Jul 27
honestly, i wish the alter aspect of DID wasn’t so focused on. the dissociation + amnesia is just as horrifying, to watch yourself slip away and find yourself not aware of what’s going on in your own life.
to live with this disorder means to always feel like you are living in someone else’s body and life. to live with this means to dissociate so badly, it tears your social life apart. to forget basic information about your identity, to appear in random places, to lose track of time, to not recognize your own face in the mirror, to lose the ability to function in every area of your life.
im a stranger to my own life. its not just alters.
