Oh it’s not even twenty minutes into episode two and I already am in love with Hugi. No one is doing it like Vic Michaelis I fear.

"time heals all wounds" WRONG. time is chasing me with a knife

it's a weird emotion when somebody goes "doesn't this just shake you to your core and rewrite your dna and change who you are as a person" and your honest experience of it was that it was ok

i understand its chronic pain but every day seems a bit excessive

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

#this is unfortunately true#it’s not easy to tell yourself Hey Drop It#like you’re your own dog furtively eating pinecones and rocks#but you gotta#sometimes it’s a Hey We’re Not Doing That#you gotta though

it's so embarrassing being into something in a dumb horny pervert way and talking to someone who has like genuine well thought out takes on it. they're like wowww it presents such a fascinating take on the state of a divided culture and im like Trueeeee . and Chqracter make Gug Penis go Up ⬆️ 😃