Sleep deprivation rambley ramble rambles with maybe a point in there somewhere if you squint.
Yo so im watching an aot reaction right, and I totally forgot that when eren transformed move the boulder in Trost he trys to hit Mikasa not once, but, like, three, 3 times. Like specifically targets her. He literally does a 180 just to throw a punch at her and then pivot again to throw another punch, and itd not like she was the only person there and there wasnt any other target, there was, like, why is he targeting her hmmm strange.
People be like ""eren wasnt in control of his titan in that scene though, hed never try to hit her for real. "" or somthing i guess, .. ok but isnt it pretty much established that when Eren doesnt have control of the titan the titan does whatever his will was just prior to transforming. Like Hes raging about massacaring titans before his first transformation and what does the titan do? It goes around stomping titans.
And ...actually im not sure there actually another examples of eren not being incontrol of the titan after the Trost arc soo is that true (that the the titan does erens will) , i mean assume so đ¤
...Anyways, like eremika stans say that eren yells at mikasa and is mean to her early on because she keeps protecting/trying to protect him and he want to be the one to protect her and that frustrates him and like ok I can see that perspective but like then why does he try to titan stomp her 3 times? ( i was gonna say titan smash which would be more accurate, but other more urban more online usage of the word smash and my twisted perv brain wont allow it) đ¤đŤ¤
If im right that the attack titan does whatever Eren's will is just prior to transforming that means that Eren had to have been raging like god damn mikasa f*k$@# 8it6# f*** cant catch abreak %$#! @^&*< thinks shes all that that cant do shit without her. Ill show her f4** 8!/&$ god i really just wanna punch her fu$!># ^&%_ ... im exaggerating here, i don't actually think eren was cussing out mikasa in his head but he wouldve had to have those thoughts or feeling in spirit. And it also explains why he specifically only goes after her and not anyone else on the elite squad, cause they were all there but he didn't target them at all.
So clearly Eren is not in love with Mikasa yet in this scene right, so now im wondering when that suppisedly happens.
This post is like the most rambly, directionless i mean when i started i had a direction but then i went off road a bit. And im not sure i landed at a point this was just my rambly sleep deprived thoughts.
I should try watching another show and getting obsessed with something else for a change....
... đ but 5 more years atleast! Or somthing, i thonk thats what they say on reddit đ














