i write on ao3 as anincompletelist & formerly soldouthaz. below you’ll find the links to all of the important things including fics, tag navigation, and more! both this blog and my fics feature 18+ content. no minors, please.
currently writing for: heated rivalry
thanks for stopping by, and enjoy! :D
→ sarah
→ mid 20's
→ she/her
→ chronically ill / autistic
→ 'about me' tag
→ ao3
→ bluesky
→ strawpage
→ twitter (inactive)
→ side blog (for resources, prompts, etc.)
→ general fic recs tag
→ my rec lists
→ my art
→ my rwrb prompts
→ my edits (+ lockcreens)
→ my gifs
→ tag games etc.
all of my writing is currently available on ao3. please do not repost onto any other sites, and please check with me before translating. (podfics are okay and welcome, but still let me know so I can support!)
filter my ao3 by pairing with the links below:
→ firstprince
→ stucky
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ hollanov
my fic posts if you'd like to reblog here:
→ my fic posts
wips / snippets / coming soon:
→ wips
challenges etc.:
→ kinktober '24
→ fandom trumps hate '25
→ red white & royal wanderlust
→ kinktober '25
other:
→ my poetry
→ 2025 poetry recommendations
→ depression post
→ rambling + other
total (published) word count as of 05/26: 2,718,084
films + franchises
→ captain america (all)
→ thunderbolts*
→ the maze runner
→ deadpool (all)
→ venom
→ top gun maverick
series + shows
→ teen wolf
→ heartstopper
→ severance
→ yellowjackets
→ daredevil
→ heated rivalry*
*wasn't planning on falling into the hr rabbit hole so fast and I'm shit at tags anyway so all hr cast stuff also falls into this tag -- I'm not trying to make their personal projects about hr I just don't want to have to go back and change all the tags atp sjfgsjhgf x
ships + characters
→ rwrb / firstprince *
→ stucky | bucky barnes | steve rogers
→ symbrock
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ sterek
→ newtmas
→ sereshaw
→ markhelly
→ sentryagent
*(rwrb/firstprince posts were previously untagged, but will be moving forward)
music + artists
→ chappell roan
→ renee rapp
→ conan gray
→ role model
→ sabrina carpenter
→ noah kahan
→ erin lecount
→ olivia rodrigo
other
→ until dawn (video game)
→ turtlewithhat
→ poetry
→ once again, this blog is not suitable for minors, as it frequently features or promotes both sexual descriptions and imagery, as well as occasionally violence/other mature themes
→ I am vehemently against ai and it is not used in any part of my creative process, be it writing or art. I do not consent to having any of my published works used to train or support it in any way.
→ **PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART ON ANY PLATFORM**
→ I'm not always the best at utilizing my tag system, so please excuse any inconsistencies (I do NOT typically tag for any triggers)
→ feel free to talk to me in the ask box about fic or otherwise, but be kind! (anons are temporarily turned off)
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shane getting an email he was waiting on on his phone while he's in the shower, and ilya letting him know, reading it to him, and writing out a response as shane dictates it, all while shane is still in the shower send post
i don't know how to fix our communicative problems, you're the source of it and it's exhausting to be treated as irrational for not responding correctly to small talk, do you think you could help a disabled bitch out and not put the onus of solving the problem on me, the one who is constantly excluded and treated as a freak
and then when you point this out they're like "but we literally put up with you, could you do something for us please?" and it's like. you put up with me?
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ok im on board with the hollanov + marly thing but only where marly sits in a cuck chair and ilya shows off how good shane is for him and marly is constantly going “fuck bro…” every time shane does anything
so many people ive known have pushed themselves to burnout trying to deny their disabled reality, skipping accommodations, skipping rests etc. and the world convinces them that the solution to their burnout is to push even harder. it’s a huge tragedy. i know social pressures make it tough but i want more disabled people to make things easier for themselves where possible, to opt out of things that harm them when possible, to quit while they’re ahead. be that person today! protect yourself where you can! take micro breaks while doing your hobby. get that shower chair. sit to brush your teeth. lie down in the middle of the day, even if only for 5 mins. these things add up and it’s so worth it.
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your time is worthwhile if your disability means you have to rest most of the time. if you can only do a few events a month, or a year, that's alright. if you need to sleep a lot, lie down a lot, that time isn't wasted. it doesn't make your experiences any less meaningful. feeling like you're missing out on different activities doesn't make the ones you do any less worthwhile. being disabled and restricted in activities doesn't make you boring or diminish your worth. there's no threshold for things you have to do to "really experience life" - you experience it by being alive. and every disabled life is a life that's worthwhile
A ‘Bears walk in to Ilya’s house and see him napping with Shane AU’ where Ilya somehow manages to still keep Shane’s identity a secret.
Ilya always had been a light sleeper, so no matter how lightly they stepped he was awake moments after the first shocked gasp.
Ilya knows it’s over for him. There’s no mistaking that there’s a man asleep on his chest in a clearly non-platonic cuddle. Usually Ilya would be punching the intruder, threatening violence to try and ensure they kept their mouth shut but he has quickly realised something far more important. With the way they are sleeping, Ilya on his underneath on his back and Shane on his stomach on top with his face pressed into the gap between Ilya’s neck and the couch, they can’t see his face.
He quickly pulls Shane’s hood up over his head to hide hair and rests a hand over it to gently discourage Shane from moving it should he start to wake up.
So Ilya just stares down his team and goes “you can be upset, but are going to be fucking quiet about it because if you wake my guest I’m sending all my blackmail on you to your wives, and then start fucking them to help them get over the divorce.”
So the whole “You’re fucking gay!” “No, I’m a fucking bi who is fucking a gay” conversation happens at a furious whisper, with Shane blissfully sleeping on Ilya’s chest as life implodes around him.
Shane may be a deep sleeper - and the argument in whispers - but even he starts to stir at the noise.
Ilya can’t have him moving his face into visibility now, so he just scruffs the back of his neck harshly and pressed him deeper into his shoulder.
Shane lets out a pleased (and not at all quiet) moan, and - worried that he is going to start talking - Ilya realises he needs to shut him up.
So he glares at the Bears to be quiet, while suddenly putting on the softest voice they have ever heard him use as he goes, “shhh quiet time now mоя любовь. Back to sleep.” And then shoves his fingers into Shane’s mouth.
When the Bears leave soon after, some of them have LEARNT some things about themselves. But crucially, none of them have learnt who their captain is fucking.
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