#uhg

gotta draw for fuckin vore day!!!!

Thinking about updating the “my stuff” tag to be “capposts” but dreading the idea of having to go through and change all the previous posts I’ve made tags

I will never take an unstuffy nose for granted ever again 😭

When you had plans for the day and were going to be productive and do so much but first thing in the morning as you're driving your car shuts off and doesn't come back on and now you've been in a random neighborhood with your broken car for five hours in 100+ weather and because it's over 100+ degrees your phone can hardly function enough to get help and now it's been 7 hours and you're finally home

Bro I hate having a crush I feel so pathetic and I literally cannot discern flirting from just being friendly at all (that includes if I’m being “flirty”) and I feel stupid and pathetic and small and so so so stupidly melancholy bc I want to love and be loved romantically but how do I not fuck up the working relationship I have if I can’t tell if they’re putting something down or absolutely NOT and it just feels so lonely sometimes and that feels stupid because I’m surrounded by people I love and who love me but I guess it’s kinda different bc it’s platonic vs. romantic but I would never know bc I’ve never experienced romantic love and and and

i feel so awful, i just want to sit somewhere with a nice drink and snack and write my poetry