I'm both sad & happy

Mommie says love is the fertilizer for human beings.

Maybe these thoughts are supposed to make sense. But if so, why do I feel lost in my own mind?

Take a moment, think about it. What would you wish for?

There’s a heresay in Chinese: All meetings and serendipities will end in separations. It is simply a journey.

Maybe things aren’t getting better. You’re simply going nowhere.

Maybe anxiety is a mental disorder.

Have you found a place where you belong? Or are you forever looking in from the outside?

They said if you’re alone for too much, it’ll get harder. You’ll lose what little you have on being with people.

We all have our own war to wage, demons to battle.

What if life is a trial for you to experience success, hardship, love and heartbreak?

Relationship changes.

Not everyone is lucky enough to have found someone whom they can truly and fearlessly love. More so if it is reciprocated.

But won’t the down time make the light days happier?

You will never know what’s bubbling beneath the facade people choose to portray.