Fugedaboudit

And just like that my trust issues have been reinforced yet again

I wonder why do people pretend to care

Whoever put 'social' in 'social media' was a fucking liar. People constantly ignore you and shit especially if you're having problems, and I'm not talking about strangers

Giving up looks like a mighty fine option right about now

Being ignored is my favorite activity

Uh oh looks like I made the age old mistake of assuming anybody cares. Woops. Silly me

Several people approached me about commissions in the past 3 weeks so when I finally opened them, all of those people disappeared. Sometimes I don't even know why I bother...

I started posting art to Twitter several months ago and I received a lot of attention which I appreciate. However, it all feels so empty since the only kind of attention I receive is on my artworks. No one really responds to my other tweets where I share an opinion or express an interest of mine. Again, I appreciate it when they like my art but I really am looking for genuine connections with people and I'm not getting it...

I forgot I had this account now I can vent again :))

I spent 90% of my art practice on exaggerated female anatomy, I wish I spent more time on city scapes. I remember dedicating like one or two sessions to very simple city scape drawings and then never attempted it again...

I find that opening up to people about anxiety and lonliness pushes them away. what kind of shit is that

How the fuck do I have trouble making eye contact with people IN MY DREAMS LIKE WTF