🍲 aroace lesbian. I use he/they pronouns, heavy on the he/him
🥘 I am bataknese indonesian. I can speak indonesian, english, some german. I can read japanese too
🍲 I am 22 years old (15/02). I’m also a med school student
🥘 I’m physically disabled (visual impairment, narcolepsy) and autistic/ADHD. there's more stuff in there but I won’t specify all of them lollllll
🍲 interests: toontown (rewritten, corporate clash, event horizon, ETC!!!!!), my ocs, transformers, deltarune + undertale, houseki no kuni, chainsaw man, make the exorcist fall in love, ttte, tugs, scott pilgrim, project moon, welcome home, vocal synths (UTAU, synthv, and chipspeech), psychological horror, movies + more
🥘 other non-media interests: character design and analysis, culinary, science, vehicle anatomy + more
🍲 DNI: terfs and transandrobros and lolicons and zionists. really I’ll just block anyone who I think is annoying
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john cog coming of age story set in highschool with elements of domestic overreach/abuse (through the cogs company (creators) literally being in john cog's brain) and how it attempts to degrade john cog's autonomy versus their current friends and toon family attempting to provide support to them as they get further and further isolated believing themselves to be a danger to the people around them (cogs company insisting on having them replace the chairman and all that means for the toons around them) but actually thats not true at all and theyre deserving of acceptance regardless of who made them. i can see the tropey movie scenes so clearly in my head... including a third act finale where they have to fight back against Evil Sci-fi Possession (cogs company remotely trying to take full control or whatever) to protect their loved ones or something...
YEPPP YOU NAILED EVERYTHING DOWN TO THE "FINALE" that’s pretty much what jesse’s story is about. their friends and family love them, and jesse loves them as well... but they can't talk to anyone about them being used as an unwilling mole by the remnants of cogs inc both because they don't want to put their loved ones in (further) danger (while also believing they themselves are ontologically evil) and their desire to at least have a semblance of control over their life
gave jesse “john cog” friends and family. imagine them living in a rather typical depiction of public schools from movies/cartoons like wimpy kid or tawog. caramel is the mean girl, pepper is the weird kid that records freak incidents, lexi is the cheeky know-it-all. they make up a band called Spontaneous Toon Combustion and regularly do urban explorations to the remains of each cog hq, much to their teachers and rangers’ chagrin.
took a 20 minute nap two days ago and had a dream about a sole teenage cog living amongst toons in post war toontown (after the toons won the war) where their life seems like the average greg heffley like struggles of a high school kid but in reality they’re a mole sent to toontown by what remains of cogs inc. various cogs of various departments take turns remote controlling them. like jerma dollhouse. then the scene changed and it went black and they stared at me while a floating text saying “ARE WE CONNECTED” appeared and I woke up with my nose hurting so bad
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took a 20 minute nap two days ago and had a dream about a sole teenage cog living amongst toons in post war toontown (after the toons won the war) where their life seems like the average greg heffley like struggles of a high school kid but in reality they’re a mole sent to toontown by what remains of cogs inc. various cogs of various departments take turns remote controlling them. like jerma dollhouse. then the scene changed and it went black and they stared at me while a floating text saying “ARE WE CONNECTED” appeared and I woke up with my nose hurting so bad
i love posts that have a definitive line after which it's clear you can just go back to whatever it is you were doing. nothing intelligent will be said
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sappy sappy things
I dont have many Idet things rn-But I can talk a bit about them!
For now, Apollo belongs to @hajimedics, little thang very sappy very nerdy and somehow captivating the literal concept of the Id personified, what a catch!
(Read more for brief info on Idet + initial sketch)
Idet (They/It/He) is, in few words, the psychoanalytical concept of the Id, one of the three parts of the Psyche as Freud (ew) presented. Alongside that, Idet is also in part the Unconscious, also part of the way the psyche is structured.
Really briefly, im gonna present both theories so we're on the same footing.
The first one mentioned, and from where Idet's (from Id and Identity) name comes from, is the Ego, Super Ego and Id. Each represents a part of the psyche, going first to last: the Ego sums the other two up as its balance, albeit it is also seen as the mediator between them too. The Super Ego is everything rule or morality based, you could say its your moral compass. The Id is the opposite, pure emotion, pure search of pleasure, its often catalogued as amoral, not immoral, simply amoral.
The second one is the "Iceberg" theory, Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious. Again, first to last: The Conscious is everything you currently know and can well, consciously say. You are conscious right now. The Subconscious is the umbral between the conscious and the unconscious, I dont think I can explain it better for the project than that. The Unconscious is not just things you are not conscious about, its often regarded as the place trauma or unpleasant memories come to lay. I'd go into dream formation but I'll leave that for another time or else this'll get too long. (If you have questions do know my ask box is always open)
ok, that besides-Idet represents both the Id and the Unconscious, each one in different ways. In the project "The Manor of Butterflies", Idet is the Manor you enter to face whatever lurks in your unconscious. Originally they took the shape of a young Hypnos, a child that would question your choices or the way you saw things, and while yes, said form is still canon to Idet, as they stand, Idet is an an ageless adult.
As a character, Idet is amorphous in the sense they dont have a "set" appearance, and often tends to mix-match or take from others to form their own shape (which means you could, in theory, mix the looks of people who are regularly in the manor, like the generalists, and it'd be a canon Idet look), however, the look they mostly keep (As in 99% of the time) is the one you see here! A mixture of Cattell and Hypnos, its the one they like the most and they both have grown to get used to it by now. Key differences or attributes are their ball jointed elements (normally they're akin to tattoos, but Idet can make them real), half round glasses and the semi colon tattoo that in Idet is separated: dot under the eye, comma along the mouth.
Personality wise they're just, the Id, they can be sweet as they can be sadistic, they can be nice as they can be mean, they often just do whatever they want though having shifted from pure concept to a proper being does bring them to gain a bit of a moral compass, even if its heavily clouded by their reality as the Id.
Chances are if you enter the Manor that they're the mysterious and mischievous being, pretty cheshire cat but with a meaner or blunter streak that can come a bit mockingly sometimes.