I need my buddy. My brother…

two days ago i met jared padalecki and i cant fucking stop thinking about it. he was the sweetest person ive fucking met not even kidding. he was so nice and he was so fucking hot, and so tall. and i couldnt breathe because security tried to push me away and he held my arm so tight and just looked at me and squeezed my arm and said "i appreciate you" and he winked at me and grabbed my hand and just squeezed it. and i cant fucking remember what i said back because it was the most insane shit to ever happen to me. like i was fucking flabbergasted walking out of there, SHAKING. i couldnt breathe, and i seriously need help because how does one even get over such a thing. like its all i can think about. JARED I MISS YOU COME BACK. he also said me and my sister did a better job at being dean and sam than him and jensen. because i was dressed as dean and my little sister as sam. it was just a crazy fucking day and i will never ever forget it.