yeah

Been thinking a lot lately about my gender or lack thereof and how my birth name doesn't really match my wanting to be any pronouns so like if y'all wanted to start calling me Eden instead of Doug you could do that I guess

Back briefly to say I've been very depressed about my job turning to AI lately and I'm probably going to be fired for speaking out very loudly about it today but also I went on a date this past weekend with a really pretty trans girl and we really hit it off and I might start estrogen soon and living in Portland has been hard because I miss my friends but I'm working on making new friends and also I'm very drunk because Sara and I went to a happy hour where we drank way too much and I'm really feeling thankful to be alive and not necessarily thriving, but definitely surviving and I'm sorry I don't post on here anymore but I do love you all. Every one of you. A lot.