Issa

My skin has been getting soooo much better! I’ve only changed one product since my last update; a prescribed benzoyl peroxid spot treatment. It’s VERY drying so instead of only using the Shea butter at night I use it in the morning too. The problems I’m still running into are hormonal acne flare ups, dryness, and hyperpigmentation/scarring. It’s so upsetting because I use the spot treatment right away and the pimple dries up, but I still have a bright red dot wear it was for weeks. It really bothers me but I am not sure how to prevent it or lessen it. 😒 Anyways just one day at a time on this skincare journey!

So despite this sinus infection I can say life is good. I am blessed and loved. Any issue I have I know I can over come.

So ‘tis was my lunch on the left and dinner on the right. Lunch was 1 cup chicken and wild rice soup with 5 imitation gluten free ritz. Dinner was while 1/3 cup fat yogurt with 1 cup granola clusters. Both incredibly filling and under 300 calories and perfect meals for detox. So including breakfast my calories are ~900 for the entire day🤗 125 here I come!

Starting my detox today! 🤗 I love doing this when I have hit a plateau in my weight loss. I’ve been at 140lbs for two weeks and binge/purging HARD because of it. So let’s flush it all out! Only fluids and liquids for 1 week! This is a smoothie with frozen fruit, while fat yogurt (fat isn’t bad),a splash of mango juice, and two packets of sweet n low. 😋 It’s super yummy and gives me lots of energy. I’ll check back in at lunch to show you what I’m eating then too ☺️

....I think it’s a sign...Let’s start this again. Day 1

So I went 4 days binge free...I just want to cry. I feel like such a failure. I keep reading this picture and trying to find peace. I’ve been drinking a shitload of water and will probably only have water tomorrow. I really want to make it to 100 days binge free. I want to feel like a normal person that doesn’t lose their mind over food. God I want to know what it feels like to have enough control to put the food down and walk away. This has been so hard lately....this sucks

I’ve been doing really well. I feel like I’m getting back on track with my diet again. My skin on the other hand is flipping the fuck out. I really don’t know what’s up. It could be stress related because I’m fucking failing Spanish 🙃 or I’m not drinking enough water. Today I am making sure to drink my 100 oz. and will start making it a habit. I’m so addicted to fizzy drinks it’s ridiculous. Water water water is all I need...and some coffee...and tea...but I have got to give up the soda. Even if it is diet.

Halfway done with this OU blanket for my FIL! Feeling so accomplished! If I keep up this pace I’ll have all the Christmas presents done early this year 😁😁😁

He calls them “pumkees” 😍😍😍

I know I keep saying this. That’s because I keep having to start over. ☹️ But I have new hope! I saw a girl that just posted 100 days free of binging! That’s so inspiring. I want to do it. I want to go 100 days without binging! So day one ☝️

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