old man yaoi

what if you were a DEEPLY AUTISTIC AND OCD child born to a CAREER CRIMINAL who raised you to be a NEAR-RABID GUARD DOG to your EQUALLY FUCKED UP FAMILY and every chance you ever had at getting the resources or support you needed was ACTIVELY DISCOURAGED by your WEIRD MOM and she PURPOSELY moulded you into being DEPENDENT AND BROKEN so everyone sees you as a FREAK WITH MOMMY ISSUES and even though everyone is SCARED of you they also DEPEND ON YOUR VIOLENT NATURE and USE YOU for their OWN GAIN and you KNOW that’s what they’re doing but it’s the only way you know to PROTECT YOUR FAMILY which is literally the only sense of PURPOSE you’ve ever had and also how you ATONE for failing to save your DEAD TWIN SISTER