something settles in his chest when hwan stops holding back and gives jay exactly what he'd been begging for. ( he always will -- that's something jay never has to worry about. it makes the wait worth it every single time, the way hwan slowly loses his own restraint and has to give in. has to drive into him over and over and over again, until jay is a sobbing mess underneath him. ) right now is no different -- the second he snaps back and sets a pace that's much more brutal than before, jay's body curls into it without a second thought. he's chasing the feeling, rolling his hips over and over again to try and match the pace he's set. it's so much -- almost too much compared to before, but jay doesn't care. the part of him that feels spent is slowly dying off, and the way his entire body is being pulled taut with his boyfriend's actions only encourages him. makes him work harder for it.
the praise makes him go faster, too -- makes the glide of his fist over his cock almost manic in the way he tries to match pace. and he wants to keep going, he thinks, but he knows it'll be over too soon. so, he lets go, lets his cock bounce against his stomach as he chooses to, instead, wrap his arms around hwan's shoulders. he wants to hold on, wants to curl himself against hwan's chest as his boyfriend drives into him, claims him in a way that no one else ever could. ever would. ❛ please, ❜ he begs, knowing what he's asking for is insane, but not caring. ❛ do it -- s-stay inside me all day. just keep... keep fuckin' me through it, keep me on your cock until i can't take it anymore. ❜ he pauses, his teeth nipping at hwan's ear lobe with a gentle tug. ❛ and even then, d-don't stop. i jus' wanna be full of you, always. ❜ his words are laced with a familiar tone of desperation, and jay's sure he must sound a little crazy, but not caring in the slightest. he's passed that point. the only thing he wants, needs, is the feeling of hwan keeping him full.
when he's asked to prove himself, jay doesn't hesitate. his legs tighten their hold around him, where they're loosely wrapped around hwan's thighs, and jay's body begins to move in sync with hwan's hips. his arms hold on, too -- fingers dig into the muscle of his back, and jay uses his strength to keep himself moving. he slides back, lets hwan's cock slip out of him almost completely, before he's sinking back down, taking him in to the brim. it's incredible, especially given the angle hwan's reaching with how close he has them -- pressed chest to chest, no space in between. exactly how jay prefers it. his eyes flutter closed just briefly before he's pressing their foreheads together, and jay tries his best to maintain eye contact as he repeats the action, over and over again. ❛ you, ❜ he breathes softly, the words landing against hwan's lips. ❛ i belong to you, aegiya. only you. just you. forever. ❜ there's a weight to his words that he doesn't push on -- for now, he moves his body in time, lets himself build up to the sensation that's bubbling in his stomach. ❛ fuck, s'good -- baby you feel so good -- i... harder, he breathes. i need it harder, yeobo. ❜