"the mental imagine of you i get sometimes is a girl who blends with the heartbeat and melody of the world, who wants nothing more than to to flow to its tune and explore its branching intricacies"
pfp is vita, a character by @the-return-of-yagamimi !
💬 6 🔁 2 ❤️ 3 · hmm today i will make a pinned post with all tags that i use frequently and a description of them for personal reference
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a friend found my old pinned post and i'll make this one look good at someee point
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everyone needs to hear about the situation in india right now. the youth of this nation are going through hell and back to protect the foundations that our country was built on in the first place, while the adults who are supposed to actually be in charge try to silence our voices.
NEET, which is an exam taken by millions of students per year and is the ONLY gateway for medical admissions across the country, had its papers leaked. so many took their lives because this exam meant everything for their future. and NTA, the agency who conducts this exam, was not held accountable.
there was national backlash. cockroach janta party (initially a satirical political party formed by abhijeet dipke in retaliation to the remarks of the chief justice of india calling the youth "cockroaches" and "parasites of society") started protests at jantar mantar, demanding the resignation of the union education minister, dharmendra pradhan. the movement also asked for ten million inr (~100,000 usd) in compensation for the families of students who died by suicide and wanted NTA be held accountable.
sonam wangchuk, a climate activist and education reformer, also went on a hunger strike at jantar mantar to protest against this corruption in india's higher education system. his fast began on june 28, demanding the resignation of the union education minister. his fast lasted for 20 days until delhi police FORCIBLY removed him and admitted him to safdarjung hospital on july 18.
because of this, cockroach janta party announced "chalo sansad," a march to the parliament beginning on june 20th, 9:00 am ist. but the police seems to be responding with water cannons, mobile jammers, and baton charge. all of this, because of a peaceful protest led by people no older than 30.
and yet there has been absolutely no indian media coverage about a movement that spans the entirety of this nation. so, please, if you see this, keep talking about us. we will not let those old bastards stoop any lower than they've already had. we will not let them ruin our country any further. we will not be silenced
People across all classes and ethnicities seem to lack a genuine sense of curiosity or interest in women's lived experiences. Few people want to know what it feels like to be a professional woman in any field. Even in fiction, there are very few opportunities for women to be whoever they want to be.
For example, hardly anyone wants to read about the daily life of a single mother raising a quirky child, while we can find plenty of manga and comics about single fathers, both gay and straight.
Even many women seem more interested in imagining the experiences of male protagonists than exploring the perspectives of women whose lives differ from their own.
ignoring everything the pandemic response specialists were saying was good for the economy tho. State governors and federal agencies with no medical experience and no economics education told us so
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look i WISH more horror movies were just the directors thinly disguised fetish. instead we got all these horror movies that are just undisguised reflections of culturally hegemonic values and anxieties. like if we got some weird fetishes up in here it would probably add some variety thats all im saying.
In 2D art I like to show how darker skin tones seem to reflect more light in a scene/show the colors of lighting more than lighter skin tones do. This is pretty easy to do when blending colors. But I was wondering how this same effect can be achieved with 3D character modelling? I'm trying to learn low-poly modelling for gamedev and I've tried messing with various properties like specularity, roughness, and metallic, but the materials always just end up looking wet or something to me. I remember in an answer to an earlier ask you said you're not familiar with 3D modeling techniques but I'm super curious if any of your artist followers have tips!
There's a person on here who posts their 3D modeling of their Black fantasy character with white locs and it's killing me because I wanna direct you to them but I can NOT remember their blog name. Y'all know who I'm talking about! We gotta find em and tag em!
So the aforementioned blog is @yagamimi-string, but I think my other character Vita will be a better example of how I portray lighting on darker skin, keeping in mind that I'm going for a retro style - it's not perfect but it gets the point across. Though, this style is specific to the version of Blender I use (2.79) and I wouldn't know how to replicate it in anything else, but hopefully this helps anyway
(Had to upload it to YouTube because Tumblr is stupid about videos)
ngl spent a long time telling myself that estrogen won't fully give me the body I want and I should make piece with myself but now I have like DD cup tits and it's making me greedy
There are SIX questions total in reblogs, the end will be marked by large green text. If you don’t see all six, check reblogs and grab the version with the ending note.
1/6 - Do you identify as some flavor of white?
White
Non-white
Only considered white outside of imperial core
Insecure Mixed Person externalizing my family racial issues here
Voting ended onJul 22
Answers amended from the 2025 census based on feedback. If you’re mixed, choose what feels right to you I’m not here to do phrenology or paper bag test you but don’t make it my problem either. When in doubt, ask yourself: would the whites kill you too in the race war?
This census is US-centric because so is tumblr, unfortunately. This poll is also starting with a heavy Black/racialized bias due to my personal followers. The main point of this census is to see how white-dominant the site is currently compared to prior years, as well
For the purpose of this census, Imperial Core will be defined as the following: United States, Canada, Australia, Aotearoa, basically all of Western Europe, Japan, and Israel. If you want to argue about any of these designations, too bad maybe they should stop colonizing.
Otherwise cultural gender (please share I wanna know!!)
Other not listed
Cisgender
Voting ended onJul 22
Note for clarification:
*For those who don’t know, TMA means transmisogyny affected (such as trans women, some non-binary people, etc.) whereas TME means transmisogyny exempt (Cis men, cis women, transmasculine individuals, etc). If you want to ask for clarification for which applies to you for the purposes of this poll, feel free to ask and I’ll try to reply, but if you try to argue or quibble about the terms themselves, I’ll block you.
6/6! How many TMA* (Transfemme, some non-binary, etc.) people would *actually* call YOU their friend?
I’m TME, 0
I’m TME, 1-2
I’m TME, 1-2 but I have <8 friends
I’m TME, 3-6
I’m TME, 7+
I’m TMA, 0
I’m TMA, 1-2
I’m TMA, 1-2 but I have <8 friends
I’m TMA, 3-6
I’m TMA, 7+
I have less than 3 friends total
Voting ended onJul 22
*For those who don’t know, TMA means transmisogyny affected (such as trans women, some non-binary people, etc.) whereas TME means transmisogyny exempt (Cis men, cis women, transmasculine individuals, etc). If you want to ask for clarification for which applies to you for the purposes of this poll, feel free to ask and I’ll try to reply, but if you try to argue or quibble about the terms themselves, I’ll block you.
THIS IS THE END! Please reblog for bigger sample pool 💖🙏🏽
Thank y'all for answering, and a special thank you to @aceynk for doing the math on the last two questions. Please keep in mind, this is not a captive poll so not everyone answers every question, meaning that as we progress the number of responders decreases. This is obviously not authoritative, its a fucking tumblr poll, but it has a big enough response pool to be decently representative when comparing consistency with last year.
This poll was done with a positive bias for Black, nonwhite, and transfeminine (TMA) responders due to my initial follower pool, meaning these groups are initially represented comparatively more than other groups regardless of their population density on the site. Take this into consideration when viewing the below information.
Question one, "are you some flavor of white?" garnered 22,110 responses, over twice the 2025 survey results but slightly less than the 2024 survey.
Tumblr is 78.5% white this year, a small 0.3% increase from last year. Nonwhite dropped from 16.1% to 13.5%, but this can be accounted for in part by the addition of the "only considered white outside of imperial core" option and a 0.6% increase in people choosing the "mixed" category, from 4.8% to 5.4%.
Question two, "so is you Black?" garnered 19,013 responses.
Tumblr is 3.9% Black this year, whereas last year it was 6% Black. The category for "willingly identifies primarily as Mixed rather than Black" was split out into "Mixed" and "Only considered Black outside my own country", splitting last year's 1.4% to 1% Mixed and 0.3% "Black abroad" (no good way to shorten it lol).
Question three, "are you trans?", garnered 18,755 responses.
The major change in this year's question was splitting the non-binary category into TMA and TME, as there are significant cultural differences that change how each group marks their primary identity. I will elaborate about this at the bottom of this post in FAQS* - Additionally, I'd like to note that this year 78 people responded as being Two-Spirit and 28 as having some kind of culturally-specific gender. I'm glad y'all are here :)
Last year, Non-binary/Genderfluid as a singular unit was 25% of responders. After splitting it to be better culturally representative, we can determine that TMA individuals made up at least 23.1% of responders. Transfemme alone increased from 21.6% to 27%, Transmasc alone decreased from 20.4% to 13.1%, "Non-binary but not trans" increased from 5.6% to 6.5%, Agender had a small increase from 5.6% to 5.8%, Two-Spirit decreased from 0.6% to 0.4%, "Cultural Gender" decreased from 0.3% to 0.1%, "Other" decreased from 3.5% to 2.8%, and "Cisgender" increased from 17.4% to 20.7%.
Question four, "are you currently inside or outside the Imperial Core?", garnered 18,244 responses.
Tumblr is at minimum 6.7% people from the Periphery/Semi-Periphery, with 3.6% living in a Periphery country and 3.1% living in a Semi-Periphery country. 1.5% of responders said their current situation is complicated and they couldn't claim a specific place. 91.9% Imperial Core residents, with 1.5% of that being immigrants from Periphery or Semi-Periphery countries. This question is new this year, so I have nothing prior to compare it to.
The format of questions five and six will be slightly different due to functionally having two question sets in each. Numbers in [these] next to current numbers are last year's numbers. I will not compare last year and this year because I changed the way I asked it this year to account for people having few friends, as 1-2 out of 8 and 1-2 out of a couple dozen are wildly different percentages of total friend group.
Question five, "How many Black friends do you have?", garnered 17,595 responses.
Non-Black responses (pop. 15495):
24.98% (3871 responses) said they have 0 Black friends.
36.08% (5591 responses) said they have 1-2 Black friends.
17.12% (2653 responses) said they have 1-2 Black friends, but less than 8 friends total.
18.4% (2851 responses) said they have 3-6 Black friends.
3.41% (529 responses) said they have 7+ Black friends.
Which means that 78.2% (12115) of non-Black responses voted as having less-than-or-equal-to 2 Black friends.
Black responses (pop. 703):
8.25% (58 responses) said they have 0 Black friends.
18.78% (132 responses) said they have 1-2 Black friends.
24.18% (170 responses) said they have 1-2 Black friends, but less than 8 friends total.
24.18% (170 responses) said they have 3-6 Black friends.
24.61% (173 responses) said they have 7+ Black friends.
Which means that 51.21% (360) of Black responses voted as having less-than-or-equal-to 2 Black friends.
Question six, "How many TMA* (Transfemme, some non-binary, etc.) friends do you have?", garnered 16,693 responses.
TME Responses (pop. 9860)
13.17% (1299 responses) said they have 0 TMA friends.
25.63% (2527 responses) said they have 1-2 TMA friends.
17.57% (1732 responses) said they have 1-2 TMA friends, but less than 8 friends total.
29.79% (2937 responses) said they have 3-6 TMA friends.
13.84% (1365 responses) said they have 7+ TMA friends.
Which means that 56.37% (5558) of TME responses voted as having less-than-or-equal-to 2 TMA friends.
TMA Responses (pop. 5461)
5.6% (306 responses) said they have 0 TMA friends.
9.14% (499 responses) said they have 1-2 TMA friends.
11.77% (643 responses) said they have 1-2 TMA friends, but less than 8 friends total.
28.77% (1571 responses) said they have 3-6 TMA friends.
44.72% (2442 responses) said they have 7+ TMA friends.
Which means that 26.51% (1448) of TMA responses voted as having less-than-or-equal-to 2 TMA friends.
Last year, 11.9%/11.4% of responders reported they had less than 3 friends total. This year, only 7.9%/8.2% did. I'm proud of y'all for going out and making friends.
FAQS (below cut)
*Why the TMA/TME non-binary disparity?
Explicit cultural differences in how those affected by transmisogyny are treated and have to live their lives in order to survive leading many TMA people who would otherwise predominantly identify as non-binary to predominantly identify as transfeminine, often as a form of class solidarity.
To use myself as an example, I would describe my gender as primarily a TMA genderfluid non-binary, I use Fae/They pronouns, and I *generally* only allow other Black people to use she/her for me. However, to both the world at large and the systems that oppress us, I am functionally a trans woman even though I do not identify as a woman. I am discriminated against as a trans woman, I commune as a trans woman, I find solidarity with other trans women, and I'll die as a trans woman, even if my ACTUAL gender is more complex than that.
Beyond that, TME individuals (trans or cis) WILL use our non-binary-ness to erase our transfemininity, to further other us either in derision or in a misplaced attempt to make us "one of the GOOD ones", so many TMA non-binary people solely present as trans women to all but other trans women, or close circles, because being misgendered into being a woman - whether we are or not - is better to us than being misgendered into a man, or worse, a "man in a dress".
So while I, on my own poll that I know is safe, mark myself as TMA non-binary, others that don't know me and don't know my intent with this will more often mark "Transfemme" because I am not someone they know, and even if answers are anonymous, it still means they can't be made back into a man or have their transfemininity stripped from them if they solely claim transfemme publicly.
But what about transmasculine non-binary people?
That's not my lived experience so I can't say authoritatively, but I've met a lot of transmasculine nonbinary folks, in particular over the last year (Tumblr, other social media, and IRL), who have seen a surge in anti-feminism and Men's Rights Activism in transmasculine spaces and behaviors that have made them feel deeply uncomfortable/unsafe to be associated with or in community with them. As a result, they've stopped identifying as non-binary trans men or even as trans men at all explicitly to revoke community/solidarity with those they see as betraying the rest of the community by going further right/fascist in a response to the *gestures at everything* happening right now.
If it was just a handful I'd be willing to say its just a small amount of y'all but like.. it's not. I started seeing it happen around 2022 and I've been seeing/hearing more of y'all do it the more vocal that TMRA/Transandrobro types get. I also think that this is represented in part in question three's transmasc results compared to last year - I have a LOT of transmasculine followers and moots so for it to drop as much as it did is Notable, but I think that it can be, in part, accounted for in more of y'all out-and-out identifying as predominantly non-binary vs. trans man/transmasculine year by year as things get worse.
But again, I'm not transmasculine, I'm not in y'all's support groups or discord servers talking about this stuff in-group. This is just my best guesstimate.
Why are you so mean to Mixed people? :c
So I'm Mixed too, specifically Black-white mixed. Every year I do this census and other white-mixed people specifically (beyond legitimate questions) are by far the whiniest and most annoying group I have to deal with for this week-long tribulation. Every year y'all force your racial insecurity and family trauma and fear of abandonment/rejection on me and any other racialized people that say something in response to you, and show exactly why mixed folks, especially white-mixed folk, have the reputation we do.
Bestie all you have to do is not make other racialized people your free therapists about your racial issues/make them have to comfort you about your own insecurity, act like you belong with other racialized people because you fucking do, and you'll usually be fine. The issue is almost wholly on you - some monoracial people will always be freaks about us but let me tell you its usually not gonna be the racialized ones wanting to euthanize or lynch us for being "tainted" or some shit.
I'm mean because you show up trying to make us fix your problems and reassure you without our consent every damn year and then get up ya own ass over us not simply giving you our time and energy when we ain't even know you. Don't be on some cracker shit and you ain't gon get treated like a cracker, simple as.
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I wish I was better about paying attention to channel names because I did watch a video a while back and this was basically the whole video summed up. Like, everyone knows Light was an arrogant fool who sewed the seeds of his own destruction but his solution to the societal problems he lamented about in the first chapter was literally something only the juvenile son of a cop could have come up with.
To Light, Crime was the source of society's "Rot." And his philosophy on what constituted "crime" was basically about normal-ass people who were willing to break the law. you know, the laws Cops enforce.
It also explains why he's indiscriminate rather than surgical. Because of his own biases, he never stops to consider the flaws in the methods of who gets arrested, or how that never actually seems to have an impact on Crime Rates tm. Cops (like Light) simply see this as evidence that they're not arresting enough people! That they're not going far enough! And these are the values our protagonist was raised with. A surgical strike would let Real Criminals off the hook, while targeting people who, yes, may be more evil by orders of magnitude, but they do it in a LEGAL way!
I don't think the story ever consciously addresses this. The Watsonian explanation for that would be that we don't really get to see exactly WHAT values Light's dad instills in his children - he's a major character, but Light spends far more time putting him on a pedestal than actually engaging with him. A couple Doylist explanations might be either that Ohba didn't condone Light's actions, and considered an outside exploration of his motivations to be either uninteresting to explore, or perhaps too much of a challenge to pull off in a story that so heavily revolves around the protagonist's inner monologue. I think it's far more likely, though, that this wasn't intentional - Light's dad was a cop so that he could be on the Kira taskforce and we could get the drama of Light being hunted by his own father, and the blind spots that created for both characters. Knowing the story, and how these characters are used, I find it hard to believe there were intentional ramifications beyond that. But that doesn't change the fact that they're there, and more than anything it serves as an explanation for why Light was the way he was.
Corollary: the Netflix adaptation that moved the action to America could've been so fucking good but they were too cowardly to write an actual exploration of how Light is basically a school shooter
The idea of a popular teenage subculture where girl & boys pretty much all dress the same feels impossible now but for a while it was reality and it was beautiful.
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