poems

I knew it since you didn‘t told me about your bad days anymore.

You told me I don‘t care at all,

while I cared so much that I tried to never be alone,

so I would stop caring for a moment.

You told them about your bad days,

then officially over,

to something quiet.

So you can finally rest,

rest while being alive.

So you can love your life again,

Are you a sad song or a happy song?

Maybe you‘re not just a song,

but a whole album.

You‘re for sure the light in soneone‘s dark day,

just like their favorite song.

You‘re important to them,

I never find one yet, did you?

Maybe the reason we can’t find a shamrock is that we‘re lucky enough.

Aber einsam sein ist auch ganz ok.

Am liebsten einsam mit dir.

Einsam allein mit mir,

there‘s someone out there thinking you‘re too good to be real.

Someone for your life.

What about a deep breath?

Don‘t go to fast,

take your time.

while the sun is shining on it.

I wonder what your lips taste like,

in summer,

autumn,

A summer breeze in my mind.

It makes me feel something,

something important,

beautiful.

I feel appreciated and I appreciate life.

Oh summer breeze changing colors.

and sun in my eyes.

I want to touch the sky.

The blue slips through my fingers,

What if you hadn‘t a face or if they couldn‘t see faces?

They would have to recognize you by your walk or your laugh.

I‘m happy with my face. You should too.

Fühl mich wie auf Wolke 10.

Meiden Gespräche über Dinge die wir fühlen.

Unser Kopf ist voll mit Geschichten.

Geschichten über die wir nicht reden,

Gefühle die wir wollen vergessen.

Das Wasser steht mir bis zum Hals.

Ich darf nicht darin ertrinken,

also schwimme ich so weit ich kann.

Ich vergesse nicht zu atmen,

sonst komm ich niemals an.

Und ich schwimme und schwimme und schätze meine Ankunft.

Irgendwann geht es von vorne los.

Doch das krieg ich hin.

I don't want to live on the outside when everything feels so stressy or sad.

I hide inside my body where I snuggle with my pets.

I hide inside my body where nothing makes me feel bad.

denk ich wir sind verbunden.

Es sei Telepathie oder so.

Deshalb red ich mit dir in meinem Kopf.

Denn ich denk dass dus hörst,