, trembling need.
but your voiceâ
it wouldnât come.
your mouth opened, but nothing formed, just broken gasps and choked cries, your face still buried in the pillow, now damp with sweat and spit. your throat ached with moans you hadnât meant to make. you were unraveling, bit by bit, your body pulsing around him, clenching tight as the pressure in your belly twisted into something unstoppable.
his hand on your clit didnât let up. if anything, it grew more deliberateâruthless in its rhythm. his thumb swirled over you, hot and slick, heavy and rough as your hips twitched uncontrollably. every nerve in your body was alight, the sound of his groans behind you nearly as dizzying as the slaps of skin and the bed frame straining beneath the force of him.
his cock throbbed inside you, each stroke deep and hurried now, dragging against your swollen walls like he was trying to carve his name into you from the inside out. the sound of itâwet, sharp, filthyâfilled the room like a song that only your bodies knew how to sing.
and then it happened.
your body locked.
your toes curled.
and your lungs emptied.
a sharp cry tore from youâhis name half-formed, almost thereâas your climax hit, sudden and all-consuming. your vision blurred as your body convulsed, waves crashing through you so hard you nearly forgot where you were.
he let out a strangled groan behind you, his hips jerking erratically, chasing your release with his own. his cock twitched deep inside, and with a hoarse, broken sound, he spilled into youâwarmth flooding you, filling you, marking you.
he rode it out, his body pressing down on yours, hand still moving, dragging the orgasm from you until it left you limp and shaking beneath him.
your fingers finally released the sheets, trembling, and you gasped into the pillow like it was the first breath youâd taken in years.
your mind blanked.
you woke with a startleâyour body jerking, breath caught sharp in your throat like youâd been yanked from the depths of something unspeakable. heat flooded you, thick and sudden, pooling beneath your skin as if you were still there, still lost in it.
your chest rose and fell too fast, lungs aching from how hard they worked to steady you. your hands clutched the sheets without realizing, the fabric damp beneath your palms. your mind, still fogged with fragments, tried to twist back into itselfâtried to make sense of what was real and what had only felt that way.
your thighs rubbed togetherâand you felt it.
a wet, sticky warmth clinging to the soft skin between them. slick and unmistakable. your breath hitched as the realization hit you, and a wave of shame surged through your chest so suddenly, you flinched.
âfuckâŚâ you whispered under your breath.
your fingers curled tightly into the fabric of your nightgown, bunching it against your stomach as if the pressure alone could make the feeling go away. like you could press the memory down, flatten it, bury it under cotton and guilt.
your mind spun, trying to make sense of why him.
why that.
you didnât understand why you dreamt of him in such a scandalous, filthy wayâwhy his hands, his mouth, his body had felt so real.
why your own body responded like it wanted it.
like it remembered.
your face burned.
hot and clammy to the touch, even in the cool quiet of your room.
you squeezed your thighs together, trying to contain the pulsing ache that hadnât yet faded. it sat there, low and heavy in your gut, begging to be soothed. your fingers twitched at your side, and for a split second, you almost let them drift lower.
but you stopped yourself.
you clenched your jaw and shut your eyes tight, pressing your legs together like a seal. like that would hold back the memory of his name falling from your lips, the feel of him stretching you open, the sound of skin slapping and breathless groans in your ear.
ââââ
by the end of the week, you felt as though he was truly gone for good.
the silence had settled again, not like a threat this time, but like dust returning to undisturbed corners. no voice behind you, no shadow in the tree line, no sudden breath against your neck. just the wind. the sun. the familiar creak of the porch beneath your steps.
it didnât take long before you slipped back into the rhythm of your daysâthose quiet, outdoor chores that had always grounded you. you began hanging clothes again, your fingers brushing the warm fabric, sunlight catching the edges of the sheets like a blessing.
in the back of your home, you knelt beside your small herb garden, pressing your fingers into the dirt like it could anchor you. rosemary. sage. thyme. they greeted you like old friends, unaware of what youâd endured. or maybe they knewâand simply chose not to ask.
the peace didnât last long.
on the sixth night, he returned.
youâre taking the clothes down that had been drying all dayâlike you had before, when he first got you.Â
a crack sounds behind you.
sharp. sudden. too close.
your body jerks, instincts sharper than thought, and your head whips aroundâfists clenched tight around the soft fabric of a freshly-dried gown. your heart lurches upward, caught somewhere between your ribs and your throat.
your body knows before your mind.
knows the rhythm of danger. the hum beneath the skin.
and without a thought, your feet begin to moveâgravel crunching beneath them as you pull yourself toward the front door like safety is just inches away.
âwait.â
you hate how you stop.
how the sound of his voice roots you in place.
thereâs something in itâsomething cracked open. desperate. searching.
and for some godawful reason, it reaches you.
your feet freeze.
your head turns, slow and reluctant, toward the right.
and there he is.
dressed in dark pants, suspenders hanging loose like theyâd been tugged too hard, too fast. a pale blue button-up clings to his frame, sleeves rolled, top buttons torn clean open. it mightâve once looked neat. now it clings to him like second skinâfilthy, sweat-soaked, streaked in places with grime and something far worse.
blood.
so much of it.
his brown hair is tousled and damp, the front sticking to his forehead in matted curls. and beneath the fabric, the white of a wife-beater peeks outâthough itâs barely white anymore. more a rusted red, like someone had tried to scrub the stain but it refused to fade. a thin gold chain glints against his collarbone, catching the moonlight like it doesnât realize itâs resting on a monster.
your eyes widen.
your breath catches.
you take a step back. your heel digs into the dirt. and still, your gaze is fixed on himâon the smear of blood across his cheeks, dried and flaking at the edges, like war paint. it trails down his throat, painting the lines of his neck, seeping into the cotton of his shirt. it looks fresh.
his mouth opens as he takes a step forward.
you take a step backâslow, deliberate, your heel skimming the earth like youâre testing the ground beneath you, unsure if it will hold.
âi ainât goinâ to hurt you.â
his voice is soft. too soft. like heâs trying to fold himself into something harmless, like he doesnât still have blood on his face, like he didnât tear through you once already. itâs a tone that mightâve calmed you in another life. in this one, it makes your stomach turn.
your fingers clutch the dress tighter, knuckles paling with the strain. you can feel the seams of the fabric pressing into your skin, grounding you, even as your body begs to run.
you wantâdesperately, urgentlyâto look back. to see how many steps remain between you and the safety of your door. but you donât dare move. not even your eyes. not when heâs watching you like that. not when you know how quick he can close the space between you.
even the smallest glance away might invite him forward.
âyou hurt me before.â
the words fall from your lips before youâre ready. soft. strange. unfamiliar.
the sound of your own voice jars you. it doesnât sound angry. it doesnât even sound afraid. it sounds⌠disoriented. like the memory has begun to blur around the edges, melting into something that doesnât make sense anymore. like youâre not certain if it happened the way you remember. if it happened at all.
and that terrifies you more than anything.
because you know what he did.
your body still remembers, even if your voice has started to forget.
your mind flits back to the dreamâthe dream that had you gasping for air once youâd awaken.Â
itâs strange.Â
here, in front of you, was the manâthe beastâwho had held your life in the palm of his hand, threatening death with a final pull of your blood into his mouth.Â
and now, all you could think about was the way he rubbed against youâlike the feeling was both foreign and enticing to him.Â
he lets out a strained laugh.
âyeah. youâre right about that, b-but, i ainât goinâ to do that again.Â
âhow can i trust you?â
your voice is more certain this time around, and your hands fall to your sides, still holding the dress in your hand as your chest moves with your breaths.
the wind sweeps between you.
he takes another step forward and you mirror by taking another step backward.
his arms lift, elbows jutting out wide as his hands settle on top of his head. his fingers thread through his messy hair, gripping at the roots like heâs trying to hold something inside from breaking loose.
then comes the sound.
low, crackedâsomething between a groan and a whine.
âplease⌠why is this happeninâ to me?â
his voice trembles at the edges, and for a moment, it almost sounds like grief. like confusion twisted into something uglier. and that unsettles you even more. because this isnât remorse. this isnât shame. itâs self-pityâsharp and misplaced.
you blink, heart rattling in your chest.
you have no idea what heâs talking about.
and the not knowingâitâs beginning to twist in your gut, cold and tight.
he starts pacing, erratic and restless, but still a good distance off. far enough that you can breathe. far enough that you donât yet have to run.
âiâve been runninâ âround everywhere,â he mutters, almost to himself, his voice thick with something that borders on frustration. âdraininâ folks left anâ rightâŚâ
he pauses, his body stiffening.
âbut i ainât do this with them.â
his arms drop heavily to his sides, and then one hand presses flat against his pantsâlower. against himself.
your breath stutters.
the gesture is crude, almost unconscious, like his body is betraying him, like he doesnât know what to do with what heâs feeling. and thatâs what makes it worse. not the motion itself, but the fact that heâs unravelingâright there in front of you.
and youâre the one heâs unraveling over.
you take a step backward, slow and cautious, and the snap of a small branch beneath your foot cuts through the quiet like a shot.
he stops.
his head turns toward youâslow, deliberate, like he already knows exactly where you are. his eyes lock onto yours, and something in your chest flinches. not from fear. not entirely.
no, itâs something else.
something low and stirring, unwelcome but real, curling hot in your belly beneath the weight of his gaze. it shames you the moment it blooms, but it doesnât leave. it sits there, twistingâbecause the look in his eyes isnât hungry for blood. not right now.
he looks torn.
like a man fraying at the seams.
like something inside him is breaking open under the weight of a need he doesnât understandâhad forgotten was possible. a craving that wasnât sharp teeth and crimson thirst, but touch. closeness. something unbearably human.
he takes a step forward.
you donât move.
âhelp meâŚâ he breathes, voice cracking as if the words pain him. âi wonât hurt you. just help me feel better. yeah?â
he inches closer, each step careful, almost reverent, until heâs within armâs reach. and now, this close, you can see it allâhis chest heaving, the tension in his shoulders, the way his pants strain from how tightly heâs wound. how unbearably pent up he is.
your eyes flick down. just for a second.
your cheeks flush hot, instant and humiliating, and you curse yourself silentlyâclenching your jaw as if that alone could rewind the moment. your body had again. as if it hadnât learned.
he doesnât let you answer.
he takes another step forward, slow and deliberate, like heâs afraid any hesitation might send him unraveling again.
your empty hand flies up on instinct, palm raised between you like a barrier made of sheer will.
âstop,â you say.
but your voiceâgod, your voiceâcomes out too soft, too unsure, trembling on the edges. it betrays you, just like your body does.
he doesnât stop.
he keeps moving until your hand meets his chest, firm and burning beneath your touch. his skin is hot through the thin fabric, and the moment you make contact, a sound spills from himâdeep and broken. a groan laced with something softer, needier. a whine.
his head dips slightly, his breath brushing your skin.
âsee?â he murmurs, voice thick, ragged. âsee what youâre doinâ to me?â
it takes every ounce of strength to keep your gaze on his, to hold steady beneath the weight of him. but the tension in his body, the ragged rise of his chest, the way he looks at you like youâre both his torment and salvationâit all pulls your eyes downward.
just for a second.
just long enough to see his hand again, pressing against himself, slow and deliberate.
resuming what he had started.
and your breath stutters.
âstop. i donât know you.â
your voice is firmer this time, but thereâs a crack running through it.
a hairline fracture of fear, of confusion, of something far more complicated than either.
his eyes stay locked on yours, wild and pleading.
âremmick,â he breathes.
âwhat?â
you blink. it comes out before you can process it.
âmy name,â he says again, faster this time. âremmick.â
he says it like it means something. like it should unlock something in you.
he pauses, as if waiting for it to take hold, and then looks upâright into your eyes.
âsay it. please.â
your hand is still on his chest, trembling now, caught between pushing him away and holding him there. your lips part, hesitating, uncertain. but the sound slips out anyway.
âremmick.â
thatâs all it takes.
his body shiftsâsubtle but unmistakableâas if the word pierced straight through him. he leans forward, just slightly, like heâs being drawn into you by gravity itself. one of his hands lifts, and he presses yours harder against his chest, like he needs to feel it. like he needs proof that you said it. that itâs real.
a soft moan escapes him, low and shivering, the sound pulled from somewhere deep. it curls around you like smokeâdangerous, intimate, and far too close.
a sensation shoots through youâsharp and strangeâsparking low in your belly and crawling up your spine like a current. your body shudders, betraying you before you can make sense of it. you suck in a breath through parted lips, and thatâs when you catch it.
heâs close.
so close, you can smell him.
not just blood, though thatâs thereâmetallic, sharp, and thick like it clings to him from the inside out. not just dirt either, though earth clings to his clothes, the scent of sweat and soil mingling on his skin. thereâs something else. something older. colder. something that reminds you of decay, of things buried and forgotten. it lingers in the air around him like a warning.
your voice trembles as it slips past your lips, low and unsure.
âifâŚâ
you pause, swallowing hard as your thoughts struggle to take shape.
âif i help you⌠will you let me live?â
your eyes dart away from his, just for a second.
you donât mean to. but holding his gaze for too long feels like surrendering.
remmick pauses.
itâs slightâbarely a beatâbut you feel it in your bones.
âi was always planninâ on keepinâ you,â he murmurs, and something about the way he says it makes your stomach twist. âcouldnât do that if youâre dead.â
his voice has changed. not just the wordsâhis whole way of speaking. the southern drawl softens, thins out, and something else bleeds through. a different cadence. older. maybe even his real voice. it startles you, but you canât quite place why. it sounds less put-on. more him.
he studies your faceâeyes flicking across your features like heâs trying to read a language only he remembers.
then, a slow smile curves his lips. not smug. not cruel.
curious. certain.
âtell me you feel it too.â
you want to say no.
you want to recoil, to push him away, to scream that this is wrong, that none of this makes sense, that nothing about him feels safe.
but your bodyâtraitorous, aching, aliveâgives you away.
because as you look at him, at the hunger and confusion tangled in his expression, something warm begins to spread through you again.
you gather the courage to turn from him, your eyes flicking toward the back doorâyour door. the one that had always meant safety, the one you werenât sure would feel that way ever again.
âi canât let you in.â
the words leave your mouth like something sacred. like a boundary you hope he might honor.
his smile deepens, slow and knowing.
âi know, darlinâ,â he says, voice like worn velvet. âyouâre not stupid.â
the way he says it isnât mocking. it almost sounds like admiration. like he means it.
you glance back at him, chest tight, and exhale a shaky breath. your hand softens against his chest, settling there beneath the warmth of his palmâno longer resisting. not quite yielding. something in between.
âokay.â
you barely get the word out before the world shifts.
suddenly, youâre in his armsâlifted with startling ease, pressed tightly against his chest like you belong there. a shocked gasp rips from your throat, your arms instinctively grabbing hold of whatever they can, unsure whether to brace or cling.
his feet move fast, sure, and then the cool slam of the outside world hits you againâyour back porch beneath you, the creak of old wood under his boots.
your feet touch down onto the dirty boards, but you barely feel them.
your back hits the wall of your house, and his chest meets yours.
youâre trappedâsurrounded by the scent of him, the warmth of him, the tension that radiates off his body in waves. the wall behind you is cool and hard, but his body in front of you burns like fever. heâs close. too close. and yet somehow not close enough for him.
something in him shiftsâslow, subtle. like the current inside him changes direction and he doesnât know how to follow it. you feel it in the way his body stills, then trembles slightly, pressed so tight against you that every breath he takes stutters against your chest.
you can feel himâhard and insistentâpressing into your thigh through the worn fabric of his pants. the weight of it, the heat, the way it pulses with no rhythm but his rising need.
he seems⌠lost.
remmickâs eyes flicker, wild and unsure, and when you meet them, thereâs something desperate there. not hunger like beforeâbut confusion. like his body remembered something his mind didnât. like he had no idea what to do with this kind of ache.
you search his gaze, trying to find a map inside him. something that tells you what he wants. what he expects. but thereâs nothing clear. only the trembling look of a man who doesnât remember how to feel without violence.
then he lets out a groanâlow and helplessâas his hips push forward, grinding against your thigh with a need he doesnât seem to know how to contain.
your body jerks in surprise.
a sharp breath tears from your lips as the movement drags heat through you, low and dizzying. it coils in your belly, thick and sudden.
you hadnât meant to respond.
but now that you have, you canât pretend not to feel it.
âdo something, please.â
his voice breaks apart as he speaks, breath coming in fast, shallow bursts. he begs through itâthrough the way his hips keep chasing the friction, rutting against your thigh like itâs the only thing anchoring him to the earth.
you swallow hard, nerves tangled with something warmer, something you donât want to name. your fingers twitch where they rest, and you shake your head, barely able to speak.
âiâi donât know what to do,â you confess, voice thin with uncertainty.
and itâs true.
youâd never been with a man like thisânever one so far gone, so undone, so completely at the mercy of his own body. and even if you had⌠you never learned how to give this kind of touch. never learned how to bring pleasure to anyone other than yourself, never thought youâd have to.
but something about the way he presses into you, so frantic and confused, stirs a reluctant kind of empathy in youâmixed with fear, with heat, with a strange pull you canât understand.
your gaze drops.
his hips are still moving, slow but desperate, grinding into your leg like he needs more and doesnât know how to ask for it. something about it makes your breath catch.
almost without thinking, your hand moves downâhesitant, shakingâand you press your palm gently against him, through the fabric of his pants.
he freezes.
utterly.
and then a sound tears out of himâa moan, raw and broken, rising from the pit of his throat like it surprised even him.
his body shudders under your touch, rigid with restraint, but trembling like heâs seconds from falling apart. your hand stills where it rests, the heat of him burning through the cloth and into your skin.
your palm presses down harder, instinct guiding your movements more than experience. and thatâs when you truly feel himâsolid, straining beneath the fabric, the heat of him radiating through your skin like a fever. the bulge stretches wide beneath your touch, filling your entire hand, every inch of him throbbing with need you canât begin to comprehend.
he lets out a choked breath, and then his hand shoots downâlarger, rougherâcovering yours. he presses it harder against himself, hips stuttering like heâs chasing something that keeps slipping just out of reach.
âitâs not enough,â he pants, voice cracking as his brows draw together, his face twisted in a mix of agony and need.
you feel your face burn at the wordsâat the implication of what âenoughâ might mean. your breath falters, throat tight, but your hand doesnât move away.
instead, your fingers twitch.
they curl slightly, without thinking, just enough to grip.
the reaction is immediate.
he wincesâa shudder running through his body like a jolt of lightningâand his mouth parts with a sound thatâs somewhere between pain and pleasure.
âdonât stop.â
his voice is strainedâhoarse, almost fragile beneath the weight of his own desire. like stopping would shatter him entirely.
your mind flickers back, unbidden, to the dream from a few nights ago. the one that clung to your skin even after waking. in it, he had been so sure of himselfâso commanding, so in control. his hands had known where to touch, his mouth had known what to say, and you had given yourself over without question. there had been no trembling. no hesitation. only heat.
but thisâthis trembling, panting version of him pressed against you nowâthis was the opposite.
and yet it didnât cool the fire in you.
it stoked it.
your heart pounds harder, your face flushing hot as the realization settles deep: he hadnât felt this in a long time. maybe ever. the touch, the friction, the aching pleasure that left him shaking in your handâit was unfamiliar to him. and yet he clung to it like it was the only thing keeping him whole.
and you⌠you were the one giving it to him.
thereâs power in that. not the kind that demands or dominatesâbut the kind that hums quietly under the skin. the kind that says he needs you. not just for blood. not just for survival.
but for this.
and that truth alone makes your breath catch, your thighs press closer, the warmth between them blooming hotter, heavier.
you tighten your grip just slightlyâjust enough to feel him shudder again.
his breaths come out ragged nowâuneven, trembling, like every second that passes without release is too much for him to bear. his hand stays pressed over yours, holding you there, grounding himself in the heat and pressure of your palm.
âtake âem off.â
your voice is steadier this time. firmer.
and it surprises even you.
not because of the words, but because of the confidence. the realization blooming slowly but surely in your chestâthat you hold him. literally. completely. his need is cradled in your hand, and his body responds like itâs never known this kind of touch before.
remmick glances down, eyes locking onto the way both of yâallâs hands are still cupping him. and something flickers across his faceâraw, unfiltered desire.
he doesnât speak. doesnât hesitate.
he scrambles, fingers fumbling at his belt, unbuckling in rushed, uneven motions like heâs afraid youâll change your mind if he takes too long. the sound of metal scraping against metal, the zip of fabricâitâs frantic, loud in the quiet space between you.
you watch the way his hands moveâdesperate and clumsyâand when you glance up, your breath catches.
drool.
thick, glistening, slowly spilling from the corner of his mouth. it stretches into a line, gleaming in the light, trailing from his parted lips as if his body is unraveling faster than he can control it. his jaw hangs slack with need, his eyes half-lidded and glazed.
then his pants fall open, and your hand moves without thoughtâslipping beneath the waistband of his underwear to grasp him fully.
he gaspsâloud and shudderingâand his hips buck the slightest inch forward, as if chasing the warmth of your palm. in that same instant, the line of drool falls, landing wet and hot on your wrist, sliding down over your skin like a mark.
the feeling of his drool sliding warm over your wrist sends a jolt through your bodyâstrange, electric, exciting in a way you canât fully explain. your thighs press together instinctively, the heat between them building with every breath he takes.
heâs heavy in your hand.
hot. stiff. pulsing with need.
his body leans forward, barely held up by the tension in his muscles. his head tips back, exposing the column of his throat, jaw slack as he pants through parted lips. heâs a mess in your handâcompletely undone, breathless and sweating, helpless to anything but the touch youâre giving him.
but your strokes falter.
heâs slick with sweat, and itâs more of a struggle than you expected. your hand catches slightly with each movement, and you glance back up at his mouth, remembering the way that thick drool had spilled from his lips.
you pull your hand from his pants.
at the loss of contact, he stuttersâbroken and breathless.
âwhy?â
your face flushes, warmth rising all the way to your ears at what youâre about to ask.
âspit in my hand.â
his eyebrows pull togetherânot from refusal, but from the sharp spike of desire and confusion. his mouth parts slowly, and then he obeys, cheeks hollowing as he draws the drool forward.
his tongue slips out, mouth wide and willing, and thick strings of spit fall heavily into your waiting palm.
you watch it.
watch how it glistens, how it coats your skin, warm and obscene and intimate.
your hand stills for a beat as you take in the weight of the momentâhow close he is, how his body is giving you what you need to bring him pleasure.
then, slowly, you lower your hand again.
your fingers wrap around him, slick now, and the difference is instant. your strokes glide smoother, faster, and his body reacts with shudders and gasps. his hips twitch and his head falls forward, forehead nearly brushing yours.
a ragged moan rips from him, and his hand slams against the wall beside your head, bracing himselfâbecause now heâs truly falling apart.
âsâshit!â
it rips from his throat, a sharp groan laced with more than just surprise. thereâs something else in itâsomething raw, starved. hunger, yes, but not just for release. for you. for more of your touch, your attention, your hand wrapped around him like it was meant to be there.
you move with growing confidence now, dragging your hand up his length until you can tug him fully out of his pants.
he winces as the cool air brushes over his flushed skin, a tremor running through him at the sudden contrast. the heat of his body meets the cold of the world, and he shiversâbut doesnât stop you. not even close.
you see him fully now.
hard and flushed, the tip red and glistening, a thick vein running the length of him like a path carved straight to your hand. pre-cum beads at the head, already smeared down his shaft from where your palm had moved over him before, mixing now with the slick sheen of drool still coating your fingers.
your fist wraps around him again, deliberate and slow, and the combined wetness allows you to stroke him with ease. the sound is soft, wet, and rhythmicâhis breaths syncing to the motion like he canât help it.
his body bows slightly, every muscle tensing, like heâs trying not to collapse from the overwhelming pleasure youâre building in him.
he tenses beneath your hand, muscles locking as your strokes grow faster, more assured. his body is trembling nowânot from fear, but from how close he is to falling apart completely.
another thick line of drool slips from the corner of his mouth, trailing slowly down his chin. you watch it for a moment, caught in the daze of his unraveling, until your eyes liftâdrawn instinctively to his face.
and then you gasp.
his eyes are open.
not fully, but enough.
cast downward, glazed over with pleasure. but just enough to catch it.
a glint. a glow.
red.
dark, pulsing, unnaturalâlike embers caught in the low light. your breath hitches in your throat as you stare at it, transfixed, and thenâalmost like he knowsâhe slams them shut, a sharp whine escaping him.
âaah⌠wait,â he pants, his voice trembling. âsomethingâs happeningâŚâ
you know exactly what.
you feel it in the way he twitches in your hand, in the pulsing warmth building at your palm, in the desperation threaded into every sound that falls from him.
so you donât stop.
you go faster. tighter. focused.
his hips jerk forward, chasing the friction like he canât help it, and a strangled moan breaks from his throat. his whole body hunches over you, trembling, until his forehead comes to rest against your shoulder, breath hot and ragged against your skin.
âplease,â he gaspsâvoice small now, breathlessâas his head turns just slightly, his mouth nearly brushing your neck.
you smell it.
blood.
copper-sweet and heavy on his breath.
then a deep, guttural sound tears up from his chestâa growl soaked in something ancient, primalâbut it breaks halfway through, collapsing into something softer. weaker. almost⌠pathetic.
and then he tenses, hard.
his whole body locking, shaking in your grasp as he finally lets goâspilling into your hand and across the front of your nightgown in hot, thick pulses.
thereâs a moment of silence.
thick, heavy.
the only sound is his breathingâhot and unevenâghosting over your neck, brushing the skin there with every exhale like heâs still tethered to you by need alone.
your hand remains around him, even as he begins to soften, your fingers still slick and warm. only once heâs completely spent do you slowly pull your hand away in one long, fluid drag. the motion makes him flinch, a gasp slipping through his lips at the sudden overstimulation. his hips twitch, but he doesnât speak.
he stays still, suspended in the hush between you, before his head tilts up. thereâs something open in his expressionâtender, maybe. something youâre not ready for. his lips move closer, and you know before it happens what heâs trying to do.
he wants to kiss you.
your head turns, just slightly. your eyes soften, but the word comes quiet.
firm.
âno.â
itâs barely louder than a breath, but it lands like a weight between you.
his eyes close slowly, and he leans his forehead back against your shoulderânot angry. just⌠quiet.
your legs are still pressed together, thighs tense, breath held. your nightgown clings damp against your stomach, the fabric sticking to your skin where heâd spilled across it. the reality of it hums through you, the scent, the heat, the knowledge that you let it happen. that you made it happen.
then you feel it.
his nose against your neck.
the slow inhale.
heâs smelling you.
your body stiffens.
for a second, terror scrapes at your spine. you thinkâmaybe he lied. maybe this is the moment. maybe heâs going to sink his teeth into your throat and finish what started a few days ago. your heart races.
but he doesnât bite.
instead, he pulls back slightly, brows furrowed, nostrils flaring as he sniffs the airâcurious. drawn.
you follow his gaze.
he leans in again, closer this time, his softening length pressing faintly against your stomach, dragging heat across your skin through the nightgown. and then, his voiceâlow and hoarseâscratches its way up.
âwhatâs that smell?â
your stomach tightens.
you hear itâthat hunger tucked just beneath the question. not for blood this time. something else. something that makes your skin tingle with anticipation and shame.
his hands move slowly, tracing the shape of your waist, until they settle at your hipsâgripping them gently, but firmly enough that you feel the intent behind it.
your brow creases in confusion⌠until his eyes drop.
you follow the look.
and then it hits you.
you know exactly what heâs asking about.
because while you were focused on himâwhile your hand moved over him, while you whispered his name and watched him fall apartâthe warmth between your thighs had bloomed into something undeniable. your panties are soaked. clingy. shamefully damp against your skin.
your face burns hot as the realization settles.
he smells you.
remmickâs eyes slowly rise to meet yours, and what you see there sends a ripple through your chestâhunger, thick and molten, pulsing just beneath the surface. another line of drool spills from the corner of his mouth, thicker this time, stretching as he breathes through it.
his hand movesâslow, sureâand drags down, curling behind your thigh. then, without warning, he lifts. your leg rises with the motion, guided by his strength, and your breath catches.
a gasp slips from your lips as your hands press instinctively against his chest, trying to ground yourself, maybe even push him backâbut your limbs are shaking.
âwhat are you doing?â you stammer, voice barely stable as you feel his hand slide higher. it skids up your thigh, rough fingertips brushing hot skin, slipping under your nightgown like theyâve done it a hundred times before.
âyouâre leaking,â he says, simply.
like itâs an observation. a fact.
like itâs not the most shameful, intimate thing he couldâve said aloud.
drool slips over his chin, unbothered by the mess heâs making, by the mess youâre in.
your body burns. flushed and twitching beneath his touch, thighs trembling around the hand that now glides so easily against your damp skin. his fingers drag through the heat gathered between your legs, and your hips jolt, a quiet sound caught in the back of your throat.
his mouth hovers just beside your cheek now, voice ragged and breath thick.
âlet me taste ya,â he says.
almost pleads.
and thereâs something so raw, so utterly stripped of pride in the way he says itâlike heâs not asking just to take, but because he needs it. like the ache inside him will never fade unless you let him have this one thing.
you turn your head slightly, breath hitching as you meet his eyesâhis mouth still hovering beside your cheek, so close you can feel the heat of his breath skating across your skin.
âiâŚâ you begin, voice quiet and uncertain, âi ainât never had that done before.â
he lets out a groanâdeep, throaty, almost pained.
it vibrates against you like a confession.
âlet me do it,â he murmurs, eyes dark and pleading. âplease. show me where you like to be licked.â
the words make your heart stutter, but before you can even respond, you feel itâhis fingers pressing firmly against your clothed heat, dragging slow and deliberate along the soaked fabric.
âremmickâ!â
your voice breaks, sharp and startled, rising without your permission.
your face floods with shame, your body trembling at the sound that just tore from your throat. but desire drowns it out, thick and surgingâbecause the pressure feels too good to ignore, and his touch is reverent, not cruel.
he pulls his head back, just enough to look you in the eyes.
and he waits.
thereâs no smirk, no demand. just remmick, gaze burning into you with raw need, silently asking for something he doesnât know how to take without permission.
you stare at him for a long, aching secondâheart racing, chest heavingâbefore you nod.
slow.
shy.
but real.
thatâs all he needs.
he sinks lower, descending to his knees with a hunger in his movements, yet carefulâlike youâre something sacred. both his hands slide along your legs, settling at the backs of your thighs, his thumbs rubbing gently into your skin as he looks up at you from below.
his face is flushed, his hair damp with sweat and clinging to his forehead, his lips parted and still shiny from where drool had spilled earlier.
âtell me what to do,â he groans, voice rough with restraint, with admiration.
his mouth is inches away.
but he wonât move until you tell him how.
your body is burning now.
inside and out.
the sound of his voice asking to be guidedâtell me what to doâechoes through you, wrapping around your spine and sending a shiver up your back. no oneâs ever asked that of you before. not like that. not with that kind of hunger barely held back by restraint.
when you glance down at him again, you find his eyes already on you. waiting. not impatient. not demanding. eager. wide, dark, full of wantingâbut still waiting. like youâre the only one who can give him permission to breathe.
âuse your fingers,â you say softly.
your voice wavers, shaky at the edges, but it doesnât matter.
he hears you.
he obeys.
you catch the way the corners of his lips twitch upwardâjust for a momentâbefore one of his hands slides up, lifting your thigh gently and settling it over his shoulder. the stretch of it opens you, exposes you, and you gasp as the new position presses your nightgown higher.
then, his other hand movesâslowly, reverentlyâuntil his fingers are back at your panties. theyâre soaked now, clinging to you, and you can feel every brush of his knuckles against the sensitive skin there.
his eyes flick up to yours againâchecking. asking.
and then he slips a finger past the damp fabric, the tip curling just inside you.
your breath stutters in your chest, a sound catching in your throat that you didnât mean to let out. he watches you. his gaze never leaves your face.
and thenâ
with a sudden tug, he rips your panties clean.
the sound is loud, sharp in the silenceâthe tear of fabric quick and finalâand the cold air hits you immediately.
your body tenses, thighs quivering around him as the sudden exposure leaves you breathless. every nerve is awake now, burning, aware of the way his hands hold you open, how the cool air contrasts against the heat pooling between your legs.
youâre bare to him.
and heâs still kneeling.
still looking at you like youâre holy.
you let out a soft pant, your breath catching as you feel his finger slowly trail up the inside of your thigh. his touch is warmârough in texture, but gentle in pressureâand your skin tingles beneath it. his movements are slow, careful, like heâs learning your body inch by inch.
he stops just at your entrance.
he doesnât go further right away.
he lingers thereâtesting. waiting. seeing how you react to the nearness, the quiet promise of what comes next.
then, without warning, he slides a finger in.
his middle fingerâlong, thickâand the stretch of it makes your walls flutter around him.
a low moan tumbles from your lips, your head tipping back slightly as your muscles clench. itâs more than just the intrusionâitâs the heat of him, the weight of that single finger inside you, the way it already fills more than you expected.
your hand reaches down, gripping the hem of your nightgown tightly, bunching the fabric against your stomach as if anchoring yourself to the moment.
he draws his finger back outâslowly, deliberatelyâand then pushes it back in with a soft, wet sound that makes your cheeks burn. your body clenches around him again at the sensation, and the lewdness of it, the intimacy of being this bare and open, sends another wave of warmth washing over your skin.
he breathes in through his nose, like heâs memorizing the scent of your arousal, and you can feel him growing more confident in the way his finger curls just slightly on the next thrust.
the thrusts of his finger continueâsteady, slow at first, then building into a rhythm that leaves your legs weak. each movement sinks in with purpose, the tip curling ever so slightly, brushing against a place inside you that makes your hips twitch.
your walls clench around him, instinctive and aching.
âyouâre so warm,â he pants, voice husky with awe, like heâs never felt anything like this before.
you glance downâeyes glazed, breath unevenâand see his free hand working at himself again. his fingers wrap around his cock, now slowly thickening with each stroke. the sight makes your stomach flutter, your lips parting as another moan slips from your mouth, uncontained and needy.
your mind is fogged with sensationâhis hand inside you, his hand on himself, both moving in tandem like some unholy harmony of want. your body is no longer your own. it belongs to the rhythm, the heat, the burn of it all.
then you feel it.
another finger at your entrance.
his ring finger this timeâthicker than the first. he eases it in beside the other, stretching you slowly.
you wince. not from pain exactly, but from the sudden fullness.
youâd touched yourself before, sure. but your fingers had never felt like this.
his are longer. rougher. firmer.
they reach deeper.
your walls stretch to accommodate him, muscles fluttering as both fingers begin to pump in and out of you. slick sounds fill the airâsoft, obsceneâand every time he curls them just right, you whimper.
meanwhile, his other hand strokes himself in slow, languid motions, the pad of his thumb brushing over the tip. he groans aloud, the sound low and wrecked, spilling from his throat like itâs being pulled out of him.
and all of itâhis fingers inside you, his pleasure building in front of youâpulls you deeper under.
he starts to move closer.
you can feel it in the way his breath warms your skin, see it in the way his shoulders shift, the subtle rise of his body as he inches toward you like gravityâs pulling him into place.
a low growl rumbles in his throat as he presses his face in, and when the bridge of his nose brushes against that sensitive bud, you tenseâhard. a full-body shudder rolls through you, your breath catching sharp in your chest.
then suddenlyâhis fingers leave you.
you gasp at the loss, clenching around nothing, your body pulsing with the need to be filled again, to feel something.
âlet me eat you, baby,â he pleads, voice raw, mouth just a breath away.
his words hit you deepâboth filthy and tender, desperate and reverent.
you hesitate.
not from fear.
but from the overwhelming weight of it. the way your body is already responding without needing to be told.
then, you nod.
he doesnât look up.
but he must feel itâthrough the way your thigh tenses over his shoulder, through the way your hips shift just the slightest bit forward, offering yourself.
he takes that as his answer.
his mouth descends, and you feel itâhis tongue drawing a slow, deliberate line between your folds, tasting you for the first time. your back arches off the wall, sharp and sudden, your thigh slipping, and he readjusts it with one hand, holding you steady with a strength that borders on possessive.
then he licks again.
this time deeper, firmerâand a moan tears from his mouth. the sound vibrates directly into you, and your head falls back with a strangled cry.
âyouâre so sweet,â he breathes.
then he presses a soft, almost reverent kiss to your entranceâlike a promiseâbefore his tongue pushes inside of you.
you cry out, the stretch of it unfamiliar and overwhelming, but so, so good. his tongue thrusts harshly, rhythm building fast, and every movement sends you spiraling, moan after moan clawing out of your throat as your body writhes against the wall.
your hand flies down instinctively, fingers diving into his hair, clutching at the thick strands. you donât even realize how hard youâre holding on until you feel him groan again, deeper this time.
and thenâhis mouth rises, lips closing around that bud.
he sucks.
you break.
completely overwhelmed, shaking with the intensity of it, clenching around nothing but air and the feeling of him devouring you.
your head flies back, colliding with the wall behind you with a dull thud, but you hardly feel it. the pleasure ripping through you overshadows everything else. your free hand reaches up, grasping at your hair, tugging gentlyâdesperate for anything to ground yourself as his mouth continues to assault your core with relentless devotion.
âremmickâŚâ
his name falls from your lips in a moan, soft and broken, like a prayer caught halfway through a plea.
he doesnât stop.
his tongue licks, flicks, drags through your folds, then closes around your clit again, sucking it into the heat of his mouth with rhythm that borders on sinful. the sounds he makesâlow, guttural moans and hungry gruntsâvibrate directly into you, sending fresh waves of sensation surging through your thighs, your belly, your spine.
heâs pumping himself with the same desperation, his hand moving fast and slick over his length, the sounds of it mixing with the wet noise of his mouth working between your legs. and every time he moans into you, you feel itâfeel it everywhere.
then he shifts.
the hand that had been resting firm on your thigh over his shoulder suddenly moves. it slides downâstrong and sureâuntil his fingers press into the flesh of your inner thigh, right beside your entrance. and then he pullsâgently but firmly, opening you wider for him.
a soft gasp slips from your mouth at the stretch, the exposure. you feel so bare, so utterly open. his tongue immediately returns, working deeper now that youâre spread wider for him, and it feels devastatingâlike you might come apart entirely just from the way he holds you open and tastes you like heâs starving.
your eyes squeeze shut as a stuttering moan tears its way out of your throatâuncontrolled, raw. your fingers twist tighter in his hair, clutching at the only thing tethering you to the earth as his mouth continues to work you open and undone.
and thenâ
something shifts.
a feeling. strange. unfamiliar.
it starts low in your bellyâtight, electric, and rising fast. it coils, curls, builds like pressure behind a dam, and you donât know what it is, only that itâs coming hard and fast and you donât know how to stop it.
your breath hitches.
panic flutters in your chest.
your eyes snap open, wide with the sudden fear of losing control, and your body tenses as if to brace for impact.
and thenâ
it hits.
a violent, blinding explosion rocks through your body.
your mouth opens, but no sound comes at firstâjust the air being pulled from your lungs as your release rips through you.
your eyes roll back, vision swimming, and your legs nearly buckle beneath the weight of it. your thighs twitch, body quivering uncontrollably as your climax washes over you like a crashing wave you were never prepared for.
but remmick doesnât let you fall.
his hands grip you steady, firm and reverent, holding you together even as you come apart in his mouth. he moans into you, greedy and satisfied, lapping up every drop of your release like itâs the only thing heâs ever wantedâlike itâs the only thing thatâs ever mattered.
you tremble above him, caught in the aftershocks, completely undone.
when he finally pulls back, his cheeks and chin are drenchedâslick with you, shining in the low light. his mouth parts slightly as he breathes, dazed and wild, and you can still feel the ghost of his tongue between your thighs. youâre still catching your breath when he moves againâthis time, pulling you gently down with him.
your back meets the wood floor of your porch with a soft thud, the cool surface a harsh contrast to the heat blooming in your skin. before you can process it fully, heâs leaning over you, body caging yours in, his cock already hard again, flushed and leaking at the tip. the sight of him above you, thick and heavy, makes your breath stutter.
you barely have time to react before you feel himâhis tip brushing against your entrance, slicking over sensitive skin, nudging.
you snap out of it instantly.
your hands press to his chest.
âw-wait! stop!â
his body stills.
he freezes above you, panting, chest heaving as he stares down at you. the desperation in his eyes is immediateâsharp and pleadingâbut he doesnât move. instead, you feel his fingers tighten around the bunched fabric of your nightgown, clinging to it like an anchor.
your mind is racing.
he wanted to go this far.
he was going to go this far.
and youâgod, your face burns even hotter as the thought settlesâyouâd never done this before.
not with anyone.
not like this.
and the fear coils tight in your belly.
âi wonât hurt you.â
his voice comes soft.
echoing what he said earlier.
but it lands differently nowâcloser to a promise.
you look up at him, searching.
his hand on your hip is strong, grounding, and though he grips you tight, thereâs no force in it. only restraint.
you search his eyes for anything that might read as a lie, some shadow of cruelty or indifferenceâbut thereâs nothing. only tension. only waiting.
so you nod.
his gaze softens, and the hand holding your gown lowers, moving between your bodies. he grips himself, lining up carefully, guiding the head of his cock back to your entrance.
you inhale, slow and deep, trying to ready yourself.
thenâhe meets your eyes.
and begins to push in.
your jaw clenches hard as the stretch begins. the pressure is immediate, unfamiliar, so much. heâs thickâthicker than anything youâve ever felt beforeâand your walls struggle to accommodate him.
âs-slowlyâŚâ you manage to stutter, breath caught in your throat.
he nods, sweat beading at his brow, his own face twisted with the effort of going slowâof not losing himself completely in the heat and tightness of you. your walls clench around him, instinctively, and he groans low in his chest.
inch by inch, he presses deeper, untilâ
you feel a pinch. sharp.
not enough to cry out, but enough to make you tense again.
your hand flies down, gripping the wrist on your hip.
âwait!â
he halts immediately, eyes flying up to yours.
âalmost thereâŚâ he moans, voice strained. âiâm almost there.â
his hand tightens, holding himself stillâwaiting for you to give him more.
and when you finally nodâheart hammeringâhe moves again.
he pulls out slowly, carefully, then pushes back in with more urgency this time. the stretch returns, but this time the pain dulls quickly, fading into something else. something thicker. warmer.
his hand plants beside your head, fingers splaying against the wooden floor for balance, and he pushes the rest of the way in until he bottoms out inside you.
you both still.
your bodies tangled, your breath ragged, your skin burning where it touches his. and for a long, pulsing momentâthereâs nothing else.
just the sound of panting.
just the feel of him inside you.
just the overwhelming, terrifying intimacy of being this connected
slowly, but surely, he pulls outâjust an inch, just enough to make you feel the lossâbefore pushing back in with a deep, guttural groan. the sound of it vibrates through your chest, and your own moan answers his as your hand flies up, gripping the wrist of the hand planted beside your head.
your grip is so tight your knuckles turn white.
âaah⌠yeaâŚâ he stutters out, breath shaking as his hips roll forward again, his thrusts slow but deliberate, each one more assured than the last.
the drag of his cock inside you leaves your body stutteringâyour breath catching in broken gasps, your thighs trembling with every deep, slow stroke. heâs thick. so thick. every movement stretches you wide, your walls struggling to take him and clenching around him with a mind of their own.
he groansâmouth falling open in something pathetic, raw, achingâand the sound shoots straight through you. the hand on your hip tightens, guiding your body with each thrust, steadying you, grounding himself in your warmth.
your walls flutter around him, and he sees stars behind his eyes.
every time you clench, itâs like heaven and hell collide inside him.
your back begins to slide against the porch beneath you, the wood warm and rough, dragging lightly at your nightgown as his thrusts gain rhythm. the pace buildsânot fast, but firm, deeper. every push rocks your body just enough to knock the breath from your lungs.
the sound of skin meeting skin fills the air nowâwet, rhythmic, desperate.
his grunts are low in his chest, slipping out between clenched teeth.
your eyes open slowly, jaw slack, mouth parting as choked moans tumble past your lips.
and thenâ
you see it.
his mouth hangs open, panting, and in the haze of your half-lidded gaze, something catches the light. not just teeth. fangs.
sharp. monstrous.
inhuman.
you let out a sharp gasp as his hands suddenly moveâgrasping the backs of your thighs with a strength that steals your breath. he drags you toward him with ease, your slick skin sliding across the wooden porch until your thighs rest on his, legs spread and trembling as he settles into the new angle.
once youâre in place, his hands return to your hipsâstrong, possessiveâand without pause, he begins pounding into you again.
but now, itâs different.
his rhythm grows more erratic, more primal. he groans through gritted teeth, fangs fully bared now, glistening with spit as his mouth hangs open in pleasure-drunk awe.
he finds that spot inside you againâ
and again.
and again.
each thrust is a strike of lightning behind your eyes, drawing stars out of thin air, making your body convulse in helpless rhythm beneath him. you try to say his name, to moan it into the thick air between youâbut all that escapes is garbled, slurred noise. syllables tangled in pleasure too strong to form words.
you donât notice it at firstâ
the way his fingers change.
the grip on your waist grows tighter, rougher.
his nails stretch, curling longer, sharper, claws forming in real time as his body reacts to you. to this. to everything heâs holding back.
he groans through clenched fangs, jaw twitching with restraint. it takes everything in him not to pierce your skin. not to lose himself to what he is.
your hands reach down, fumbling for the hem of your nightgown, wanting it off, wanting to feel the air, feel him. remmick sees the motion, and something feral flashes in his eyes as he helps youâtearing the gown up and over your head.
it now lays beneath your upper back, your spine pressing into the fabric as your body arches.
the cold air hits your bare skin and a shiver runs through you. your breasts bounce with each thrust, each impact sending them upward and down in hypnotic rhythm.
remmick lets out a guttural soundâdesperate and overwhelmed all at onceâas drool escapes the corner of his mouth and spills messily across your stomach. you gasp at the sudden warmth of it, the contrast between cold air and wet heat making you twitch.
then his hand moves again.
he lowers it between your legs, and suddenly heâs rubbing your budârough and unrelenting. the pad of his thumb swirls over it in frantic circles, careful not to scratch you, using just enough pressure to send another bolt of pleasure through your spine.
you cry out, louder this time, your back arching as your body tenses up around him.
his other hand rises, large and trembling, and cups one of your breasts, kneading it with a kind of reverence thatâs quickly undone by the bite of his claws. one scratches just slightlyâa soft sting blooming across your skinâand instead of pulling back, you moan louder.
the pain only sharpens the pleasure.
and remmickâŚ
he watches you fall apart like heâs witnessing something sacred.
and heâs the one dragging every sound, every shiver, every tremble out of you.
youâre losing yourself.
your vision blurs at the edges, body flushed and trembling, unable to hold on to anything solidâexcept him. your hand reaches blindly, desperate to touch, to anchor yourself in something, someone. your fingers find itâthe chain. that gold chain around his neck, damp with sweat and heat.
you loop your fingers through it, gripping tight.
the moment you do, his body respondsâhis thrusts picking up speed, harder now, deeper. his hips crash against yours with ferocity, the sound of skin meeting skin echoing across the porch. each thrust sends his balls slapping against your ass, adding to the filthy rhythm of it all.
âlâlook at youâŚâ he pants, voice breathless and broken, eyes wild as he stares down at where youâre joined. âso beautiful⌠and speared on meâŚâ
your head falls back, jaw slack as he slams into you againârough, desperate. his thumb is still on your bud, circling fast and tight, and the pressure spirals out of control.
you feel it.
again.
rising.
but this time, you donât panic.
you welcome it.
your walls flutter, then clamp down hard around him, squeezing his cock in perfect rhythm with your unraveling. your moans tear from your throat, raw and choked, as your body convulses beneath him.
remmick chokes on a moan of his own, hips stuttering as you clench around him. but he doesnât stop. not for a second.
he pounds through itâthrusting through your orgasm, keeping the rhythm alive, drawing it out until you canât tell where the high ends and the overstimulation begins.
the sounds are obscene.
each time he pulls out, itâs wet and loud, a slick drag that makes your stomach tightenâand then he slams back in, deeper, filling you again with a moan.
your walls twitch, overly sensitive now, and a sharp little wave of discomfort flares in the middle of the lingering heat. it stings, but not enough to stop. not when he keeps going like that. not when your body canât decide if it wants to push him away or pull him deeper.
your grip on his chain tightens.
remmick moansâloud and brokenâas the gold links dig into his neck, and still, he doesnât stop.
his hips drive into yours with punishing need, his chest brushing yours with every thrust, and you realizeâ
heâs not just trying to fuck you.
heâs trying to stay inside you.
to live there.
to lose himself in the place where you melt around him.
and itâs becoming too much.
your body is trembling, wrung out and burning, nerves raw from how he keeps moving inside youâdeep, relentless, nonstop. the sensitivity spikes, each thrust dragging along your pulsing walls like fire and silk, sending you over the edge and right back again before youâve even caught your breath.
your mouth opens in a soundless moan, your legs twitching, body locked in that unbearable space between pleasure and pain.
remmick groans above youâdeep, rough sounds torn straight from his chest. they rumble through his body and into yours, and you feel the way heâs struggling. holding back. holding in.
his fangs flash as his lips part again, saliva stringing between them as he pants like an animal. heâs tryingâtruly tryingânot to sink them back into your neck. not to bite down and mark you like instinct is screaming at him to do.
you see it in the way his head tilts, the way his mouth hovers near your throat before he jerks back again, forcing himself to focus.
your hands are full nowâ
one clutching his gold chain so tightly the links dig into your fingers,
the other gripping his wrist, fingernails pressed to his skin, grounding yourself as your body thrashes beneath his.
you whine, high-pitched and breathless, overwhelmed as your thighs threaten to close, but his grip on your hips is unyielding.
his eyes glowâdeep, dark redâand when he looks down at you, itâs through that glowing haze of instinct and want and near-unraveling. his jaw clenches hard, fangs bared as he fights the shift overtaking him.
then he tenses.
you feel itâ
in the way his rhythm falters,
in the way his thrusts grow sloppy, uncontrolled, missing that sweet spot as his hips jerk with no pattern.
heâs close.
he hunches forward, his whole body curling in on itself, and a loud, broken groan tears from his chest as he spills inside youâhot and thick, pulsing with each wave of release.
you moan, long and soft, as you feel him flood youâcoating your walls in warmth as his hips keep moving, fucking his orgasm into you.
he pounds through it, chest heaving, sweat dripping onto your skin. the mixture of you bothâslick and steadyâdrips down from where he stretches you open, forming a glistening ring around the base of him each time he pulls back.
âremmickâ!â
his name bursts from your lips, sharp and breathless, as your thighs snap tight around his waist, trying to anchor yourself to himâto anything.
your entire body trembles beneath him, and you feel like you might fall apart again, even though thereâs nothing left in you but the aftershocks.
âi k-know, babyâŚâ he groans, voice low and shaking, still thrusting inside you. his movements are uncoordinated now, sloppy and feverish, driven more by need than rhythm. his hips jerk like heâs chasing the last of it, like he doesnât want to let go of the feeling of being inside you.
your eyes squeeze shut, and your fingers finally release their grip on his chain, the gold slipping from between your knuckles.
you trade it for flesh.
your now-free hand reaches up to grab his other wrist, mirroring your other handâholding him completely. your body, your breath, your trembling form says stay.
his breathing stutters again, another broken groan ripping through him as he thrusts deepâhardâlike something inside him is unraveling one last time.
at this point, you feel itâ
the steady leak of your shared pleasure slipping out of you, warm and wet, trailing down your thighs and pooling on the floorboards beneath you. the sounds between you are slick and endlessâevery movement, every shift punctuated by the lewd, messy wetness of it all.
then he pulls backâjust slightlyâto look.
his eyes drop to where his cock still moves in and out of you, glazed with the evidence of everything you gave him. you feel his stare deepen, and you swear heâs ascendingâhis lips parted, eyes wide, breath stolen by the sight of you stretched around him, milking every last wave of his orgasm.
his hips slow.
slow again.
until they still.
his chest rises and falls, frantic and wild, then slower, steadierâas he begins to return to himself.
he looks up.
eyes searching yours.
his mouth opens, like he wants to say something. like he needs to.
but nothing comes out.
instead, he leans down.
his lips hover just above yours, breath brushing your mouth, waitingâasking. not like before, when you turned your face away. this time, he lingers.
and this time, you donât pull back.
you tilt your chin just slightly, and your lips meet his in a kiss.
slow. warm. breathless.
not demanding. not frantic.
just real.
and in that quiet moment, with him still inside you, your bodies still joined in the mess of it all, he kisses you like it means something. like heâs trying to remember what it feels like to be human again.
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