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Seeing Marty rationalize his lying cheating on his wife by saying that it made him a better father and husband and you're like "man... no way" and then like three episodes later you see the culmination of his lying and cheating somehow resulting in his wife raping his best friend to piss him off and you're like.... "ok you're still wrong but maybe I get why you don't like being around her a little more."

Santos telling Whitaker she's mad about Langdon being an asshole and that being what Langdon apologizes for (being an asshole) in his sincere but not good apology. her projecting about him potentially relapsing while she's on the verge of her own relapse of self-harm. oh, Santos and Langdon parallel arcs are so good when people aren't trying to tell you one is totally wrong and one is totally correct. luckily for us the writers know that yay

supriya stating in an interview that samira says the “maybe i just don’t belong here” line in the hope that he will correct her. to tell her that she does, that she’s important to the ed. but he just stares and doesn’t comment. how fucking painful it must be to see him refuse to comment on a sentence that is a clear red flag and a cry for help. from a person who has been her mentor for four years. knowing he doesn’t care about her view of herself as a doctor. no reassurance from the one person she needs it from

got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief