kira

do you ever have the feeling that you suffered something traumatic as a kid but you can’t quite figure out what it was?

along with the shit i do remember

*sext* I'd take care of you when you're not feeling well and I'd gently run my fingers through your hair while you sleep soundly on my chest

changing as a person is really nice, but it’s also really fucking sad in a way. it’s not just the fact that your fashion sense changes or your favorite color is different or your music taste is no longer the same. you have to outgrow a lot of people too, and that can be so gut-wrenching—especially when they’re the same, and you’re the one who’s too different. i wish you & i had the same chemistry. i wish we enjoy the same things the way we used to. but i’m not the person i was when we first met, and i don’t know if this is working anymore. and i just have to be okay with that

No one ever gives a genuine fuck about me. I’m so sick and tired of being so alone and it honestly physically hurts at night when I lay there thinking about what a worthless push over I am.

if u think im annoying now wait until i get over my fear of being perceived as annoying