AYO

you can succeed without meeting all of your goals. not everything requires you to give 100%. do not push yourself too hard trying to get it done perfectly. perfection isn’t real.

no one is coming to save yo- wrong!! everyone who has ever shown you love and/or care is saving you a little bit.

Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.

they should invent a me that is someone else

its a good thing i never overreact. anyway. i'm goingto go kill myself right meow.

i made your favorite dish. i made you something you’ve never tried before. i love you. i spent twenty minutes chopping. my grandmother made this for me when i was little. i made this dairy free for you. i love you. i want to eat together. the onions made me cry. i love you. i learned this recipe for you. i love you. i made this special for your birthday. i love you. i know you don’t like peppers. i love you. i love you. i love you.

passage of time stop scaring me… please stop