Hey, Miss Darko.

"Listen. I probably will never see you again in this lifetime, but if I ever do, I hope you'll let me hug you and tell you how sorry I am for everything."

All my friends are wasted And I hate this club Man I drink too much Another Friday night I wasted My eyes are black and red I'm crawling back to you babe

I wished for you I wished so hard for you That I was sure you'd come true. And when you did come true I had nothing left to wish for But to wish for me and you. I wished for you I wished so hard for me and you But I learned that some wishes are not meant to come true. Much like the tragedy of me and you. I'll always love you though.

I like sunsets. I like how such beauty lasts only for the briefest of seconds and then it's gone. It teaches you that everything in life is fleeting, so take a moment to stop, look, and let moments like these, take your breath away.

I hate memories. They're the ones that keep you up at night, staring at the ceiling, or nothing, a thousand thoughts per minute on your mind. It's what makes your breath catch in your throat as if you can no longer breathe at the sight of a name or a face, at the smell of a cologne, at the way feel the wind feels in your hair. It's what keeps you from going back to that certain place or experiencing that new something for fear that all the time and effort you've put into forgetting will just go to waste. It's what keeps you in the corner of your room, or hiding under the covers of your safety blanket. It's what makes your heart hurt and your soul feel empty that the world is still spinning, ever so slowly, while you are fading away, ever so gently. I hate memories. Because memories stay, when the person has gone. And there is nothing left to love but a memory.

Hahaha this is killing me

Honestly, I must agree, I'm just in love with your memory.

A salute to this bunch: To Momo, ever the guardian, watchtower, and keeper of peace, thank you for being the Mom when Lu couldn't; To Lulu, ever raging ball of thunder, I know you are trying and you are such a fighter, and no one faults you for just being you because you are heaven-sent; To the first one, you were gone too soon, but thank you for blessing us with your existence just as well, we miss you dearly; To Appa, to our strong survivor, you are a Wong. And I pray you continue to keep fighting; And to Lucy, my dear one, the one after my own heart, I miss you terribly. We were supposed to make it love, and now I am left to fend for my own. But cheers babygirl, you are now in a better place and I can't help but feel a twinge of envy that you are now with Him. Love, hugs and kisses to you and Bella, you are all missed and loved and never, ever forgotten. ❤️ thank you for making life on this earth much more bearable and even less lonely.

"I'm the first one in line to die When the cavalry comes Yeah it feels like the great divide Has already come YEAH I'M WASTING MY WAY THROUGH DAYS LOSING YOUTH ALONG THE WAY Oh if God is on my side Oh if God is on my side Yeah if God is on my side THEN WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME There was a greatness I thought for awhile But somehow it changed Some kind of blindness I used to protect me From all of my stains Yeah I wish this was vertigo But it just feels like I'm falling slow In this wasteland where I'm livin' There is a crack in the door filled with light And it's all that I need to get by In this wasteland where I'm livin' There is a crack in the door filled with light And it's all that I need to shine All of these people I meet It seems like they're fine Yeah in some ways I hope that they're not And their hearts are like mine It's wrong when it seems like work TO BELONG ALL I FEEL IS HURT" Thanking the good Lord for the gift of best friends who know exactly what to say and do when I don't. letswritelifeletters

That #Malasimbo2015 sunset. ⛅️