Knight Paragon

As you might have noticed, I haven't really been on recently. And that's sort of because I lost the will to RP Cordelia right now. So I've been on my personal account for a few weeks and haven't been doing much RPing.

I guess that makes this blog on hiatus since I don't really plan to RP much here anymore. I'm not really into this fandom as much as I was when I made this account and I've sort of moved on. I might come back every once in a while to RP, though. 

In the meantime, you can find me in my Personal Account or on my new RP account that I'll share with everyone when I feel ready and confident enough with it.

Until then, I'll see you all later. I'll come back one day, probably.

I talked a bit about this on my personal but didn't go into much detail there because my brother follows me there, but I'm 99% certain that everyone in my family doesn't ever want to be around me.

And I get it. I get that I'm annoying and boring and stupid and selfish and lazy and ugly and a bother to everyone on the planet. I've already accepted this about myself. There's nothing I can do to change any of it.

But oh my God please stop doing things without me.

I know none of you or your friends want to be around me and you only keep me around because you pity my existence. I know that. I know. 

But could you at least pretend to invite me so my feelings aren't too crushed? I spent an hour crying this morning when you blew me off to do something with the rest of our family that no one invited me to. And now you're doing it again. 

...

Sorry guys, I'm not here to RP today. Just to whine like the annoying person I am.

Now I should sleep

Go listen to it. Now. Please?

I did it for y'all :^) ]

i loved you first // A Cordelia Fanmix

~LISTEN at 8tracks~

 Cover Art Credit 

  Track List is under cut

And I'm here to stay. No more traveling for me.