Not Your Ordinary Girl

I keep thinking about the things you did for you to deserve me.

You were not the dream guy that I wished. 

You were not like the man I read from books. 

You were not like the man I watched from movies. 

You were not someone who would give me all the things that I want.

Instead... You are more than all of them.

You are more than what I deserve.

You are more than just a dream guy because you are real.

You are more than the man I read from books because your words are not just written for me to read, your words can be turned into actions.

You are more than the man I watched from movies, because you have proven me that those are just dramas and can easily be solved in real life.

You are more than someone who would give me all the things that I want because you are giving me what I need. 

I am in your car, smiling at you while you're driving.

I am in the window of a coffee shop you never dare to go to because you don't like coffee, but I really do.

I bet, you have deleted my photos in your phone but my face will still appear in every corner of your memory.

I will appear in your wildest dreams, and you will wake up wishing everything is real.

I am in every piece of you,  in your heart and mind.

Hi Ate *****  alam mo na siguro kung para saan ito haha. Maghapon kita di binati. Haha. Di ko alam kung plano ko yun  o sadya lng talaga na nabwelo ako para makabati sayo. Anyway.... Happy happy Birtday sayo Ateng mag/tanda . Thank you. Thank you dahil ikaw ang ate hindi lng ko, kundi pati naming lahat. Alam mo naman na gusto ko magkaroon ng ate at thankful ako dahil nabigyan ako ng isang ate. Di man by blood pero ramdam ko talaga na ate kita. Thank you dahil you keep yourself responsible sa amin. Parati ka busy, basa ng pawis, nabili, nag aasikaso at kung ano ano pa sa mga nakababata mong kapatid. Mabait kang ate. Responsable. Pede na mag asawa hahaha joke lng magtapos ka muna. Thank you dn dahil napili mo ang course na ito. When one door closes a window opens. At nag take ka ng risk na pasukin ang bintanang yun. I hope all the sacrifices are worth it. Sana kahit papano ang napapasaya ka namin althouh malimit ka namin inaasar at kung ano ano pa. Sana nakahanap ka ng family sa chem na katulaf ng family mo sa engineering. Sigurado akong namimiss mo ang civil pero wag ka mag alala nandito naman kami, ang chem family mo. Di ka namin iiwan kahit second choice mo kami haha. Thank you dn dahil parati ka andyan para sa akin. Madami pa ako di nakukwento sayo. Di ko pala sure kung madami pa nga. Soon baka makwento ko na yun sayo. Busy ka pa kasi sa sarili mong buhay kaya dapat lng na unahin mo yan bago mo isipin ang sa ibang tao. Just want to say. Be wise. Isa sa birthday wish ko para sayo (birthday mo pero nagwiwish ako). Be wise palagi. Pag isipan ng maiigi lahat ng gagawin sa buhay. Making the right choice will be beneficial pero making na wrong choice will give consequences. Mararanasan nating lahat yan, part kasi yan ng buhay. Kapag blessing ang humarap tanggap lng. Kapag naman challenge harapin lng dn. Either way naman ay makakatulong sa paglago mo as a person. Paalala ko lng. You have a lot of potentials. Kung sa tingin mo ay hindi mo kaya, give it a shot malay mo kaya mo pala nagdududa ka lng sa sarili mo. Salamat nga pala sa tinuro mo sa akin about praying. Parati ko na ginagawa yun. Always fear God. Put God above all things. Nothing is impossible with God. Alam kong alam mo yan, naisipan ko lng sabihin. Nga pala, ate, babae ka. Alam mo naman mga karapatan mo bilang babae Patapos na message ko para sayo. Sorry di sobrang mahaba kakangalay kasi pag ganun. Happy happy birthday ateee! Godbless you. Matatapos natin ang thesis. Thank you sa lahat ng kwentuhan at mga kain. Wag ka naman magtampo kapag si **** kasama ko, alam ko naman na naiintindihan mo haha. Looking forward for more kwentuhan etc... Happy Birthday ulit! Wish you all the best

-E****