i love you, most ardently

it’s okay if your future goals are like “still be alive then” and “find happiness” and “have a will to live”

really love keeping up with my mutuals through their little tags and vent posts. getting updates on how they’re doing is something like: glad to know your job at the library is going well. i’m sorry you haven’t gotten that raise. glad your finals went well. i’m sorry your teacher is so unhelpful. glad your tv show got renewed. i’m sorry they killed your favorite character. glad that you scored tickets to see your favorite artist. i’m sorry they aren’t touring near you at all. glad your cat is doing well. i’m sorry your mom is sick again. glad you’re feeling better now that it’s your favorite season. i’m sorry your meds aren’t working. glad you’re married now. i’m sorry you have to step back for your mental health. glad you’re still here. i’m sorry life is so hard. glad you’re alive, i hope things get easier for you soon

a mutual with a different timezone is a type of dead wife

what would i Even dm my moots like Hello Internet Friend

milb (mutual i'd like to befriend)

microdosing friendship by hearting posts but never actually talking to anyone

get in loser if we’re all going through it might as well do it together