This is difficult. But it’s only practice. I don’t have very much of a following at all. It’s just practicing for someday, when I do come out. I don’t know if someday will be soon. In my mind, it’s far, far away-maybe never. This is just practice.
I’m pansexual. My attraction to people is not limited by their gender. I’ve never been in anything other than a heterosexual relationship because I chose never to act on any feelings I had otherwise. If I were to come out to the rest of the people in my life, this fact would appear to invalidate my sexuality. It doesn’t, but it would look that way to them.
This is similar to the predicament I would face if I told my parents that I’m genderfluid. They would think it’s a phase. They would think I copied it from someone else. They wouldn’t believe me, and try to change my mind as if I can just decide to be whatever they say.
They don’t really know me. They don’t know that sometimes I like my body, and I’m all for the glitter and heels, or that some days, I hide my hair and wear two sports bras. They don’t know that sometimes I’m Charm, and sometimes I’m Keeng. There’s a whole part of me that they don’t know, and I think it’s better that way, but I wish I could tell them. I know it would be so disappointing. I’d get lectured, discouraged, and they might even cry. It’s not a moment I look forward to. I wish they would just know, and I could skip the coming out part.
Here it is. Here’s the complete me.
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