About Me: Hi, I'm Drea! I'm in my 20s, actively going to university, but i have an interest in writing, this being the reason for me creating this page. Also, english isn't my first language, so for any grammatical mistakes i do apologize.
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Going by the theory in sb, if Dazai were to actually ever be late enough in nullifying corruption Chuuya would get sucked into his own black hole. There'd be no body left behind. That'd be an empty grave. Just saying.
Lately Iâve reread stormbringer and I realized that this scene exists:
Can we appriciate Chuuyaâs humor for a sec.?
Also, considering this happened in stormbringer⌠who gave Chuuya THE talk? Cause I donât think he wouldâve know about it before he joined the PM, and I doubt it was the flags, could you imagine how would that go?
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Warnings: spoiler for bsd 101; very very minor spoiler for stormbringer
Okay, Iâve been thinking about this for a while now:
We all know Dazai said the famous âIâve been thinking about ways to kill Chuuya for 7 yearsâ line, but there is one thing i donât understand. Maybe someone already noticed it and itâs just me who didnât saw it, or I am just dumb, but Iâll share it anyway.
Here is the panel about it btw:
But like, itâs Dazai. He was partners with Chuuya for a pretty long time (2 years maybe, correct me if Iâm wrong) and even if youâre not an skk shipper, you have to admit they have a special bond. He knows Chuuya like the back of his hands, i doubt he wouldnât know how to kill him.
And my âproofâ is in stormbringer:
He [Dazai] knows that Chuuyas weakness is poison, (but maybe itâs just the wording or the translation that makes me think this) so i think he knows that this is one way to kill him. And it would be pretty easy for Dazai to poison Chuuya.
Also, letâs be honest, why would Dazai of all people think about 7 whole years to kill someone. I know that Chuuya is pretty hard to kill, but still, heâs a mastermind, it shouldnât take him that much time.
P.s.: sorry if this doesnt make sence, iâm writing this at like 1am.
Summary: You and your boyfriend are going through a hard time, and your relationship is coming to an end. What are your thoughts about it? Can you find the beauty in the situation?
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x reader
Warnings:Â angst (with a lot of question marks), breakup, feelings
A/N: Hi Hi! This is the first time Iâm writing a breakup, but the movie I saw the other day was so inspiring that I felt like I needed to write this.
Even if none of you said it out loud, you both hated this situation. It was clear for everyone. Your friends, your families, even your neighbours knew something wasnât right. But they didnât know everything. They didnât know the coldness that welcomed you when you got home every day. They didnât know this uncertain feeling deep inside your chest that made it hard to breathe. They didnât know the feelings you had to face every day, the knowledge that even you know- you both know- whatâs wrong, neither of you could do anything to fix it. They just didnât know. Â
This day was the same as the others before. The coldness and the loneliness was the same as you stepped inside of your apartment. You came home pretty late, but who was there to judge you? You needed time to thing. You couldnât take this anymore. This wasnât how things supposed to be, this wasnât how life supposed to feel. You had enough, and you decided to take the things into your own hand.Â
And when you got home, you knew Jungkook was still awake. Yes, it was later than you normally would got home, but not that late that he would be asleep. So when you took off your shoes and your coat, you made your way to him.
He was half sitting half laying on the couch, taking all the space, but when he saw you coming straight to where he was sitting, he quickl moved his legs to make space for you to sit down.Â
âWe need to talkâ you started after a few minutes of silence.
âYeah, definitelyâ he answered, putting away his phone which was in his hands the whole time.
âI just canât take this anymore Jungkook. We canât live, not like this. Itâs not good for either of usâ you said, looking at your hands.Â
âI know, i see it too.â he agreed. âBut what happened to us?â he continued after a few seconds of silence.
âI donât know Kook, I really donât know. Things change, people change. We changed too. Our relationship canât stay the same, when everything around it is changing.â
âI know, but thatâs not enough answer for me. If everthing is changing, then letâs change our relationship too.â he looked at you with determined eyes, still with a little hope in his eyes, but that wasnât the kind of hope you were looking for.
âThere are things you canât change.â you answered with a sad smile.
âBut I want to. I still care about you.âÂ
âThatâs not the same as loving, and you know that. I canât give you the things I gave you before, and you deserve so much more than to live a life like this.â he stayed in silence after your sentence, and you saw the moment when he understood everything. And he didnât argue with you anymore, you just both sat there with teary eyes, trying to process the things. You cared about him too, of course. It was impossible not to. Thatâs why you had to let this go. He deserves better. You both do. Cause even if you still care about each other, and the other is important to you, sometimes itâs not enough. Expecially if the love is not the same, and you both feel it.Â
But itâs ok. Cause beside the the sadness, and the voice inside of your head telling you that you couldâve done better, it was all your fault, you felt something happy too. The beauty he showed you was inreplaceble, and you felt grateful that he showed you how love felt like.Â
But you couldnâ force either one of you to feel something you donât. Because beside the happiness and beauty you feel, there is this other feeling to. That you canât take this anymore, and you feel like youâre suffocating in this relationship. Like if you were under the water: everything you see is blurry, everything you hear is muffled, and the longer youâre under the surface, the more you want to escape, because you need air, you need to breathe. And you canât let yourself fighting for too long, cause after the âwant to esapeâ feeling is gone, the one who takes itâs place itân numbness. And that would be too late.
âIâm going to pack a few things and iâll be gone the time youâll wake up tomorrowâ you said as you stood up, doing as you said.
Cause even if heâs important to you, you canât stay. You canâ become numb.
Summary: You come home after a hard day from work, completely broken down by the stress. Luckily, you have someone to comfort you.
Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader
Warnings: A very very little kissing in the end, crying and mention of the importance of mental healt, but not as a hard topic. I tried to make this as comforting as possible, but if you found anything that i didnât mention here, let me know.
A/N: Hi Hi! This is my first work ever that i publish, so Iâm really excited about it. If you find some mistakes, or just have some advice I would really appreciate if you had tell me, this is one of my few works in english, so it may have a few mistakes. And, my requests are open, so feel free to drop by ;)Â
You were barely able to make it home without your tears escaping from your eyes. You had such a stressful day- week- at work that itâs a miracle that you hadnât commpletely broken down. Well, at least until now.Â
As you step inside of your apartment, you instantly broke down to tears. You take your coat and shoes of with teary eyes, not taking much attention how much sound you were making. Which could be the reason why Yoongi came out of his work room confused about the fuss you were making.Â
âHey! Glad to see you home!â he said with his brows furrowed in confusion, but still smiling that you came home early today, unlike all the days before. After seeing you wonât share his enthusiasm, he quickly became concerned.
âHey, whatâs wrong?â he came over to you, and put his hands on your cheeks so that you finally have your focus on him.Â
âJust...I had a hard week. I donât really feel like talking about it right now.â you answered him. He quickly nod, and started to led you to the kitchen.
âI already cooked dinner before when i had time, so you donât have to worry about that. What about you eat, while i make a bath for you?â he said with a gentle smile on his lips while he placed the dinner in front of you.
âThat would be great.â you force out a smile at his thoughtfulness.
Until you ate, Yoongi made the bath for you, and when you finished your dinner, you head straight to the bathroom. Once you reach the bathroom, you finally feel a little bit easier than you felt the whole week. The bathtub is full with water, bubble bath in it. Itâs smelling increadibly good. And of course, you saw Yoongi sitting on the outside of the bathtub, waiting for you.
âThank you. Youâre increadible.â You said to him while you started to undress.
âI know.â he shrug his shoulder with a smirk. You smile by his act, feeling a bit easier now that heâs beside you.
Once you undressed you sat in the bathtub, letting out a breath you didnât realize you were holding.Â
âHow are you feeling?â he asks, squatting down beside you with a loving look in his eyes.
âLike someone who was knocked out in the middle of the street, and people wouldnât notice it and just step over me.â you answered with your eyes closed.Â
âI noticed it. Thatâs why your here right now- so I can take care of youâ he brushes your cheeks with his hands, the feeling so light and caring you feel like you could cry.
âBut I know a way you could make this even better. Wanna join?â you open your eyes to look at him as he hums in agreement, starting to undress. Of course, you watched him. The way his dark hair brushing over his forhead. The way his muscles move when he takes of his shirt. The way he looks at you in the corner of his eyes with a knowing smile. God, youâre so in love with him..Â
Once he sat behind you in the bathtub, you let your head fall on his shoulder with a tired sigh. You just sat there with him in silence for a long time, he caressing your arms, and you lying in his shoulder. After some time he asked. âDo you feel any better now?â
âA bitâ you answered. âI donât feel like crying anymore, which is a good thing. But Iâm still not feeling well. Iâm exhausted.â
âThat can happen to anyone, itâs normal. You just need to take some time to yourself. Itâll help, believe me.â Yoongi smiled at you.Â
âWell, I canât say that youâre wrong. But I still have a lot to work on, I canât just drop everything and go.â
âIf someone, I can understand what are you saying. But at least a weekend wouldnât be a bad idea. You have to take care of yourself, physically and mentally too. And by the way, Iâm free for the weekend anyway.Donât you want to spend soe time with me?â he looked at you with a shy smile. He knew you too well. He knew you wouldnât say no to spend time with him.
âFine. But if you are planning to do an active weekend, Iâm staying home.â you looked at him with a serious expression in your face.Â
âDo I look like a person to you who would do that?â he looked back at you, mirroring your expression. You both stayed at this for a while, until you burst out of laughing.
âOk, we should actually start to bathe now, itâs getting late, and you need to rest.â he said to you after you both calmed down.
âYou say this as if you shouldnât rest too.â you looked at him with an angry expression.
âThis isnâ about me right nowâ he gazed into your eyes, his face still serious.
**
After you both take a bathe, you got dressend and slipped into bed. Yoongi layed on his back, your head on his shoulder. Your armes and legs are tangled with each other. You just layed there in silence and peace, allowing your thoughts to fill your brain, knowing you have Yoongi by your side. Knowing you are safe.
âThank you for today. It really helpedâ you spoke after a few moments.
âIâm glad I was able to. I donât like seeing you sad.â his sentence filled you with happines,because you knew the meaning of it. He said I love you whitout actually saying it. You smiled at the thought.
âI donât like you being sad either.â
âIâm not sad.â he said, his tone telling too much and not enough at hte same time.
âYou know how I mean it.â you lifted your head to look at him.
âI knowâ he smiled at you, taking one of his hands to the back of your head, bringing you down for a soft kiss.Â
At that night, you were able to have a really good sleep, with the knowledge that your boyfriend was right beside you, and you were safe.
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