such a loveable lamb (to me)

multilingual freaks declaring their love for each other in spanish 😭💛

makes me happy

makes me sad

made me cry

is from an underrated artist

is from a popular artist

makes me feel like i could kill god

i’ll never get tired of listening to

is from an artist i’ve listened to for a while

is from an artist i just found

i just found and that i love

is from my favorite playlist

is in a movie

should be in a movie

i’d make everyone listen to

i relate to

makes me nostalgic

makes me want to fall in love

makes me want to burn the world down

is from my favorite genre

i’ve recommended to someone

someone recommended to me

reminds me of a character

has interesting sounds that tickle my brain right

i want to be my theme song

jacob prefacing a rehearsal saying he never wants to assume anyone's level of experience and then taking a good long time explaining the sensation of being penetrated and hudson is listening and nodding, maybe a little pink in the cheeks but maintaining professionalism nonetheless and connor is watching him carefully, probably with a hand resting on the small of his back, not quite ready for it when jacob turns to him next to then give him the same treatment, only now he's detailing how it feels to be inside someone, how tight shane would probably feel and how much prep he would need to relax and how diligent and slow ilya would be and now connor's blushing a bit despite being fairly familiar with all of this meanwhile hudson is listening to jacob with rapt attention on this matter...and then later, when they're hanging out in one of their rooms together, sitting with their legs in each other's laps, connor can't help but ask the question that's been on his mind since that afternoon....

"have you ever? been fucked?" and hudson smirks and nods bashfully, confesses he's tried pegging and adds that yeah, it felt just like how jacob was describing it which of course leads to connor's next question: "did you like it?" and hudson nods again but then says, "I bet it feels different though. like, compared to the real thing." and his eyes flit down to connor's crotch almost unconsciously and connor just sort of swallows and files that away for now.

"probably," connor agrees with a grin. "the real thing is really fucking good."

and now hudson tenses, tummy twisting in that way it so often does whenever they get this close to something like flirting.

"I would like to try it one day," hudson tries, watching connor's face carefully for any sign of a reaction and connor just exhales a laugh out of his nose.

same picture btw (ilya version)