[Akuneko Yume Fic] š¦Notebook & You š¦ (Part 2: [End])
You can read Part 1 Right here!
This Mflymelt Fic is a Notebook AU inspired by @sugar-glaze-donutās fic in the Discord Server with the Special Notebook that connects Aruji and Fennesz and I thought to write Mflymeltās version hehe thank you so much Glaze for giving me the permission!
Special thanks to @in---aaa and @popstarqueen for motivating me to finish this fic ššš I wrote this fic back in 2025.
This is my yume AU fic with Fennesz š¦, there will be my name and description written, if you are uncomfortable with reading yume, please avoid this, thank you š„¹š (hehe this is self indulgent)
Total Word Count: 11,888 (thereās prob more words but I didnāt put it through word count :p) words (but separated in parts because Tumblr doesnāt let me upload the whole thing š„²)
Recap: Molly and Fennesz are connected through a mysterious magical notebook who kept coming back no matter how many times they got rid of it (thinking itās a cursed artifact), and finally gave up and wrote inside the book. Out of curiosity, they began to write to each otherā¦
Note:
Molly writes in this kind of font
Fennesz writes in this kind of font
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Fenneszās POV
Iā¦also have a confession I would like to make.
Yes?Ā
My name isnāt actually Lukeā¦Luke was my favourite character from a novel, but my name is actually Fenneszā¦Fennesz, Oswald.
I kinda had a feeling it was like that.Ā
Really? It was that obvious?
No, because I understand not to give away your real name to strangers, itās a given, hehe.Ā
Thatās true. So youāre not upset?
Why would I be? I had fun writing to you.Ā
Thatās a relief. I had fun as well. Is Molly your real name?
It isā¦which is why I was afraid if this was some sort of a cursed book. I did watch a movie where there was a phone that was connected to different time period and apparently the other party was a murdererā¦Ā
Hahaā¦I thought it was a cursed book tooā¦but pardon me for asking, may I know what a movie isā¦?
Oh right, there might not be movies in your time yetā¦umā¦do you have cameras there?Ā
We do.
Itās like moving pictures, filmed with camera, and just like a stage play, there is a script and actors would partake in and act out the stories, and they would have different angles and effects and costumes applied in there. Itās really fun to watch and can be rewatched over and over again.Ā
I seeā¦! Thatās fascinatingā¦itās a futuristic technology!
What do you usually do, Fennesz?Ā
I usually read a lot, haha.
What kind of books do you read?Ā
I enjoy history books. My older sister first introduced me to them, she could read at such an advanced level when she was young. I really look up to her and wanted to be like her, so I also started reading more difficult books. But there were words that I couldnāt comprehend and I ended up going back to the same passage.
Aww, you must have really looked up to her.Ā
Of course. Sheās excellent in me than every way. Sheās smart, courageous and kind. And I was the crybaby who always hide behind her.
I feel you. I also have an excellent brother, only heās younger. He also used to be a crybaby too. But now, heās like an older brother who excels in every way.
Fufuā¦weāre the same
Mhmā¦but Fennesz, you have your good sides too.Ā
Really�
Yeah! From what I read, youāre empathetic and kind, just like your older sister, and you also sees the good sides to people. Youāre hardworking too, because you could read at an advanced level when you were a young boy too.Ā
I felt kind of touched by her wordsā¦as if I was being seen, despite we shared few words together.Ā
You too, Molly. From your words, I could tell that youāre a kindhearted person who warms others. Please donāt feel discouraged and see your light.
ā¦Thank you, Fennesz. Itās getting late, I probably shouldnāt keep you up late at night, I hope you have a sweet dream.Ā
You too, please cast your worries aside, and have a good night, Molly.
I cautiously closed the book without making a sound.Ā
Steady breathing sounds continued behind me. I slid the notebook back on my shelf and blew out the candle.Ā
Molly from the future.Ā
I hope we could converse tomorrow too.Ā
I kept it a secret from my second floor roommates and continued to write to her.
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Molly POV
I learnt that not only was Fenneszās time not the same as mine, but he was also from a different world.Ā
He told me that he had to go hunt āangelsā and I asked if it was the glowing angel that had wings and flies in the sky.Ā
We do. If we didnāt, the angel will take the peopleās lives.
??? The angels in my world are good and holyā¦Ā
They are�
And witches exist in his world. He thought this book might have dabbled in magic.Ā
We also have potions too.
Do they work?Ā
Iām not quite sure, since Iāve never taken them beforeā¦but since there were customers and a demand, perhaps they doā¦?
And Fennesz was hesitant to tell me, but he said he had a contract with a demon which is why he could fight, but he couldnāt unlock his powers because there had to be an āArujisamaā to unlock them.Ā
Are you sure you didnāt come from a novelā¦?Ā
Yes, Iām still here writing to youā¦I probably couldnāt show you proofā¦
Then again we have a notebook that comes back every time so I believe you.Ā
Iām gladā¦I thought I might sound absurdā¦
I am still at disbelief because there isnāt anything like what you said in my worldā¦
Therefore, we do live in different worlds and timeā¦
But the reason why you told me about this is because you trust me?Ā
I do.
We already wrote to each other for days. Pages filling from top to bottom.Ā
Fennesz also lived together with three roommates, Haures, Boschi and Ammon.Ā
Although he also worried about writing their names in the book because they advised him that he shouldnāt be this trusting towards someone he doesnāt know, but since I live in another world, itās not really dangerous, right?Ā
But I also agree with them too, not that I am a dangerous person-Ā
Thatās trueā¦
Ā
It was fun to know about how Boschi and Haures had fought over vegetables again for the tenth time.Ā
Fennesz had made a pact with Ammon to try to get the two of them along with each other and they try to defuse things that might cause a conflict between them.Ā
Good luck, Fennesz! You got this!Ā
Hahaā¦I donātā¦but I tryā¦
And I told him things that are in my world too.Ā
I even wrote down the plot of the shows that Iāve watched and books Iāve read.Ā
And Fennesz would read them, asking for more.Ā
Waitā¦so they were actually working behind the scenesā¦?
Yupā¦what a plot twist, right?Ā
Yesā¦I think Iām going to think about this while I sleepā¦
And I confided in him that I also enjoy writing but Iām not good at it.Ā
I would love to read them! To tell you the truth, Iām also writing a novel.
OOH, what kind of novel is it, if you donāt mind me asking?Ā
Itās about the butlersā¦I want to write their stories down.
Thatās kind of you to do.Ā
Having a good memory is helpful when I want to record things. Especially when they all do really amazing things
Would you be writing from your perspective?Ā
Yes. I want to write down what I saw
That means youāre the protagonist of your book, isnāt it?Ā
Noā¦I donāt want to be put as the protagonistā¦no one would want to read my storyā¦
I would!Ā
Ahā¦I wondered if I was too bold. But I really would read Fenneszās story. Heās really knowledgeable about many things and heās perceptive.Ā
Heās sensitive to other peopleās feelings and heās also caring.Ā
I would love to know even more about him.
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Fenneszās POV
Heat climbed all over my face and from the mirror reflection, it was as red as poisonous Amanita mushrooms.Ā
She would read my story, and about meā¦?Ā
But I probably shouldnāt think too much of it, she might be saying it out of politenessā¦
But my heart is thumping as if I just did a morning run with Haures.Ā
She would listen to me talking about the mistakes Iāve made when I was serving the nobles.Ā
Oh no, Fenneszā¦did you get hurt??Ā
Ah, I fell, but good thing it was just light scrapes.
Ouchā¦please remember to apply medicine over them so that they heal fasterā¦! And please donāt be too hard on yourself, the carpet tends to get slippery too, and you were carrying a heavy platter thatās more than usualā¦Ā
Iāll try not toā¦thank you, Molly, for listening to me.
I knew I was going to ruminate over my mistakes over and over in the library, but this time, I wrote in the notebook instead.Ā
And my heart felt lighter, and a bit more forgiving towards the mistakes Iāve made.Ā
It felt strangeā¦being worried over like this.Ā
But I didnāt hate the feelingā¦ratherā¦it was nice to be cared for like this.Ā
I wanted to learn more about Mollyās world too, about what she does.Ā
And when she told me she does translations, I thought about how interesting it would be being able to learn another language.Ā
I tried to learn another language to read books that are beyond the Central Land, but itās a slow progress.Ā
There were phrases in my world that are different than the phrases used in her world.Ā
She would teach me āslangsā from her world, and even, āmemes.ā To which I was still confused about, but the little doodles she drew made me laugh when I was working, and I got scolded by the nobles.Ā
I wanted to take the notebook everywhere, so I would take it with me while I was recording things, and I hid it behind me whenever Haures, Boschi and Ammon were near by.
You would read stories about me�
Of course, sorry, did that came off too strong?Ā
Not at all, I felt happy reading that.
Iām gladā¦Ā
I would also love to read stories about you too.
Ahā¦but Iām not interesting-Ā
You are!
Trust me, if you see me, youāll know mundane it is-Ā
But even so, I would still want to read anything thatās on you.
I closed the book.Ā
I donāt know what came over meā¦
Itās scary when humans became bolder when they gain confidence.Ā
But I did tell the truthā¦I really do want to read more about her.Ā
I placed a bookmark in between the pages, just to keep track of it.Ā
But it was gone the next day.Ā
Did it fell off somewhere?
ā¦ā¦.
Fennesz, did you have a bookmark by any chance?Ā
Yes, I did.
I think it got transferred over to meā¦the dried flower still has a faint scent on it.Ā
Ahā¦yes! I picked the flower myself when I had to travel for work, and I would place the flower in between my book to let it dry and I would make them into bookmarks afterwards.
Thatās niceā¦itās a really cute bookmark, Iāll put it in the book so you can have it back.Ā
You could have it. It can be a gift for you!
Really? Thank you, Fennesz. Iāll use it whenever I read a book.Ā
Iām gladā¦
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Molly POV
Whenever I went to a supermarket, thereās always a section with a lot of different mushrooms in the cooler.Ā
Shiitake, Portobello, Oyster mushrooms, Enoki mushrooms, Button mushrooms and more, if Fennesz were in my world, he would be thrilled to see them.Ā
I took a picture on my phone and I printed it in my printer to send it to Fennesz in the notebook.Ā
Guess what I saw!Ā
Mushrooms, there are a lot in your market!
Your favourite!Ā
Yesā¦I wish I could eat them everyday
I started eating more mushrooms because of you, I saw an easy recipe to make for tonight.Ā
Fufuā¦I wish I could join you
Iāll take a picture and send it to you!
Itās difficult for Fennesz to take pictures, since he needs to take it from a professional photographer, but he tried to draw out the scenes and write passages of the books he enjoyed to read.Ā
I tried to see if I could send other things to him, other than paper based items.Ā
I gave him a bookmark back, one that I bought during my travels. Itās a bookmark that you could pin to the page, it looked like a letter.Ā
Itās a return gift for yours the other day!Ā
Iāll use it everyday!
And I would send him pictures I printed, showing him the warm days with blue skies and when itās snowing outside. He was fascinated by the cars parked outside, and he also marvelled at the lights out.Ā
They used candles more often.Ā
I attached some bath salts for Fennesz in the book, and he used it.Ā
I also included dried mushrooms and it got sent through too.Ā
And Fennesz would attached dried flowers that he saw, cards that he made, and newspaper that he cut.Ā
And he would also attach a hand cream he bought from the shop.Ā
Itās getting cold, so please take care of your hands.
Thank you, Fennesz, youāre just in time! My hands get so dry so easily.Ā
Mine too, I wish I could apply it for you.
Oh? That was really bold of you, Fennesz.Ā
Ah, I-I meanā¦
I know what you mean, hehe. Donāt worry, Fennesz, I was just teasing you.Ā
Fufuā¦
While I was curious about how Fennesz looks like, I wonder if he would be curious for me too.Ā
I donāt really like taking pictures, because Iām not the cameraās favourite. I tend to look awkward whenever thereās a camera near by.Ā
But it felt kind of like a face reveal, wanting to know how each other looks likeā¦
Before that, we did try to draw how we look like.Ā
So I used to have black hair that goes past my shoulder, like really long! But because it was summer, so I got it cut, and my friendās got a dog, whose hair grows faster than me!Ā
Fufuā¦maybe your hair wants to keep it light for you so you could feel cooler in the summer.
But it doesnāt help it when it gets all over the place!Ā
Ah, I did remember read from a book that if you apply hair oil, it can help.
I did afterwards! Thank you anyways, Fennesz.Ā
Although I shouldnāt say because I also have strands that stick outā¦they look like thisā¦
Hehe, they look cute, like a little red sprout that grows on top of your hair.Ā
They doā¦now that you mentioned it.
Youāre tall, too, like a giant.Ā
No, noā¦Iām not that tall! But then again, I do bump into the door frame a lotā¦
Be careful, Fenneszā¦Ā
I willā¦
I also have a mole near my lips. You know how like there are people who have moles near their chin? Thatās a beauty mark. But the mole I have meant that I like to eat, which is true, but still! And one time, my grandpa tried to wipe my mouth because he thought it was something dirty, and it was just my moleā¦that happened when I was little.Ā
Fufuā¦thatās a cute image. I can imagine how you would be anxious to leaveā¦
Right? I wanted to go already!Ā
I used to be scrawny, but I trained together with Haures, so I did gain more muscles. Like this.
You probably have muscles as hard as baguette.Ā
Baguetteā¦? Pfftā¦
Whenever I saw butterflies, I thought of Fennesz.
And I had my picture taken. I wanted to appear my best when I send them to Fennesz.Ā
Would he be disappointed by me?Ā
Maybe my smile is awkward.
Ah, my hair shouldnāt be too close to my neck.Ā
Maybe the dress isnāt suitableā¦
I breathed in and attached the photo and shut the book quickly.Ā
Iām too scared to see his response.
A monochrome picture slipped from the pages and landed on the ground.Ā
I picked up and saw it was a professional picture of a young man, smiling.Ā
He had sprout-like strands sticking out on the top.Ā
Short hair, neatly cut.Ā
Warm eyes that waned when he looked at the screen.Ā
A monocle as decoration.Ā
His butterfly tie that represented him.Ā
Strong muscles that are covered with the formal shirt and vest.Ā
It was Fennesz.
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Fennesz's POV
āFennesz-san, are you okay? Do you need to get some fresh air?ā Ammon saw that my breath was hasty when I placed the picture inside the book.Ā
āN-no, Iā¦think Iām fine.ā I breathe in more slowly and held my breath.Ā
The blood pumped into my ears and all I could hear was the muffled ringing of my heartbeat.Ā
āYou donāt look fine, Fennesz.ā Boschi glanced up from his bed. āYou looked like you just came from the angel hunt.āĀ
āN-no, I donāt-āĀ
āIf youāre feeling unwell, Fennesz, you should take a break today, I can finish up your work for you.ā Haures came over and asked for the work notebook.Ā
āI-Iām really fine, Haures, I can finish up the workā¦thank you.ā
Their suspicious gaze pinned me like a butterfly display, but I was able to slip through.
They turned to themselves.Ā
āIs Fennesz-san still under the spell from the notebook we had before?āĀ
āProbably, he seems more positive recently, maybe thereās magic.āĀ
āFennesz is also working hard too.āĀ
āI did see him humming more and laughing at himself~āĀ
āMe too, he seemed to be in a daze or sumthin'āĀ
āWhen I call for him, he was still writing in his notebook.āĀ
āAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHā I screamed.
āFennesz-san, whatās wrong?ā Ammon usually smiled mischievously when he caught someoneās weakness.Ā
āYeah. We were just talking among ourselves, why did you scream, Fennesz?ā Boschi also smiled, but it was a smug smile he had when he knew he's winning at chess.
āDid we say something embarrassingā¦?ā Haures glanced at me, he looked like he just got caught by Lono for not finishing his fish.
I froze. āIā¦w-when did you guys found outā¦?āĀ
āHow can we not know?āĀ
Apparently, I was really easy to read.Ā
I would usually feel down in the dumps when the other butlers find me but now I seemed to feel less deflated whenever I made a mistake.Ā
I would work harder during my training, even wanting to be stronger.Ā
I hummed whenever I was in a good mood, and that happened a lot, during baths, during work, during supper.Ā
But what was the most apparent, was that I was talking in my sleep.Ā
āFufuā¦I enjoy talking to you tooā¦.Mā¦Mollyā¦āĀ
And that was the nail that hit the coffin.
ā¦ā¦..
āFennesz-san, you shouldnāt hide in the corner, you still need to wait for her response~ā Ammon tugged my shirt to get me out.Ā
āYou donāt have to be embarrassed ābout it, Fennesz, weāre used to it.ā Boschi crossed his arms.Ā
āItās not embarrassing at all, itās sweet, Fennesz.ā Haures tried to comfort me but the shame spread like fire.
āLet me dig a hole and stay thereā¦ā
Boschi scoffed. āSo what did you put inside the book, anyways?āĀ
āY-you guys saw itā¦?āĀ I peeked.
āI did see Fennesz dressing more neatly than usual.āĀ Haures noted.
āDid ya have your picture taken, Fennesz-san~?āĀ Ammon teased.
āā¦ā¦.ā
āWere the two of you exchanging pictures?āĀ
āā¦ā¦.ā
āWeāll take that as a yes.āĀ
āā¦ā¦ā
āDid she give her picture yet?āĀ
āā¦..I didnāt check yetā¦āĀ
āHow come?āĀ
āā¦Iām too nervous to open the book.āĀ
āWeāll do it for ya.āĀ
āNO-ā
My hands were trembling when I hugged the book in my arms.Ā
I didnāt know what she would think when she sees this picture of me.Ā
Would she be disappointed by how I look?Ā
Perhaps her expectation of me would be dropped when she sees the actual picture of meā¦
Would she stopped talking to me?Ā
I wouldnāt want thatā¦
I would want to see a picture of herā¦
I saw it in my dreams before.Ā
Even though the face was blurry, but I could hear her in my mind.Ā
And we were in the same world, laughing.
Boschi, as if he read my mind, sighed. āDonāt worry about it, Fennesz. If sheās the one who talked with you day and night, she wouldnāt be put off by your picture.āĀ
āYeah, Fennesz-san,ā Ammon chimed in. āYou know, the noble ladies would ask for you whenever youāre around~you should have more confidence in yourself.āĀ
āAnd Fennesz, if you both share similar views, perhaps the fears and worries you have are shared with her too.ā Haures patted my back.Ā
āThatās trueā¦ā I remembered that she said sheās not fond of cameras because she felt unnatural in front of them. āBut I would think itās a good picture of her regardlessā¦āĀ
āSo, just open the book.ā
A picture flew like gentle butterfly in the air, as light as the autumn leaves that fell from the maple trees.Ā
I remembered the maple leaf she picked up from the park. She gave it to me.Ā
Because they were Fenneszās colours!
And she said it felt like the world is surrounded by me whenever we reached the fall seasons.Ā
I caught the picture in my palm, the backside was facing me.Ā
The colours were slipping through when I moved it closer to the sunlight.Ā
And I slowly turned it over.
The picture was in complete colour.Ā
I was amazed by the technology, at how crisp the image looked.Ā
And I appreciated the details shown on the picture.Ā
Her long hair, she said, used to grow slow, has reached past her shoulders.Ā
Under the bright light, the brown from her hair looked as warm as the chestnuts roasted in the fire.
Her eyes, I remembered she said that she cried when she heard that I almost lost my life during the angel hunt. I didnāt want to hide anything from her, so I told her about the reason why I wanted to become strong. I traced the bottom lashes as if to wipe away her tears.Ā
Her eyes shined like dark pearls, of innocence and kindness.Ā
And the mole she was telling me about that was on her lips. It was difficult to see, but I remembered exactly where it was.Ā
I couldnāt help but trace her lips, jealous that the lipstick could touch her.Ā
But it looked beautiful on her.Ā
Her cheeks, that she said, was chubby like a hamster, were soft, that I hoped I could reach my hand in and poke her. Maybe she would puff her cheeks and laugh when I tease her.Ā
The white dress fits her perfectly. She had crossed her hands politely, as if she was attending a party.Ā
And while she said that she was awkward in pictures, her smile was just like how I imagined over and over.Ā
I wish I could be that photographer who took her picture.
It was exactly like how she drew herselfā¦but the picture was better.Ā
And it felt like I had been wanting to see how she looked like in a long timeā¦and it was everything that I had imagined to be.Ā
I traced the picture with my fingers, wanting to capture her in my memories.Ā
I hope that my picture was also just like how she imagined to be.
āI think Fennesz-san forgot about usā¦āĀ
āLetās just leave him be, he should have this moment.āĀ
āHow about we go train?āĀ
āUhā¦Haures-san, letās not break this nice mood-āĀ
āHaures, you should go train by yourself.āĀ
āBoschi, I know you were napping when we were training.āĀ
āShhā¦Haures-san, Boschi-san, letās not fight!ā
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Molly POV
I looked at the picture over and over.Ā
I couldnāt help it.Ā
I took a picture of Fenneszās picture and saved it on my phone, and kept the original picture safely in another book.Ā
I didnāt want the fragile paper to rip if I put it in a drawer.Ā
I tried to make the monochrome picture into the colours Fennesz told me.Ā
His hair is as bright as the maple leaves, a strand that is golden near his left cheek.Ā
He said his eyes are the colour of magma, but I think they reminded me of the sunset, who painted the sea with its warm colours.Ā
Whenever I met with his eyes, my heart always skipped a beat.Ā
Heās the most handsome man Iāve ever seen, and he was more than the art he drew of himself.Ā
He forgot to mention the cute furrowed brows he had when he smiles.Ā
The way his cute bang drooped over his face.Ā
I can imagine that he would always tuck his hair strand behind his ears whenever he reads.Ā
And whenever I see monocles, I think of Fennesz.Ā
I once read that monocles are stuck between the gap between the cheekbone and the eye, he must have had amazing cheekbones. How cute.
His lips looked soft to touch, and his smile could easily melt me.Ā
I wish I could be the one to make him smile.Ā
Because he surely did make mine.Ā
My stomach is filled with blue butterflies, and my mind is rewritten by you, Fennesz.
ā¦..
The pages have reached the end, and we found loopholes by writing in between the gaps.Ā
Iāve learned to write tiny words that you can see with a magnifying glass, and Fennesz would squint whenever he writes back.Ā
We really thought the pages would grow more, the more we write, but it remained the same.Ā
I asked him about the picture, and he told me that he kept it safe near his drawer. He admitted that he sees it every day and talked to my picture. He said he felt embarrassed confessing that to me but felt like he had to.Ā
And I told him the same thing, I looked at his picture on my phone and took him everywhere.Ā
When the gaps were filled from corner to corner, we wrote on the cover.Ā
But the book glowed, blinding me with its light.Ā
And the pages spread and flipped from start to finish.Ā
No, no, no.Ā
No, this isnāt happening!Ā
No, you canāt!!!
Why is it that when I want the book to leave, it never leaves but when I have integrated it as part of my life, it suddenly wants to disappear?Ā
I scribbled quick before the light ceased.Ā
And whatever I wrote afterwards, Fennesz never wrote a response back anymore.
.
.
.
I love you.
ā¦ā¦..
The book and the contents remained, but everything fell silent.Ā
It felt like a dream.Ā
The gifts Fennesz sent me, the picture he gave me, theyāre still here to remind me that he was real.Ā
Whenever I wake up, the corner of my eyes were wet with tears from my dreams of Fennesz.Ā
I didnāt want to forget about him.Ā
But I didnāt have the courage to open the book, knowing he wouldnāt be there anymore.
ā¦ā¦..
The more I kept myself away from the book, the more my heart aches.Ā
So, I opened it.Ā
As I was flipping through the book, I noticed that there were words that were circled.Ā
Fennesz had circled the words before the book ended our conversation.Ā
He was trying to tell me something.Ā
Ah, I fell, but good thing it was just light scrapes.
In Autumn, itās getting colder, so please remember to wrap yourself with a scarf.
I also love reading fictions.
Of course, always, Iāll care
for you, I can do it!
You are my everything, is that the song lyrics?
Trust me, youāre amazing
Those thoughts stay with me
Donāt leave yourself behind, please also remember to take care of yourself
miss you and your words
always been you
I think this should be right
love your thoughts on this
He always remembered where the words are locatedā¦
He has a photographic memory, after allā¦
He would have read the book over and over againā¦
Just to confess to meā¦
And I wished that I could see him againā¦
I want another book to be able to write him againā¦
I want to tell him that I love him.Ā
How wonderful he isā¦
How much I want to be with him and I miss him a lotā¦
ā¦..
āMeow~āĀ
The black cat dropped a golden ring on the ground.Ā
I didnāt know if I should take it to the police station, but I heard voices inside my head.Ā
āPut it on.ā
āTheyāre waiting for you.āĀ
āWonāt you save them?āĀ
And I slipped the ring on my finger and lost my consciousness.Ā
ā¦..
āPlease wake upā¦āĀ
In front of me, the person smiled warmly, relieved that I woke up from my slumber.Ā
āW-who-āĀ
āIām Berrien, I am one of your butlers.ā Berrien crossed his hand over his heart and bowed. āPlease call me, Berrien.āĀ
āBerrienā¦.?āĀ
It was a familiar name to meā¦I remembered Fennesz looked up to Berrien, because heās calm and is an incredible problem solverā¦but is that the same Berrienā¦?Ā
ā¦..
āOh my, Berrien, our Arujisama has finally arrived, I see.ā Lucas bowed politely. āItās a pleasure to meet you, my name is Lucas.āĀ
Arujisamaā¦? The Arujisama that unlocks the butlersā powersā¦? The demon bonded in contractsā¦?Ā
And Lucasā¦the doctor of the infirmary and is very good with communicationsā¦Fennesz would help him collect medicinal herbs in the forest.Ā
ā¦ā¦
āS-shit, I gotta hide!!ā The blonde butler barged into the room.Ā
āLonoā¦youāre being rather loud. Please try to be quiet in front of Arujisama.āĀ
Lonoā¦I remember he would make delicious mushroom dishes that Fennesz likes. An amazing cook in the mansionā¦
ā¦.
āThatās Haures-san, to you.ā The blue haired butler smacked Lono on the head.Ā
Hauresā¦.Fenneszās roommate, Haures?? The one Fennesz looked up and compared himself to a lot, whoās really amazing at fighting and fights with Boschi and doesnāt like fish, that Hauresā¦?Ā
āArujisama, may we know your name?āĀ
āI-itāsā¦Mollyā¦ā
Haures seemed to look at me in surprise and he observed me from head to toe.Ā
He tried to open his mouth but he didnāt say anything, but he stayed in the back while Berrien was explaining what was going on.Ā
It felt like dejavu but everything was exactly like Fennesz said, only, I didnāt see Fennesz.Ā
I went on angel hunt with Lono immediately after the siren blared.Ā
The angel in Fenneszās world is truly terrifying to meet in person, but Lono seemed to shrug it off with ease.Ā
ā¦..
I wanted to confirm more details, so when Berrien said I could try to take off my ring, I went back to my world and took out the notebook.Ā
First floor: Berrien, Lono, Bastien.Ā
Second floor: Haures, Boschi, Ammon and Fennesz.Ā
Third floor: Lucas, Lamli, NacĀ
Basement floor: Miyaji, Flure and Lato.
Fennesz would speak of them fondly, always wishing to be closer to them but fearing that they wouldnāt like his book recommendations.Ā
I circled the ones that I already met.
Berrien, Lucas, Lono, Haures.Ā
And as for Arujisamaā¦did they said that I would be the one to unlock their powersā¦?Ā
So, Fennesz wouldnāt have to be hurt anymoreā¦Ā
āArujisamaā¦Arujisamaā¦please hurry backā¦āĀ
ā¦.
Fennesz never mentioned a talking cat. But in a world of demons, angels and magic, itās not a surprise that cats can talk too. I patted Muu a lot.Ā
ā¦
I felt sorry to Boschi when I went back home. It was never my intention to let him get hurtā¦but during the time I was away, he had fought the angel without powersā¦
I should have stayed here longerā¦
ā¦.
I heard the ruckus coming from the garden.Ā
Muu followed behind me as I looked for the source of the scream.Ā
Strawberry gradient hairā¦who works in the gardenā¦who is drenched by the hoseā¦thatāsā¦
āUgh, this sucks! Iām absolutely soaked!āĀ
āThatās Ammon Lead, according to Lono-sanās notes!āĀ
And Fenneszās too.Ā
Itās been days, but Iām starting to wonder if Fennesz is in this same world.Ā
Maybe this is a parallel world that doesnāt have Fenneszā¦
āHey Ammon, can ya tie up my hair for me?ā Itās Boschi again.Ā
They seemed to get along well just like Fennesz said. Ammon usually takes good care of Boschiās hair, and they looked like brothers.Ā
They seemed shocked when they saw me though.Ā
āHuhā¦the new Arujisama, right, nice to meet ya, Iām Boschi.āĀ
āI-Iām Ammon, I look after the gardenā¦say, Arujisama, have we met somewhere before?āĀ
āUmā¦I do feel like we might've met beforeā¦.onlyā¦is there a Fennesz Oswald hereā¦?ā
āT-thereās AHCHOO-āĀ
āAmmon, yer gonna catch a cold if you stay like that.āĀ
āYouāre right, I should at least change my shirt.āĀ
āHey Ammon, I heard someone shouting, did something happen?ā Haures walked over to the garden.Ā
ā¦.
Boschi and Haures are arguing before my eyesā¦it felt like I was seeing celebrities in real lifeā¦Ā
So this is what Fennesz usually sees.Ā
āHauresā¦Donāt be so harsh on Ammon.ā
ā¦
The voice from behind me was so gentle, it could make me cry.Ā
Iāve never heard his voice before, but from his writing, I always imagined his voice would be soft and gentle.Ā
āAh, Fennesz-san!āĀ
Muu looked up at me, holding the note, āso thatās Fennesz Oswald, the one you were saying before, Arujisama!āĀ
āItās lovely to meet you, Arujisama, Iām Fennesz Oswald.ā Fennesz had bowed his head, but he didnāt see me yet.Ā
āLooks like someone is waiting to see him.āĀ
āItās a pity that out the four of us he saw her the latest.āĀ
āI donāt think he believed me when I told himā¦āĀ
āFe-ā¦ā I searched online for the right pronunciation but I wasnāt really sure if I was calling his name rightā¦I practiced over and over again, hoping to call himā¦and I did.Ā āFenneszā¦āĀ
āYesā¦Arujisama?āĀ
āā¦Are you really Fenneszā¦?āĀ
āYes, I am Fennesz Oswald.ā He paused, beads of tears forming at the corner of his eyes, āI believe we have met beforeā¦āĀ
He walked closer and held my hand.Ā
āMolly-sama.ā
The EndĀ
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Bonus
āI saw the circled words you left behind, Fennesz.āĀ
I chose Fennesz as my main butler in charge, but it felt strange, having him to call me Arujisama.Ā
āY-you didā¦? But I also read the last line you wrote tooā¦on the cover.āĀ
āAhā¦ā I felt even more shy now that I saw Fennesz in person. Even though we wrote nearly everyday, and there was a sense of familiarity, but meeting Fennesz in person still felt daunting to me.Ā
āFufuā¦andā¦the words that I circledā¦umā¦ā his face is also a blushing mess. āIs alsoā¦a response to thatā¦āĀ
āYou probably read through it over and over to remember the placement of the words, didnāt youā¦?āĀ
āIā¦I didā¦āĀ
When I headed back home to get my notebook, our books finally reunited with each other.Ā
If we were to throw this book away, itās not going to come back to us.Ā
But instead of a magic book, a golden ring made its way to me.Ā
And I was able to meet Fennesz.Ā
I glanced at him and felt his contagious heat on my cheeks too.Ā
āArujisamaā¦āĀ
āYes, Fenneszā¦?āĀ
āLetāsā¦get to know each other first, slowly.āĀ
āI agreeā¦too.āĀ
āAnd maybeā¦āĀ
āMaybe then we could hold hands.āĀ
āā¦!āĀ
āBut nowā¦āĀ
āā¦I enjoy being by your side, smiling beside you.ā
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EpilogueĀ
āDo you ever regret meeting me?āĀ
āIf I were to go back in time, I would have write in the book immediately to know you better.āĀ
Fennesz held my hand in his.Ā
His hands were large and comforting.Ā
He took out the notebook and handed to me.Ā
āOh, I remember this, did you want me to go back to the memory lane, Fennesz?āĀ
āFufuā¦only if you want to.āĀ
I flipped open the pages. āYour confession was really sweet, and I would read it over and over again, but I donāt want to get my tears on this page. Did you know you made me cry a lot?āĀ
āI didnātā¦but I wished I could wipe your tears for you. I cried too, after the book ended.āĀ
āMe tooā¦I wished I could see youā¦and, itās really my favourite par-āĀ
I saw a ring, a butterfly ring with a red jewel, the same red as Fenneszās hair.Ā
He gave me a ring before for Travelās safety during my third year here, a souvenir, but it felt like a promise ring.Ā
It was a little bigger than I imagined, so we went back to the shop together and got the right fit.Ā
But this ring inside the book felt more serious than before. We talked about the kind of ring we would get if we would ever get married.
āMay I?ā Fennesz held his palm towards me.Ā
I nodded and placed my left hand on his.Ā
And he slid the ring on my ring finger, a perfect fit this time.Ā
āYou didnāt even have to ask if I want to marry you, hehe. You knew I would.āĀ
āAhā¦I should have askedā¦! It wouldnāt be formal-āĀ
āNo, no, I like the confidence you display, you didnāt have any hesitation at all~āĀ
āIā¦itās trueā¦because we did talk about this before but I still think I should ask you-āĀ
āThenā¦ā
I took out a small box and opened it in front of Fennesz. āthis isnāt a pinky ring anymore, Fenneszā¦will you marry me?āĀ
The ring had a different butterfly, but we both decided to have stones the same colour as Fennesz. The warm autumn colours that surrounded us.
āIā¦I doā¦! Y-youāve taken the words out of my mouthā¦āĀ
āThen, letās do a redo! I donāt mind!ā I slid the ring and handed it back to Fennesz. āNot married anymore-āĀ
āFufuā¦umā¦ā Fennesz stood up and he adjusted his butterfly tie. Under the sunset, he kneeled before me and held my hand. āThereās no one else I would rather be with, youāre so precious to meā¦Will you marry me, Molly-sama?āĀ
āHeheā¦of course I will, Fennesz.ā
Epilogue End












