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that was a wonderful apple, indeed it was

crunchy and juicy, fresh and sweet

if “clover apple” was actually an apple sort, I’m sure it’d be crunchy and greenish/red. a fruit filled with apple juice. that sounds tasty

I want an apple now

have a magnificent day, by the way. your posts are amazing *gives crunchy apple thru screen 🍐*

My mom did the same. She was like “pain?” *gives food to appease crying child instead of making sure wound is not infected*

https://www.tumblr.com/cloverapple/799492192760692736/heyhey-this-is-me?source=share minor yap incoming 💔

i followed your advice to a T and affirmed that i'd find what works for me, only did it once bc i know my power... tell me why i was scrolling a few minutes later and your post "How I Shift On Command + How You Can Too" randomly popped up. Never in my life have i read a shifting advice post that long from start to finish. Something about it just stuck with me and i really enjoyed your success story. it sounded so simple and clear cut and made me believe in myself.

anyway, at the time i didnt realize that i was seeing instant manifestation. this was mere hours ago btw. But i did what you did, lay down / relax, count to 100, affirm for my power and boom. I like... half-shifted? After affirming that i'm a master shifter and that i control my reality, my vision went black. For context, i have a really bright TV that shines through my lids when I close them. I could see the light beforehand, but then it went pitch black, and it felt like i could sit up and peer around the blackness (the VOID STATE???), but like i could still feel my body and hear my cr. I think this freaked me out a little bit but i kept on, and then i thought "I can shift at the snap of a finger" and i imagined myself doing it but i could feel myself snapping my fingers, and when i felt it i immediately remembered that i was laying down. i've had this phantom feeling of being somewhere else while remembering im still in my cr, which is why i call it half shifting. I kept on with this half shifting and just let my brain / visualization do whatever, and it was SO EASY! Feeling myself somewhere else was very non-effort.

sigh. then my brothers started arguing and it was really loud and it felt like they were grounding me in this reality, but ah im not mad about it because i had a very easy and QUICK success . I just affirmed "im in my OR", "i shifted to my OR", cuz why not turn ts around and decide for myself? Also, would like to point out that i have a sleep timer on my tv, which is set to 10 minutes after inactivity. Girl, when i opened my eyes.. the sleep timer wasnt activated. I did all this in less than 10 minutes.

HOLY YAP💜 sorrysorry but i REALLY had to tell you. For some reason you're the ONLY blogger whose advice has given me real, genuine success. Like why is it that allll your anons always have some form of success?? YOU have the magic touch clover... you make it so so so so so simple and easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess the only question i have is : Was I in the void state? I thought we weren't supposed to feel our bodies or surroundings? my vision literally went black tho and it never does that unless my tv turns off. *GASP* Maybe it wasnt the void state but instead me shifting to a reality where my tv was still on?? HOLD ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Was that the void or did you shift to some kind of liminal black hole?? Sounds like a shift, yeah 😭 I can’t tell, doesn’t matter, either way, I TOLD YOU SO. How on earth would you able to control what you SEE IN YOUR REALITY, BUT WOULDN’T BE ABLE TO MANIFEST SOMETHING SHIFTING-RELATED? Does not make sense. The goal is to always decomplicate everything for yourself.

Question: Do you think from your personal experiences that our DRs, SOs or other are actually manifesting us? Not the other way around?

Point 1.) I know you on your blog have spoken about reality being whatever we perceive it to be, and this is something I’m having fun learning myself through LOA. Discarding limiting beliefs given to me by my excess content consuming 💀, it has to just simply do with the “I am” state mostly. Just- assume what you are, and it’s that simple. So, technically…if we assume we’re being manifested, we’ll shift into that state.

Point 2.) I saw a girl on TikTok who said she was manifested by her boyfriend, and answered what it felt like to be manifested. Key topics: “I couldn’t stop thinking about him”, “everything started to remind me of him”, “I kept feeling a pull to reach out”, “I kept feeling the need to get him, even if I wasn’t interested at first”, “I realized I need him”, etc.

What if I said that’s kind of….exactly what yearning for my DR feels like 🤐? Even before I accepted shifting as real and something I can do- it kept bothering me in my mind every time I got remotely depressed, upset or other. It was like I was being poked all the time. Still is, lol. Also, I’m not alone in saying my SO is my EVERY waking thought. Since I was 12 (I’m 20 now). May or may not be the world’s craziest yearner.

Point 3.) Now…take whatever as a grain of salt for this one, but I love psychic mediums and learning about ghosts and stuff for funsies. My favorite medium online (the concept of a girl having a favorite medium…) who I’ve vetted to the best I can, really agrees with law of assumption— and she doesn’t even follow manifestion that much. Basically: she explains that spirits really confirm heavily to her that the way we live is indeed assumption based, and she’s even said that yes- that means if we assume really hard that unicorns exist, then they will. I might leave another ask later just talking about her content bc it’s literally so cool to see her acknowledge basically that shifting is real, and ghosts say so. Anyways— she talks a lot about how spirits and loved ones often manipulate our very thoughts, actually. Recently she discussed how a spirit she was going to connect with made her sing a jingle from a car ad WAY BEFORE a session to actually channel, and apparently later that revealed the exact car that well…ended the spirit’s life in a wreck. She used this story to emphasize that spirits and loved ones are ALWAYS with us, and everything is kind of very intentional when it comes to thoughts we have. Even something as simple as a jingle being stuck in our head.

So like…why wouldn’t it be possible for loved ones from our DRs to do this too- I suppose?

Back to the question: Do you think from your personal experiences that our DRs, SOs or other are actually manifesting us? Not the other way around? Or, could they be? I think this can be a useful tool in understanding how it truly is crazy that we are able to invest in shifting so deeply.

Man....I actually do believe that, now that I think about it. And not even just in my usual “reality is whatever you make it” way 🫠

Think about it like this: when you decide to shift to be with someone, you’re literally aligning yourself with a version of reality where being with that person is the inevitable outcome. Everything between here and x marks the spot just becomes the bridge of events leading there.

If you’re perceiving a reality where your end goal is being together, then in that same reality, they feel the same way about you, right? So yeah, in that sense,, they’re absolutely manifesting you right back. Does that make sense?

If you’re perceiving a reality where your end goal is being together, then within that same bubble of awareness, they already are aligned with that version of you. It’s not like they’re some separate entity manifesting a different storyline, they’re part of the same narrative you’re manifesting.

So from that perspective, yeah, they have to be manifesting you back 0_0. Could be why sometimes you get those strange synchronicities like songs, dreams, and coincidences that feel like little green lights from that other side.

Okay I’m the one who sent an anon earlier about being the 34 year old lady of Tumblr and about my spiritual journey & the void & yada yada.

Well…after sending that long ass Ask, I laid down & was just chill in silence because I like doing that from time to time. As I laid there I was like “ya know, I need a better anchor than trying to focus on my breathing because it just never works for me with my ADHD”. So I sat there trying to think of something that I could focus on that was super obvious & then I got the dumbest but most brilliant idea to stick a sticker on my forehead……..

Hear me out though bc WHY’D IT ACTUALLY WORK! 🤣 Seriously, you know how stickers feel on the skin, they kinda itch & they’re just a nuisance, so I couldn’t help but to focus on the damn thing & before ya know it, I felt like I was being sucked up into a vortex going super fast and then absolute s i l e n c e & it was just the most peaceful stillness. It’s really something the mind can’t quite put into words, you just have to experience it to truly understand.

So, I share this in case it helps anyone. Where I was going wrong was bc I have ADHD I couldn’t focus on one thing long enough & id end up getting distracted & you know the drill. I had to physically force myself to focus by putting something itchy on my forehead. Lol. And yeah, like everyone else has said, we wayyyyyy overcomplicate this. It’s surprisingly simple. Keep your mind focused just enough on something long enough for your brain to think the body went to sleep & that’s quite literally it. It took me like…maybe 15-20 mins to get there solely bc I couldn’t eliminate ALL of the monkey mind but yeah, just wanted to share that with you so you didn’t feel the need to respond to my long ass Ask. Lol

You’ve been a tremendous help so thank you 🖤

GIRL MY REPLY TO YOU WAS IN MY DRAFTS AND I WAS SUGGESTING SOMETHING RIGHT UP THAT ALLEY LOOK

(was in the works because I still don’t know how to talk about the void without getting hate :(

BUT OH MY GOD!! I never thought of using a sticker, that’s genius 😳. Kinda want to try it myself now lol.

Also gonna paste this from my original reply, because I’m kinda freaked out at how closely this matches:

The problem is that people put so much pressure on “reaching” the void as if it’s this third space beyond reality, when it’s really not. It’s simply what’s left when everything else falls away. Affirming “I am the void” works for some, but you can just as easily decomplicate it for yourself and access it during those moments between waking and sleep. Because during sleep, awareness isn’t interacting with anything external. Every night, when you’re asleep, you’re essentially in the void already, because you’re awareness without an object.

I’M SO FREAKED OUT RN BUT SO HAPPY FOR YOU 😭 🥳🩷

I want to encourage you to keep at it, but the experimenting gremlin in me urges you to try controlling your dreams via wbtb 😮‍💨💔. Doesn’t have to be a lucid dream, necessarily. I’ve managed to determine what dream I’ll have before by

1) Waking up in the middle of the night

2) While I’m still half asleep, I’ll deliberately stir up a really strong emotion just by focusing intensely on the thought of what I want to dream about. I make sure I’m faintly awake, enough to know what I’m doing, acknowledge the thought, then let myself fall back asleep.

i also wanna get cracked, railed, pounded, ruined… gimme it all.

The other day I was talking to a girl from one of the chats; she lives in a family of scientists, and we were discussing why many people can't shift.She said that not everyone is given the ability to shift, because everyone has an individual brain and neurons, and as she observed, this is given to especially calm and phlegmatic people, and those whose psyche is able to easily cope with stress, both negative and positive.And in her opinion, this lottery is like someone being born into a billionaire's family, and someone into a poor family.Because of this, one girl experienced a panic attack from her messages, because she saw this and began to worry because she could longer shift already one year.I supported her, but I'm still thinking about that discussion. What do you think of this theory and idea? I don't think it's correct, but I'm interested in your opinion, too.

This whole thing is batshit insane. Oh my god. Holy ableism.

People are free to hold their own beliefs, sure, but this is a deeply harmful take. It reminds me of that old “genetic component to shifting” nonsense that made the rounds on tiktok a while back.

Even if we give her the benefit of the doubt and entertain a neuroscientific explanation, her logic still collapses in on itself. (Keep in mind, this is my very crude understanding of neuroscience, feel free to correct me on any of this I BEG).

If science validates shifting, I assume it’s as the brain’s way of processing perception or building predictive models of reality—functions every human brain performs by default. That doesn’t make it an exclusive skill.

And seriously if her point is that “only certain brains” can shift, what does that even mean? Does she think an entire group of people were just born with defective perception module? That their brains are somehow exempt from consciousness mechanics? Where’s the study for this?/genq

I can understand how people with cognitive differences like ADHD (hi, me, have shifted) autism, certain disabilities, etc process information differently, weigh predictions differently, and focus on different aspects of sensory input, or processing at different speeds—BUT they are absolutely still engaged in processing reality and building predictive models of the world !!!

These are fundamental functions that all conscious brains perform. The differences are in how they do it, not whether they do it. Every person with these conditions is actively perceiving, predicting, and making sense of their reality moment to moment. The idea that cognitive differences somehow exclude people from basic consciousness mechanics or reality processing is wild.

If the brain really is involved in shaping or filtering reality, then everyone, by definition, has that capacity,, because everyone with a functioning nervous system perceives and interprets reality.

She comes from a scientific family and supposedly believes in the existence of multiple realities? Yet she draws the line at human potential?? She’ll accept infinite worlds, infinite timelines, infinite versions of you—but not the idea that every human brain can access them?

I need to calm down. Actually, no. FURTHERMORE!!

Reality creation exists across so many human experiences, such as manifestation, prayer, synchronicity, so on. It’s all language for the same underlying function of awareness expressing itself through different frameworks. Everyone participates in it to some degree. Saying that only certain people can shift because of their neurological makeup is dehumanizing. It implies there’s some inherent hierarchy of awareness, like certain minds are “less capable” of experiencing consciousness states. That’s an incredibly ableist way to look at it.

Because if you follow that logic, anyone with a neurological condition, mental illness, or neurodivergence automatically gets excluded. People with ADHD, autism, PTSD, or even just anxiety would supposedly be “disqualified” from something that is an internal process available to anyone!

You don’t need to meet some standard to interact with your own consciousness.

I think this might be about you

I know that realistically the answer is no, but every time I’ve accepted shifting as a process, I’ve always fallen into the worry that by knowing all is part of the process, I keep myself in it. I fear it won’t end, cause I’m not at the end yet. I feel as if I am lagging, in a sense. How can I overcome this?

Nahh. I used to think so too, but the alternative was to keep bouncing between “I have it” and “I don’t.” Deciding something is already yours and sticking with that is great, but when you’re someone who worries a lot.... treating everything as a process isn’t terrible. Because once you’ve accepted that what you want is already yours, you’re no longer chasing it, and you’re simply in the stage of receiving it (hence, “process”).

Think of it like crossing the street (wtf is it with me and my analogies, my god). You’re crossing the street, so noticing the scenery pass doesn’t mean you’ll never reach the other side.

You’re not lagging, so much as you’re just watching yourself evolve in real time, which feels weirdly slow because you’re present for it. But it isn’t endless,, it’s just looping because you’re still measuring distance instead of acknowledging movement.

anyways, have you ever felt a sort of "mindset change" mid-shift? i am the type of person to worry and to ruminate all the time. in the middle of attempting, i started to feel my cr worries become "dull" and "fade away" to an extent. i, instead, started to deliberate upon issues i was worried about 9 months ago. it felt less like i was spurring on this train of thought, and more like it came about gently and naturally. i have this terrible habit of getting impatient for a few seconds and then spontaneously opening my eyes, so i stopped

WOOO!!

Actually… thinking about worries in your DR is a solid way to keep your mind occupied lol. If that happened naturally though, that’s really cool 0_0. I usually take mindset shifts like that as your awareness bleeding into your DR as you naturally observe yourself being there.

Me: I’m too cool for swords

My Brain: But what if you named it Queen Anne’s Revenge?

Me: ...

POTC reference

i took your advice :) affirmed that if i see a pink car or house then i'm going to shift to my dr. saw a SHIT ton of cars and houses, and I know that it was just all me. My question is: how do i manifest shifting now? I affirm before going to bed but as you know...

We gotta unpack this, because this means that 1) you’re already good at manifesting, and you’ve proven it by easily seeing the things you decide to see. So manifesting itself is easy for you.

2) The way you manifested these things is how you specifically have a grasp on controlling your reality.

3) (I’m speculating) Do you subconsciously rank your manifestations by “difficulty” ? Like pink cars = easy, shifting = hard ?

You could try two routes:

1) Whatever you did to manifest the pink cars, do that again, but for shifting. You already have a personal formula that works, you just haven’t realized it’s your signature manifestation method. Don’t reinvent the wheel, just keep doing what you did, but when doubt arises (or if you wake up in your CR again), remind yourself of the fact™ that you can easily manifest [pink cars], so you can manifest a shift.

2) Or, if manifesting a full on shift feels too distant or overwhelming to even compute, you could try manifesting an intermediate.

I don’t think it’s necessarily overcomplicating if it removes some of the pressure.....but it’s your call.

Think of it as manifesting the bridge instead of the destination. Instead of manifesting the full shift, manifest the “how” of shifting. Something like manifesting that you have a lucid dream (to shift from). Or manifesting that your awareness stays awake when your body falls asleep (to shift from). Or manifesting that you feel strong symptoms/get really deep into hypnagogia (to shift from). Or manifesting that you find the perfect method. Or manifest that you find the thing that works for you (I recommend this).

A few minutes ago I opened your acc and checked the recent asks… the last ask said it was posted “10 minutes ago”, then I go outta tumblr, check again and see the “shifted to a AR” ask AND THE PREVIOUS POST IS SUDDENLY POSTED 1 HOUR AGO?????

DONT JUDGE PLS but i’ve been manifesting for two people to break up. they did.

i’ve been thinking “oh, it’s just a coincidence, i didn’t do that, no way.”

did i do that?? the thing is: i manifested for them to break up because i wanted him, but now i don’t want him anymore