I'm Dying Squirtle

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

Make the shitty art!!!! shitty art way cooler than no art AND good for brain!!!!

Sometimes the ship aint your taste but the freaks who create the art for it are so goddamn skilled that you end up liking it by proxy... and thats truly what fandom is about

all i need is a sweet treat. and six thousand dollars

ohhhh theres gonna be a songcalled deltarune isnt there and its going to kill us

well well well if it isn’t the obvious truth which i have been running away from as fast as i possibly can all this time

yeah being a construct sucks because of the loss of personal autonomy and objectification and whatever whatever whatever. i already deal with that shit irl, we will swag on regardless. do you have any idea what id do for a file organization system IN MY BRAIN

does anyone know if it’s okay to want things or let yourself have them