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Deltraune Chapter 5 has the fun gang's levels named after flowers. Ralsei's level 5 name is "artemisia: goes well with tea". Another name for the plant artemisia is "Wormwood" which is really exciting to me because, in the book of Revelations in the Bible Wormwood is mentioned as an angel who fell from heaven and caused the end of the world. I Think Ralsei Is The Angel Another thing is that because of artemisia's bitter taste, it can mean bitterness from absence.

the whole way suzie phrased the last bit the "wanting to talk "about us"" it feels So deeply relatable. type of conversation that gets you hopeful at first, gets your heart beating fast in your chest, only to be left. Shattered.

i love suzelle so much but like. my heart is Breaking for kris: they created a whole dark world to stop suzie from leaving them and she spent the Entire Time thinking about noelle. above all that, suzie now wants to include noelle on. Their Adventures. im very much seeing this from a bpd point of view: clinging onto someone as hard as possible to stop them from leaving u, only to further drive them away

i think ive learned properly that it is possible to love me for a few months, but expecting anyone to love me long term is just unfair. im not lovable in that way.