welcome to my blog! i'm kelly (she/they), and on here i post about pretty much everything i like. look below the cut for more :3
more about me...
i'm autistic and a lesbian. i’m cuban american (as in my parents are both born and raised in cuba and i was born in the US), so i speak spanish! i like to write and draw as well!
current hyperfixation: criminal minds (especially jj)
other interests: the mcu (loki <3), sitcoms, buffy the vampire slayer, fortnite, minecraft, atla, scream, the pitt, coldplay, imagine dragons, twenty one pilots, and onerepublic. i love hermitcraft, but i'm behind by about a year. i also like kpop ggs, but i won't really post much about that here.
links...
sideblogs: @jareaukiart (my art is reblogged there), @doodlingseals (seal doodles)
twitter: jareauki
ao3: jareauki
art fight: kellbee
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so i wrote a fic about jj in some of her final days as liaison fixating on a very personal case she was forced to sideline. primarily about jj of course, but there's also some jemily and i leaned into exploring her relationship with hotch too. if you like jj you'll like it (i hope)!!!
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the beginning of season 8 of frasier is such emotional whiplash for a niles enjoyer. i feel such joy watching niles feel so happy but then mel starts torturing him and its so deeply upsetting :(
i often see people saying they want jj to be unit chief and it’s like. yeah. i get it in a way. she could do the job, she has the skills, and it would be fun to see. but there are three main reasons why i don’t think she ever would. 1) emily already does a fantastic job and won’t be leaving any time soon. 2) jj did that for a second there. sure, the circumstances were bad. but i don’t know how much she wanted that role even if the circumstances had been normal. and what, to me, is the kicker: 3) she did move to new orleans to lead the field office there, and nearly immediately came back to her same role in the bau. yeah i think she’s more than okay with being where she’s at.
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i often see people saying they want jj to be unit chief and it’s like. yeah. i get it in a way. she could do the job, she has the skills, and it would be fun to see. but there are three main reasons why i don’t think she ever would. 1) emily already does a fantastic job and won’t be leaving any time soon. 2) jj did that for a second there. sure, the circumstances were bad. but i don’t know how much she wanted that role even if the circumstances had been normal. and what, to me, is the kicker: 3) she did move to new orleans to lead the field office there, and nearly immediately came back to her same role in the bau. yeah i think she’s more than okay with being where she’s at.
Yes! And not to hijack your post (sorry) but I also think it's notable that whenever the team splits off to work on two cases at a time, JJ and Emily are nearly always on different teams. I always assumed that was related to the leadership thing too. Like a) Emily tapped JJ to take over the BAU and Evolution reminded us of that in s16 so it's clearly not something they've forgotten and b) she's the only SSA on the team not currently in a leadership position who actually has leadership experience from her time as interim unit chief, then as SAC in New Orleans. And we've seen her run several tactical operations in the field when Emily isn't there in Evolution too, she's clearly very competent at it and comfortable slipping into that role. So I feel like it's one of those things where she'll step in if she has to but would rather not have it be her every day reality. And that's fine!
i often see people saying they want jj to be unit chief and it’s like. yeah. i get it in a way. she could do the job, she has the skills, and it would be fun to see. but there are three main reasons why i don’t think she ever would. 1) emily already does a fantastic job and won’t be leaving any time soon. 2) jj did that for a second there. sure, the circumstances were bad. but i don’t know how much she wanted that role even if the circumstances had been normal. and what, to me, is the kicker: 3) she did move to new orleans to lead the field office there, and nearly immediately came back to her same role in the bau. yeah i think she’s more than okay with being where she’s at.
i think i said something about this on here earlier this season, (and forgive me for the shitty metaphor) but sometimes, with jj, it feels like this show’s writers have her in their toolbox and she’s like a swiss army knife with like a bunch of interesting things she could do. but they keep using the same like two attachments over and over. and like, it works, but sometimes other ones would work better and create an even more interesting situation. but they use the same one again. and then you wonder. have they forgotten she has a lot more they can pull from her to use?
okay, i’ve dilly dallyed on it enough. here are my final thoughts on season 19.
tl;dr: weak season, strong episodes. massive fumble of luke, penelope, and garvez as a ship. they could have utilized jj a lot better too.
as for the finale itself: the highlight of it was holly voit. ally nordhal did such a fantastic job! and honestly, i found the father daughter relationship between her and voit really moving. which really says something because voit never really moved me at all.
as for the season in general: i can’t help but think of this as a fumble. lots of strong standalone episodes, but not good with the overarching stories. (warning: nuanced thoughts below this point).
i went into this excited to see luke have a spotlight on him. we started off really strong with that! but then it dwindled, and he never really took the spotlight again until the ONE (good!) scene in the finale. maybe that’s on me because i invented a way this season would go for him in my head, but i couldn’t help but feel disappointed. the same happened with penelope. her situation should have caused a bit more of a problem for her than it did. i would have loved to see her navigate that weirdness amongst the team (as much as it was realistic that no one was really mad at her, but i feel like they could have had complex feelings about it). and, of course, i was disappointed about garvez. there was such an opening here to go somewhere with that again, and they just didn’t? even with penelope being the only person that knew anything was going on with luke for a while? i just don’t get it.
and here’s the take that made me not say a word about this show for a week, and i have to preface this: jj is my favorite character. undoubtedly i love her more than everyone else. i will take any content of her, but i will complain if it’s not done right.
going into this season, i expected jj to be very secondary. i knew she was going to have her situation with henry leaving, but i thought that would be a lot more in the background compared to luke and penelope. i expected the bulk of her emotionally moving moments to be with luke given that his whole situation revolved around suicide and jj knows that personally. i thought her primary role would be that. instead, it slowly became that luke’s primary role this season was to support jj. and this could have worked if they had done it right and made it so luke was distracting himself or finding something to live for again through helping her with her kids.
and this issue might be slightly pettier, but i still have to take issue with it. jj has always been the type of character where she always gives me something big to think about and feel, even in small, seemingly insignificant moments. that’s a big part of what i love about her! and aj is fantastic at playing all of those (and nothing i will say here is criticism of aj, she played everything this season insanely well as per usual)!
i think the big, moving moments about henry going to college were done way too frequently for it to have an impact on me at the end. which sucks, because that is a massive part of jj’s life, but it felt like we were told how she felt about it entirely too much. and i think that’s my main problem with it. i don’t really like being told how characters feel. and yeah, jj is a lot more open about how she feels about her boys than anything else in her life, so it is kind of natural that we would be told, but in that case, we shouldn’t have been told so much. it just lost it’s impact for me by the end, and it made me really sad to see something going on with jj right in front of me and for it to not have an impact. maybe when i rewatch without this disappointment in how the season went, i will feel what i was supposed to feel, but right now it doesn’t feel right to me.
and i feel like i have to reiterate, i love jj and would love to see her all the time. but this felt very quantity over quality and i also would love to see other characters shine. as people that enjoy jj and the shit she’s been through, we were robbed of watching her support luke.
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