Young and Mild

I love the idea of waking up before work and going for a walk and getting a coffee or sth. but in reality waking up early is just not happening

sometimes you just have to say fuck my stupid baka life and move on

it is very childish and naive but i am still so shocked to see that so many people are just fucking outright mean

lets out a single agonized bloodcurdling scream but doesnt elaborate on why and just walks it off

blood test came back i'm full of blood

i really wish five hours of sleep was sufficient because going to bed at 2 and waking up at 7 would be heaven but the body keeps score

no longer explaining myself no i will not elaborate

it's not that I need a quiet day or a day off exactly; it's that I need a pocket of time that exists entirely outside of linear time as we know it that would allow me to get things done without time passing in the real world, and frankly, I don't think that's too much to ask.