#open asks

Pile 01

Hmmmm... While I was shuffling the cards I felt a very explorer sort of energy like wanting to do new things and being excited stepping into the a new chapter. If you have been putting a hold onto new things or trying out new things, I think you should step out and work on them. The three of wands reversed shows up as someone who is waiting for the right moment for things to fall into place but you need to you know move forward and take action be it external or internal.

What solidifies this further for me is the eight of swords reversed. You are leaving behind certain things that blinded you or that you believed served your purpose but they don't anymore. There is some energy of shadow work too here.

Maybe you write yourself a letter for affirmations or manifestation or for most of you you have something you wish to release so you either write them down on a paper and burn them or some situation you wish to get out of and you finally take a step towards it. Okay so, what you are moving towards is a healthy idea of what happiness looks like and learning your own definition of peace. This might come after a few challenges but there is so much of finding yourself energy here. You will figure out what you want in life, who you are and all these interpersonal questions.

This is a very very beautiful pile not because it is super happy go sunshine pile but it's grounded, almost like a reminder that you have the most control over your life. By the end of this year, I think you are going to be proud and almost crazy upon how much you have healed. Your biggest lesson is inaction. Now hear me out yes I did say you need to work actively towards your goals in the beggining but in your interpersonal dynamics and connections there is a lesson on lowering your guard down, not immediately reacting to conflict. There is a difference in action and reaction which you are going to learn and incorporate in your life. Just lowering that knife down you thought was protecting you and letting things go with the flow.

I feel there is an element of mystery around your career and studies, but you might stopp worrying or juggling tons of things at once and start again with a better schedule or routine. You might not feel very confident initially but I am sure you will be able to build it. 5th house placements and Aries seem significant. Tons of red, yellow and green in these cards too. You might me able to balance things just the perfect amount and I am so proud of you. You are first and foremost fixing your relationship with your self or making it better.

You are learning to know when to take a stand for yourself, when to not get swept up in conflicts and in the process you end up becoming even kinder. More open, more at peace within yourself. Something about this reminds me of Buddhism because of its ideals. There might be some lesson or advice in it for you, so do check them out. STRENGTH and THE EMPRESS. wow! 

Yes there are challenges but the lead you to self-love and a lot of strength. You are growing glowing tonsss.💓

Pile 02

Hi my pile twooosss.

Right now your current energy is a little scattered. You recently probably had a phase where you were hasty wyih certain things and events almost like trying to rush things and though that would work out for you but it probably didn't. Maybe you showed up at certain events and felt a little unwanted and left out despite trying your best to fit the vibe and everything. Your energy is of transition. If pile 01 was more in their growth phase ongoing, your pile is about to kickstart their self journey in some time or the other.

The universe asks you to let go of things. Your major theme is letting go or at least the theme I see you focusing on the most in the second half of this year. You might feel this urge to stay at the place you are in because of familiarity or wanting to do everything at once and it never happens and you don't really push yourself further.

Okay so, i want to put this here. You might think you are holding onto things so they won't go but in reality it's these emotions of wanting things that clutch onto you and won't let you go. You have to learn to let these things go, whatever they are they hold back your true potential. It's almost like a person you really love is holding you back from your authentic self. Sometimes letting go doesn't mean cutting off and disappearing but more about detaching and dissociation. You might find your mind to be filled with tons of things and this might distract you from your goal. For example, you want this very specific chocolate and you save your money up for it and go to the store. In the store, there are tons of other chocolates and you want to buy them as well and get confused so you buy none after mentally exhausting yourself. I am not saying that you can't get more, what I am trying to suggest is not to run after multiple things at once and grow slowly slowly in your area of interest. I see you practicing a lot of these things later in the year and almost having a different perspective to many things in your life but in a positive manner.

One of your major challenges is probably luxury. Spend money wisely, if you have been eyeing something and think it will be amazing because it's expensive so ofc it has to work there might be a cheaper alternative which works more or less the same but it won't burn a hole in your wallet. You also need to realise there won't be a prince charming coming into your life to save you from your problems or you can't really push your partner to make you happy all the time instead of healing yourself. This pile reminds me of the cure by olivia rodrigo where she talks about how the demons in her head don't go after being in a relationship she really likes.

Aw, pile 02's I feel you and this might be an overwhelming pile with overwhelming messages and most of you might not find yourself resonating with it at the moment but later if it does resonate with you at any given moment remember that you grounding your energy is already one step towards your growth. Your realisation is one step towards your growth.

Coming onto blessings, you are learning to be in tune with your intuition! Even if things might seem perfect, but your gut feeling doesn't align you will learn to listen to your gut feeling over what seems to appear in front of you which is a very very goood thing. Your intuition is strong AF especially around October, November, December. You are also going to learn to not overextend yourself or overgive yourself which in turn brings you a lot of mental peace. Almost serene, like the moon you will feel whole even with all your flaws.

Travel is also coming through. It doesn't have to be a huge trip, maybe just taking yourself out on a solo date would be a good thing and help you grow. 🤍

Pile 03

For my pile 03's, I love your current energy!

You are having fun and learning through the fun. Funmaxxing, I'd call it. I was having a conversation with a friend's dad recently and we both were talking about how life is not as serious as we usually take it and we aren't supposed to take ourselves too seriously either because that takes the joy out of things we do. You are showing alot of growth in a certain field maybe music or drama or dance idk. Suppose if you could play a few chords on guitar but struggled with the tougher chords, in the next six months you are mastering those tougher chords too and that is all while being in a joyful balanced state without stressing out too much. Love that! There is this unfiltered rawness and confidence in you which is amazing. Don't be suprised if you get compliments on your humour!

I feel that Jupiter in Leo is a significant transit for you. There is so much yellow and teal in these cards, it tells me about balance in your emotional state and choosing things that in turn brings you joy or make you feel joyful. If there is a green outfit or scarf you have been wanting, buy that!

Your biggest challenge is probably rest. You feel so energised and creative that you might exhaust yourself without knowing so it is important to replenish yourself and also have patience. Good things always take time, so give yourself that time and see the magic unfold <3

I think your biggest lesson also involved patience and time. Suppose there is this pilates class you want to join but it's expensive and you don't have that sort of money at the moment so you end up giving it up. Instead of giving it up maybe explore other options, suppose for the pilates example you could explore yoga if that is a cheaper option or something else. Take whatever resonates.

Now onto my favourite part! Your biggest blessings involve your ability to dream and make a reality you wish for yourself. Yes, there might be financial breaks here but there is so much expansion and growth here. Tons and tons of Jupiter energy. This could also be interpreted as exploring your hobbies without worrying too much about the money. If you have a 9-5 office job that is stressful or takes up your space, then maybe getting back into hobbies you like might help. Paint that canvas you left half unfinished or pick up that guitar again. Whatever is your niche, find it again and truly make it yours.

Rest assured your career cards are nice. You might get a new opportunity or a new job offer or you might just work very hard and it all comes back to you in a very nice to way. Even if people don't really understand your vision, you are being guided to execute it because your vision is true!

I hope you have a wonderful time ahead pile 03's. 💛🎸

The lights in the Payback briefing room buzzed above as Ben stood at the head of the table. The team listened while he told the story of the mission in his usual loud voice.

“…and that’s how it’s fucking done,” Ben said, smirking as he slammed his gloved hand on the table. “You clowns better keep up next time.”

His eyes flicked to you, where you stood near the door, arms loosely crossed. A cocky grin spread across his face as he crooked two fingers at you.

“Come here, sweetheart.”

You walked over slowly; you could see the brattiness in Ben’s face. The second you were close enough, Ben hooked a thick arm around your waist and yanked you against his side, possessively splaying his hand over your hip in front of everyone.

“This one knows how it works,” he announced, voice dripping with arrogance. “Don’t you, baby? She understands that when I say jump, she jumps. I wear the pants in this relationship. Ain’t that right?”

A few of the team members chuckled nervously. No one dared to say anything. Ben’s temper was legendary, and his shadow loomed large over Payback.

You simply smiled. “Whatever you say, Ben,” you replied sweetly, giving his pec a light squeeze. It was a small warning for him to back down, but he didn’t seem to notice, which just annoyed you more. Normally, you would give a look, and Ben would tone it down.

But today, it seemed he wanted to get punished.

Ben suddenly leaned down and pressed a rough, claiming kiss to your temple, loud enough for the others to feel uncomfortable.

“Damn right,” he muttered against your skin. “My wife knows who’s in charge.”

⛧°. ⋆༺☾𖤓༻⋆. °⛧

You slammed the door as you and Ben came back from the meeting. You saw how Ben’s smile lowered a bit before going back to an arrogant, smug smirk. He leaned against the wall of your shared room as if he owned it.

“You are such a damn brat, Ben!” You shouted, slapping him across the face so hard it took him a few minutes to even understand what happened.

“Doll, fuck..” Ben muttered, his lip had split open from the slap, though it quickly healed up, the blood remaining. It was clear Ben was very surprised by the sudden violence, but given that his suit tightened around the crouch. The older supe was clearly into it.

It didn't take long for you to get Ben over the bed with your super strength; the man's pants pulled down around his ankles. He looked so pathetic like that, and you loved it. Breaking down a strong man like Ben was always wonderful.

You ignored his whines as you got your strap-on on your waist. He had been a brat, so he was going to get punished like one.

You slapped his ass, making him yelp. "Don't complain, you brat. You know why you're over this bed like a naughty child." You spat as you gave him no warning as you thrusted into him, making him choke a bit.

"You bi-!"

SLAP

"What were you gonna say?"

"Nothing, ma'am…" Ben muttered, moaning slightly as pleasure started taking over his feelings.