♡ they/it/he ⁺ adult
irl sadomasochist ⁺ 地雷 doll
ᵒᵖᵉⁿ ᶠᵒʳ ᵈⁿⁱ ⁺ ᵐᵒʳᵉ
possible content warnings ; nsfw, self-harm, suicidal ideation, substance abuse, disordered eating, sadomasochism, etc.
dni ; pro-contact, anti-fic/ship/kink/yume, bigots, minors (int on sfw posts is ok)
about ; this is my vent blog with my preferred aesthetic (jirai) on top. i'm mentally ill (bpd + stpd), i wear the fashion, the makeup. there might be some overlap with obslove.
typology ; clingy/obsessive/self-sacrifice/self-harm/bizzare-type yandere, ISTP, 4w5 sp/sx
other likes ; j-fashion, vocaloid, loud music, dreamy music, manga (particularly dramatic stories with a heavy focus on relationships), story-based games, puzzle games, writing, singing, psychology, dissecting culture+psychology and their intersections, falling in love with fictional characters/idols, dissociative substances, adrenaline, rain, warmth, softness, and all things cute! i'm currently interested in expanding my knowledge on idols, visual novels, film, literature, poetry, philosophy, and sociology, but i enjoy learning in general!























