I hate conflicts, because thereâs never âright or wrongâ âme or themâ because if something became big enough to be a conflict, nothing will stay, because if I get involved, no matter on âwhose sideâ I am, I walk away alone, because everyone, no matter what, has done something wrong, and that will lead to breaking ups, so if youre oh so sensitive about me knowing their wrongs and yet sticking with them, perhaps you should think about your own, and what that leaves me, leaves us
Leaves me wild how someone(back from long before I was hafu) can promise me day and night that theyâll do better, and then not even 5hrs later goes back; like yeah, no shit, I know mental illness and shit, but that was too much to lay on someone you hadnât even met for 2weeks without prior information, and then be all sad that yet another friend left you, because that person, told me herself why they left her, and yet sheâs still the same âI donât want to be better, I just want you to stayâ like I (or anyone else really) can stay if she wasnât âbetterâ
Anyways, Iâve had like 5-6 friend groups throughout my online life, and they all ended, not because there was no conflict, but because it was so big and rough and nasty that I had to leave everyone.