This is why we can't have nice things

I would say I love you with all my heart but my heart hasn’t loved for a while now. Instead I shall love you with all my mind, as it is my genuine belief my mind is stronger than my heart will ever be.

And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in.

you know what’s really irritating

Who has not asked himself at some time or other: am I a monster or is this what it means to be a person?

People who are younger than you but taller

People who are younger than you but better than you at something

People who are younger than you

People

Being turned into a llama

A LLAMA?! HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD!!!

yeah… weird

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one’s been crueller than I’ve been to me.

Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don’t even recognize that growth is happening. We may feel hostile or angry or weepy and hysterical, or we may feel depressed. It would never occur to us, unless we stumbled on a book or a person who explained to us, that we were in fact in the process of change, of actually becoming larger, spiritually, than we were before. Whenever we grow, we tend to feel it, as a young seed must feel the weight and inertia of the earth as it seeks to break out of its shell on its way to becoming a plant. Often the feeling is anything but pleasant. But what is most unpleasant is the not knowing what is happening. Those long periods when something inside ourselves seems to be waiting, holding its breath, unsure about what the next step should be, eventually become the periods we wait for, for it is in those periods that we realize that we are being prepared for the next phase of our life and that, in all probability, a new level of the personality is about to be revealed.