in another reality you are someone's comfort character. people say you are fake/fictional, but someone argues that you are real. they want nothing more than to shift so they could meet you. a hug from you would be soul healing. when times are tough and they don't have anybody to hug, you are the person they imagine.
you are the reason someone survived going through the depths of hell and back, just purely from the hope they get when thinking about you/ knowing that one day they can meet you. you are the reason someone keeps going. the reason someone decides not to give up.
somebody kins you. when they see you, they are reminded that they are not alone, and that someone out there understands what they are going through. someone understands what YOU are going through.
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gonna start calling this my teacher dr. not original reality, not current reality. not default reality. this is just one of my drs. and i could totally just never look back and stay in others for all eternity. however i actually kinda like my life and i don't want to permanently leave it. if i ever decide to shift back here, im gonna be like "hmm i wanna shift to my teacher dr rn" that's what im gonna call it. or maybe i could have multiple where i have the same job but my life and upbringing etc. was just better. we have heard of better crs, they are similar to this one but with a few tiny changes (basically manifesting? staying the same person and just getting a bunch of better stuff. there's no separation or difference between the two, but i digress.) maybe i could have multiple of those. i'll have "better teacher dr" and "worse teacher dr". when shifting back i have those two options. and uh why on gods green earth would i choose the latter? the better one has some improvements, i found love and happiness and money and beauty (or small things, like my favourite book has another extra 5 chapters now?) but the two realities are similar at their core. at some point, it's no longer just a choice between "awesome blissful happy sunshine dr 🌼" vs. "awful dreadful dogshit cr 😡". shift to your preferred reality, and if you want to come back just come back to one where you look better or you have more money or something. then you realise wait.. i could be in my cr with my desires or without my desires and both of those options equally hold the same weight because they are the same thing and they both have the same equal effort required to live (none btw, because it's natural default living) and same importance and same validity.. then whats the point in having the worse one when you could have the better one for the same price? then suddenly it all clicks and you realise that you falling down a path into a life where you have what you want, is actually just the AUTOMATIC default process how things occur. and the other options are a paradox. "teacher with a shitty life dr" actually no longer has the ability to be expressed, when "teacher with a wonderful life dr" exists. the sky is blue and the grass is green. if a better option exists, why wouldnt i just go for that one? and i can always shift to any drs where i can do anything, but if i want to come back, im coming back to the happiest possible version of my cr. that's just the natural order of things. i get the best options. ok so back to my point: choose one thing that defines this reality. it could be a job or future goal or a person or an item you have that's significant to you. instead of calling it your cr, start calling it your "[thing] dr". like from now on in my head, instead of repeating "im in my cr" im always just gonna repeat "im in my teacher dr" because that's just the name i have given it. make the word cr a slur in your head, you can only call it your _ dr. it's actually an assumption to me now. (being a teacher is my future job goal! pick one significant thing you want to dedicate this life to, and just name this reality after it. it doesn't have to be a job, it could be a desire or thing you enjoy.) also "im in my skinny dr!" "im in my limitless master shifter dr!" "im in my music fan dr!" "im in my green folder dr!" anything at all, just don't call it your cr. i actually really like the idea of calling it my "shifter dr". anything you pick is actually gonna be an assumption, maybe your strongest assumption. whatever word you pick is a replacement for cr, and you're already sure of that, so all you have to do is give your cr a different name.
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READ TO THE END IF YOU WANT TO MASTER SHIFTING REALITIES, VOID STATE, LUCID DREAMING, ASTRAL PROJECTION, AND SLEEP PARALYSIS
INTRODUCTION
please read at least this paragraph to the end. i know many people roll their eyes and scroll when they are told to apply the law of assumption, be persistent and ignore 3d. you may think that this is long, tedious and will not work, and you’d better try that new x method, thanks to which you will definitely shift or enter the void tonight. “i have difficult circumstances. i need this today. i don’t want to waste time on the law of assumption”. okay, and how many of “those nights” have passed? how many years have you been trying? how many times have you achieved success after making such statements? how many times have you disregarded the law and woken up again in this reality without your desires? and how many more years are you going to waste your time? break the cycle. in a week in goddess state, you will achieve more than if you tried a new method every day for a year
still don't want to apply the law of assumption? come on, try to shift or enter the void state today. if you don’t succeed (and i’m sure of this, forgive the harshness), then you will return to this post, read it completely and carefully and follow my instructions
LAW OF ASSUMPTION
back to basics. i highly recommend you read all these posts. please read, maybe you will find new information or understand something that previously raised questions for you:
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION: A BASIC GUIDE
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION : THE WHOLE RUN-DOWN
— AN ASSUMPTION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO STATES AND MANIFESTATION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— THE ONLY LOA POST YOU'LL EVER NEED
— DARE TO LIVE IN THE END
— FIRST THE MIND MUST CHANGE, AND THEN THE WORLD
— ENGRAVE THIS PROCESS INTO YOUR MIND & MOVE ON
— WHERE IS THE STUFF THAT I MANIFESTED
— ARCHIVE OF SOURAPPL3S'S POSTS
— GUIDE ON HOW TO APPLY LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— MY FAVORITE LUCKYKIWIII101'S POSTS THAT EVERYONE SHOULD READ
“an assumption, though false, persisted in will harden into fact”. your thoughts, beliefs and assumptions create your reality. we are used to thinking that 3d is our true reality, but this is not so. 3d is a mirror that reflects your 4d
if you want something, then all you have to do is decide that you already have it and be persistent. many of you misunderstand the meaning of this word in the context of the law of assumption. repeating affirmations, listening to subliminals for 24 hours and doing methods at every opportunity is not persistent. “persistence is remaining in a state of fulfilled desire. to be persistent means to stick to your assumptions regardless of what 3d reality shows you. if you react to 3d, then you are not persistent”
by reacting to 3d, you do not allow new assumptions to form in your subconscious. imagine that 3d asks again and again if you are sure that you have mastered void, shifting realities, lucid dreaming, etc. “are you sure? are you 100% sure? but you said before that you always fail. i don't think you're sure. look, you woke up again in this reality without desires. what? do you really believe what you're saying? i ask you again, are you absolutely sure?”. instead of giving a positive answer every time, you immediately give up and scroll through tumblr looking for a new method. you must be persistent, even if you do not get what you want in 3d after a week, a month or a year
(this is a bit of an exaggeration because i said it as an example., but i forbid you to think that manifestation lasts that long. “both 3d and 4d always show me only what i want to see. my 3d instantly reflects my 4d,” — this is your new assumption, whether you like it or not)
if you have negative thoughts, and we most likely will, then immediately replace them with positive ones. negative thoughts also include anticipation of desire. remind yourself again and again that you already have what you want and you are not waiting for it to manifest itself. if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for your manifestation, then remind yourself that you already have it
don't think that negative thoughts are ruining your progress or that you have to start over. no, as long as you are on a mental diet, you are doing everything right. by the way, posts about mental diet that you must read:
— MENTAL DIET TECHNIQUES
— THE MENTAL DIET
— MENTAL DIET AND SHIFTING
— MENTAL DIETS
what if you forgot about your mental diet for a whole day or more and were in a state of lack the whole time? decide that it didn't happen. no, don't feel like you have to start over. there is no beginning and end. decide that you have been persistent all this time. revision — 001, 002. replace these memories with something pleasant and that’s it
FULL GUIDE
DECIDE
literally right now, decide that you have mastered void, shifting realities, manifestation, lucid dreaming, sleep paralysis, and astral projection. don't you dare pick one thing from this list. take my advice and decide that you've mastered it all. do you just want to shift on command? okay, but the ability to instantly enter the void and control dreams wouldn't be out of place, would it? especially considering that you don't have to put in any effort, you just have to decide
decide that you are a master of manifestation. decide that you are manifesting desires instantly. decide that 3d instantly reflects 4d. decide that both 3d and 4d show only what you want. decide what always works in your favor
decide that you are a master of the void state. decide that you have the perfect void concept. decide that you can easily enter the void state anytime and anywhere. decide that you have been successfully inducing pure consciousness all your life. decide that to enter the void you just need to close your eyes. decided that every night you wake up in a state of void being aware
decide that you are a master shifter. decide that you shift easily and effortlessly. decide that you are in your desired reality right now. decide that you always wake up in your desired reality. decide that you shift on command. decide that the intention is enough for you to shift. decide that you have successfully shifted all your life
decide that you are a master of lucid dreaming. decide that you have lucid dreams every night. decide that all your life you have seen only lucid dreams. decide that you are in control of your dreams. decide that you easily shift from a lucid dream. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from a lucid dream
decide that you are a master of sleep paralysis. decide that closing your eyes is enough to induce sleep paralysis. decide that you are always relaxed and calm during sleep paralysis. decide that you have safe sleep paralysis. decide that you wake up several times a night in sleep paralysis. decide that you can easily induce sleep paralysis in less than a minute. decide that you can easily shift from sleep paralysis. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from sleep paralysis
decide that you are a master of astral projection. decide that you astral project every night. decide that all your out-of-body experiences are safe. decide that you can easily shift from astral projection. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from astral projection
decide right now or after you read this post. don't put it off until tomorrow or monday
MANIFEST
important part. manifest your desires. solve any problems using the law of assumption. you can do it right now, you don't have to wait until you enter the void or shift. it's easy. all you have to do is decide. i’m not asking you to affirm, listen to subliminals, do sats, etc. you just need to think that you already have everything you want and be persistent in this assumption
want a new phone? ok, just decide that it's already yours. you don't have to try to enter the void tonight to manifest a new phone. do you have the flu? decide that you are always healthy (by the way, this does not mean that you should not take medications. take them, but be persistent in the assumption that you never get sick). again, you don't even have to move your fingers. besides, negative beliefs will not make your life better. do negative thoughts fulfill your desires? no, so why pay attention to them? just enjoy the feeling of fulfilled desire. just enjoy the fact that you always get what you want
by the way, manifest something "unrealistic". telekinesis, magic wand, the ability to fly or talk to animals. there’s nothing difficult about randomly remembering once a day that you can fly, right? let your subconscious know that you can literally do anything
PERSISTENCE
my honest opinion: if you are not able to be persistent, your desire is not that important to you. if you react to 3d and give up, then you don’t want to change your life so much. in order to manifest what you want, you need to be persistent in a new assumption
4d is true reality, 3d is a mirror. live in your imagination, live in the end, only then will 3d reflect your new assumptions and beliefs. these people achieved success because they accepted that imagination is the only reality. you are no worse than them. you can be persistent. and you will be persistent
know that your failure will not affect my life in any way. but it will affect you. if you finally become persistent, then you will get everything you dreamed of all that time. do it for yourself. do it for the sake of experimentation. what if you succeed?
METHODS
let's start with the method of manifestation. all i require you to do is decide, be persistent, ignore 3d, replace negative thoughts with positive ones. this is literally the basis of the law of assumption
in addition to this, you may want to use manifestation methods such as robotic affirmations, subliminals, sats, meditation, etc. overall i'm 50% okay with it. everything is fine as long as you don't put methods on a pedestal. if you start to think that without following one of the methods you will not be able to manifest your desires, then this is a red signal. just relax. you will shift, enter the void void, do astral projection, etc., even if you don’t repeat affirmations from morning to evening or don’t listen to your entire playlist. don’t force yourself to lie on your back and visualize the desired reality during sats. do what you like and when you want it. affirm, visualize, make mood boards, etc., but don’t make it a mandatory action. don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to do. and remember you change 4d and 3d, not methods
and i also urgently, on my knees, beg you to abandon methods for void, shifting, sleep paralysis, lucid dreams, etc. if you knew how wonderful it is to lie on your side at night and just fall asleep. no need to lie on your back, affirm, visualize, count. you just fall asleep without setting alarms for wbtb. no meditation, pink noise, theta waves. you don’t feel guilty or angry because you’re too lazy to do the methods. you don't scold yourself because you roll over on your side and fall asleep in the middle of the method. you don't feel disappointed that the method didn't work (in 3d, of course). this is a relief and peace that you could have experienced all this time, but for some reason you denied yourself it
yes, i know it’s strange to hear from someone who previously published methods. ah, but what's the difference? it was a long time ago and not true. now i make myself comfortable on the bed and let my thoughts flow. if i want, then i fantasize about all sorts of things, if i want, then I think about the desired reality. and only sometimes i affirm that i have mastered void, shifting, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. i think a little about my happy life, only because i accidentally remembered it. i don't force myself to do anything i don't want to do
i say again, i am firmly against the methods! in order to shift, you don’t need to lie motionless in the starfish position for two hours. just decide! be persistent! but if you still want to do it your way, then do it right. if your attempt is unsuccessful, do not react to 3d. decide what you shifted. decide that you have entered the void state. remember the mental diet. however i still recommend not doing the methods
MENTAL DIET
it’s better, of course, to decide that negative thoughts don’t arise in you, but if they do arise, replace them with positive ones. pay attention to your inner conversation. again, if a negative thought arises, immediately replace it with a positive one. replace one negative thought with 10 positive ones
“i woke up again in the current reality” >>> “i’m so happy that i woke up in my desired reality. i’m a master of shifting. in addition, i mastered the void, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. and i always get what i want instantly”
“i envy her so much. i can’t wait to share my success story” >>> “i never envy anyone. i have a dream life. my success story is much better than hers. one post is not enough for all my success stories, because i shift and enter the void literally every hour”
“i had such a terrible nightmare last night” >>> “i have lucid dreams every night. i forgot the last time i had ordinary non-lucid dreams. by the way, i can easily control lucid dreams! there is nothing easier than entering the void state from a lucid dream”
“if i don't enter the void today, i won't pass my exams” >>> “how could i forget that i had already passed my exams with a perfect score? and every night i wake up in a void state. i love being a manifestation master”
“what if it's not true? maybe they're all lying” >>> “the law of assumption is the truth. why? because i said so. because i already have a dream life. because i've already shifted and entered the void state a million times”
“if i don't induce sleep paralysis tonight, i won't shift” >>> “boo! who said this nonsense? everyone knows that i have mastered both reality shifting and sleep paralysis. even infants know this”
something like this. have you read those posts about the mental diet, the link to which i left at the top? don't forget about such a wonderful thing as revision. if you forgot about the mental diet and indulged in negative thoughts all day, then just change your memories. “i’m so proud that i only had positive thoughts today”
LIAR
there are times when you have to break a mental diet. what to do? lie. say the “truth” out loud, but in your mind persistently deny it. for example, your mother asked how you passed your physics test. give her an “honest” answer, but mentally affirm over and over again that you passed the test. review this moment. but if someone on this site asks you, for example, have you ever shifted, you can either safely ignore it, or say that you have already shifted a million times because you decided so
TIME
stop waiting. stop waiting for you to shift or enter the void state. stop waiting for your first lucid dream, sleep paralysis and astral projection. time doesn’t exist you already have your desires. if you notice that you are waiting for your manifestations, then immediately remind yourself that you already have everything you want! don't count the hours, days, weeks. there is only the eternal now and it is up to you to decide what you are thinking about at this moment
“i hope i enter the void before friday” >>> “wait a minute. so i already enter the void every night. i just need to close my eyes for two seconds and i immediately induce pure consciousness”
“i've been applying the law of assumption for a week now, but nothing has changed” >>> “what the hell week? i literally have lucid dreams my whole life and wake up in the void state, in sleep paralysis and the desired reality 5 times a night”
“if i persist for two weeks, i will finally shift to desired reality” >>> “goddess, i'm in my desired reality right now. i'm a master shifter. shifting is very easy. i'm already shifted”
“when will 3d reflect 4d?” >>> “3d has already reflected my 4d. 3d instantly shows me my desires. what is time lag? this is the first time i've heard of this”
if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for manifestation, immediately change this thought to a positive one. forget about waiting and worry. these feelings will not make your life better. forget about such nonsense as time lag
CIRCUMSTANCES
i know many of you may have difficult circumstances. but thinking about it you only complicate your life. your thoughts, assumptions and beliefs create your reality. please ignore 3d and your life will become much easier. know that people before you have succeeded in unbearable circumstances (poverty, abuse, death of loved ones, illness). they had doubts just like you, but they lived in the end and were persistent (+ this)
this doesn't mean you can't cry or be angry. no matter what you do, only what you think has power. give vent to your emotions, but be persistent in the fact that you have already succeeded. yes, it can be difficult and unusual, but you have to do it if you want to get rid of undesirable circumstances once and for all
do you have painful periods? cry, don’t hold back your tears, but insist that this is not so. be persistent in the fact that you have pain-free periods
are your abusive parents beating you again? scream and cry with anger, hit the pillow, but please ignore the 3d. repeat again and again that you are already in your desired reality, where you have loving parents
are you angry because all the housework is on you? no, no, convince yourself that you are not washing the floors right now. no, your useless brother does, and in the meanwhile you are enjoying a delicious cake
know that it is never too late to change negative thoughts to positive ones. even if two hours ago you reacted to 3d and cried bitterly, cursing your life, now you can decide that this did not happen. i don’t think i want to leave links to posts about revision for the third time. i hope you have already read them. in very emotional moments, try to remind yourself that your thoughts create your 3d reality
let the undesirable circumstances be a reminder that you already have everything you want. is the Internet not working? the Internet is fast at all times and everywhere, and besides, you've mastered the void. not enough money? not only are you rich, but you also shift easily and quickly
SUCCESS
please do not share your mini successes. did you have your first lucid dream? i’m sincerely happy for you, but don’t you dare write something like “today i realized i was in a dream!! i tried to create a portal, but it didn’t work out. next time i will undoubtedly enter a void.” honey, you just threw your mental diet in the trash
either you wait until you achieve the final goal (shifting, void), or you share your success without breaking the mental diet. “this morning i woke up in sleep paralysis. although it was predictable, i’m a master of sleep paralysis and void. why? because i decided so” or “in the evening i was lying on the couche and shifted to my desired reality, but i quickly came back. anyway, i can shift there again whenever i want, because it's not difficult for me”
DOUBTS
if you feel that you are being overcome by doubts, read loa posts, this post and all those posts to which i left links. i also recommend reading more success stories >>> @loasuccessarchive
know that people have succeeded in manifestation even though they often had doubts. but they continued to be persistent, thanks to which they shifted and entered the void state. if they could do it, so can you
EPILOGUE
this post is my first child. so i hope you read it from start to finish because the labor lasted a week if not more. i wish you good luck! i truly believe that you will begin to apply the law of assumption. are you aware that i have already decided that you have already sent me your success stories? there's no point in putting it off any longer, darlings! be persistent and i will be persistent in the assumption that you are successful <3
Remember to use all the tools and every unfair advantage you have to have fun !! Knowing about shifting/manifesting is THE CHEAT CODE. We already broke out of "the matrix" and we're functioning on Creator Mode, so why would you hold yourself back? Break all the rules and create new ones for yourself. Make the 'impossible' possible for yourself. Whatever desires you have right now, multiply their intensity and size by infinity. THINK BIGGER. By all means indulge yourself in all that you please. No one can stop you because you are quite literally GOD.
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After shifting so many times, how do I view existence?
Hello hello, my loveliest little sprouts. My hands are still injured, so I won't be able to go back to answering asks for a little longer. But I still felt like writing a little post. Some motivation or advice, as you might call it.
Because we all grow. Every single day. Today you are not the same person you were yesterday, and tomorrow you won't be the same person you were today. Similar, yes, but not 100% the same.
Whether you take that literally or figuratively.
Now, personally, I have the absolute privilege of living many, many lives, at the same time, throughout each other, mixing and matching, whatever I feel like. Which means that sometimes, 1 day has passed here, but 6 lifetimes have passed for me.
Because of that, growth can appear differently, faster, sometimes, but definitely not always.
If I compare myself to who I used to be before I started shifting, and who I became once I figured it out, I am not even close to that person.
The beauty of learning, and growing, is that you're never done. There are always more perspectives, always more views, more things to experience.
So I am not who I was years ago, but in another couple of years, I won't be who I am right now, isn't that exciting?
After so much growing, I have gotten to a point where life is not controlling me, instead, I am floating in this river of an existence, and rather than fighting the current, I am letting it take me exactly where I need to go. We're taking a left? Fun! The water is colder? It will warm back up! I have to swim a little to get back into the flow? I can do that.
I used to fight so incredibly hard against everything around me. Why me? How can I stop this? How can I go against this? I'd get the biggest dopamine hit from anything fun, and the biggest lows from anything that I disliked.
Right now I have gotten to a point where I'm simply here for the experience. I realised that the only one who gives meaning to literally anything in life is me. I'm the one who decides something is fun, and I'm the one who decides something isn't.
My hands getting injured sucks, and obviously that's not something I like. But it's just an experience. It has no meaning until I decide that I do not align with it and it makes me unhappy. These injuries aren't any more meaningful, or impactful, than me getting a huge cup of coffee is. And therefore, I am not making either one of those more or less important than the other.
When something happens that I don't like, I acknowledge I do not appreciate it, and move on. If something happens that I love, I feel grateful, happy, and the world still keeps spinning. I do not value one above the other, but I have learned how to attract one and let go of the other, simply by not letting it ruin my life.
Life, to me, really is not that deep anymore. I constantly attract pretty much anything. Smaller things, bigger things, anything in between. I think about something, someone brings it up, someone gets it for me, someone asks me if I want it. And things I do not want? I have learned more or less how to stop expecting the worst. And in cases it does happen, I have learned how to accept it and roll with it, rather than try and fight that current that will ultimately let my float right past the issue sooner or later.
This does not mean that sometimes, I won't feel depressed, angry or sad. But it's a captured moment, not something that controls me. Feeling is not a bad thing, it's not going to stop you from getting the things you want. Unless you decide that it will.
All of this leads back to shifting, and existing in general. Because really nothing is that deep, until you decide you want it to be. It has made me view the lives I live differently, and approach them in other ways as well. Sometimes I'll purpose pick things that might not be too fun, but will give me the most satisfying and happy ending ever. Sometimes I'll go for pure joy, or the most random experiences. Why not be a fish? Or an atom? Or a cloud, floating in the sky.
This life is not special. It's just one experience, out of so many. Out of an infinity of lives, and an infinity of time. And sure, it might feel like a lot, but that too, is a choice. And to me, the freedom that came with letting go of that huge pressure and sense of doom, truly brought me to a new level of shifting and manifesting.
It's not something you have to figure out in 1 day. It's not even something you have to figure out in this life. But I hope someone reads this, and allows their shoulders to relax, their jaw to unclench, and takes a deep breath for the first time today.
Stop giving yourself reasons as to why you don't have it
The second you decide it’s yours, it’s already set in stone. If you can picture yourself having it, it's literally already inside you. The 3D and 4Dimagination and real life ain't even separate like that. They’re both the exact same vibe happening in your head right now. You’re the only one picking which one actually counts as real. Nobody else makes that call but you. You got your desire the exact second you assume you do the only reason you think you don't is because you start overthinking and giving yourself excuses as to why you're lacking.
And if you get hit with random intrusive or negative thoughts, just let them sit there remember you're literally just watching them pass by. They have zero power, mean absolutely nothing, and can't do shit to you unless you decide to give them clout. At the end of the day, you’re the main character and the operant power, period. Sometimes the vibe just feels dead or weird shit pops up in your head that you don't rock with, but that doesn't mean you're not already that person who has their desire. It literally means nothing. Whenever you start spiraling, tap in and ask yourself: who am I even being right now? What kind of power am I giving to these thoughts, feelings, doubts, or this moment? Who is telling me I don't have it right now? There is no distance between you and the version of you living your best life. It's all right there in your head, right now.
Spin back to your new story no matter what pops up, no matter how you feel, and no matter what's going through your head. You are the cheat code. The second you call it real, it's real. You are always the origin point for everything it all comes straight from you. Your daily life is just a live replay, a physical projection of your mindset and whatever you're allowing and accepting as fact.
Again: the second you assume you've got your desire, it’s a done deal. Nothing and nobody outside of you is saying you don't have it that's literally just you playing yourself. So stop looking for excuses about why you don't have it or why you need to do extra, and remind yourself: "I am that person right now. I have it right now," period.
There’s nothing else to do, and if you feel like you gotta do more, that’s just your ego talking mad noise. Why would you need to do extra work when you already decided you’re the one living that life right now? Every infinite version of you already exists inside you. Remember, you got it right now. So if you ever start spiraling, just lock back into your new story and stand ten toes down on it.
dude i hate misunderstanding tone and who that sassy remark was directed towards likeee i totally dgaf but secretly i do icl.. and im not gonna ask, im just kinda freaking out cause it could have 2 totally different meanings if it was meant to be towards either me or other people and you werent being clear enough, also im probably too sensitive 👀 but who cares im still gonna keep spitting my shit whether it is an idiotic rambly rant or an actual good quality post because im not always going to drop a shakespearean piece of literature from a place of intellectual wisdom everyday on this silly app and sometimes im just a complete fool who needs to just say absolute bullshit and get it out of my system. im not wrong. its okay to be a fool sometimes.
the answer is a bit more complicated than yes or no. while it's technically no, i never seen my dr, it's also yes at the same time. of course i have shifted, i am an infinite soul and i have always existed, even before i was born. i existed in other realities, i experienced a lot. but i believe i one day decided to shift to this reality, my cr, and completely erase all my memories i have ever experienced. sometimes being infinite and immortal gets too much so i must have wanted to start again on a clean slate and learn everything about reality all over again from the very beginning. of course i have shifted before, because this lifetime isn't the only one that has ever existed, i wasnt created for the first time in 2008, the physical birth of my physical body in this one reality doesn't hold all the weight of existence. i am much more than just this reality. it's not like i didn't exist before then. well time is an illusion anyway. i have always existed and apparently i have experienced things beyond my comprehension. i have no memories of any other realities, but that doesn't mean it never happened. and of course i have shifted because every change in your life is a shift. you can especially feel the change when you move houses or something big, because then your whole destiny changes. or even something small like watching a new movie, that also changes you. another big shift that didn't seem so big at the time, was when my future career goals changed suddenly. it looked like nothing changed, but i felt like a completely different person, and even the way i think has changed drastically. i absolutely shifted to a different timeline (but without changing my age or skipping over to where i already had the career). i shifted to a reality where my future will be different to what it would have been. im still confused about this next one but i think i minishifted before? when i unlocked my dr selfs inner monologue (internally i shifted) and when i was in a dream that suddenly felt really real. maybe? and every world event that happened, that's also a shift, and every time i felt the vibe in the air of this world change, that was also a shift. life just looked and felt different a decade ago. and just because i didn't skip over any days on the calendar and time has felt linear this whole time, it doesn't erase the validity of these experiences. they are all shifts. none of them were deliberate (full) shifts to my specific dr, so i do admit that i did not yet get what i wanted out of those whole shifting thing. but who knows what happened outside of this lifetime? there's a lot more beyond just this. we are infinite. we have always existed. so there's no need to invalidate my shifting experiences from beyond what i am aware of and can comprehend with this one human mind.
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ok so are we all done judging what other people do in their drs? morals are subjective and by that i mean adding lore to your drs that isnt fully sunshine and rainbows. and that lore just makes the most sense to their characterization (a lot of the main people in my dr are loosely based on fictional characters). unfortunately i feel very aware about the fact that i treat my dr like a fictional story that i am writing with ocs and whatever. (because i am...) but i can give myself credit for that, i am being creative. just because it's actually real doesn't mean im not putting in work to "create" the story. and i know it gets hard to separate the concept of it being a dr and the concept of it being a story you created or your daydreaming universe that you think about for emotional regulation/ coping mechanism/ projecting reasons. nobody bats an eye when people choose to shift to horror/apocalypse drs, if it's based on a movie that already exists. that's the excuse. (and why does that hold more weight anyway? because it's a movie in your cr? as if your cr is more valid.. 🤨) i have a dr i made myself and it's as good and happy as it can be but there's still a few negative personal stuff happening to a few people (it's just how it is.. it's lore.) it's what makes the most sense. sometimes i just know a truth about my dr without deliberately picking it, it's more like i randomly found out, or if i know the person already. and yes i totally chose that lore, but not because i wanted them to have problems. in fact, you don't "give" anybody problems, shifting to a reality where they have problems is actually just, choosing to see a specific version of their life. one of the many possibilities that exist. some possibilities are good, some are bad, but they are all equally valid. it's not a moral dilemma. it's already there, all you're doing is choosing what to observe. and i think i might be the only one who thinks other people actually care about what goes on in your own dr. i really hope im wrong. i hope everybody is minding their business. but anyways, stop villainizing people who choose to shift to non utopian realities. (treated like you're actively harming people when you're not) if i choose to see a version of somebody who had something bad happen to them, doesn't mean im the bad person who did that to them. not everyone is perfect in my dr, but i try to make it as happy as possible. i don't want to see them suffer, sometimes things aren't perfect and it isn't even my fault because i didn't do it and i also have no power in how things go, i only have the power to choose what to observe. if i didn't shift there, it is still happening anyway. everything is happening somewhere out there. and yes perfect realities where all 8B people are 100% happy, they exist. but not all of them are like that.
there's no doubt about it, shifting is my destiny. im never giving up, it's staying with me my entire life.
being a shifter is going to be the one constant in my life, its so important to who i fundamentally am. i was made for this, before i even knew what shifting was, it was still written in the stars. i spent my whole life inserting myself into every story somehow assuming that im going to one day visit these shows. i had no reason to believe that, and yet i still went about my whole life subconsciously knowing that i will experience it somehow.
now shifting is a part of me. the biggest part of me. if i needed one thing to carve onto my grave stone it would be "reality shifter" thats my main thing. thats the first word you would see in my biography. shifting to all my drs is my no. 1 goal. i will never not be a shifter.
shifting for the first time would probably feel like a colour blind person who can only see black and white dedicating their whole lives to studying colour but they can't fully understand colour without experiencing it, and then one day they are able to see all the colours
sure i spent 3 years meticulously studying shifting but i don't think there's much left for me to learn. nothing i need anyway. only next step is experience.. there's no amount of studying that can replace experience. shifting is irreplaceable, it's a priceless activity.
i spent almost my entire life being really nostalgic and yearning for the past and yeah i totally get it but now i have gone the opposite direction. im really excited for the future. it used to be really bad, contemplating s****de at just the anticipation of being 18 and everyone asking me about my future. really big irrational fear of that, i wonder if i changed my career goals just because it's less scary to talk about this one. nah idk. but i avoided the issue successfully.
i don't think i have a single dr that isnt set before 2017. my main one is in the 70s and a good majority of them in the 20th century or at least before my birth year 2008. so that says something about my yearning for the past. no im not gonna do anything about that, im just reconsidering the whole nostalgia thing. im not really into it anymore.
i recently started unpacking some heavy trauma that i buried deep from my childhood and i only now realise how bad it was and the issues i dealt with. i always looked at my childhood with rose coloured glasses and i thought i had it so good and i really missed it. really i just missed playing with toys, having an imagination, being happy, having somewhat less stress etc. i plan to reignite that asap, anyone can have that childlike wonder. there was a massive void in my heart in my entire teenage years, so naturally i missed childhood. btw, that part of you never dies, you will always be a kid who just grows up, that's what i think. as soon as i turned 13 i lost something. i don't know what it was. that emptiness in me lasted until.. maybe 17 idrk.
the biggest reason i romanticized my childhood is because my child self also romanticized it. i was just so strong, this little baby blocked out everything going on around her. im not even sure what it was (probably money/ poverty mostly?) but there was constantly some problem in the background but i spent the entire time in my own imagination, escaping all of it, creating stories, playing with toys, thinking about characters, in every situation i was dragged into. nobody sheltered me from it! I'm going to make sure my future kids if i have any, never have to hear any arguments, scarcity issues, money/taxes, and keep their innocence for longer. yes escapism maladaptive daydreaming coping mechanism, all that jazz. that has been there my entire life and i don't know what i would do without it. it genuinely saved me so i don't believe my coping mechanism is bad in any way. outside life is extremely boring and mundane and i always preferred imagination.
i was so scared of turning 18 but now im really glad i did. i see my future and it's bright. i feel more free. im going to move out a year from now and im going to do things i never let myself do. im going to be my own parent and im going to treat myself so well and i know just what i need to heal. i love that i know myself that well.
i really thought the past was better than it actually was. as a kid, i created magic out of nothing, i was really resourceful, so i helped myself. i always thought i had a normal life and relationship with my parents and home life and school life, i didn't notice anything really. i entertained and distracted myself. i thought there was something wrong with me and thats why kids and adults hated me. for being an immigrant, or autistic, or selectively mute (at first, i didnt know any english, then eventually i just refused to speak for a while), or a self proclaimed weird kid, or some other mysterious reason that makes me instantly unlikable and unapproachable that i still cannot pinpoint. mannerisms? my ever so slightly tan skin colour? (<- thats what i believed it was back then) unpronounceable last name? or could they just smell the autism on me from a mile away? i always felt constantly stared at with hatred, or treated unfairly and differently.
not gonna get into the whole parent thing, it's complicated. just they were emotionally distant and i find it difficult to tell them my problems or feelings. i hide everything. sometimes its worse and they put lots of pressure on me. but the other thing is, i remembered the way i used to play with my dolls. really violent, disgusting, gory, gruesome, neglectful, abusive and also weirdly sexual? it says a lot. i was young, thinking about stuff i shouldnt have, but i dont know where that came from. in a book, this kid did something similar with her toys but she was abused, i wasnt. i want to do some research about trauma and how that manifests into the stories of kids toys. it's interesting to think about, and even at 14 i used to struggle with awful gruesome intrusive thoughts and visions. for context, (something i do not want to share online but i will anyway) hypersexual thoughts. got worse as a teen but these thoughts started when i was 4 years old. i wish i had my innocence for longer and nobody told me what sex was. i dont even remember asking, thats how young i was, i must have been a toddler. is this neglect? grooming? i knew much more than i should have at that age. thats why i was constantly undressing my dolls and horizontally stacking them on one another. 🤔🤷♀️ yeah that's probably tmi. it's not even the worst part. not telling every detail of that.
i completely went off on a tangent but my original point was, i am so over this whole nostalgia thing. it was a false illusion i created in my head. i much prefer imagining the future or possibilities and experiences i will have. yes i prefer the way things looked back then and how everything was colourful and climate was better. that doesn't mean i want to relive any of that, no you couldn't pay me.
be both the interviewer and the interviewee. one affirmation being a question and an answer.
"are you in your dr? yes im in my dr."
"is your name [dr name]? yes my name is [dr name]"
"are you really beautiful? yes im beautiful"
"does your s/o or sp love you? yes my sp loves me"
"are you really rich? yes im sooo rich"
"arent you the best master shifter? yesss im such a good master shifter"
"are you so smart and do you get really good grades? yess im the smartest person ever and i always get such good grades with no effort!!"
"did you get accepted into your dream college, with a scholarship too? yess i got accepted! and yes i got a scholarship, im so excited!"
"are you really successful? yes im so successful and i have so many achievements and i feel so fulfilled!"
"how's your social life? i have so many friends and everyone loves me and it's so easy to talk to people and they constantly invite me to hang out! im really close with my best friends :)"
"do you have your dream body? yess i do. i weigh _ which is what i always wanted, and i finally look how i want and im so happy with my body now! it's exactly identical to my desired body."
"do you have your dream wardrobe? yess i found the exact clothes i always wanted and i could easily afford them! im so lucky the thrift gods are forever in my favour!"
ok you get the gist !! it's just another creative sentence structure for affirmations you could try instead of the original: "i am rich" or askfirmations: "why am i so rich?" and i find it much easier to focus on this pretend interview for affirmations. if you want, pretend jimmy fallon or some paparazzi with a microphone is asking you these 😂
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ok dude i am lowkey so tired of everything in my entire life, including trying to convince other souls the truth that i know for a fact is truth and it's really hard to find it in me to do so while going through extreme mental health issues which i have convinced myself were on and off but idek anymore maybe it's my whole life leading to this moment. i just hate the feeling of never being able to finish what i am writing and now i have 276 drafts piled up because they are just so unfinished and imperfect and it feels like im always writing but never posting and ugh all of this is so unserious like nothing matters fr. its like trying to fill a colander with water lately. and who actually fucking cares? i think my whole life i have put extreme amounts of effort into things that don't even matter. ughhh this is too much
not surprising but shifting to my dr is more important to me than anything else that exists, that is my home and i feel so lost being anywhere else.
yeah idek id rather just post this right now and get it out of the way, because all of my fucking posts that i started writing have somehow ended up unfinished and abandoned somewhere in my drafts and like why am i making such a big deal out of this? and im not saying everything and i will not. there's loads i don't say. just gonna post and say it is what it is. i think i sorta hit rock bottom again question mark?? that was possibly the worst week of my entire life and i have gone through so many ups and downs and mood swings and episodes and omfg..
so maybe.. how about i try fixing my entire life in one night? being loa i know that i can heal depression and anything at all, instantly because anything is possible with no limits so im gonna go do that :) i have tried and failed to meditate multiple times these last few days and what i mean by that is i keep getting distracted and doing some random thing or going to sleep with frequency audios and none of those are bad it just wasn't my intention. i want to like actively participate in meditation and become aware of my mental state. and even my brain is just a 3D thing and isn't me it isn't my true pure consciousness self so yeah. and the first half of the post was written earlier today so i have no idea what i was feeling at that moment and what my intentions were, but i decided to no longer care about these things anymore. i feel like spring and autumn are kinda better and happier than summer maybe? i have always been a "summer is the best season" truther but summer has hit me with some really bad depression for 5 or more years in a row so i think i need to rethink that. yeah im gonna go now, this post was really random but it always helps because my very first post on here i was scared shitless so i just spoke about the actual idea of posting and how it scared me so much. turns out i have not actually healed that fear, i still feel like every post i make needs to be perfect and a work of literature and yeah i really need to loosen up fr.
