What Men of Letters don't know

Your story began long before you existed 

"I dream about it... I think about it... It shows to me everyday... Suddenly... My friends, my beloved ones, my enemies! I see people dying!"

She blew it right open and put it apart She shot a string of flame from the center of her chest As she watched their bodies burn 

but you keep coming back to him

A slang term for penis. This can be considered a weapon, since using it has consequences; sometimes minor, sometimes severe. In unusual or strange incidents, it can poke someone's eye out.

This is Halloween by Marilyn Manson

I have heard a voice If it came down to make a choice I would be the one who's replaced

Jump into the sun Dear boy, what are you running from? Everyone has got to be saved

When they found you hanging in the woods,  You said at least now I don't have to be kind nor good.  I'll be cruel and I'll be obscene,  Tear out my tongue,  'Cause I've been redeemed.

Devil, oh, devil Why don't you tell me why I'm a slave in these desperate times?

Heart's a mess by Gotye