There's beauty in the hand that destroys the sun

I'm legitimately sobbing rn. Good sobbing, but sobbing.

Yesterday, I got an email from the directors of the public defense office where I'm at inviting me to join their online summer law clinics hosted by the 3 biggest law schools in the state. Bc I made connections and worked my fucking ass off.

Just now, I got an email from a professor who I respect the hell out of. She doesn't hand out praise or approval easily. She is very hard to impress. I was one of five students she emailed regarding latino/a law networking opportunities this summer and fall. This organization is huge in making connections.

I have worked my ASS off to be present and engaged. I grew up in a shitty, fucked ass house with a fucked ass family, fighting the fucking odds to get out of that biased town. I sobbed and suffered and killed myself to do well in high school so that I could get out. And I did. Against all fucking odds I did. I have had sleepless nights, mental breakdowns, and draining days since starting uni to make sure I did well. I have had my siblings openly say they think I'm naive about the real world or have unrealistic views of the type of law I want to go into. They have made it clear that they think im going to flake out. That I won't make it. The ONLY person who has openly had my back is my mother.

Any of yall watch AGT Season 21??? You know the acrobatics couple from episode 2?? He's buff and she's in a red dress. If you have no idea what i mean, look up "Holland and Sienna AGT Season 21 audition". Should be somewhere there for you. Okay? Okay. Have that in your mind.

Take that. And make it an AU. Whole performance. And slot in your favorite ship.

Klance? I have a vision

Bakudeku? I have a vision

Izuocha? I have a vision

Zukka? I have a vision

Zukki? I have a vision

Caitvi? I have a vision

Korrasami? I HAVE A VISION