What about thinkin'!

She had similar fears deep down her heart thinking she could overcome them alone and preserve what little affection he still showed her. At last, it appeared it was a beautiful illusion, one of many others she had.

-A bee to the goldenmoon-

"Dear you,

I'm going to try and write a letter worthy of a besty or a soulmate, for it's an unfamiliar task to me since I hadn't had any of them for a long time.

I hope you're doing well. How's you're family and work?

As for me, I'm going through some lonely and greyish phase in my life. There's that feeling inside of me that comes back frequently, it's like my heart is crying or breaking with a constant feeling of weakness. My reason fails to console my heart and I'm left in this hurt each time.

I even thought of talking about my pain to a friend -someone I trusted- but I found none. The ones I trusted weren't available, cannot understand me the way only you can do. That's when I began to write to you, to tell you that I miss you so much. Warm you, to whom I was always enough, who feels so near to my heart no matter how far we are from each other. Our unbreakable bond gives me hope.

Awaiting your answer,

Yours."

-A bee to the goldenmoon-

"Dear you,

I'm going to try and write a letter worthy of a besty or a soulmate, for it's an unfamiliar task to me since I hadn't had any of them for a long time.

I hope you're doing well. How's you're family and work?

As for me, I'm going through some lonely and greyish phase in my life. There's that feeling inside of me that comes back frequently, it's like my heart is crying or breaking with a constant feeling of weakness. My reason fails to console my heart and I'm left in this hurt each time.

I even thought of talking about my pain to a friend -someone I trusted- but I found none. The ones I trusted weren't available, cannot understand me the way only you can do. That's when I began to write to you, to tell you that I miss you so much. Warm you, to whom I was always enough, who feels so near to my heart no matter how far we are from each other. Our unbreakable bond gives me hope.

Awaiting your answer,

Yours."

-A bee to the goldenmoon-

Never thought we'd get apart over something so silly. I wanted us to be as much as I feared it. But the raging fire of my love decided it all for me: "we must be, he's my everything after all". And then, I learned to be satisfied with his ever decreasing affection to me, until it went off completely.

How am I going to get him out of my system he who invaded my soul, mind and heart?

-Bee to the goldenmoon-