spiritualpsychosis

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

Isolating myself from everyone sounds like the best option.

i have a massive fear that no one actually likes me rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping i leave them alone

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

watching yourself spiral into a mental breakdown while knowing you can't stop it is a different kind of heartbreak

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.

Being alive is very bad for my nervous system.

who up feeling unbelievably unlovable

it gets worse before it gets way worse

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed