I’m really using to help me with my mental health and also to post HDG stuff. Main acc: Ravenmacduff. Any of my own writing will be tagged under #Dr Beatrice Honey Lewis. 18+ 32, She/her
I created it after just absolutely getting the biggest brain worms from the setting after reading Darkfalli's "Wellness Check". The setting is just so good I couldn't help but start to write my own fanfic. Something I've never done before now! I really hope everyone who reads my stuff enjoys it, and without further ado my list of content warnings and my chapter list!
All works can also be found on AO3
Content Warning// Non consent (noncon), Dubious Consent Drug use, Induced Memory Loss, Transphobia, Internalized Imperialism, Mind Control, Trauma, Conditioning
^(This might expand in the future)^
Chapter List
Part 1
Log X06272554 - I'm upset over my current predicament so I'll make a journal out of it!
Log X07012554 - I'm not a child! Treat me like an adult!
Log X07022554 - Bemoaning about the time before the Affini Compact took over.
Log X07102554 - My name is not Honey! But maybe the Affini aren't so bad
Log X07182554 - That Weed isn't listening to me! I don't want to move!
Log X07242554 - Isn't Honey just the cutest?
Log X07252554 - I had such a weird dream... huh how did I get here?
Log X08052554 - Freedom at last! But why do I feel so hollow?
Part 2
Log X10212555 - A comparison of Affini to Terran mythology
Log X10222555 - Cybilpedium is so beautiful
Log X10252555 - There's that dream again...
Log X11012555 - I go to a party
Log X11022555 - What did I just do!
Log X11032555 - The Date
Log X11032555a - I go and visit Cybil and Alma's hab unit
Log X11032555b - Time to play!
Log X11032555c - A handshake
Part 3
Log X11072555 - My new life!
Log X11112555 - Back to work
For your Consideration
Content Warning and Tags//Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Hurt/Comfort, Torture, Transphobia, Hypnosis, Drug Use, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Trauma, Sci-Fi, Internalized Imperialism, Ownership, Disability, Trans Female Character
Part 1 - Cressula Ovata, Second Bloom has been constantly pestered to take a floret for over a year now, ever since The Vitaceae entered Terran Accord Space. She's finally relenting, but her friend doesn't think she's going about it the right way.
Part 2 - Cressula begins her new life with her new floret. When they finally go to bed she takes the time to do a little reading on her new companion.
Part 3 - Cressula creates a plan of action so she can guarantee her florets happiness
Part 4 - Cressula has some doubts about her own ability to look after Ivy.
Part 5 - Josh Winter's has interesting dreams
Part 6 - "Josh Winters" wakes up in a strange place, while Cressula prepares breakfast
Part 7 - Josh does his best to access his situation while he has his first true meeting with Cressula. Things don't exactly go as Josh hoped they would. While Cressula finds a new level of confidence.
Part 8 - Ivy begins to learn more about what being Cressula's pet entails. Needless to say she isn't thrilled by it.
Sleeping Cuties
On the trail of the Mercury's Hope - Typha Angustifolia, first bloom is bored. The ship they're helping to pursue keeps evading them. When they a strange ping on their radar they discover something they weren't expecting
Matthew Wilson, CEO and Founder of Pythia - Matthew Wilson is the CEO and founder of the Tech Startup Pythia. Due to unfortunate circumstances he decided to freeze him. It has been 500 years since then, and galaxy has changed drastically.
Madison MacDonald, Wife - Madison MacDonald is used to waking up in strange hospital rooms, but this one has to be one of the most luxurious she's experienced yet. This chapter explores themes of loss.
Athena, Musician - Athena is a musician hailing from the 21st century who truly lived a rockstar lifestyle. When she suffers an overdose her manager uses the opportunity to cash in on a marketing opportunity and puts her in a Cryopod. That was 500 years ago. Now she's woken up and has to adjust to a whole new world.
Side stuff
Log X02132556 - Honey and Alma play some video games
Short Story: A Tight Squeeze - You're a newly captured Terran Marine who still hasn't broken yet. But don't worry Mistress has some ideas
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after i made my wooden doll, i was musing about what other unusual materials i might use for a bjd. my partner suggested paper, and also gave me access to their craft paper collection -> i made this.
she is almost entirely made of paper & cardboard. the joints are wooden beads & worbla, because i did figure out a way to make ball joints out of paper, but it really was not worth the effort. all her limbs have tubes of rolled-up cardboard in them to keep the structure sturdy, and the origami flowers are glued around those.
this is extremely different from any doll i've made before, and i had so much fun working with pretty papers & figuring out how to turn them into a poseable 3d object.
This one did some numbers in the discord. I liked the little terran floret so much I made her my pfp so that's where she comes from (The testimonies are from real people there!)
I love making little infographics like these. This one in particular was for chapter 11 of FAWN
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While in part I think mantras are fun because making your subject repeat something embarrassing or silly over and over is hot. As well as very effective for a certain kind of grounding (both giving a subject that struggles with wording things an 'automatically correct response', and giving a subject that struggles with overstimulation a sensory outlet). I think it's also important to recognize that echolalia is just very cute, and mantras frequently exist in that space.
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hello guys in light of disability pride month i would like to urge everyone to practice harm reduction in any area of life if it is possible for you. if you have an eating disorder please let yourself eat enough for your body to keep going, especially because it takes more energy for disabled people to function. if you abuse substances please make sure they don’t interact harmfully with any medications you take (for example: watching your alcohol intake when on SSRIs). if you self harm please clean your wounds so your body doesn’t have to overcompensate when trying to heal. if you mask heavily for social survival please try to give yourself rest and breaks so you don’t completely burn out. i know sometimes all of this is impossible, and that’s okay. but if you can, i urge you to be a little kinder to yourself this month. i love you.
No one can stop you! This is where my friend who is head of costuming for the museum I used to work at buys theirs for the site. (I am not sponsored by or affiliated with that shop, I've just worn their products in work contexts & also advocate for bringing chatelaines back).
it's very funny to me that the advice in the notes divides cleanly into two camps:
Actually actionable advice (break it down into smaller pieces, leave and come back later, find somebody to do it with you so you aren't doing it alone)
People who are Jared, 19 and just say something that's fundamentally a variation on "just do it scared"
Warning: advice that "you have to leave your comfort zone to grow" is meant for people who are IN their comfort zone the majority of the time. If you rarely/never feel comfortable and safe, you actually need to get more comfortable and safe before you can grow 👍
if you're sitting on a fanfic idea because you think it's "too weird" or "too niche" I need you to understand something: the internet is VAST and FULL of people with your exact brand of weird. that crackship that makes sense only to you? there are at least 50 people who will read it and go "oh my god FINALLY." but even if there were ZERO? you still deserve to write the thing that makes your brain light up.
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