I'm with bitch & jerk

Lately I keep seeing people state how some celeb has "saved their life" and I don't know.... That is a LOT of pressure to put on someone you don't even know. I can't even begin to fathom how it feels to get thousands upon thousands of social media messages stating the aforementioned and/or verbally being told in person on the daily.

Now I know that what I am stating may come across a bit like the pot calling the kettle, since ya know, I've told Jared Padalecki about a scene/line he's been a part of has helped me in my life. There's one major difference though....I never said anything to him about him "saving my life". I instead mentioned how what he was a part of had "motivated me to do the work needed to help myself".

I am getting on my soap box in this post. I usually try not to but this is something that has been bugging me for a while now. Read at your own discretion. You have been warned.

This pose came about due to my friend Emily eating a pudding cup while stating the infamous pudding line. We (Emily, our friend Ginia, and myself) all agreed someone should do something with the pudding and as you can easily see it ended up being me. I completely love everything about it and had fun taking it too. I explained what I wanted to do then after handing them each a spoon I got in position, put my spoon in my mouth and I can vividly remember looking down at the pudding cup so I could get my fingers on the flap of the lid in order to be able to make it seem as if I was about to open it and I swear the op was snapped as soon as I looked up. After all was said and done I hugged both while thanking them where I finally got a real hug (not the one armed kind) from Jensen with him calling me babe. (insert heart eyes) Also, Jared had leaned into me a bit (before my hug with him) and sort of whispered to me “Hey, that's MY pudding cup.” I didn't really have time to acknowledge his statement until it was time to get his autograph where this little exchange happened:

Me: “Earlier with the pudding you said it was your pudding cup...” **holds out pudding cup to Jared.** “so here's your pudding cup.” 

Jared: ** Gets a look of “Damn right that's my pudding cup!” on his face right before quickly snagging it and putting it beside him on the chair.** 

So this idea came to me and Emily while eating dinner with my parents at Joe's Crab Shack after picking her up at the airport. We asked for extra bibs (were surprisingly given six when we originally planned for just Jared and Misha wearing them) and I already had the forks. We made sure to be the last ones so we wouldn't feel rushed while getting the op done. While standing in line inside the room I had my bib already on (Emily had her own op with them first so she didn't have hers on yet) with my arms crossed over it so it would be a surprise and Emily noticed that to the side sat Jensen drinking a beer lol. According to her he was looking at us with a “WTF!?!”/curious expression since my arms were crossed and we had been laughing constantly.

Soon as her op was taken and I got up there I let my arms down, allowing both Jared and Misha to read the bib. First words out of Jared's mouth were “So, are there crabs actually here?” then something else about how Misha would be interested or would like to know lol. We told them we wanted to pretend to be stabbing each other, to which a volunteer told us not to really stab each other lol. As we figured out who would hand out what, the boys began joking and laughing at we have no idea what. It was like wrangling up children though because they wouldn't stop goofing around. At one point Emily had to tell them they needed to put the bibs on lol and when I handed out the forks Jared (the noob he is lol) took the one I had out for Misha. Once everyone had a fork I moved to stand beside Jared and stumbled backwards a little. Now I am not 100% certain but I think that may be when/why Jared's arm is around me. Don't quote me on it since I can't even recall him doing so, only seeing it there when we got the op. I do however recall that as soon as I regained my balance I turned to get in position for the pose and Jared's face was like right there. I know in the picture his face isn't really that close to mine but OMG it seemed just mere inches from mine at the time lol.

Both of us had been so caught up in the whole process of getting the op taken that we hadn't noticed until after, that Jensen had been standing beside Chris (the photographer) the whole time watching it all go down. We snagged the opportunity to ask Jensen what he thought and with a smirk and slight chuckle he told us he liked it, that it was good :D

Sadly the the op was not ready in time to have both Misha and Jared to sign it so I did the next best thing and took one of the other to bibs we were given to have signed. First I had Misha sign it and when I told him how I'd hoped to have had it to get signed yet it wasn't ready in time he said how that was a bummer or something but “This is even better.”.  Next was Jared. As soon as he saw it he got excited, exclaiming “I remember this! It was awesome!”. :D