Your Average Festive Allegation

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Hi. I'm Gooseberry/Goose/Goodwin/Flax/Flaxen (YAAAAY FINALLY DECIDED ON A NAME kind of HIP HIP HOORAH), and I decided I wanted to make a better pinned post about me thing or whatever the heck it's called. Idk. Informational post.

Uh.

Yeah.

Let's start with DNIs. I...don't really have any. BESIDES, LIKE, BAD PEOPLE, OBVIOUSLY. I'll block/report if and when it is needed.

I'm pretty chill with anybody, otherwise!!

(Please please please tell me if I ever follow a bad person btw, I'm fairly oblivious to everything that happens in the world and I. WILL NOT. Know. Except for in the case of @/glitteryarcadewhispers. I know their whole thing is to normalize bullying, but idrc if they do it to me because they're a moot and ALSO I choose to take everything they say as compliments! ;P)

꧁♢✸~ ꛎꔪ𖣠ꚶ𖢧 𖢑𖤢 ~✸♢꧂

Just a feeewwww basic facts about myself!! ;p

In one too many fandoms (listed soon, perchance)

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I do arts!! This includes both digital and traditional, though traditional more often since I have yet to achieve a drawing tablet (it's either my phone of my laptop screeeeen

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I like to sing, and may or may not do covers of things one day.

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Guess my gender. I'm not teeeellllllliiiiiinnnnnnngggggggg /silly

(Jk, I feel I'm Daingender and Geminigender, buuuut I'm also still in the process of figuring it out/questioning. These are just the labels I find fit me best at the moment! :D)

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Therian!! I KNOW this because of freaking near 25/7 (25 is intentional) PHANTOM SHIFTS, but I'm still on the road to figuring out theriotypes exactly.

(Speculating Turkish Angora, aardwolf, and either a barn owl, osprey and/or bearded vulture. I am NOT saying "OMG I'm soooo many theriotypes tee hee" NO PLEASE DON'T INTERPRET IT THAT WAY. I'm just saying that this is what I'm currently SPECULATING but I'm not yet entirely sure.)

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Probably neurodivergent in some way, shape, or form, if that helps explain some of the dumbassery (/lh) I get up to, as well as my tendency to...overexplain. See under the cut for a good example of this. Anyways, tonetags and patience are appreciated but not required, I can live without it! ^_^

(Also, NOT self-diagnosing. Again, this is SPECULATIVE, because I've done my research and I realize I tend to consistently show symptoms of being neurodivergent and my parents refuse to realize this and get me tested for ANYTHING.

SIDE NOTE: When I refer to my "dumbassery," this is not making fun of ND people. This is me jokingly making fun of myself. ND people are NOT stupid. In fact, many of them are very smart and impressive! I am simply referring to myself in this manner as a means of a lighthearted joke, and I apologize if it came off as offensive.)

^ TL;DR: Weird 2020 queer teenager probably who is misunderstood by parents (gotta carry on the tradition ✊😌).

Good friends (irl, whom I platonically love very much): @finny-isregect, @murder0usfl0werl0ver / @thekidintheecorner, @thedragonqueen123! Finny and Red (first and third) both post art on occasion (Finny very rarely but Red often), and Red is also a writer, so I would encourage you to check them out!! Murderousflowerlover (I don't know what she goes by at the moment) is also an artist, but doesn't post (yet.. >:]), though I do make fanart of her characters!! :D

VERY LONG THINGS UNDER THE CUT. BEWARE. Also know that you are NOT required to read any of the below. Anyways, good luck..!!

Aaand if you are leaving now, have a good day, and thank you for visiting here. :]

every time i smack one down i find three more

and my room is constantly SO WARM FOR NO REASON 💔

Ouugghhh my friend you are genuinely cooked in more ways than one I fear 😔😔

loudsagesummoner / Stacy Amondi is a documented scammer. they’ve been caught running this exact scam under multiple identities for years.

in this post another tumblr account, timinah9, is documented running this scam back in February of 2024, and linking to a paypal account under the name Timina Ibrahim: https://www.tumblr.com/kyra45/741259579611136000/hey-theres-a-blog-called-timinah9-thats-sent-me

in this post another tumblr account, happilyjoyfulnut, is documented running this scam and linking to a paypal account under the name Esta Odhiambo: https://www.tumblr.com/slenbee/775489029865177088/happilyjoyfulnut-esta-odhiambo

for more examples, here they are linking to a paypal account under the name Magret Gati: https://archive.ph/0dkwy

Elizabeth Kegocha: https://archive.ph/nO9WN

Hyvonne Bosibori: https://archive.ph/LvwjF

this is another tumblr account running a completely different scam but using that same exact Hyvonne Bosibori paypal account: https://archive.ph/pYNOL

here they are linking to a paypal account under the name Paspika Habuba: https://archive.ph/IxuXH

this is another tumblr account running another completely different scam but using that same exact Paspika Habuba paypal account: https://archive.ph/CR3oP

are you able to delete their scam from your blog, or clearly label it as a scam so it doesn't spread to others? remember you can use the tumblr search box to search the username/paypal account name/text used by people asking for money to check if they’ve been proven to be a scammer

OMG

I'M SO SORRY

THANK YOU FOR THIS

I WILL DELETE NOW

Bring an old bag,some that no one in your household is currently using,pack only nessecary stuff: money(if you can),food,clothes and water. If you want to have your phone not tracked,turn kn aeroplane mode and dissconect from the network u r using.Mostly reccomend a bike,rollers,or even running. Anything that can get you away fast. Look for abbondoned places,never stay in one for long,also bring plastic gloves as they dont live fingerprints and it'll be harder for anyone to find your DNA,also,bring a charger,go to stores/gas stores if they have any place to charge a phone. Also change the way you look,makeup,cut hair,dye it,anything. And make yourself a new identity

Okay thank you

So, your first option, if you can get physical evidence of abuse ie a recording of him saying or doing something abusive, a written threat, or even a phone call, you could go to the authorities and try to escape that way. They do sometimes make the situation worse, so its up to you if you want to go through them. I personally would not, but if it works out then you don't have to worry about him finding you if you run away because youd be placed with either a foster family or become a ward of the state. If it goes poorly they will inform him you snitched on him and return you to him.

Next option, if you can't run away, i would suggest getting a burner phone and a library card, and completely wiping all your devices so he cant find anything. It won't help with the actual abuse but it will allow you to use the internet without him knowing, youd just have to either sneak out to access the library computers, or go under the guise of getting books for school

If you do run away, i still suggest getting the burner phone and library card so that he can't track you through digital devices. Also if you plan to run away, look into jobs you can apply to, public transportation in your area, and either online schools or a GED in case you cant continue going to your school. Pack light if you run away, three or four changes of clothes, some snacks that wont expire quickly, any meds you might need, hygiene stuff such as deodorant, dry shampoo, and a toothbrush and toothbrush, your birth certificate and social security card if applicable, any ids you might have, and cash. Do not use any cards that he is already aware of as he could use those to track you. Cash cannot be tracked. Get a gym membership if you can, they provide showers. A motel also is sorta cheap but youd need a job to sustain it. Additionally: do not go with someone you dont know. Traffickers target runaways so you need to be cautious, dont get in a car with anyone you dont trust, if you need to go somewhere use public transportation like a bus or a train. That being said, if you have someone you really trust who can house you, go to them, it will make things a lot easier. Make sure you have a backup plan in case they tell your parents where you are, though.

Also, there are charities and organizations with the sole purpose of helping kids in abusive situations, so i would suggest looking into the ones around you to see if they can do anything to help

I would recommend writing this information down on paper and hiding it somewhere safe, then delete this ask. You dont have to do that, but it will make it harder for your parents to find this. Also make sure to do your own research on everything, this is more of a jumping off point than anything. Additionally, if you feel unsafe doing any of the suggested methods, dont do it. Trust your judgment.

thank you

idk how much some of these would help and I know authorities are a no-go but thank you anyways I'll try my best

Please reblog this.

Here's what it says:

@everyone I'm sorry for doing this but I genuinely need help. My dad is going to cut me off from the outside world. He's threatening the belt again. I can't be here anymore. I can't do this. I'll be in worse trouble if and when he finds out what I do on the internet (Discord, Tumblr, etc.), because he says he's going to search through my entire phone with a professional who can extract information. He wants to ground me until I'm eighteen, with no freedom whatsoever. He won't even let me draw. I'm sneaking this since I can only use my computer for school. I need to get out of here. Please help. I'll take anything. Anything you can offer at all. I can't handle this. I genuine;y can't be here anymore. I feel like if I do then I'll snap and do something like yell at my dad, and if I do that, he'll definiitely get out the belt or do something to make things ten times worse. Please please please I'll take anything you can give me please. I need to get out of here or cope or something and I have nothing and I am GOING to have nothing, this is my hail mary, no puns intended.

@no-one-offical, @elfin-grove, @did-someone-say-divorce @skeletal-spire-man @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @anarchivalsystem @chara-offical @bone-lord @flam-bae @breadeads @h4zelnutwastaken @finny-isregect @thekidintheecorner @glitteryarcadewhispers please anyone tell me what to do I can't do this anymore please please please I'm so sorry to do this right now but please

EDIT 6/3/2026 : Please check my blog for updates.

I will try and run it per usual aside from these updates, so if the tone changes are drastic, this is why.

Thank you all so much for your help and support, and any advice you have is appreciated and I do commit to memory and take into consideration.

I'm going to try and be positive and like I normally am, and my dad has (temporarily, because he always threatens and I always believe him) sort of let up a little, even gotten a little better again (except he'll turn around the second I do something wrong) acting like he didn't yell at me to shut up three times while I was on the floor having a panic attack (which I only learned was a panic attack after I looked up what shortness of breath, loud ringing and muffling in the ears, everything going staticky and nearly blacking out meant in a stressful situation, which he still thinks I was faking it but okay I guess it's whatever now it already happened so).

Plus, I have some new things to think about before fully deciding officially to get away from here (like financial stability, education and getting into college since my parents were going to pay for me, and how this will impact the people around me), so until I have at least a few more solid back up plans, I'm just going to try and tough it out and keep you updated.

Hopefully I don't go radio silent. And if I do, you'll have a couple of ideas of what happened. I'm very sorry for any trouble or worry I've caused, but I thank you greatly again for all of your help.

As I said in my last update, if you really need the extent of what my dad has done in the past to know what exactly I could do or even just out of curiosity, I am willing to share, just DM me. This is because I can't stand how he waters down and lies about everything he does to me, and then tells me that lying corrupts my soul and will get me sent to Hell.

Anyways, that should be everything for now. Thank you all again !