my little shipper heart

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all he wants is to fucking play hockey, but it’s so LITTLE of his actual life.

it’s all transport and training and exercise and dieting and emails and modelling and coaching and sleeping and cars and planes and locker rooms and hotels and clubs and bars and there’s so little HOCKEY

is it all a fugue state for him? Just a thousand miserable unskippable cut scenes he has to move through until he can be on the ice again?

and what must it be like for him to meet Ilya, for their relationship to gradually develop and intensify until suddenly he’s experiencing the only other thing he would die for.

it must be so identity shattering to find something ELSE you care about that much, and a crisis of faith that would force you to reevaluate everything.

I think that’s an underrated factor behind the tunameltdown, Shane realising that this foundational cornerstone of his identity, that he cares about hockey so much that it degrades everything else in life to him, now has competition.

because he cares about Ilya so much that he is risking hockey.

he wants Ilya in his life properly, not just as another tiny flashpoint between dull, drawn-out moments. but for Ilya to be in his life like that, he would be putting hockey at risk. It’s something he practically has a mental block around, is literally INCAPABLE of considering.

he’s let it decide every single part of his life: his miserable diet, the horrible modelling shoots and brand deals, missing his parents, repressing his attraction, distancing himself from his friends and team…

all for the benefit of hockey, and all with no hesitation or internal conflict

and now he wants Ilya so bad that it will threaten hockey.

hockey, which he let threaten his family and friends and body and health…

Ilya wins his first awards and hes got nobody he really wants to thank after his team and coach cause he he hates his family but he knows his speech is too short so on impulse he goes "And I want to thank Shane Hollander for being slightly worse than me this season". Everyone knows it was going to one of those two, so everyone thinks hes an asshole to say that but whats new so it works for him. But from then on it then becomes a bit for both of them to thank each other in their speeches in a snide way as a reason they won.

Shane winning the Art Ross Trophy (Awarded to the player who leads the league in total points at the end of the regular season). and going "special thanks to Rozanov for missing at least 5 shots this season, he was a huge help"

Ilya winning the Conn Smythe Trophy (Awarded to the most valuable player for his team in the playoffs.) "Just want to give a quick shout out to Hollander for getting knocked out in the second round this season. Must hate to see me up here."

Un diaaaaa (one day)

If we could just be together

Un diaaaaa (one day)

In all the angles and HD variations

We just also need to mention JKs body rolls, and then the start of him body rolling INTO JIMIN just fully pressing himself flush to Jimins ass while lifting his shirt. Lol SIR

And of course they end it with serenading each other instead of the girl they were all fighting over 😂 I mean really

Jimin "so that my heart"

JK "can reach out to you"

Jikook: "I'm going to run to you now"

Cr. to B&W, Coton (De) Collie, aysdaily

JUNGKOOK INTERACTING WITH BLACKNWHITE-NIM WE ARE SOOO BACK

I just know she is his favorite fansite 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

It makes me giggle jikook love their jikook fansite so much 💜

WBK 😌

Edit: I just came up with a completely delulu theory bear with me. Jungkook was asking between one and two and looking at blacknwhite-nim. So was he actually asking her if she wanted to have 1 (him) or jimin too on the pic? When he settled for 2 he looked back (looking for jimin?) But laughed bcs maybe he was too far? FOR THEM TO POSE FOR HER LIKE???