#illbeokay

Sometimes I may be dwelling in the outlook too much. 
I look forward and only onwards.
My head and eyes fixed only on what’s ahead. 
Oh I got too busy,
Too busy to look around and see,
What’s already next to me,
Who’s standing next to me. Thank you.
You, you, you and you. Take the time,
Look around,
And see,
How blessed I am.
So, smile.
I’ll be okay.
It’ll be okay.
 inshaAllah. ——- Be my patreon at patreon.com/iffahnizar #illbeokay #itsokay #thankyou #smile #hope #family #friendship #illustrationartists #muslim #muslimah #illustration #islamicillustration 
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It took me years to do this and I'm probably too late, but I'm really really sorry. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I'm sorry for the bruises, excuses,the pushing away and all harsh words. I'm sorry for messing with your mental health and emotions. I'm sorry for making you think you weren't good enough and for blowing things out of portions. I'm sorry for not realizing you're more than enough. You're incredible actually. I'm sorry that I made you feel helpless and trapped and i only saved you when i wanted to or when i had no choice. I'm sorry for being picky with you. You deserved so much better and I didn't give you that. I'm sorry that I made you run into anothers arms than mine because they were safer. I'm sorry for building you up. Just ruin you again. I should've just trusted you years ago. But I was young and stupid and broken. But now I'm older and I'm ready to give you a chance and I promise I won't leave you. I promise I'll put you first this time

When will she realize that she's all of my favorite things rolled into one?

Yesterday, when I texted you to tell you I ended things with my boyfriend, you immediately called me to see what happened, to make sure I was okay. You made me feel important, heard, cared about. I hadn’t felt those things in so long. I want to stay away from you. I know that you’re no good for me. But damn it, I can’t help that I want you. Not just parts. All of you. I know I can’t have you. That’s something I have to keep reminding myself of. If you really wanted me, you’d have me. But you don’t. And that’s okay. But I’m not okay. I’m not okay without you. I will be. It’s going to take time. So please be careful about what you say and how you act around me. Because I will take every word, movement, look and think myself crazy about the what if’s.

Good morning, family! About to head in for my little neutering proceedure. Please send me all the good positive thoughts and prayers and I should recover very quickly! 😍😍😍 #scaredmom #mybaby #thissucks #illbeokay #toughguy #vetday #bigday #spayandneuter #adoptdontshop #savealife #awareness #responsible #petowning #therightthing #health #caninehealth #doghealth #monday

Kenai is the light i me and with him I'll always be sure to find the good in most things. #Kenai #wolf #me #myart #art #Geneva #GenevaCazares #WolfKenai #thelightwithin #Illbeokay

I’m not just a fuck-up, I’m a fuck-up you need