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This is, by every possible metric known to man, a terrible fucking idea.
But Mack's running his hands up and down her hips, pressing her against his stupidly big body. His green Bambi eyes and his dumb tooth gap and the stupidly earnest look on his face. His hot breath straight into her ear.
"Let me take you back to my place. Please?"
Or, Will's a d1 tennis girl who doesn't have the time for boy problems. This fact does absolutely nothing to stop the boy.
Chapter 1.1 - βOh my god, get me out of here.β
Note: I highly recommend you read my first ntdp post (NTDP primer chapter 1.0, if you will) before reading this one! It will give you important context, and prevent excessive re-explaining in this post.
Breaking down the individual
"We run around the building with logs on our shoulders. That brings us together, because you can never leave somebody behind, we always have to stick together.β x
βThey come here and need to learn how to play as a team so you want to break down the individuality." x
"Boot camp situations with log and tire carries, push-ups and intense cross-training workouts. Physically excruciating conditioning challenges players to endure adversity and, in turn, builds teamwork skills as individuals learn discipline and mental toughness." x
βtries to break you down to build you back up to be mentally a lot stronger and tougher than you were.β x
βThe team spent all of their time together building muscle and camaraderieβ x
βThey went through an entire offseason program, which is typically 10-12 weeks of training, in just six weeks. The NTDP has that standard β they are going to work hard and train hard." x
"The head coach of U18 team this year, he comes in the gym every single day to check out what's going on, doesn't say a word. Looks around and says, How the boys looking? I say, They look like crap. He goes, Okay good, hit 'em. And he walks out." x
Will Smith: βThe first couple months were like, Get me out of this place. It was just, it was awful. The workouts, everything. The workouts and all that, it justβ¦youβre at the rink for 8 hours a day. I mean, it was army-style.β x
Ryan Leonard: βCountless hours, every single day with them, going through hell with them, countless hours of workouts, skates that are just pissing you off, workouts that just don't end. It's like, Come on, get me out of here.β x
Coaching philosophy
βTheyβre tired. We grind them. [β¦] Because we are exhausting them, weβre stress inoculating them. So they're using every ounce of energy, physically, emotionally, everything. Theyβre away from home, their mom and dad aren't there, theyβre emotionally drained, they're physically drained, they're challenged by the competition, by us, by their peers. Theyβre pushed, so when they add one thing or their grades start falling in school, everything falls apart.β x
"Once you see a player can do it, can keep pace, then you demand that from them more. Then, they give you more and you ask for more." x
βThey need to be pushed. Theyβve never been there [past their limits], they don't know. Any way you can push them, push them.β x
Push/Squeeze/Pull & Constant Demand being one of the core tenets:
βManipulate emotionsβ on coaching slide: x
Veryβ¦interesting names of video review clips seen when a coach was adjusting his screenshare (this was the 2002s i.e. Brock Faber, Matty Beniers cohort. also note the clips for the incoming 2004s): Β x
USA U18 POST YT SHIT EFFORT 2-28-20
USA U18 LRF POOR EXECUTION 3-10-20
Training load
"NO OFF DAYS!" (on a slide from Coach Seth Appert) x
"We hammer them in the weight room." x
"At the one-hour mark, the coach blew his whistle and the members of the NTDP skated to the bench and walked off through the open gate in single file - they didn't head to the dressing room, but through a tunnel to another freshly flooded pad in the building. A great convenience: a two-hour practice didn't have to hit pause while a Zamboni circled the rink." x
Also mentioned here: βthe team are on the ice at USA Hockey Arena β after the first 60 minutes of practice, the team walks through a tunnel to a second pad, thus not having to wait for the Zamboni to flood the rink. Practice runs a full two hours and itβs high-tempo.β x
Trainer: "We lifted after BU, we lifted after we lost to North Dakota, we lifted after we lost to Wisconsin...we lose a lot." checking the schedule, these were ROAD games, so this was either at the hotel gym, or straight off the bus after driving through the night. x
"This year...I think the U17's did close to 150 off-ice workouts, about 200 skates. Both teams were in that range. So that's pretty much training every single day." / "[we do] skates every day during the week now" / schedule showing 7 days a week: x
"Half of the 46 players I have do ice baths in the morning at the hotels before games." x
Regular normie trainer who was hired and was at first shocked at the training load, then learned they couldΒ 'take a lot' and he could push them even harder than he ever thought possible ("I couldn't believe it, the intensity level was so high" to "I noticed how much these guys could take" to "I realized I've been undertraining kids.") x
βThere are no days off with the program,β Hughes said. x
"They're pretty ripe" and the male suppleness chart
The entire rest of the medical/athletic field calls it Flexibility or Mobility. So does USA Hockey do the same? No, they decided to be unique and chart male "suppleness". (Note: I did a lot of digging to see if this was some insane niche term, but all other sources that call it suppleness are merely pulling wording from the original USA Hockey model). x
"This window now between 16-20 is huge for development, when the hormones are kicking in and last couple surges, the recovery is there, itβs a unique time. Thereβs an opportunity to get bigger, faster, stronger, itβs all about really buying into it." (Coach Wrobo) x
"15-year-old boys who enter the NTDP leave as 18-year-old men." x
Coach Wrobo: βI love being on the road because we have no veterans. There are no returning players that can show guys the way things are run around here. We get 20 rookies at a time.β x
βHe turns boys into men.β x
"Bill Smith recalled sending a boy away to Michigan two years ago. Will Smith came home this spring as a man." x
Ntdp trainer who describes boys at this age as "pretty ripe" x
Very odd rambling quote from a coach about Alex Turcotte: βHeβs very respectful but not guarded behind it. Like some kids are respectful to all adults and arenβt willing to kind of cultivate that relationship because of that. Heβs not that way. Heβs respectful but also is part of the family. I donβt know if that makes any sense but heβs very unique in that regard where just because he and I have a close relationship or he and the other coaches, he doesnβt overstep because of that relationship. Itβs like he has figured out what you usually donβt figure out until youβre an adult as far as what line to cross.β x
"The trainer's room sometimes tends to be a hangout as well," Hodges said. "We've got recovery boots and a cold tub." x
Will Smith with trainer Hodgesβs dog.
Players as packages and products
βHe was a Bambi-looking kid,β Wroblewski said. βBut the package looked too good to pass up." x
"We were looked at like pirates and the bounty was the player," Cronin said. x
"He's as good as I've seen come through here in terms of talent, work ethic and being the complete package on and off the ice," said senior director of operations Scott Monaghan. x
No qualms about describing and comparing/contrasting the bodies of literal teenagers...Coach Wrobo: "Jack was tiny, so small, so weak.β x Director of operations Scott Monaghan: "He's more like Patrick because of his skating and shiftiness than Auston, who was really big and strong.β x
USA Hockey-written headline: "Fifteen NTDP Products Will Play for Team USA at World Juniors" x
'Wroblewski calls Hughes "manicured." It's an excellent way to describe him. Hughes doesn't sound like a 17-year-old. He's well-spoken because he's well-groomed, unfazed by the hype.' x
"I feel like it's the best place to be for a 16-year, 17-year-old," Hughes told The Associated Press. "No one trains as hard as us. We skate every day. We lift three days a week. We play a great schedule. I think it's the best place to be to groom yourself to be an NHL player someday." x
"Part of the philosophy here is that it was like a PR show.β x
βItβs become like a factory.β x
On food
"The players know when theyβre a pound up or a pound down" x
"[Our coach] was really strict - you couldn't drink pop, he didn't want guys eating dessert, your body is your temple. One night, I go to [my teammate], "Hey, you want to get a McFlurry?" He was like, "Oh, man, that sounds unreal." We went through the drive-thru, looking over our shoulders to make sure nobody saw us, and just crushed those McFlurries. Didn't think anything of it. The next day, we had a team meal and [our coach] says, "Well, gentlemen, two of your teammates decided to be selfish and have some ice cream last night." He asked if anyone wants to own up to it." x
4-5x a year, players undergo a full detailed frame assessment, including measurements of height, seated height, shoulder width, weight, lean mass, bodyfat composition, etc. x
If a player is "slipping" by "not making lean mass gains, or they're gaining fat, or they're overfat and not losing fat" then the trainers can re-assess the individual as often as they want, noting "the numbers don't lie." x
Players must "maintain their desired caloric intake as designated by the team nutritionist" x
Players eat βdinner per the schedule from a nutritionistβ x
the looming orthorexia in this Will Smith/Ryan Leonard/Gabe Perreault video
screenshared athlete meal plan with guidelines such as "snack may be protein bar OR a baggie of assorted nuts" (god forbid you have both...?) and "a piece of toast" as part of breakfast (god forbid you have twoβ¦) x
screenshared portion control guide that is given to NTDP players, including detailed serving sizes such as β16 grapesβ, β10 friesβ, β23 almondsβ, β12 baby carrotsβ x
no wonder these boys are OBSESSED with chipotleβ¦theyβre hungry!! no wonder auston matthews was getting choked up at the memory of him mom sending $20 to get chipotle with the boys, and will and zeev were spending four hours at Red Lobster!
Post-NTDP quotes:
Will Smith: βMy food schedule is pretty intense. It is kind of about what you're eating but the timing of it, too. You got to plan how your day is more.β x
βFor me, it's getting bigger, stronger and enhancing my skills," Hughes said. "Maybe like two or three pounds, nothing crazy though. I don't want to get too big to where I can't move out there."Β x
βHughes said he had some food after the game, but after he found out he wasnβt playing Saturday, he dialed back his typical recovery and hydration routine.β x
Special mention: NTDP slop philosophy x
ntdp figured out that soft foods (shall we say, SLOP) are easier for the playersβ (young, exhausted) bodies to digest
so when they cater food to hotels for road games, they order chicken, rice, and then a BUNCH of soup. to pour all over the food. I am not kidding.Β
related anecdote, when the U17βs were at an international tournament:
Coach Wrobo had this belief that βyou CAN out-eat your opponentβ so they had a huge breakfast at the hotel
then the trainer went back to the kitchen and ordered seconds of everything and had the hotel keep bringing out more foodΒ
Team Finland was witness to this entire slop fest and looked on with something akin to fear
and then USA lost to Russia
Playing up
NTDP trainer: "They're away from home and they're getting their ass kicked every weekend because they're playing up. So it's somewhat of a trial. It's not for everybody, I guess." x
"They are 17 year olds paying against 18, 19 and 20 year olds,β says Jim Hughes. βThe first year is turbulent and itβs rocky because theyβre playing against older competition on a daily basis." x
"punching up a weight class against a lot of 19- and 20-year-olds in the USHL, or punching way, way up against collegians who might be four or five years older." x
"People seem to forget that when you're playing at the NTDP, it's the hardest schedule in minor hockey," said Jim Hughes, Jack's father. "You're playing against Division I colleges, a difficult USHL schedule against kids three to four years older.β x
βThe crucible of competition against older teams means players have to develop quickly. And weβve foundβthrough experienceβthat they do improve at a rapid pace when playing against older, more experienced players.β (NTDP FAQ)
Will Smith: "17 [under] year was brutal. The first couple months were like, Get me out of this place. Cause we would just go out to Youngstown and lose 10-1, you couldnβt - it was just, it was awful." x
Trevor Zegras: "We were pretty nervous going into our first USHL game because we had heard a lot of stuff from the 2000 group on how hard it was and everything." x
"I played 100 games my senior year or something like that. You're playing junior, you're playing out of your comfort zone. You go from playing 45 games at prep school to anywhere between 80 to 95 games." x
The Program regimen
NTDP trainer: "When I got here, I've seen it firsthand now, and I think part of that is the regimen, we have a regimen: the sleep, the eating, skating, the lifting, they're scheduled for two years, so regimented. These guys are getting a two-year head start on that and they're coming out just machines." x
"An all-consuming environmentΒ with daily practices, off-ice conditioning, strength training" x
βPlayers realize committing to the program means much more than working hard on the ice. There also is schooling and a strict weight-training program.β x
βIf you donβt go to bed early, this place will eat you alive,β Jim Hughes said. x
NTDP trainer: βItβs not enough to just put the sweater on. Itβs just not enough. Youβve got to go to bed at a certain time, you have to eat right, you have to do off-ice work, or you will not survive - not the way we practice. And if you don't buy into the nutrition, if you don't buy into the regimen, you're gonna have a very, very hard time.β x
βWroblewski said the NTDP has a rather regimented setup and that going to college will allow Zegras to take more ownership of certain aspects of his life such as picking his classes and balancing coursework.β x
β[Jack] eats a dinner per the schedule from a nutritionist. After dinner he does his homework and if the stars line up, has an hour at liberty. Heβs in bed at 9:30. Though living at home, he follows the schedule laid out by the NTDP staff for all players.β x
Will Smith: βThe two years at The Program flew by. Everyone says it does... And thereβs some days where youβre like Oh my god, get me out of here.β x
"I didn't realize how hard it was going to be. We practiced almost every day or did something. You try to have a social life, but you don't have much of one." x
Practices and competitiveness within the team
"You're fighting for spots on the roster every day. You're trying to move up the depth chart, get certain positions on the penalty kill or power play. We're good friends off the ice, but on the ice ... Let's just say it's really competitive." - Jack Hughes x (Example: Wrobo taking Alex Turcotte off the half-wall on the power play to give that preferable spot to Trevor Zegras x)
Getting into scrums in practice: "Tempers flared midway through the drill when Zegras was cross-checked by McCarthy. Zegras returned the favor, and a twisting bear hug ensued as teammates converged to separate the two." x
Coach Dan Muse (coach of Will Smith/Ryan Leonard/Gabe Perreault et al cohort): "Guys have to have their heads up [...] and they go until there's a whistle, on the whistle. A lot of times we'll make this a little competition, there'd probably be like three push-ups on the line for the player that doesn't have a puck." x
"Every day having a highly competitive environment. We keep score in a lot of the things that we do... having weekly or monthly winners, just really creating that highly competitive environment." x
"Put players in positions that compete constantly throughout our practices. So as many ways as you can, whether that's physical competition, whether that's competition and the scoreboard, keeping score of a drill, a game, whatever it is - we want to foster competitiveness." x
Coaches aim to βcreate chaosβ by design x
"You want everybody to be fighting every day to try to be the best player on the ice. We do post it [for the players to see]." x
Alex Turcotte: "Youβre really competitive with each other. It makes you compete against one another. No one wants to look bad. You face the best." x
Constant monitoring / lack of privacy
Recruitment process: βThe NTDP players are tracked and evaluated for two years prior to coming to the NTDP.βΒ x
"About the program, I noticed they're the most overanalyzed group of players on the planet." x
"They watch how these guys go over and back over the boards. They watch everything. Somebody asked me about one of our players, saying 'he looks like he walks around [with] shoulders internally rolled'. You're sitting in a chair like this, you're not gonna make that team. They're not just looking at how good you are as a player, [it's] body posture, body language." x
Phone confiscation at USA Hockey Arena / hotels: "how we do it at The Program - one of the things for cell phones, we have a bag and when you come in the building, your phone goes in that bag. You do not have that bag while you're in the building, period. We bring it on the road. We have, at the hotel, we have a technology check-in. They have to check in at like nine o'clock usually or maybe a little earlier, you know, depending on the game, they have to turn in their cell phone, computer, iPads, no technology." x
"Within a couple hours of a game, a member of the NTDP staff will edit together videos for the players - general team footage, but also packages specific to individuals, readied for the coaches to review. The coaches will probably wait until the next day to screen it, but Hughes and a lot of his teammates won't. As soon as that video is up for sharing and streaming, Hughes will be all over it." x
"Jack Hughes has to arrive at school shortly after 7 a.m. and if he's tardy or misses a class, USA Hockey has a staff member who knows it and there are consequences." x
Trainers check players' lock screens x
Coaches keeping tabs on the boys' dating lives ("You know, we had one kid that just went through his third girlfriend.") x
Coach asking players to write down if they have a girlfriend, and if so, how much time are they spending with that girlfriend instead of on hockey x
and even getting teammates to call each other out for it ("After the kids get to know each other, beginning of the second year, I'll have them write their priority list on a big whiteboard just like this, and then I'll have their teammates grade him, say 'nope no no way you're with your girlfriend all the time')
βIntern coaches perform location checks of each player by conducting random curfew calls during the seasonβ visiting the players at their billet homes as late as after 11:30pmβ¦.. x
Trainers were looking at the heartrate monitoring data and noticed some of their playersβ heartrates were βthrough the roofβ as early as the national anthem of a game. This was a surprise to them, because the players had never shared that they had any issues, i.e. the players must have been telling them they were fine. Do you see where I am going with this? Through the heartrate monitors, they even knew when they were being lied to. x
Special mention:
Coach Muse forcing 15- (in Zeev's case) and 16-year-olds (Will, Ryan, Gabe, et al) to dress and undress in the public hallways of the USA Hockey Arena for a month until they "earned" the right to privacy
Also for your consideration: in Bardownβs puff piece NTDP locker room tour, the hosts show the lavish locker room, showers, sauna, cold tub, etc. but when they get to the private changing room, itβs full of boxes and clearly unused. x
YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE
βOne of the things we say at NTDP is take responsibility for your own development. The goal for them is to be professional athletes." x
"Your priorities as a player, you need to evaluate that. You need to take responsibility for your development." x
You might be wondering, how does all of this get normalized? Well, it's simple. Because they are taught that everything that happens to them, they are responsible for it.
And if they ever forget it, all they have to do is look up in the hallway they walk through every single day:
Iβve reached the link limit, so yet to be covered: billets with legal guardianship, how they go to school (both before / after their transition to online classes), NTDP origins, noted crimes and coverups, and any other facts I can think of. It will be another long post.
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For reference I am collating every occasion I can think of that the candle oath comes up, particularly in terms of the wording of it. I know I'm skipping over some but I'm also restricted in terms of how many images I can have.
"-And swear that we two will fight together against crime and corruption and never to swerve from the path of righteousness!"
"I swear it!"
(Detective Comics #38)
"Swear that you will fight against crime and corruption...and never swerve from the path of right!"
"I swear it!"
(Batman #213)
"If you're to be my partner, you must swear you'll avenge their deaths by devoting your life to warring on all criminals!"
(Detective Comics #484)
"Swear that you will fight against crime and corruption -- and never swerve from the path of justice!"
"I swear it!"
(Untold Legend of Batman #2)
"--I knew I wanted to be exactly like him: a sworn avenger in the cause of justice!"
(Secret Origins #13 1986)
"Batman and Robin."
I made a promise to my parents that I would rid the city of the evil that took their lives. That remains unchanged. Only now...I am no longer alone.
(Batman: Dark Victory #13)
"Think, Bruce, you remember--'to fight against crime and corruption, and never swerve from the path of justice...?'"
(Batman: Gotham Knights #11)
"But then I took an oath. To carry on in my parents' memory and the legacy Batman had created. From that light I watched our world grow..."
(Dark Crisis #1)
"This is the beginning of a new life, son. Of service to others. Of helping."
"I--I am...I vow to help...to make the world a better place. And I swear that I will fight against crime and corruption...and never swerve from--"
"The path of righteousness."
(Batman #138 2016)
I love the words. I love the echoes and repeats and the patterns of what people use and where they focus their attention.
Also I die over Zdarsky's version actually, it's one of the best of all, especially as it has Dick saying the words himself, rather than swearing to affirm Bruce's words.
Some of the early ones are so very heavy with exposition: Detective Comics #484 is hilarious in terms of going"'your parents died! as did mine! Let's swear to fight crime to avenge their deaths!" Good job there, Bruce. That's the level of subtle also heavily noted in the time you asked Tim if you could adopt him and started with "your parents are dead. You have no one."
It's interesting in terms of its placement, because the oath almost always comes when Bruce first takes Dick back to the Cave as Batman, and reveals his identity. Before Robin. Before Dick begins training. During the hunt for Zucco.
But it's so important to both Bruce and Dick, and echoes for both of them. It's a password that they use. And Dick's memorised it, as if he's said it many times in remembrance of the first occasion.
Endlessly interesting to me that no other Robin has taken this oath, knows the origin of the costume, or the origin of the name (at least as far as I'm aware).
Interestingly we do know Barbara swore a version of the oath.
(Batgirl Year One #9)
Steph was at the swearing of an oath, but itβs not the candle oath and I refuse to count it in this tally as its intent and phraseology is actually COUNTER to the self-sacrifice and pursuit of a higher ideal that Bruce and Dickβs oath is:
(Batgirl #3 2009, do not get me started on this, itβs NOT THE SAME)
"The bottom line isn't how Israel treats queer people... it would still be a country that's committing genocide and killing 100,000 Palestinians... It is important to point out that this [pinkwashing] is also a lie and propaganda, but the bottom line is that it doesn't matter. There is no amount of 'progressivism' a country can achieve that could permit it to commit genocide and mass starvation. [...]
The bottom line of my refusal [to join the Israeli military] is that no aid, no resources, no cooperation should be given to a state that's committing genocide. And of course, that's not to say that before October 7th, Israel was a 'moral' state that was 'suddenly corrupted.' Obviously it's a state that's upholding an apartheid system that's been committing ethnic cleansing for 77 years. But the reality as it exists today makes the question of what is to be done very simple: We need to employ every tool that we have to withhold as much help as we can from [Israel] to continue advancing its goals.
For me, it's withholding myself as a resource for the continuation of genocide. For people living abroad, it's putting pressure on governments, institutions, businesses, to cut all ties and aid with the state of Israel, and to take matters into their own hands and block the flow of weapons into the state of Israel... What I'd encourage everyone to do is to find a group that wants to exert as much pressure as possible, and organize with them, and do it, because that's what needs to be done."
- Yona Roseman, "The Trans Teen Imprisoned for Refusing to Join the IDF" | matt bernstein
Many people will hide their inaction behind words like "complex" and "nuanced" and "complicated." I appreciated the frank way that Yona discussed the situation at hand. As she said, the question of what is to be done is actually very simple.
We must do everything in our power to prevent Israel from accessing support, resources, and aid. While we organize to deny Israel from accessing the material, structural, and social support to continue genocide, we must also do what we can to sustain Palestinian survival by offering support, resources, and aid to Palestinians.
My friend Mahrah (@mahrahpalestine) is trying to survive. She is living in Gaza with her family. Her dad is disabled with osteoporosis, diabetes, and high blood pressure, all conditions made so much more severe with malnutrition and traumatic stress.
She has been fundraising for a long time but has only raised $39,466 (β¬33,821). You have heard of the surging commission rates. You have heard of the price gouging of food and medical supplies. This is not enough.
Today she shared with me her fears that the donations coming in to her campaign are too infrequent to afford food. Her mother has lost 27 kilos already. They are starving and afraid.
Please donate to her, reblog her fundraisers, and schedule reblogs throughout the week at different times so more of your followers can see. Add encouragement in the comments and tags.
(her campaign is hosted by @omegaversereload, vetted by 90-ghost and shared by fairuzfan)
I love when a character wants to be someone's dog so so bad. Dont mean it in a sexual way (although that can also be a part of it) I mean like. Let me be your loyal companion let me stay by your side give me a purpose in exchange for endless unconditional love let me stop being a person love me like it's my only use. Love me like that's the only thing I was made for. As you can tell. I'm normal.
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Thinking about timcassie post Conner's death again
Teen Titans Vol. 3 #34 | The Skeleton Twins, dir. Craig Johnson | Dark Crisis: Young Justice #6 | Lighthousekeeping by Jeanette Winterson | Teen Titans Vol. 3 #35 | These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever | Teen Titans Vol. 3 #35 | Jamie Anderson | Infinite Crisis #6 | Infinite Crisis #7 | Thomm Quackenbush | Teen Titans Vol. 3 #55
ID under cut
[Begin ID. The entire collection of images is a webweaving for the TimCassie ship from DC comics.
Image 1: A comic panel from Teen Titans (2003). Cassie Sandsmark (Wonder Girl) glares at Tim Drake (Robin), who is out of frame. "What did you do after Superboy died?" she asks.
Image 2: A screenshot of a movie transcript. Text reads: "Three other men. I wasn't in love with any of them."
Image 3: Two comic panels from Dark Crisis: Young Justice. In the first, Tim and Cassie kiss while crying. Tim's narration box reads: "...I'm sorry." In the second panel, Cassie cries in a graveyard, Tim's retreating silhouette visible in the distance. Tim's narration box continues: "For how you and I... after Conner died."
Image 4: Screenshotted quote. Text reads: "This is not a love story, but love is in it."
Image 5: Two comic panels from Teen Titans (2003), set in Tim's underground cloning lab. In the first, Tim looks up at Cassie, having fallen to his knees. A single tear escaping his mask, he says: "I miss him so much." In the second panel, Cassie kneels down in front of him and takes his hands.
Image 6: Screenshotted quote. Text reads: "It wasn't about anything so shallow as physical desire. They wanted each other in the way of flesh wanting to knit itself over a wound."
Image 7: Three more comic panels from the same Teen Titans issue as before. In the first, Cassie has begun to cry as well. She says, "I do too." In the second panel, Tim and Cassie both lean closer to each other, still crying. The third panel is an extreme closeup of their lips, inches apart. Still, the tears are visible.
Image 8: Screenshotted quote. Text reads: "It's all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."
Images 9 and 10: Two cropped comic panels of Cassie and Tim kneeling on the battlefield, hunched over Conner Kent's body. Their poses mirror each other eerily.
Image 11: Screenshotted quote by Thomm Quackenbush. Quote reads: "There is no harm in being used. We all use one another daily. But were you misused by me? I can think of no one alive who could have performed better under the demands of your fate."
Image 12: Two comic panels from the Teen Titans issue where they break up. In the first panel, Tim stares out the window, looking melancholy. In the second, we zoom out to see that he is watching as Cassie flies away, her bag in hand.
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but that's the thinggggg is that he is your FRIEND and he is a GOOD FRIEND, and many people understand this and see this INSTANTLY. there's no waiting around to see if there's another face to him that talks meanly behind your back or intentionally flakes or doesn't have your best interests in mind. dick is just GOOD and everybody feels that goodness like lightning, it just makes sense for him to be good, there's no other way that he could possibly be! he is a friend to ALL except those who hurt his friends in unchangeable ways, and those people who hurt his friends hurt them with the secret desire to have the magnitude of his ATTENTION on you, because that is pin point precisely what makes being around him so exciting is that his focus and his gaze and his acknowledgement of your presence is like a spark that lights FOREST FIRES. and when you are his friend you can get that attention ALL THE TIME, or at the very least way way way more frequently than anyone else, so of COURSE people want to be close to him to feel that intensity, that pure forceful sincerity of his acute attention, it is literally a gravitational pull desire to be seen and smiled at by dick grayson, and so to be his friend is to be on the receiving end of something that SO MANY are constantly vying for and getting jealous over, but THE THING IS is that his attention is magnanimous and abundant and he has the ability to give his attention to EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE but somehow that doesn't lessen the value of any of it at all because of how special it feels to receive it
TO THE YOUNGER BROTHER, Rainer Maria Rilke | Red Robin #1 | Batman #442 | POEM OF REGRET FOR AN OLD FRIEND, Meghan O'Rouke | Batman #469 | Batman #442 | POEM OF REGRET FOR AN OLD FRIEND, Meghan | IF I CAN STOP ONE HEART FROM BREAKING, Emily Dickinson | Detective Comics #940 | Identity Crisis #6