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if kandreil actually happened, i know FOR A FACT that nicky wouldāve looked andrew dead in the eye and pioneered the phrase: āthis is the type of greed they talked about in the bible.ā then he wouldāve had a crash out of mythic proportions. erikās phone wouldāve broken from the sheer volume of nickyās calls and texts because not only is andrew GAY, but he bagged both SEXY EXY CELEBRITY KEVIN DAY and THE FOXESā RESIDENT PRETTY BOY NEIL JOSTEN?? not one, but TWO extremely hot guys with dark pasts and mafia affiliations?? unreal
Nicky would be so concerned like: Andrew, I'm starting to see a pattern, you have a type!!
Andrew: I don't
Nicky: You do
Andrew: I don't
(he does)
The moment in Chapter Ten, when Nicky asks Neil to go to the store with him for ice cream, really touches me to the core. Neil is faced with a choice: watch another Wildcats game or pay attention to something other than Exy.
While Neil hesitates, weighing his options, Andrew appears beside Nicky ā and something just clicks in his mind. He remembers what Nicky said about Exy not being able to replace his whole world. And heās thinking about that while looking at ANDREW, AAAAAAA
Andrew became something important to Neil in such a short time, just like Neil did for Andrew. What amazes me the most is how Andrew started trusting Neil enough to let him touch him. And I love that with Neilās arrival in his life, all the principles and rules that Mary had so carefully instilled in Andrew fell apart in just a few months.
Sorry, I just have a love hate obsession with these kids. They completely throw me off balance. š¤²š¼š„¹
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no need for rings
just finished the foxhole court so heres some aaron after waking andrew up

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i love it when they annoy the piss out of each other
Tweaked the colours on this old thing a bit. They want u Vash...
after visiting germany, nickyās internal clock gets completely thrown off; heās tossed between time zones. he might suddenly wake up in the middle of the night in the u.s. cuz itās already morning in germany, or crash into bed in the middle of the day in germany cuz itās already nighttime across the ocean. itās uncontrollable, and at first, many people canāt get used to the fact that he lives on a completely different schedule (and itās not always convenient).
he stays awake with Andrew when he's having a bad night. they don't talk, they just sit and play videogames and Nicky covers Andrew with a blanket when he falls asleep by sunrise.
Andrew āim actually just a kid but i hate feeling vulnerable so Iāll convince everyone im a monster so theyre too scared to even question my bluffā Minyard and Neil āi think im a monster and im so scared people will be able to tell so i act like im just some poor kidā Josten. takes a faker to know one. Andrew recognizing Neilās sharp edges because heās been hand carving his own to match for years.
he's been HAND CARVING HIS OWN FOR YEARS
kevin is sick of their shit
Kevin: you promised no kissing today!
Neil: well, I LIED

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Neil drifts over to Andrew, whoās perched on the windowsill, and asks a quiet, āYes or no?ā At Andrewās brief nod, he steps closer, slipping his arms around Andrewās waist and pressing in, burying his face in the curve of his neck. Andrew knows Neil rarely craves touch, but if heās come to him like this, then he must be aching for it in return. The weight of Neilās arms around him is grounding in a way that feels almost unfamiliar, and Andrew lets his hands settle at the back of Neilās neck, fingers threading through his tousled hair as he listens to the soft rhythm of his breathing against his skin. They donāt need words for moments like this ā just Neil standing between his hips and trying to come down from the weight of a long, exhausting day. Thereās something steady in it, in the way Andrewās arms wrap tight around Neil, as if he could shut him off from the rest of the world and keep it at bay.
A few minutes later, Neil presses a soft kiss to his neck ā a quiet thank you. He starts to pull away, thinking Andrewās had enough, that itās time to let go, but Andrew feels the hesitation in it. His grip tightens, pulling Neil back in, pressing his face once more into the crook of his neck. āStay a little longer,ā he murmurs.
better than therapy
if i were the ravens and i saw kevin day switch his racket to his left hand knowing just how good he is playing with his left hand AND i saw neil take up a backliners spot i would have just walked off the court cause at that point its over.
āAndrew rarely called out to the defense, maybe understanding they were halfway to running on fumes, maybe too focused on the Raven strikers to be distracted with his own backliners. Neil had never seen him play like this, so intense and fast and determined, but Andrew had promises to keep and a goal to defend.ā
Andrew my boy was not just giving instructions, he was actively playing, aiming to keep like 5 promises at the time, trying to keep his best friend alive while impressing his boyfriend.
in which universe the ravens thought they stood a chance?
(There's 3/5 of the perfect court right there. OMG!!! did Riko actually forget he himself assigned them their numbers and called them all PERFECT COURT??? and still he had THE NERVE) (and he could have stood a chance if he had Jean (another perfect court like omg) by his side, but no!!!! his stupid ass thought he would win!!!! and dragged his whole team with him. I think that's why Kevin is The Queen in the game, he knows how exy works, he loves it so much he thinks of it as a whole, Riko thinks it's his game.)
āWho said āpleaseā that made you hate the word so much?ā
Andrew gazed at him in silence for a minute. āI did.ā
Neil didnt know what answer heād been expecting but this wasnāt it. He felt like a pop to his chest, sharp and startling. He opened his mouth to say something, anything, but what could he possible say to something like that?
Andrew tolerated his blanks stare only for a couple seconds before waving this all off as inconsequential and uninteresting. āHe said I would stop if I said it.ā
āYou believed him,ā Neil guessed.
āI was seven,ā Andrew said. āI believed him.ā
-The Kingās men, chapter fifteen
people do forget he was a kid somewhere in the middle of juvie, meeting Aaron and joining the foxes. never forget y'all
do you think neil, delirious from blood loss, sleep deprivation, and brainwashing, ever saw the three on jeans jersey while in the nest and called out for andrew
I know that his last year at Palemetto Neil gets bullied up and down for "missing his boyfriend" It. Is. Constant. And from all sides too, considering Wymack is probabbly the one that started the joke.
But then after one of the games where the Foxes win, Andrew surprise visits and Neil Josten laughs with delight. He starts buzzing from joy and no one has ever seen him so openly happy before. They tone down the bullying for, like, the next two days.

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Neil being a demisexual and how obvious it is by how he uses simple terms when meeting people like just saying their hair and eye color. He doesn't even bother describing people he doesn't find important. Meanwhile the difference between meeting Andrew for the first time vs him having fallen in love with him has Neil waxing poetry about Andrew and it's so funny. Miser i don't swing was down bad by the second book.
First time meeting Andrew: "Andrew Minyard didn't look like much in person, blonde and five feet even."
After falling in love with Andrew: "Andrew looked as he always had, and Neil knew his face as well as he knew every iteration of his own. Despite that, something seemed different. Maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making Andrewās pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. Whatever it was, it was disorienting. A wordless question buzzed under Neilās skin, leaving him restless and out-of-sorts."
get a grip man
Iām gonna be honest as someoneās whoās aroace Neil has never read to me as someone whoās on the ace spectrum.
I know thereās the infamous āI donāt swingā line but the reason Neil doesnāt is because he was never allowed too and he said it himself.
Which speaks to more to me about his motherās control than Neil not being personally interested in anyone.
And yeah heās oblivious to people being attracted to him including Andrew until itās literally spelled out to him. But thatās a pretty standard trope for his kind of character.
Granted Iām not demisexual myself so you know maybe Iām missing something but I just never got that vibe from him.
Iāve seen people talk about how Kevin feels aromantic coded and that Andrew gives of ace vibes and I can see where those comes from.
But Neil not so much.
this is my opinion, we all have different perspectives and that's really cool, I just want to add to the conversation with my own as an ace myself (: that being saidā
For me it's in the way his perspective and internal voice doesn't even notice other people as potential sexual nor romantic partners. He sees people as traits rather than bodies I think.
For example, the most obvious one, the whole conversation with Nicky abt women being soft. Nicky is like: their BODIES but Neil is: their PSYCHE, their DETERMINATION, their MINDSET.
I love how this applies with Andrew too. He's like: Andrew is strong enough for me to RELAY ON HIM, he can PROTECT. Andrew's personality is SAFE.
I don't remember how the scene at Eden's goes word by word, but someone pushes him again Andrew's chest and Neil's first thought is: He can hold me like a wall would, he's not necessarily thinking: uhh, kinky
I just love to see it that way