i write on ao3 as anincompletelist & formerly soldouthaz. below you’ll find the links to all of the important things including fics, tag navigation, and more! both this blog and my fics feature 18+ content. no minors, please.
currently writing for: heated rivalry
thanks for stopping by, and enjoy! :D
→ sarah
→ mid 20's
→ she/her
→ chronically ill / autistic
→ 'about me' tag
→ ao3
→ bluesky
→ strawpage
→ twitter (inactive)
→ side blog (for resources, prompts, etc.)
→ general fic recs tag
→ my rec lists
→ my art
→ my rwrb prompts
→ my edits (+ lockcreens)
→ my gifs
→ tag games etc.
all of my writing is currently available on ao3. please do not repost onto any other sites, and please check with me before translating. (podfics are okay and welcome, but still let me know so I can support!)
filter my ao3 by pairing with the links below:
→ firstprince
→ stucky
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ hollanov
my fic posts if you'd like to reblog here:
→ my fic posts
wips / snippets / coming soon:
→ wips
challenges etc.:
→ kinktober '24
→ fandom trumps hate '25
→ red white & royal wanderlust
→ kinktober '25
other:
→ my poetry
→ 2025 poetry recommendations
→ depression post
→ rambling + other
total (published) word count as of 05/26: 2,718,084
films + franchises
→ captain america (all)
→ thunderbolts*
→ the maze runner
→ deadpool (all)
→ venom
→ top gun maverick
series + shows
→ teen wolf
→ heartstopper
→ severance
→ yellowjackets
→ daredevil
→ heated rivalry*
*wasn't planning on falling into the hr rabbit hole so fast and I'm shit at tags anyway so all hr cast stuff also falls into this tag -- I'm not trying to make their personal projects about hr I just don't want to have to go back and change all the tags atp sjfgsjhgf x
ships + characters
→ rwrb / firstprince *
→ stucky | bucky barnes | steve rogers
→ symbrock
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ sterek
→ newtmas
→ sereshaw
→ markhelly
→ sentryagent
*(rwrb/firstprince posts were previously untagged, but will be moving forward)
music + artists
→ chappell roan
→ renee rapp
→ conan gray
→ role model
→ sabrina carpenter
→ noah kahan
→ erin lecount
→ olivia rodrigo
other
→ until dawn (video game)
→ turtlewithhat
→ poetry
→ once again, this blog is not suitable for minors, as it frequently features or promotes both sexual descriptions and imagery, as well as occasionally violence/other mature themes
→ I am vehemently against ai and it is not used in any part of my creative process, be it writing or art. I do not consent to having any of my published works used to train or support it in any way.
→ **PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART ON ANY PLATFORM**
→ I'm not always the best at utilizing my tag system, so please excuse any inconsistencies (I do NOT typically tag for any triggers)
→ feel free to talk to me in the ask box about fic or otherwise, but be kind! (anons are temporarily turned off)
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Thought I'd switch things up and post a bunch of Hollanov writers I'm currently subscribed to that are here on Tumblr (ie this list is not exhaustive).
FYI the way I engage with AO3 is:
If a WIP has piqued my interest, I'll sub to the fic. (Usually I don't read until the fic is complete).
If I'm enjoying a fic and it's part of a series, I'll sub to the series.
If I realise I've read a handful of fics by the same author and have loved them all - then I'll sub to the author.
Therefore, this is a list of "basically, I love everything these people write and you should check them all out".
So with love, here's the list of my recommended authors, in alphabetical order by their AO3 pseud: (all tumblrs are correct as at 11/8)
hello friend!!! :3 thank u for tagging me c: might i suggest,,#ilyapreg? (• ε •)✨
-𓃠
WELL YES !!!!!!!!!
--
“Do you need us to pick up anything on the way?” his father asks, distant through air conditioning and road noise.
Shane’s laugh, wet and abrupt, buoys the thick stillness of the empty bathroom. They don't even have any clue what's happening. He lifts his head and doesn’t think about how they could raid a Babies-R-Us and still probably not be as prepared for all of this as he’d like to be.
More subdued, he says, “No. No, just—get here. Please.”
“As soon as possible,” his mother promises. “Do you want to stay on the phone with us?”
“No, I need to get back. I just had a couple of minutes.”
“Okay. Text us the information. We’ll see you soon, honey.”
“We love you, Shane,” his dad says.
“Love you too.”
He feels just slightly less claustrophobic when he hangs up, with his parents coming and Ilya’s cross around his neck. He lifts a hand to press against it through the fabric of his shirt, reaches for the door handle and tries to stomach the fact that the next time he sees his parents, he’ll be one himself.
--
[ send me an ask to help me make headway on my wips, or make your own post to play along yourself! ]
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Hii! All your wips are so exciting but I want to ask for more words for #ilyapreg
HE IS SO DEAR TO ME <333333
--
Fuck. Fuck. Another text comes through just as he finishes reading. On instinct, he clicks Lily when it pops up.
Shane.
Do not leave that fucking game.
He stands in front of his stall feeling paralyzed, gripping his phone too tight in his sticky palms while the rest of the locker room buzzes around him, keeping the energy up for third period.
“Hey, man.” Hayden nudges him. “You okay?”
“No,” Shane admits before he can stop it. He can’t stop seeing Svetlana’s texts behind his eyelids; in pain, not sure, going to the hospital. He doesn’t think he could play right now if he tried. “I need to—I need to be somewhere else.”
--
[ send me an ask to help me make headway on my wips, or make your own post to play along yourself! ]
i would love to know more about your “for a good time call” au
OFC <3
--
The clink of Ilya’s spoon stops. Shane can feel the eyes on the side of his face. “You are getting back together?”
“That’s none of your business.”
“I think it is,” Ilya maintains, setting the cutlery into the sink eerily calmly. “It could affect our business, no?”
“Maybe I’ll quit,” Shane levels. “Ethan says he has a friend who’s looking for someone with bioengineering experience.”
“Oh, good, because I hear that Ethan is very reliable and honest about things.”
“Fuck you,” Shane says. He abandons the table altogether, letting his chair scrape the tile as he stands. “You don’t know anything about our relationship.”
Ilya latches onto it like glue. “So you are back together?”
He scoffs. “God, you’re insufferable.”
Grabbing his coffee off the table so harshly that some spills onto his knuckles, Shane stalks back toward the living room. Ilya follows.
--
[ send me an ask to help me make headway on my wips, or make your own post to play along yourself! ]
ok this is like 200 words instead of 100 but I won't tell if you won't ok x
--
“I’m just sayin’,” Marly reasons, table thunking beneath their palms as they slap another set of cards down, “now is not the time to be adopting a stray, Roz.”
Ilya slides his winnings aside. “He is not a fucking dog, Marly.”
“Seriously, man. You’ve already got some time shaved off for good behavior, it’s not gonna look good when you’re risking all that for this kid that’s only got three years anyway.” Thunk. Marly’s voice lowers. “Besides, half the time I hear he’s the one who’s goin’ around askin’ for—”
“Drop it,” Ilya snaps. Marly sighs as he collects both cards. The table is quiet for a moment, the breeze rattling tree leaves above their heads as brittle, broken bits float down onto the wood.
“I know you wanna do the right thing. And I think that’s admirable, Roz, really. I do,” he says. “But some people… you just can’t save ‘em. Not when the problem is themselves. You’ve seen it. You know that s’much as I do.”
He waits until Marly’s busy re-shuffling the deck to let his eyes flick up to the other side of the yard. Hollander has finished his exercising now, sitting in the dirt with his elbows folded over bent knees, his forehead bowed to rest on them while his shoulders heave. As if he can feel Ilya’s gaze, his head lifts, and Ilya watches the pink of his tongue appear to wet his lips just before they twitch into some small, sad semblance of a smile.
“It’s your go,” Marly tells him.
Ilya reaches for a card.
--
[ send me an ask to help me make headway on my wips, or make your own post to play along yourself! ]
“Shane motherfucking Hollander,” Svetlana says. “If you did not exclusively like men, I would kiss you right now.”
Shane coughs into his fist. “Acknowledged.”
“But you are super gay, so I will find someone else to kiss instead.” She blazes on before Shane can address the super thing, pointing at Ilya. “Get up. We are celebrating tonight.”
Ilya glances down at himself and then back up at her. “Why get up? I am already dressed.”
“Fine. I am going to get a little bit less dressed and then we will go. Sound good?” She turns back to Shane again. “Shane, you are welcome, as always.”
He smiles. “I’m okay, thanks.”
--
[ send me an ask to help me make headway on my wips, or make your own post to play along yourself! ]
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
shane who gets hard really easily and leaks so much and it’s all so embarrassing so he makes sure to hide his stained underwear from ilya until one day ilya catches shane getting changing his underwear in the middle of the day like???? and shane has to stutter out that because they were making out earlier but it didn’t go anywhere shane was so hard and leaking so much his underwear was ruined and he needed to change. and ilya is instantly the horniest he’s ever been but also Mad bc shane has been hiding his lil perversions from him how dare he???? anyway this leads to shane Not being allowed to change his underwear at All unless he brings them to ilya for Inspection and only sometimes does ilya let him change them 🙂
ilya jerking off into shanes underwear and then pulling them back up so shane has to walk around wet….. when he takes them off for inspection and ilya goes oh baby… ☹️ U came without permission ☹️☹️ and shane gets so embarrassed swearing he didnt but ilya just says why would u lie I can still see the cum in ur panties .
thank you for the tags @sparkagrace @judasofsuburbia !!!!!! all of your wips sound amazing !!!!!
rules: for every ask i get, i have to write 200-500 words, and i will share a ~100 words snippet. send in a request for any of the WIPs below:
I'm not sharing my FTH fics or my cci shane multi chap, but here's some other things in the works!
🔩 magic mike's last dance au - ex male entertainer ilya is bartending an event when someone recognizes him. shane, reserved, older, attendee of the elites, overhears this and asks what ilya would be willing to accept for one last dance. it ends up being much more than that, which would have been fine - until ilya runs into him, his husband, and their son at a different event months later. it's never as simple as it sounds.
🔩 #ilyapreg - baby's first ever mpreg! canon divergence post tuna melt. in the aftermath of ilya's phone call in boston with his father, the vibe shifts and shane offers to take care of him which, to both of their surprise, ends with them switching for the first time. it's more intense and intimate than either of them expect it to be, and when ilya wakes up, shane is gone. miscommunication (and a baby) ensue.
🔩 prison fic - ilya and shane are both inmates that find solace in each other while they navigate shame, grief, anger, sex, and the actions that landed them there in the first place, and what the future's going to look like once they're out.
🔩 major depressive disorder ilya - another post tuna melt divergence. in the wake of rose landry, ilya backslides. svetlana, cliff, and a newly single shane team up to get him through it, even if ilya's sadness affects them all more than they're willing to admit.
🔩 for a good time call au - shane, fresh out of a job and a long-term relationship, is in need of a place to live that doesn't involve rose's couch or his parent's looming disappointment. ilya, a failed actor that now works for cheap for a phone sex line with svetlana, has an extra room. he could use some help with his current business model. Shane happens to excel in finance. the sex part of things has nothing to do with it. it doesn't.
🔩 older trailer park ilya x divorced shane - au. ilya and shane have a History, but couldn't have been together when they were younger due to careers, reputations, russia, etc. thinking he's saving them from a lifetime of never enough, shane marries rose and pours himself into hockey - even more so after ilya retires suddenly a few years after his father's death and disappears from the public eye - until an injury forces him into retirement. without the distraction of the game, shane gets to know himself more and embraces the things he wants; ilya's already waiting for him when he gets there.
🔩 kinktober wildcard - a ~100 word snippet from a random kinktober entry, no context
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
