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“ Be humble for you are made of earth. Be noble for you are made of stars. ”
—Serbian Proverb .
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{ Hello! Sorry about my lack of activity here, I’m not very comfortable with this muse, and though I’m enjoying my threads with everyone, I’m not really clicking with the muse, so replies take me a long time to write. I apologize to everyone I was interacting with, I really did enjoy writing with you, but I feel my writing isn’t working well with Leon, and that I’m not replying with the content all of you deserve. But I am very grateful for your willingness to interact with me.
I don’t have any intention of returning to this blog at the moment, but I’ll place it on hiatus in the event that that I suddenly wish to return. I will make another post at some point with all of my icons in it in case another Leon role-player/future Leon role-player would like to use them, so feel free to take those. They all have the above effect on them, and I can send you the file for that, as well if anyone using them would like it/I can crop you more icons with it in the future should the ones I have not be enough for you. ^^
If you would like a link to any of my other role-play blogs (I have two other than this one: one FE related, and the other one not), feel free to IM (or send me an ask, anon or not), and I would be happy to link you to either one! }
Leon (FE) Icons!
{ Here you go! I believe there are 56 here. If you decide to use these, feel free to contact me on here for the effect file if you’d like to make more. If you are unable to crop more, feel free to IM me on here (I’ll probably link you to one of my other blogs since I’ll only check this one every once in a blue moon), and I can make more should this set prove to not have enough for you! }

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{ Hello! Sorry about my lack of activity here, I’m not very comfortable with this muse, and though I’m enjoying my threads with everyone, I’m not really clicking with the muse, so replies take me a long time to write. I apologize to everyone I was interacting with, I really did enjoy writing with you, but I feel my writing isn’t working well with Leon, and that I’m not replying with the content all of you deserve. But I am very grateful for your willingness to interact with me.
I don’t have any intention of returning to this blog at the moment, but I’ll place it on hiatus in the event that that I suddenly wish to return. I will make another post at some point with all of my icons in it in case another Leon role-player/future Leon role-player would like to use them, so feel free to take those. They all have the above effect on them, and I can send you the file for that, as well if anyone using them would like it/I can crop you more icons with it in the future should the ones I have not be enough for you. ^^
If you would like a link to any of my other role-play blogs (I have two other than this one: one FE related, and the other one not), feel free to IM (or send me an ask, anon or not), and I would be happy to link you to either one! }
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NAME: tori PRONOUNS: she/her SEXUALITY: pan/pan. ZODIAC: virgo TAKEN OR SINGLE: I tried to come up with a witty answer to this, and I couldn’t.
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1. I just saw an ad about a toilet that lights up every color of the rainbow. 2. Radiant Dawn was my first Fire Emblem game, as well as easily still being my favorite. 3. I haven’t really role-played in a bit. I used to have a Tsubaki, but the fandom has died down a lot in the few months I’ve been gone, so it’s a little awkward, and the newer tumblr makes it really difficult to actually find other role-players (especially since tags get cleaned out so often because of spam blogs). 4. I have super bad social anxiety, I’m really sorry, it’s why I work with dogs everyday instead of people. So, I apologize if I’m super difficult to speak to, I don’t mean to be, I’m just a nervous wreck 99% of the time. 5. urls are like the most difficult thing in the world. I haven’t come up with creative one in eons because I’m awful at them I mean have you seen my url? I’m so sorry.
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HOW LONG ( MONTH / YEAR ) : rping for 10-ish years, 5 (?) on tumblr, PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: skype, tumblr, forums BEST EXPERIENCE: I met one of my best friends through here! Back in a Tales of group. She was the one of the only people who role-played with me there since I was writing a character from one of the older games (that never got an English release, so). I changed the title of the thread to something silly, and then she ended up being the first person I added on Skype. Five years later, and I can’t remember a day that’s passed by when we haven’t spoken to one another! We’ve just restarted that thread too haha (it’s mildly confusing given that the Tales character I role-play as is also named Leon). But my favorite blogs were probably my Fire, Robin, and Suga.
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FEMALE OR MALE: male. FAVORITE FACE: ????? LEAST FAVORITE FACE: ???????
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FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: angst > fluff > smut. LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: long. BEST TIME TO WRITE: at night. ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE?: ahhh, maybe?????? I haven’t really thought about it, yet. To be honest, I handed a friend a list of Fire Emblem Fates characters, and asked her to pick the one she thought I should write, and Leon is who she picked. It takes me a bit to adjust to characters, so I’m really just starting to get to know my muse for him now, if that makes any sense.
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There is a distinct disconnect in what he’s saying and how the entire mess appears to be, unfolding in front of her in slow increments as the moments move painfully slow. Charlotte’s mouth is drawn thin; while his expression is mostly obscured by distance and the pitiful lighting, she can make out enough. Eyes are slow to open, an unnatural color creeping across his cheeks and neck. In any other circumstances, she’d smile knowingly, lean in closer and tease him with a quip about being so close to her– but she holds her tongue. Although it has rarely ever stopped her before, it seems inappropriate.
Her neck move would be, too, if there were any other motivations behind it. One hand outstretched as she awkwardly crouches down ( not an easy feat in new armor, and fresh scars still protest when she moves ) to meet his level. Pride or not– and she knows an awful, awful lot about wounded pride– he hardly looks like he’s able to stand on his own. She knows how to navigate proper form and how best to act around nobility when she wanted their attention or when she wanted to tease, but she isn’t going to simply leave her king squatting on the kitchen floor. Absolutely absurd.
“You say that, buuuut–” Her inflections are far more casual than she’d ever allow in the day time hours, but something in her gut says that sewing such saccharine inflections now would only incite anger. “– well, you don’t really seem motivated to get off the floor. Want a hand?”
Charlotte is far from a medic. She can clean her own wounds and end a life without her hands ever wavering, but some things are far beyond her capabilities. She is, however, more than capable of lifting a grown man from the ground, king or not. And if he isn’t inclined to take her offer, she might have to do it on her own.
For his own good, of course.
“I can’t really leave you here, you know. What kind of guard would I be?” Emphasis where it needs to be, that this is her job now, that she’s proud and grateful for the opportunity, even if it hasn’t been earned, only given by circumstance. Even then, there’s an underlying hint of worry in her voice, plenty of room for doubt when he assures her that everything is perfectly fine. She’s been through, once before. There was no stray puddles of water, and if there were, she would have cleaned it– or otherwise become another one of its victims, and caused quite a scene at the poor fool who’d simply let it be. Charlotte is hesitant to ask for the exact specifics of the scene before her, why the room feels so tense despite only two people conversing.
But she can offer a hand.
“Can I get you anything, milord? You probably didn’t come here just to sit!” A little humor to diffuse the situation, and although her laughter floats in the dead air, there’s still not the punch behind it she’s almost become famous for, no exaggeration, no frills. Short, almost curt, but hopefully in good humor enough to encourage him to relax.
His mouth curled into a thin-lipped frown at the words her tongue managed to shape. How casual her word choice was when addressing her king didn’t irritate him. Truth be told he would have lacked patience for the woman had she decided now was the time to put on an act, but that didn’t lessen the blow to his already wounded pride any. A protest had already settled upon his tongue, waiting to be spat out the moment he regained enough energy to lash out. But that moment was slow to come, and the small speech he had been withholding slipped from his mind before it had been granted the chance to be spoken.
Instead all he could manage was a rather weak, “Something tells me I will be better off on the floor.” Not for a second did he doubt Charlotte’s strength, and his gaze remained glued on her just in case she planned to take matters, literally, into her own hands. There was a rather long list of people he would sooner prefer to be stuck in this situation with than the fighter, if only for the reason that they would be far easier to get rid of. She, on the other hand, didn’t appear to be displaying any signs that she was going to let him camp out on the kitchen floor until he felt well enough to drag himself to his room, which he probably never would, but the royal family was a rather stubborn bunch. And it appeared the fighter was, as well.
Leon was capable of withstanding the burden of deep wounds, and still commanding an army without ever faltering. He was a king well-respected by the country, and one who unintentionally commanded admiration through his actions alone. But he was not invincible; he was more than aware of his own glaring flaws, but to be staring his own weakness in the face right now, and losing was all too much of a remainder that he shouldn’t be the King of Nohr.
Gritting his teeth, he swallowed the urge to blame his growing frustration with himself out on Charlotte when her lips began to form words again. He was almost certain there was an unspoken meaning behind nearly everything that came out of her mouth, but he was hardly in any condition to attempt to decipher it. “A terrible one, I suppose.” He managed to breathe.
Shifting slightly against the cold floor, he tried to weigh his fleeting options, but he more he tried to move, the heavier his body felt. Stubborn and prideful as he was, he understood that if he wasn’t off this damn floor before the sun rose, the scene that would unfold would be significantly more damaging to his reputation than actually allowing Charlotte to help him now would be. But that didn’t make the realization any easier to accept, especially when it came to understanding that by accepting her offer, he would also be in her debt.
Heaving a pained sigh, he accepted defeat. His worthless pride paled in comparison to the burdens he would create for his country if he gave in now. “Your hand, if you intend on upholding your earlier offer.” His voice was becoming hoarse; exhaustion finally beginning to catch up with him. as the awful burning of his fever threatened to consume. No matter the regret that nipped at the back of his mind when the words had left his mouth, he was now very much out of options.
“ Be humble for you are made of earth. Be noble for you are made of stars. ”
—Serbian Proverb .
🌸 —— honey eyes tracked the golden haired princeling on his graceful decent. his aura was not one of war and destruction–of nohr. his nimble hands brushed the mane of his stead with a care that the village reported the royal family had no concept of. a gentle reminder to his horse that it hadn’t been just a tool to him. haruhi could see it in his eyes, and how they’d become just a little colder as he’d taken up his blade.
🌸 —— the king chose his words carefully, trained not to incense like situations, haruhi had inferred. his tone was even and firm as he’d informed them of his stature and spoke of his concerns. though he’d identified himself, haruhi’s casual take on the encounter had remained, granting him no identifiers of class difference.
❝ thank you, leon. ❞
🌸 —— the king of nohr, showing a lowly villager a modicum of kindness–concern… nohr had truly become a force of king garon’s designs as the war for kamui raged to an end. two royal bodies poured their blood into mouth the youngest son now, only for him to spit it out. a wiry smile twitched to haruhi’s lips–that bastard tyrant must be rolling in his grave.
🌸 —— relaxing their hand from the bow and gathering their possessions with wadded hands, haruhi was powerless to reason. to die here would bury the honor of their mother for good, and haruhi knew that kotoko’s legacy couldn’t be left in the dust–wouldn’t allow it. their eyes cast downward, the corners of their lips trembling with words that had yet to dislodge.
❝ i really hate to ask anything more of you, since you’ve already offered to pay me such kindnesses, but is there any way you could send a message to cyrkensia… m-my liege… ❞
🌸 —— they bowed their head lowly, nearly choking on the taste of the words. asking for help, let alone accepting it, was an incursion of debt. haruhi had always been a proud and stubborn child, quick to repay anything owed and move on. humbling themselves on this level, to beg a king… it was embarrassing.
❝ my father will be returning here on a caravan tomorrow night to nothing… if he thought that i’d vanished along with the town, i don’t think he could handle it. he’s barely handled when mom– ❞
🌸 —— they put a muzzle on themselves with a forced smile, a chuckle–a defense mechanism.
❝ well, you probably have more important things to attend to right now than hearing my life story. if you could pay me this one small favor more, i’ll do anything, really. ❞
King Garon might have sooner severed a head than turn a blind eye to such a casual address from a civilian, at least in his later years, but Leon couldn’t have cared less as to what they chose to refer to him as. He had never liked how lips moved when they formed the word ‘king’ in the first place; it only served as a constant reminder that someone had to die in order for that title to have fallen into his hands. And that was hardly a pleasant thought to store in the back of one’s mind every single time he was spoken to in a more polite manner, leading him to prefer less respectful exchanges.
A brow rose slightly at the smile that managed to climb onto the other’s face. He had always been an observant, though he might not have noticed the change a year ago, but now that he was forced to pay such careful attention to the facial movements others made to understand them to the best of his ability, such shifts were rarely lost on him now.
When the villager gaze turned downwards, he suppressed the urge to groan; knowing that convincing the other to leave was going to entail something that would inevitability make his life more difficult than it already was. But the request that followed their downcast eyes was not nearly as dreadful as what he had been conjuring up in his mind. To send a message was as easy to flicking his wrist, at least for the country’s king.
“There is nothing I am incapable of doing in Nohr,” Though sending a message to Cyrkensia would entail forcing two of the soldiers that had accompanied him to delay their return to Windmire, for he would not send one of his comrades alone. Not in a country infested with bandits foaming at the mouth for money and fame. It was too dangerous, and the lives of his men were not expendable; no life was to him. And Leon’s own horse was a steadier runner than any of the other mounts with them, who would not have been able to make the trip in one, single go like his could have. Sending a message wasn’t exactly preferred, but would he find a way to do it? Yes, because he had to atone for the wrong his father had done to his people.
To be honest, he wouldn’t disagree with her statement; he had little interest in the personal lives of strangers. If he did, he wouldn’t have been able to make clear and proper judgments in regards to Nohr’s future without concerning himself with whose toes he would be stepping on this time around. He might have extended sympathy to the other, but it was all he could do, and, thus, he chose not to. Hallow words were only a breath wasted that could have been spent on something more meaningful. But he had already committed himself to getting the task finished, and he was a man of his word, if nothing else.
“I will have two of my soldiers deliver your message to your father. I ask that you inform them of everything they will need to know beforehand, though.” He was aware his group wouldn’t be thrilled by the idea of leaving with their king less guarded than he had been coming to the village, but their lord was also one of Nohr’s greatest knights.He turned slightly to signal to two young men gather by a nearby home, calling them over before quickly explaining the situation to them.
“When you’re ready to leave let me know. You may store your belongings in my horse’s saddlebag if you do not wish to hold them.” He probably should have asked, ‘have you ever ridden a horse before’ because he may have been doing them a favor, but he also wouldn’t delay his group’s return to the castle given how much he had on his plate.

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I’m honestly wowed by the feedback i’ve received for my leo that it would be exhausting to go into everyone’s ask boxes and give them a sincere piece of my love and i just dont have the energy for that! not to mention a lot of it would just be me screaming about you and how fantastic you are!
so before i get into my biases and who i’ll probably follow from a distance and never interact because im a big coward and i’m a little timid at times, id like to extend that my ims are always open to plot and that all of you stick around for my fantastic leo
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Good humor was saved for the morning hours, when people flitted through the halls, when anxious steps and grim faces were most receptive to the smile that worked its way so easily to her lips, to the laughter she could let echo through the chambers. In the creeping darkness and in cloudless nights, it wavers, replaced with thin lips and tired eyes, a shadow of her well-crafted mask, worn by never-ending twilight. She must laugh louder, etch her smile into the minds of anyone that will give her the time of day.
She must look terribly desperate, in the eyes of others, but as far as she knows, her position is temporary. The losing sides of war find themselves severely lacking in soldiers, and it is experience and circumstance that brought her all the way back to the hallowed halls. Underneath her regalia ( a far cry from the light armor that was far more enticing, her signature ) wounds are still slow to heal. She glided by on the good word of her superiors, on years of training and high acclaim, before the incident. Before she’d been demoted.
( If she cannot fight at her fullest strength, and cannot reveal herself, she will smile as wide and speak as sweetly as she must. She’d lost her chance once; she cannot lose it again, even if she’s drawing more and more from herself with every passing day. )
She’d been stifling a yawn when water met her ears, shuffling, a groan– and the King of Nohr, sliding to the floor. Charlotte can read the room, even through her exhaustion, knows she’s stepped from the threshold to a private moment, one she’d be loathe to let anyone else impede on, even a king, were their positions reversed.
No. Something is wrong, despite the tender moment she feels as though she’s trampled on. She has the grin and turn-of-phrase of an opportunist but years of ingrained loyalty to her country, to the crown, even if envy seeps into the spaces between every word she speaks. She has pride in her king but even more in her instincts, and the air in the room feels thick. With a sense of imposing, but with something else, something distinct.
“Your majesty!” Yawn bitten back, sluggish movements as she’d stepped in forgotten, despite her tired feet protesting. She’s at his side not a moment later, bending as best she can, still in armor from the day. She’d long since learned the proper distance to maintain when introducing herself to nobility, when she wants to be something more than just an acquaintance, but her scheming and sensibility is forgotten, hand hovering at his shoulder, brow knotted. Unsure of if he’d fallen or simply found himself unwilling to stand, but there is concern, no matter what. “Are you all right? You’re, uh, not looking so ho– I mean, your face is rather flushed!”
For a moment his eyelids slipped shut in exhaustion and frustration, as he willed an unsteady hand to his forehead. Fingers ghosting over skin that was painfully hot to the touch, and coated in sweat. His body ached with ever movement he made; chest heaving with the effort it took just to take a single breath. He could kick himself, assuming he even possessed the range of motion at the moment to do so, for the sheer number of times he had dismissed the concern of his retainers when they had nagged him about his rather bad habit of placing everything before his own health. Had he not been such a prideful man he might very well have decided that the kitchen floor was an absolutely fantastic place to pass out.
But he forced his eyes to peel back open. He couldn’t afford the luxury that thought was when there was someone else in the room to hold him accountable for his failure. And much to his dismay he could make out Charlotte’s figure approaching him in the dim light the kitchen windows allowed into the otherwise dark room. He had hoped she might have chosen to ignore him, or that perhaps she hadn’t even noticed him fall. He; however, had little time to process his own situation before she was beside him.
Though his vision was blurry at best, he still forced his wavering gaze to focus on the woman’s face. Conversation was hardly something he had any desire to attempt in his current state of mind, but he would not; could not allow himself to show any further signs of weakness to this woman; out of nothing but respect for her, rather than out of any distrust others may have assumed. As a king, he understood his role well, and to burden those around him was something Leon never wished to do; no matter how much help he might happen to need.
Taking a breath, he tried his best to respond to her statement without faltering. “I’m fine.” Though the words were just as much for his own reassurance as they were for hers. As far as his face went, he was certain he didn’t want to know what he must have looked like in that moment, but he hoped it was significantly better than his imagination was letting on. “I’m afraid I just slipped on water one of the maids must have spilled.” Ah, yes, because that was the best excuse he could come up with when his head was so groggy that he could barely even recall why he had left his room in the first place. If that horrible lie coming from the mouth of a normally clever, strategic man didn’t tip her off that he wasn’t feeling well, he would have been extremely thankful, but somehow he had pegged the woman for someone far too observant to fall for it.
"I apologize If I have caused you any trouble, but you should return to your quarters while you still have the chance to rest.” His words stalled slightly as he spoke despite his efforts to hide it. To be frank, he cared little for what Charlotte was doing, and was more so desperate to have her leave. His legs felt heavy, and he didn’t have much faith in his ability to drag himself back to his room, but he was also too stubborn to ask for her aid. He assumed he could wait out the worst of the fever on the cold tile floor, and somehow manage to get out of kitchen before the maids wandered in to make breakfast. But he could barely hold his head up, and instinct drove him to lean it back against the barrel to prevent sitting up from becoming too much of a burden on his sore body. Still, he couldn’t look away from her, even if he could barely make out the features upon her face now; his vision seeming to worsen with each second that passed.
“shhhhhh”
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Bitter and burning was the sensation of the salty liquid that streaked down his smooth features, staining his skin, as his fingers combed through his messy hair in an attempt to soothe his raging mind. His loose tunic swayed against his trembling, throbbing sides, as he tried to hold his breath, but the act of doing so was almost more painful than the feeling of his pride slipping through his horribly stiff hands with each second that he allowed himself to be so pitifully vulnerable.
Never once had be considered himself as emotional as his siblings. He was a prodigy. It was his role to maintain a certain level of stability, pride, and strength. It’s what everyone would expect from the talented, and gifted third child of the Nohrian royal family, and he held himself true to the burdens placed upon his shoulders more often than not for failure had never been an option for the young man.
And sometimes there were moments when the expectations placed upon him were far too grand, though he would try to carry them regardless. He hadn’t cried in years; it was something he so freely allowed himself to do. But he had tried. He had tried so hard not to show weakness after their passing. He had drowned himself in work; he had walked away from the pain welling up within his chest at every opportunity that presented itself to him. He was the king now, and his actions reflected all of Nohr; represented the very heart of everything his brother and sister had ever desired.
But no matter how hardhearted he may have pretended to be for the sake of his wounded country, he simply wasn’t capable of being as strong as he wished he was. The halls of this dreadful castle were empty, and the faces that greeted him each morning were solemn. As if someone had extinguished the very flame that provided Nohr its former light, and he was all too painfully aware that he could never breathe life back into that fire again.
He couldn’t take it anymore. His chest was too tight. His words too blunt. His expression too grave. He couldn’t stop replacing the dim chambers of the castle with faces of people he could never see again. He couldn’t ignore everything he had lost; everything that had been stripped from his beloved country. He would be lying if he claimed he didn’t feel the agony of this land, as it struggled to stay above the flood of loss and destruction that consumed it.
And all he could do now was sob for the sake of those who had become nothing but memories; for the country he wasn’t sure if he could save; and for the pathetic individual he had become. No matter how he tried to stop; he couldn’t.
His lips quivered, teeth sinking into their soft flesh, as he felt his sister’s arms wrap around him, and hold him close as she had when he had been a child. Though the act was comforting, and reassuring, it was heartbreaking, and he drew his hands to his face to cover his eyes from her gaze, and the gaze of anyone who happened to pass by. “Forgive me, sister,” He breathed. Overwhelmingly selfish was the feeling of seeking comfort from someone who had lost just as much as he had. He was king now, he should not have to burden his only remaining sibling with his grief.

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🌸 —— churning the rubble with fair hands, sweat dampened the ends of muddy brown locks as they were pushed aside with little regard. dirt and ash streaked across the little archer’s brow as their efforts were doubled.
🌸 —— only two years ago had the villager and their father moved to nohr from hoshido, the latter seeking work within the entertainment mecca of cyrkensia. the commute from their tiny village was a full day’s travel, and within her father’s departure, they’d lost nearly everything that night.
🌸 —— readjusting their bow between their tiny shoulders, haruhi suppressed a grunt as their palms pressed into a fell support beam. as they pushed with all their might, the entry of splinters biting through the heels of their palms and making their way deep into weeping flesh was enough to rally a gasping yelp. through the pain, the little villager pushed and pushed, stinging tears prickling their honey eyes.
🌸 —— everything had disappeared in the chaos. survivors were few–only the hunters, and few women and children clever enough to hide. anything of value had been stolen, anyone of a certain physical standard spirited away for sale. bodies hid beneath the rubble, their clawed hands and gaping mouths fighting for air far past the point their bodies may have used it. haruhi had missed the last carriage out, parting the remnants of their home for one last item.
🌸 —— the support beam had finally given way, hot blood circling their cold, numb wrists. they dropped it aside, more interested in what had been underneath it.
🌸 —— seven years prior. the death of their mother had shook the fujioka household. haruhi had wanted nothing more than to honor their deceased parent, and nothing had meant more to them than the few keepsakes left behind. a cheap portrait, a hair tie, some theatre memorabilia. to most, junk. to haruhi, the world. they’d risked their life against bandits to protect their home, and continued to throw themselves into danger long after the major threat had subsided. only more raiders would come to search for valuables left behind in hidden corners from now.
🌸 —— a tug to the chest of their top freed the garment from their overalls, allowing access to the hem. they ripped free a strip of cloth, ripping it again into two sections. with little care, haruhi wrapped their hands in fabric. to bleed on the portrait would be to ruin it, and haruhi couldn’t stand the risk. it was in sight now, melancholic in its broken frame. it had been burned along the southwest corner, but no harm had come to the area of kotoko’s face. haruhi retrieved it from the broken butsudan, along with the hairtie. it had seemed the takarazuka posters were lost now.
❝ thank god… mother is safe. i guess all that’s left is to wait for dad. ❞
🌸 —— hugging the portrait to their chest, the sound of an approaching warhorse had halted any previous thoughts. haruhi’s hips swiveled to take in the noble creature and it’s rider. never one to leave the village, they had no recognition of the man seated atop the back of the stallion. their rather brash retort and the grip transferring to their bow-staff had reassured it.
❝ this is my home. if you’ve come to rake it for valuables, you won’t find much. the first group were thorough–even stripped the bodies. ❞
The subtle stench of blood has become apparent in the air, but obscured were the stranger’s facial expressions and hands from where he was positioned upon his mount’s back. But with the majority of the villagers having already been collected from the area for their own safety; for bandits rarely struck only once, forcing him to hold onto his suspicions.
While his distrustful nature, and rather callous attitude were off-putting at their worst, they were vital for ensuring Nohr’s revival. With the land in ruin, and the general population still struggling to accept the fact they had lost both their long-time ruler and his heir in the same breath, the burdens Leon now carried were heftier than any King of Nohr before him. Protecting Nohr fell solely upon his shoulders, and he would not fail his country twice.
Gathering his horse’s reins into his left hand, and taking hold of the the saddle horn, he pulled his right foot from the stirrup. Swiftly and easily swinging his leg over the animal’s back to land on the earth beside the animal. Releasing his hold on the creature’s reins, he brushed his fingers through the stallion’s mane for a brief moment before leaving his side to step into the thick layer of debris coating the road.
Heavy, armored boots easily crushed the rotten, splintered wood strewn about the around, as he stepped closer to the archer. Fingers twisting around the hilt of the blade hooked to his hip in preparation for an attack.
Though magic was his specialty, it was not his only talent, and he would not risk bringing further destruction to the pitiful town by casting a spell in such a restricted area. That, and the stroke of a sword was far easier to halt than the full force of Brynhildr should the stranger turn out to be innocent.
When their lips began to move, he eased his grip from the weapon. He could not blame the archer for not knowing his face; the village had been rather small, and the country was still very much adjusting to his reign. But now that he was closer he could make out the mud, grime, and blood coating their filthy clothes now, along with the object gathered in their arms. For a moment, his lips pursed in mild agitation. Though it was not directed at the villager, but at his own inability to prevent the raid from happening in the first place.
Rigid muscles relaxed ever so slightly, and he allowed his gaze to wander over the ruins of the home for only a brief moment. “You have my condolences.” The harshness of his words had been dropped as much as it could be, for conversation had never been his strong suit. “We have not before, and I apologize that our first meeting must be under such circumstances, but I am Leon, the current King of Nohr.” Introducing himself as King Leon still left a bitter taste in his mouth, and far preferred to separate his name from his title when speaking; it still didn’t feel as if the throne belonged to him.
“However, you must understand the danger you are placing yourself in by remaining here. I ask that you leave with myself and my soldiers when we are finished here so that we can ensure your safety, or I cannot be held responsible for the fate you may meet if you remain, should any bandits chose to return.” He supposed he could have made his request an order, but if he was being frank, he didn’t have the time to argue with someone hellbent on dying.
I still search for you in crowds, in empty fields and soaring clouds. In city lights and passing cars, on winding roads and wishing stars.
Lang Leav (Lullabies)